Listen, part of me really identifies with Dan. I also am severely depressed, wanting to drop out of college, and an exstitential mess. I look up to him so very much. He gives me a sense of hope that I can have a successful future. A lot of people make fun of me for being almost 21 and still watching Dan and Phil but having a constant source of happiness in my life from watching, reading, scrolling through things that are pertaining to them is so important to me. It's just 3am nights like these that really make me look at where I am at and realize how far I have come and how much Dan has impacted me. Of course I'm still laying on my couch crying, and yeah I want to die, but I dunno. Being able to go to Dan's page and re watch the depression video or the living my truth video really help me when I can't sleep.