Jan 16, 2025
I think I can officially say that I have reach the point where I hate everything I have ever written and should delete every paragraph that I’ve ever strung together and never want to post anything ever again
#I hate this feeling#hatehatehatehate#I know it’s part of the process but WHY#WHY MUST IT BE#there’s a change coming up in my routine and my brain is trying to destroy the old routine so I’m not letting anything go in the new one#Gets ready for minor change by making me miserable since I’m not writing yet the misery is WORSE when I’m stringing words together#so yeah this is my version of writers block ig#might not find joy in my stuff for a hot minute so#if I’m moody or quiet on the tmnt front it’s not you it’s me trying to control MY CRUEL BRAIN#and not letting me rewire it to think it should hate turtles 👌#I have an unused que so I might start that up#mabbe