I know it's late, but I kept focusing on improving my art and I'll still do.
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Well, this year was my Robotboy OC Ray's year.
Since in the beginning of spring last year, I really got in the Robotboy fandom. I drew RB most of the time and I found it fun to draw since I really like the style.
I kept changing Ray's looks and style, change after change. Until half a year where I'm completely satisfied with the current style.
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And what can I say about my year.. Hmm.
It's pretty much "meh", the only exciting thing that happened is that I just turned 18 years old in August. YAY!
Sometimes I feel that I'm not pushing myself to the limit due me VERY careful since childhood, AND being very sensitive.
I even lost contact on some of my DA friends, not completely. Just when fandoms change, interests change. But it doesn't mean I dislike my friends here or my interests. But just as I got older, I changed to someone different.
I still watch them and favorite and comment their art.
But ME, still can't express myself fully, even here. I'm an emotional mess, and I mostly hold everthing inside. I'm even scared to talk about how I feel, even with my family (no, I love my family and they're amazing). I'm just not used to it, since I was a kid (and cried most of the time, because of this people who where my so called "friends" took advantage of me and even bullied me), that's why I do have some kind of my trust issues which why I'm scared to start a new conversation (I'm not saying that everyone is bad, it's just what I have been through that got me these thoughts) And don't have much experience when it comes to go out with friends and such... But I do appreciate you being there for me, even if I'm not good at saying it.
No, fortunately I don't have anxiety or panic attacks. But I do suffer from some kind of anxiety which leads to unnecessary worries.
Well, I don't want to reveal too much of myself.
I just want to say that Ray is one of the oc's that I really like drawing the most and she's one of my favorite characters of comfort
