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jschlatt comforting reader through a rlly bad nightmare pls ml 💗💗

thankyou for requesting lovebug! this is super rushed i’m so sorry, i might write a more well thought out version of this in the future. i hope you enjoy nonetheless <3

warnings: none, just fluff

you had woken up in a cold sweat, chest heaving, and your entire body shaking like a leaf. you’ve had plenty of nightmares before but none like this one, this one felt real.

your breathing remained unsteady as you tried to ground yourself, placing a shaky hand over your heart. it felt like it was going to beat right out of your chest, you were surprised it hadn’t. you tried your best to remain as quiet as possible, extra careful not to wake up your sleeping boyfriend.

your efforts determined unsuccessful as he stirred awake, slowly but surely taking in his surroundings.

“are you awake?” his voice was riddled with sleep and concern. “it’s nearly three o’ clock in the morning.”

“i—um—im sorry, i didn’t mean to wake you.” you tried your best to hide your shaky voice but to no avail.

“hey woah, are you crying? what happened?” he was wide awake now, twisting his body to face yours, “are you okay?”

“yes, i’m sorry it’s stupid i’ll be okay,” you took another deep breath, “it was just a nightmare.”

“you definitely don’t seem okay,” he shifted closer to you, pulling you into him.

you couldn’t hold back anymore, thick tears pooled in your waterline spilling over almost instantaneously. a sob racked through your entire body. “it felt so real, you were gone and i couldn’t find you and—“

“hey hey, you’re okay,” his hand pressed against the back of your head, softly urging you to rest your head on his chest. “i’m right here okay, i’m not going anywhere. i’ve got you.”

you nodded, pressing yourself impossibly closer to him, “can we please just stay like this forever.”

“anything for you,” he plants a firm reassuring kiss on the crown of your head, “anything.”

you smiled to yourself, “thank you.”

“anytime honey, now get some rest okay?”

you nodded slightly, sleep already engulfing you.

schlatt doesn’t allow himself to fall back asleep until he is positive that you are okay and sleeping soundly.

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small victories — joel miller

warnings: none i don’t think, just joel being emotionally unavailable

a/n: wrote this running solely on fumes im gonna pass out after this, BUT FIRST JOEL MILLER FIC! there’s not much of a relationship here but i’m planning on building it as i go. hope you enjoy! love u. | 0.6k words

joel doesn’t talk to you much, but you know he cares. he’s gentle with you, patient, and protective. his hard exterior never seeming to crack beyond that, his walls were built up so high it was no use trying to break through them. so you didn’t, keeping to yourself as much as he kept to himself.

it was a silent agreement between you both, survive and have eachothers backs. it’s easy enough, he’s methodical and strong you’re smart and agile. your dynamic was easy and it worked, it had gotten you this far.

you just wish he would talk to you more. hes always around but it often gets lonely, only being talked to when absolutely needed. truth is, you can’t remember the last time you had a real conversation with joel other than concocting plans or quick exchanges.

you’d been partners for over a year now and you barely knew a single thing about him, other than him having a brother out there somewhere and a daughter he lost early on. but you wanted to know him, if he had any hobbies before the outbreak or what his favorite color is.

“y/n.” his stern voice knocked you out of your trance.

“hm? sorry, i was thinkin’,” you picked at your dirty fingernails, scraping the muck out from underneath them, “what’s up?”

he stared at you for a few beats, “hungry?”

you were starving but you knew there was only enough food for one of you, you also knew he’d go hungry if you said yes, “no, i’m alright thank you.”

“alright,” joel shoved the can of 20 year old baked beans back into his bag. “we’ll save it for tomorrow.”

“no joel, eat,” your hand made its way to his hand, placing it on top softly. “please.”

he stiffened under your touch, gently pulling his hand away from yours. he shook his head, “i’ll be alright.”

“what was your favorite food before y’know, all this.” it was a desperate attempt to keep him talking, to keep the conversation from ending.

his eyes stayed on the forest floor, he thought for a moment and then he shrugged, “don’t know.”

“c’mon there has to be something! mine was pecan pie.” even the thought of it made your stomach growl.

“i’ve never had it.”

you gasp slightly, “you’ve never had pecan pie? i’ll have to make it for you someday.” a soft smile makes its way onto your lips.

he nodded.

“why don’t you talk to me?” the words came out before you could stop them.

he looked at you for a moment, contemplating. “let’s start heading to bed, gotta be up early.” he sat up from the floor, dusting himself off and grabbing the sleeping bags from the back of bills truck.

you sighed quietly, “okay.”

he noticed the shift in your attitude but he pretended not to. instead he layed the sleeping bags down next to eachother.

“gonna be warm enough?”

you nodded softly, quietly settling into your sleeping bag. he followed suit, adjusting himself until he was on his side facing away from you. you chose to face him, your eyes being met with the back of his head. it took everything out of you not to run your fingers through his hair.

“pancakes.” his voice was quiet but loud enough for you to hear it.

“what?” you had heard him but you wanted to make sure you weren’t hearing things.

“pancakes, i really like pancakes.”

you smiled to yourself, it wasn’t much but it was the first time he had rly let you in on something like this. a small victory but a victory nonetheless. “good choice.”

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hi everyone, i think it’s time for me to move on from this account. i’m sorry to any unanswered asks or requests. i just have absolutely zero motivation. i’m not rly interested in the people i write about anymore and i didn’t wanna force out fics i’m not proud of. although i will be moving to another blog if you guys wanna keep in touch @luvrellie , if not that’s okay. thankyou all for showing me so much love it means lots to me :D hope to see you guys on the new blog!

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it’s my birthday today and i have an 8 hour shift 😣

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hey :D

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hi! i’ve missed you anon

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I MSIS JU

I MISS YOU EVEN MORE 😣😣

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do i force myself to write or do i play minecraft

i’m currently forcing myself to write and i’m in agony so i say play minecraft and save yourself from having to think

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writing about joel miller and he is so hard to perfect i’m going insane