I’m growling at the moon

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I’m growling at the moon
Jesus Christ on a cracker, this is the longest full body m shift I have had in a good while and it's kind of fucking me up. My feet are just so....they're so wrong. And so are my arms. And my ribs like why don't I have a breastbone type thing??? My neck is too short and I don't have enough limbs and my tail is simply gone and ugh this is suffering. Things taste weird and idk if that's depression or kin related but either way it's fucking inconvenient. And let's not even talk about my wings. I've been reading too much Harry Potter fic and I had a dream where my animagus form was a gryphon and that was so good.... just so good. Even though dreams in general are bad and are to be avoided. That one was almost worth it. M shifts are stupid and should stop because it's fucking me up with all this phantom feeling bullshit. Goddamn.
To All the Polymorphs and Shapeshifters that...
To all the polymorphs and shapeshifters who love to shift into creepy, crawly things.
To all the polymorphs and shapeshifters that love to shift into cute and cuddly things.
To all the polymorphs and shapeshifters that love to shift into powerful, scary, mighty and amazing things.
To all the polymorphs that love to shift into divine, gentle, sweet and welcoming things.
To all the polymorphs and shapeshifters that love to shift into all different types of things.
You’re all valid and wonderful. Keep that free spirit flowing!
My shifts usually only last a few hours maximum but I’ve been stuck in this HUGE Vriska shift for like 3 days and I have no idea why. With every passing second, the urge to start putting 8s everywhere only grows stronger.
The more depressed I am the more the m shifts happen it's weird but for fucking once in my life there's a correlation between two different fluctuating things in my brain mother of fuck incredible. Like I want to die but hey on the other hand I can feel every single feather that's being pressed the wrong way or otherwise uncomfortable with absolutely no way to fix them!!!!! My legs are so wrong and my wings don't like any sleeping position!!!!!!!!!! This is fine!!!!!!!!!!!
I think the 'kin dysphoria feels have something to do with the disassociation...idk if you would call them episodes but. That's happening more often. Wings almost constant and today my gryphon ear touched something and I swear to god it felt real. And the distance between my head and the physical object it touched matched up. I've never had an m shift this intense before. I can't lay on my back its too weird with the wings and all my feathers are all fucked up and pointed every which way and I can't fix it and it's annoying. Like. Go away. You aren't real in this world. You're annoying at best and an inconvenience at worst. Stop. Don't even get me started on the digitigrade feet man it's seriously fucking me up. It's almost a full body shift and oh my gooood stop like I get it I fucking get it now stop. You know. I was having doubts about if I was gryphonkin or dragonkin, but now I'm like. Nah. Nah it's def gryohonkin. I got the beak and the back feet don't match the front ones yet it works, and the feathers on my neck and shoulders are way longer and fluffier than the ones on my lower half which are smaller, stiffer and are basically a feather imitation of fur. Like, unless I'm a dragon who looks basically exactly like a gryphon, which doesn't make any sense, I'm a gryphon. Ugh. Why are m shifts a pain.
When you m shift in the middle of a class and crave nothing but raw meat. 😕