magicrested said:‘ wanna be able to sleep, not worry about what’s gonna happen or who’s coming in. if i can get that, i’d be in heaven. or close to it. ’ for john 😊
* emotional starters
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐈𝐓 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄. how many times had he failed to fall asleep? specially those few years after mary’s death, when he had two boys to look out for, when he didn’t knew what he knew now about monsters that lurk in the night. every day was a different nightmare, everytime they took a pause, someone had tried to take sammy, more than once, and even dean had been almost drown. never a day break for them. “same, kiddo. but you have power, wy. more power than my old man’s brain could ever understand. what matters is that you have the power to keep yourself and others you love safe.” and that’s john’s philosophy, all about protecting others. “but when that fails, you better be damn sure I’ll be there to shoot those bastards in the face.”