It's Sunday night, you and your boyfriend Katsuki had an amazing weekend together. You two are currently watching a movie, sitting on the couch, your legs are placed above his lap while his left hand is holding your thigh.
For some reason, you feet the need to be touched. Something down there tingles with need for attention. You look at your boyfriend focused on watching the movie, you remove your legs from his lap and brings yourself closer to him resting on his chest as he wraps his arm around you.
Even with the change of position something between your legs still can't behave. It wants to be touched so bad, you wiggle your legs a bit, trying not send signals to Katsuki that you are uncomfortable.
But he noticed anyway. "Is everything okay?" He asks looking at you.
You just nod and proceeds on trying to focus on the movie. After minutes of heat still pooling inside you, you sit straight. "Love, can I go to bed first? I'm feeling a little sleepy already."
Katsuki paused the movie. "Alright, let's go sleep."
"No, no, it's okay. You can finish the film, then just come when you're done." You tell him, pushing him slightly back to the couch as he tried to stand up.
"Love, are you sure? I can continue the film some other time I—" You cut him off.
"It's okay Kats, I insist. I'll see you later." You say as you stand up and starts to head to the bedroom.
Katsuki grabs your wrist that made you sit on his lap. "Princess, are you sure you're okay?" Katsuki asks, his face close to yours you feel the heat of his body on your own.
Even with the sudden desire surging on your body, you fight it as you cup his cheeks and kisses his forehead to ease his worry. "Love, I'm okay, you don't have to worry. I'll see you in a bit." You say as you leave a peck of kiss on his lips and stand up. Katsuki just nods and guided you to stand while holding the small of your back.
You head straight to your shared bedroom and lay down on your side of the bed. You indeed want to be touched by your boyfriend so bad but you have no idea how to ask him to do so. You feel bad being starved like this when last night he was giving you everything you could never even imagine.
Remembering how hard and how many times he made you reach your high last night sends shivers down your spine. You place your right hand and used your palm to put pressure between your legs and turned to the side. God, how badly do you need Katsuki right now?
Focused on trying to ignore the heat pooling inside you, you didn't notice Katsuki coming inside the bedroom. Not until you feel weight shifting on his side of the bed, you look up and notice him looking at you with eyes full of worry.
"Princess, tell me what's happening..." Katsuki says as he observe your posture. He brings you closer to him, his arms grabbing your waist. "What's wrong?"
And just like that, you can't help but be under his warmth. You push your head on the crook of his neck, sniffing his natural scent. You wrap your hands all over his waist as you pull him closer to your body. "L-love... please..."
Katsuki kisses your temple, caressing the length your hair, patiently waiting for you to use words. "Hmm?"
"C-can you please h-help me..." Stuttering with your words, but atleast you were able to tell him.
"Ofcourse I will. Can you tell me what you need help with, Princess?" Katsuki asks while creating a space between the two of you enough for him to be able to look at your eyes.
Unable to use your words, you look where your other hand is putting pressure between your legs, then you look back at him. Your eyes pleading for pleasure that only he can provide.
Katsuki's eyes widdened as he realize what you were asking him to do. "A-are you sure?" He says as his eyes softened looking at you full of affection.
You do a slight nod. "P-please..."
Katsuki smiles as he stares at you. "Was this the reason you were bothered earlier?"
Again, you nod. Katsuki cups your face, his thumb gently brushing on your cheeks. "My love, you could've asked me. I am more than willing to help you." And with that, he closed the space between the two of you and made sure his lips met yours.
And in a blink of an eye, Katsuki is on top of you. His hands roaming around your body as your arms cling into the back of his head.
"Can you tell me what you want, Princess?" Katsuki asks as he stopped the kiss leaving you wanting for more.
"M-make me feel good, p-please..." You pleaded as he starts leaving kisses on your neck. You feel a smirk in between the kisses.
"I am all yours." You feel his hands caressing every part of your body, until it goes under your shirt, slowly reaching your back and finding the clasp of your bra. You arch your back as to give him space and in one swift move, it's gone.
His kisses trails down to your chest as the two of your removes your shirt and bra and throw it somewhere you don't care. You can feel a bulge forming in his pants.
Katsuki proceeds on sucking on your nipples while his hand plays with the other. You grab his hair, pushing your hips against his as your lower body is asking for attention. "Love..."
You feel a smirk in between his kisses. His other hand started trailing below your short, feeling the band of your underwear. You move your hips upward, getting impatient and wanting his touch to reach down there as soon as possible.
Katsuki's lips travels from your chest down your belly button. He slowly grabs the band of your underwear and shorts and in one swift motion, he removes it. Leaving you naked and vulnerable under his touch.
"I'm gonna make you feel so good, Princess." He whispers at your folds as you feel his breath in the softness of your skin.
You grab the sheets at your sides with both your hands as he starts licking. "Fuck." You feel his tongue playing with your pussy. You grab his hair, feeling so much pleasure. You move your hips to match with his rythmn.
You stop kissing him, staring directly at his eyes as his fingers start going in to your folds. "You are taking it so well, Princess."
"K-katsuki, c-come here..." You say, grabbing him close to you for a kiss. While he entertain your lips, he made sure to not leave your folds untouched. His hands finds its way, teasing it like how his tongue did.
As soon as he notice this, the movement of his fingers become more sincere, more pleasurable for you, with a mission to make you reach the high you have never reached before.
With all the pleasure you are receiving, you stare directly into his eyes. Using your right hand to cup his face, and your thumb softly rubbing his cheek. You feel tears forming in your eyeballs. You might just cry, not from pain, but from realizing how much you love this man before you.
When he feel your body shivering, Katsuki tries to go back down your folds again so that you'll cum using his tongue, but you stop him. "No... please. I want to see your face, my love."
"I-I'm coming..." You say in between your breath.
Katsuki's heart flutter by your words. As much as the bulge between his thighs is getting bigger, he can't help but to focus on you and only you. Tonight, it's just you and everything you ever want. He had his fair share of people in bed before you, but never once he though he can be this generous in bed and it's only because it's you.
Katsuki can feel it, he feels how close you are as your walls tighten in his fingers.
"I know, Princess. I got you. Look at me." You try your best to look at him and not close your eyes. "Do not even think about it, I got you." Katsuki says, his pace unchanging. You start shivering as he whispers sweet compliments into your ears.
"L-love... Fuck..."
"It's okay my love, let it all out." Katsuki just stares at you with the greatest affection you have never seen someone give you. You feel the heat rising inside you, and in just a few thrusts, you are there.
"Katsuki!" You exclaim. Katsuki's fingers still going in and out inside you as you shiver and fall in to him.
He slowly changed his pace and let your cum spill into his fingers. "Atta girl." Katsuki left a peck at your lips. "You did so great, Princess. I am so proud of you."
He gently caresses your shoulders as you slowly drift from your high. When you got back to your senses, you face him, staring at his eyes. "How was it, my love?" Katsuki asks.
"It... it was perfect. Thank you." You say.
"No need to thank me. You should never forget that I will always be more than willing to give your everything you need." Katsuki says before kissing you. Once he let go, you burry your face in the crook of his neck has he wrap his arms around you. His hand playing with your hair.
You feel yourself slowly drifting in to sleep. "Sleep well, my Princess." Katsuki moves you closer to him, his eyes also wanting rest.
"Maybe we should come up with a signal for next time this happens, you little minx." Katsuki says smiling before drifting off to sleep.
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so i was in gym a few days ago and i had a lucid thought of someone saying, and i quote: "spongebob is unique because he is one of the few to have obtained superior gravity" so if you're wondering what the fuck goes on in my head there it is
One of the most underrated feelings is the one that you get when you develop empathy with a stranger just talking about you. About your problems, about what’s going on. It could be very dangerous but if you build a connection is one of the most satisfying feeling you could ever get. I think I miss something like that.
Often all is not as it appears. Perception versus reality, and in regards to people this is especially true.
Loving the idea of someone sometimes gets confused with who they really might be which is not shown. Face value might merely be an avatar. With so much limited information it is natural to fill in the pieces with probable data.
Does it matter? I ask myself this often. Believing in something unreal would be delusional right? Not necessarily. When there isn't much to rely on all you really have is intuition. Vibes are an important source of information which should never be discounted.
Trust in feelings, those first very quiet thoughts in the mind often brushed under the rug in many circumstances. Follow your heart, and while it sometimes will lead you astray its the experience that allows us to grow.
We light flames, kindle them, all to draw us nearer. To make the overwhelming dark not so scary. The night terrors that dance mockingly now seem further away. We lit a fire, thinking people would come. Yet ash forms. On the ground, and in our mouths as we learn to accept, we learn to swallow our sorrow. Knowing that you are alone, scary, frightening... Maddening. There was once a fire, it dwindled, embers glow awhile longer. Defiant, but they too succumb. There was once a fire. Now there is darkness.
I could be on a roll… Having the most positive mindset… But in moments of insomnia are when the negative, depressing thoughts breakthrough…
I got cleared by the physical therapist at my job to start dancing again a couple weeks ago and yet, I haven’t taken a dance class…
I’m in serious punk mode … It’s been a year and a half since I tore my acl and meniscus… A year and a half that I haven’t danced… A year and a half that has seen my body gain weight and lose its muscularity… A year and a half of my confidence disintegrating…
I’m scared I’ve lost ‘it’. And a part of why I’m avoiding taking class is because I don’t want those thoughts confirmed and manifested into real life…
