A ghost among my own memory
Finding joy vicariously
The ship has already set sail
For what I wanted to be
Looking in a mirror
I see the cracks in my smile
The thoughts grow ever so clearer
Maybe I could change in a while
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A ghost among my own memory
Finding joy vicariously
The ship has already set sail
For what I wanted to be
Looking in a mirror
I see the cracks in my smile
The thoughts grow ever so clearer
Maybe I could change in a while
Sacrificial lamb with one too many deaths
I bite off my tongue every time I’m stressed
Dance around the flames they watch me undress
Someone stop me now I’ve tried my very best
A black hole rests
inside my chest
I placed it there just so
It eats my breath
And spans the breadth
I thought you'd want to know
I'm feeding it the parts of me
You couldn't bring yourself to see
Emotional lobotomy
I euthanized the parts of me
You criticized relentlessly
A burning kind of ecstasy
And oh
Oh
Oh, is it hungry
Map the abandoned hallways in my chest
Explore the ruins I used to fill with you
And I could spend all my days screaming out
But half a conversation cannot stand
And im through expecting you to hold my hand
So
Keystones and telephones
While arches fall
I miss payphone calls
You made the bricks
And I built the wall
We built the wall
It's not my fault
You are like a wildfire... the burning flames are crawling slowly, destroying everything on their way and I fucking love it. You are like a thunderstorm... roaring from afar, your light too blinding. You are like a poison.. Slowly tickling in my veins and I am getting addicted.
Never forget
I could never forget,
And I'll never forget,
Just how beautiful it was.
To see the sky changing
With you just because
We stayed up till morning
Telling stories and jokes until sunrise.
And I'll never forget,
Lord I'll never forget,
The look in your eyes.
We told each other our deepest secrets
And made a deeper connection.
Until it was seven and got hungry for some nuggets.
We walked in town for what felt like forever.
I fell for you and never knew it.
You had to go home soon so for now it is over
But I'll never stop loving you, no, not one bit.
I'll never forget the love in your eyes
The love in your eyes when you saw the sunrise.
So until we see each other for another time,
I wish you the best for the rest of time.
also i'm thinking of doing some elaborate taylor art
lay down your weapon inside my heart who else could know you nymph among stars
who will love the night the way that I do who will trust your black heart the way that I do
it’s just us now it’s just us it’s my body & your gun