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Rlly want to tear this blog a new one, i'm not happy the way it's organized and the appearance overall but ugh I need a plan if I do that and to be honest.... i dont know where to start
At first, I was like "rose/pink colors" as a joke
But bro, I don't think is a joke anymore
It's December folks! Which makes me kinda lost bcs "already? It passed so quick just yesterday it was March" and really really nervous for this month bcs all the second phase of really important exams I took are in one weekend
I don't know if I just want to everything to happens really fast so I can get over quickly but knowing myself, I will probably be unconscious of everything and into automode
Should I customize my page to a holiday kinda look? I'm not a big fan of Christmas but seeing all these holidays theme blogs makes me want one myself, don't know, I will probably do it if I have time (no promises)
I'm probably thinking of sending messages thanking writing blogs that I follow for the amazing pieces of literature that I consumed
I like how this blog stay dead silent like a cemetery for weeks, even months, to out of nowhere I dump various reblogs in an hour or day
And it goes back to dead silent again