M fell in love with you first, but N fell for you harder! even though he never wanted to love you, he became completely obsessed with you, just like he was with M!
N is very clingy and obsessive, wanting to spend every free second with both you and M, while M is a lot more gentle and affectionate!
N and M were a couple before they even met you. those two have a long history with each other and N would've never thought he'd fall for anyone ever again! but then you came…
N is incredibly protective of you two! he might seem like he focuses more on M, but he'd kill for both of you! he'd do anything to keep you two safe!
he also tends to get a little jealous, unlike M. N always wants to be the favorite of you two, while M is mature enough to know you can love two people equally!
since M & N are members of moebius, they can't really offer you a normal relationship. dates never happen and the closest thing you get to that are cuddle nights that M arranges!
the other members of moebius look down on N & M, seeing their love for you and each other as a weakness! but they don't know that this love is what holds them together and makes them stronger than anyone else…
▪ Inspiration: “13430”; ‘In contrast to my heart that feels like it’s about to explode, at this moment, the temperature is -248 degrees’
▪ A/N: This was created for the @minthlynet ’s Lyrical Healing collaboration
Also a BIG thank you to @mindays for looking this over on such short notice. You are a gem. I can’t thank you enough!!!💗😭
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The air, crisped and slightly damp blew gently on the street. Yoongi’s feet crunched under the brittle leaves noting the reds and oranges. Sniffing the air, a small smile appeared. Autumn had arrived. Yoongi adjusted his wire frames before tightening his hold around the portfolio folder. He sighed as the people around him walked on.
Three years on being overseas, and he still couldn’t get used to it all. The language barrier alone kept him isolated, but also getting around the city always seemed like a chore. If there was one thing he hated, it was getting lost. He walked this route almost every day to get to the conservatory and still managed to get turned around. He huffed in frustration, looking around. It shouldn’t have been that hard: three blocks down from his apartment, turn right, walk one block, wait at the bus stop.
Furrowing his brow, he glanced at the street sign. Swiping his dark brown bangs off his face, he scrunched at the words. Grumbling, he looked around.
Maybe I should have taken those English lessons seriously.
He noticed a passerby standing near the corner and jogged over to them. She looked so engrossed in her phone that he worried about spooking her. With some hesitation, he reached out and tapped her shoulder. As she spun around, hair whipping, he caught a whiff of her perfume. The intoxicating combination of gardenias and fresh berries swirled around him, wrapping him in an embrace.
Yoongi stepped back as he was hit with nostalgia instantly. Molten brown eyes stared into his as thick eyelashes fluttered open. Lips, pink from the chill, pouted from the interruption. She met his gaze as he stared dumbfounded back. Recognition crossed her face as a smile spread.
“Yoongi? Oh, my goodness! Hi!”
He stuttered as his cheeks pinked. “Hey.”
She tucked her phone back into the pocket of her coat and stared back at him. Her fingers curling around her tresses to push back behind her ear. “How have you been? It’s been what two years–”
“Three, actually, and I’ve been well,” he corrected, brushing his hair off his face.
She nodded, “Right. Three years,” she bit her lip, looking around. “You look frazzled. Is everything alright?”
He chuckled quietly, casting his gaze to the ground. “Uh, yeah. I was looking for the bus stop. I have an appointment to get to.”
Her eyes lit up with curiosity. “Oh? Where?” She paused red creeping into her cheeks. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to pry.”
Yoongi smiled, remembering how inquisitive she used to be. “No, it’s fine.” He switched the portfolio to the opposite hand. “I have an audition at Julliard.”
Her jaw dropped. “J-Juilliard?! As in The Juilliard School?”
His gummy smile widened as the shyness took over. “Yeah, that same one.”
She shook her head in disbelief. “Wow. Yoongi, that’s amazing. Let’s get you where you need to be. I’m going in the same direction.” She grabbed his hand and started walking across the street.
Yoongi, flabbergasted, let her pull him across the street. Once they reached the other side, she dropped his hand, shoving hers deep in her pockets.
“Your hands were always so cold,” she commented.
He chuckled nervously as they walked on. But you never minded it. A dull ache formed in his chest as he stood next to her, she really hadn’t changed. It was almost like yesterday. They had been happy as if nothing else in the world mattered but the two of them until it all came crashing down.
“I can’t love you the way you want me to.”
Yoongi realized she stopped talking and was staring at him. He blinked a few times in confusion. “I-I’m sorry. Did you say something?”
She giggled, shaking her head. “Still the same Yoongs, head up in the clouds.” She pointed up to the sign near the corner of the street. “There’s your bus stop.”
His eyes lit up with excitement. “Thank you! Ah, I don’t know what I would have done if I couldn’t find it.”
Without thinking, he wrapped her in his arms, squeezing her gently. She gave a nervous chuckle and patted his back. “Yoongi, I–”
“Babe!”
Yoongi froze as he looked over her head to see a man jogging towards them. He released her stepping back awkwardly. A look of regret passed as quickly as it came before she lit up in front of the man.
“Hey, sweetie.”
The man kissed the top of her head, wrapping his arm around her waist. He glanced at Yoongi curiously. “Who’s this?”
She giggled, poking his side. “This is Min Yoongi, a friend from long ago.”
Yoongi winced inwardly as he felt the pang in his chest. A friend? That was what he’d been reduced to? Feigning a smile, he looked at them. “Yeah, we knew each other back in Seoul. Close friends. Nice to meet you.”
The man gave a nod of acknowledgment, returning his attention to her.
Just as the silence became unbearable, Yoongi glanced at his watch. “My bus should be here at any moment.”
She gave him a pout. “You sure? We can give you a ride. Right, sweetie?”
Yoongi shook his head. Out of the corner of his eyes, he saw the bus approaching. “That’s not necessary. Thank you. It was great catching up.”
I miss you.
He turned, looking at them just as the bus stopped and the doors slid open. She looked as if she wanted to say something, but thought better of it. Instead, she gave him a tiny wave. He exhaled, holding his folder close just as the doors shut. Taking a seat, his heart clenched just as he watched her kiss her boyfriend, holding him close.
tags: established romantic relationship, wedding/marriage analogy
blades were a thing of the past, yet agnians still had the potential to resonate with people they were close with. it was just that most soldiers never met discovered this and never found someone they could resonate with
however, as a moebius, M knew more than any normal agnian soldier did. and since you were once a kevesi soldier turned moebius as well, you had the potential to resonate with her
M loved you, despite her distaste for moebius and you being part of them as well. but you were kinder than any other moebius, your intentions being more pure
the two of you had dated for a while, before M ever brought up blades and what it meant to resonate. it was an old concept and had no real meaning anymore
even if you two resonated and you became ‘her driver’, M would still remain her own person, capable of making her own choices
but to her, this was more like a wedding vow. this way she got to be closer to you than with anyone else in this world. and she could only resonate with one person, making you someone special to her…
the two of you treated you becoming her driver as something intimate. you vowed to never use her and instead protect her, as her driver. and M vowed to always stay by your side, through good and bad times…
tags: polyamorous relationship, wholesome fluff, consul M
mio and M are practically the same person. they might've had different lives, but ultimately, they share the same values and both have the same type: you!
neither of them is opposed to sharing you with each other! M wants her other self to experience happiness and love, so she happily lets mio join the relationship! and mio doesn't even know what a normal relationship looks like, so sharing a partner with someone else doesn't seem odd to her!
both girls are affectionate with you, though mio more than M! M had a rough life and it takes her a while to let down her guards and allow herself to be loving with you. mio might've had it hard too, but that's exactly why she's so affectionate with you, so she can always show her love for you!
dating both an ouroboros and a moebius isn't easy. practically everyone is your enemy, so mio and M always try to keep you safe!
mio also trusts the ouroboros to keep you safe! they are very supportive of your relationship and quite interested in observing your relationship with a moebius and an ouroboros. love is new to all of them after all…
M knows that while your relationship is already hard, it'll only get harder from here on out. so she tries to find something in each day that makes the three of you happy, while you still have time to spend with each other…
summary: M finally feels happy again when she's with you...
“you know…” M leaned against you, her back pressed against your chest, as she stared into the distance. “i think i forgot what it feels like to be genuinely happy.”
her words hurt to hear, knowing that she never wanted all of this to begin with. N forced her to live a life she despised and you were all she had in the miserable life.
“but…” M raised her voice a little and despite her back facing you, you were sure there was a small smile on her lips, even if she had to force it. “when i'm with you, i think i can remember what happiness feels like. so… please, don't leave me.”
tags: wholesome fluff, comfort for M, slowburn, established romantic relationship, clingy!M, physical affection
M has a lot of feelings bottled up inside of her. she seems cold and distant, but once you tear down those walls of hers, you'll see just how emotional she and how much love she has to give!
M has been through a lot, so she isn't as willing to get into another relationship again. her last one hurt her deeply and she's reluctant to date you
it takes M a while to see that you want the best for her, that you do not mean to hurt her in any way and that you can be trusted
M slowly opens up to you over the course of the relationship. she's touchstarved and afraid of intimacy at first, but she slowly begins to accept your affection
when she finally warms up to you, M has a lot of intimacy to make up for! she always holds onto your hand or leans against you, just wanting to feel your warmth
she becomes a little clingy, but should you tease her about that or bring it up, she'd try to give you more space!
M wants to treat you well and she wants the two of you to be equals! she doesn't want anyone in the relationship to hold more power over the other one
only when you two have mutual respect for each other can your relationship last!
