Jan 30, 2024
Bought myself a little present and oh my god it is such an upgrade from my dinky Brother starter machine. My points are going to be so crisp 😭
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Bought myself a little present and oh my god it is such an upgrade from my dinky Brother starter machine. My points are going to be so crisp 😭
Plane speaking.
DEVIANT BEHAVIOR DETECTED.
ELIMINATION PROTOCOL ACTIVATED.
ASSETS EN ROUTE. ETA 15:27:06
there are days where i just feel like i can never win. like with my family. i’m sorry i get frustrated sometimes and im sorry i act out at little things but i cant always control it!!! i don’t get upset or angry or pissy on purpose i swear but i can never tell you that because you throw up walls so fast anything i say just gets thrown back at me and i just !! can’t !!! win !!! and i always always feel like hell after it happens because jesus christ you’re so good at making me feel like nothing and the worst thing is i can’t do anything about it !!!!!! maybe it’s because i’m a coward or maybe its because i can never find the words but im sorry im sorry im sorry is all i can say even if you never believe me that’s all i can say.
it’s funny, really. i have a section of this blog dedicated to “badfriends” but the very people that are the “badfriends” are the people i’m so desperately clinging onto right now. i should know better. i don’t know why i need them so much but to let them go feels like death to me. im not afraid of death. i’m just afraid of being alone.
and it’s hard to believe that i won’t be alone when the one person who i consider to be my true and honest friend i barely see anymore. i have plenty of acquaintances, and i know that i would survive if i let them go, but it’s so hard to let go of something that’s been the anchor for the past almost three years.
i want to let them go so badly, they all have horrible mindsets. they are taking away what little joy i have right now, and i want to stop them but i can’t stop wanting them to be here. it’s hard. there’s only so much you can give before the well runs dry.
but i’ve always been good at giving my all for people who never reciprocate.
Machine Talk por H A G H O R R O R publicado en el álbum Slow and Easy / Machine Talk.
"Machine Talk" por H A G H O R R O R .
Driving back from Splore last Sunday was hard work. I had to dig deep...this track very much helped the pushing on through. 2b Spacific has withstood the test of time as one excellent album perfect for a Friday listen from end to end.