#maddychirps

[maddypixiedream]

OPLA getting more and more people to ship SaNami is EVERYTHING TO ME 😍 20 years I’ve been on this ship (yes, I started watching in 2005 when I was 10). And now I’m getting art, edits, fics, photo edits AGH! It’s like being taken aboard a luxury cruise liner after drifting on a raft 😍

[maddypixiedream]

“This banner is so cringe!” “It gives me the ick!”

SHUUUTTTT UUUUPPPPP!

I, on the other hand, am like female bird over here. 😍😍 if you don’t like it, don’t pull 🤷🏻‍♀️ but don’t try and ruin it for everybody else

[maddypixiedream]

My Abysswalker cosplay has arrived! I’ll have the wig for Rose City CC. Besides some minor adjustments (cooling pockets inside, magnets in the hood etc)

Can’t wait to start doing cosplay events and cons! I feel so unbelievable sexy it’s AMAZING!!

I’d abandoned masc cosplays for a long time, but my fishie is exactly my type 😍 so I’m going to bask in the “They” feeling in my She/They

Would it be obnoxious if I wanted to be referred to as They/Them exclusively while in male cosplay?

[maddypixiedream]

Ok here are my theories for Rafayel and MC’s timeline (I’ve only been playing for two months so don’t jump my ass if I don’t have any lore right.)

So, what makes sense in my head is this is how the myths go

God of Tides —> Tears of Romirro—> AbyssWalker—> Current timeline

However, AbyssWalker takes place waaaay in the future, but Rafayel travels back from Philos to the current timeline. So for the sake of clarity, I made it a straight timeline.

After Tears of Romirro, in Fragrant Dream, Rafayel visits the Sea witch. And because of the deal he made with her, it violates the laws of magic in Lemuria. Causing both Rafayel and Lemuria to be cursed for violating the Tome of the Sea God. Now whether MC was somehow the Sea Witch or just had the vision of Rafayel visiting her through their bond. Idk I’d have to listen to it again to glean more clues.

The drying of the seas and death of Lemuria was not just divine punishment, but Rafayel’s punishment on himself and the world. But when he meets MC again as the princess of Philos, he finds renewed hope in their bond. But they can’t be together in the world of sand, blood, and revenge Rafayel has created. So he uses basically what’s left of his divine power to travel back/to an alternate timeline where he and MC can be together. That’s why he spends most of his time living like a mortal.

Again, these are just my headcanons and theories bc I literally can’t think about ANYTHING ELSE! SOMEONE FREE ME (I’m fine promise)

[maddypixiedream]

My friends are the absolute BEST! The Caleb B day popup was so much fun! Thomas being our wonderful Caleb, and Anora repping Weird Girl MC TM (I love those candids I got of them 😫)

AND! I finally got to do this video trend! I don’t have a tiktok anymore, so it’s going here 🙂‍↕️

[maddypixiedream]

Back up to 6 medications. 4 of them twice a day 🫩 it’s making my appetite even more wonky than it already is. I must have had 4 full meals yesterday and still didn’t feel completely full.

The new migraine medication is working great though! It’s been over a week and haven’t had one! Which is amazing for me because I’ve had at least 2 migraines a week for the past 6 years, sometimes more. I don’t even have any of my regular painkillers right now and I don’t even feel that anxious ☺️

I’ve got a LADS event for Caleb’s birthday coming up! 😍 I have so many cute outfits from the game that I’ve made that I need to choose from! It’s going to be at an aviation museum and I can’t wait to get pics with all the Caleb cosplayers! (And I hope they say nice things about whatever I make)

Ugh, I can’t wait for Juneleb! My Gege deserves the best birthday after the BS this fandom threw at him, I’m even planning on redecorating one of the rooms in the house just for him as a birthday treat!

I might post a poll here later to see which outfit I pick! (Also just want to show off 😍)

[maddypixiedream]

I need Caleb because I need to brat tf out but not get punished or degraded for it.

Like I am an adorable, mischievous kitten that needs to be held and snuggled and smooched to be kept outta trouble. Please someone say they relate I’m losing my mind

[maddypixiedream]

Well, the fun of the LADS meetups I was going to has officially been nuked by drama that could have been solved by a DM. This just leaves a bad taste in my mouth about the whole game. Why do people have to be so WEIRD about shit all the time?