* 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 / 𝐒𝐈𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐑.

𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 [...] 𝐢'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞.

[geminaie-a]

private     +     selective     𝚓𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚎     𝚜𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚣𝚖𝚊𝚗     from     legacies.     headcanon     based     &     canon     divergent.     penned     by     bella.

𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙺𝚂:     interest     tracker.     google     doc.

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶    for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[geminaie-a]

geminaie: there were all my sʇǝɹɔǝs , ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵒᵘᵗ on the table . like someone had taken my insides and ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶ ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶ for everyone to see . look , here are her pᴉdnʇs ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ ! look , here’s her qɯnp ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶ ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶ !

[josettesaltzman]

there    were    all    my    sʇǝɹɔǝs    ,    ˢᵖʳᵉᵃᵈ    ᵒᵘᵗ    on    the    table    .    like    someone    had    taken    my    insides    and    ̶ˢ̶ᶜ̶ᵒ̶ᵒ̶ᵖ̶ᵉ̶ᵈ̶    ̶ᵗ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵐ̶        for    everyone    to    see    .    look    ,    here    are    her    pᴉdnʇs    ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ    !    look    ,    here’s    her    qɯnp        ̶ˢ̶ᵒ̶ᶠ̶ᵗ̶    ̶ʰ̶ᵉ̶ᵃ̶ʳ̶ᵗ̶        !

[geminaie-a]

it’s an end of an era, after too long i am archiving this blog you can find me @geminaie same url. this is all bc of vic.

[geminaie-a]

@lizzei··:

@geminaie·   ,   plotted things !

princeton   university   :   ivy   league   school   located   in   new   jersey   ,   home   of   the   tigers   ,   double   majoring   in   chemical   and   biological   engineering   and   molecular   biology   with   minor   in   visual   arts   .   most   would   find   it   overwhelming   and   nearly   impossible   to   actually   do   .   .   .   but   lizzie   wasn’t   nobody   .   beauty   and   brains   ,   flaunting   one   while   suppressing   the   other   .   that   was   high   school   and   that   girl   everyone   knew   was   dead   .   DEAD   .   DEAD   .   DEAD   .   time   passed   ,   days   turned   to   months   ,   months   turned   to   years   ,   and   then   they   were   turning   twenty   -   two   .         

staying   away   from   home   was   the   easiest   choice   .   succumbing   to   everything   college   entailed   from   the   educational   and   social   life   it   had   to   entail   .   most   importantly   ,   a   life   away   from   being   a   saltzman   twin   and   gemini   witch   .   it   was   the   most   freeing   thing   she   never   knew   was   needed   .   but   time   had   finally   caught   up   and   the   merge   was   upon   them   …   and   it   was   time   to   face   the   inevitable   .   “   hi   sis   .   ”   

she     didn’t     think     she     would     feel     this     nervous.     why     was     she     this     nervous?     leaving     home,     leaving     lizzie     had     been     a     painfully     hard     process     and     now     going     back     felt     like     she     was     suddenly     eighteen     again     about     to     go     off     to     school.     the     infrequent     emails     and     text     messages     sent     between     the     two     magnified     the     present.     the     lack     of     connection     blamed     by     distance.     one     in     new     jersey     double     majoring     and     the     other     in     paris     in     culinary     school.     the     sinking     feeling     of     an     hourglass     running     out     of     sand.     staying     away     from     home     had     allowed     her     to     ignore     what     would     happen     once     she     turned     twenty     two.     seeing     her     again     brought     a     smile     to     her     face     and     momentarily     eased     the     knot     within     her     chest.     arms     wrap     tightly     around     lizzie.     “     hi.     ”     a     soft     greeting     spoken     within     their     hug.     she     lingered     momentarily     giving     her     another     squeeze     before     pulling     away.     “     you     look     really     good.     princeton     has     been     treating     you     well.     ”     the     time     they     had     spent     apart     felt     like     meer     minutes     now     that     the     two     had     reunited     again.     for     a     moment,     she     wants     to     ignore     the     reason     why     the     two     had     reunited.     she     wanted     a     mundane     greeting,     one     last     shred     of     normalcy     before     it     all     shattered.     before     they     had     to     accept     that     the     unavoidable     was     truly     unavoidable.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓  𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  some  random  sentences  for  your  angsty  needs.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

❛  hey … it’s okay now. you’re safe here.  ❜ ❛  please don’t leave me alone again.  ❜ ❛  was it all just a lie ?  ❜ ❛  you have to trust me on this.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t mean it like that !  ❜ ❛  i can’t do this anymore.  ❜ ❛  promise me not to do anything stupid.  ❜ ❛  we’ll see each other again soon.  ❜ ❛  i can’t lose you , too.  ❜ ❛  this is how you wanna end it ?  ❜ ❛  whatever this is - it’s over.  ❜ ❛  i’m not gonna let you die !  ❜ ❛  we have to stop this before someone gets hurt.  ❜ ❛  i’m fine … it’s gonna be okay.  ❜ ❛  please don’t do this to me.  ❜ ❛  just talk to me , okay ?  ❜ ❛  don’t close your eyes. stay with me.  ❜ ❛  you’ll have to save yourself.  ❜ ❛  stop lying to me !  ❜ ❛  you have to do this for me or i’ll never be able to forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i deserve better than this.  ❜ ❛  just leave me alone.  ❜ ❛  we’re too late …  ❜ ❛  save yourself while you still can.  ❜ ❛  you’re gonna be fine. just stay awake for a little longer , help’s already on their way.  ❜ ❛  please don’t cry.  ❜ ❛  stop moving , you’re only making this worse.  ❜ ❛  does it hurt ?  ❜ ❛  if this is the end , i’m really glad i get to be here with you.  ❜ ❛  whatever you do , do not let go of my hand.  ❜ ❛  i’ve got you.  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry for not telling you sooner.  ❜ ❛  this is all your fault !  ❜ ❛  we’re gonna survive this , right ?  ❜ ❛  we’re screwed.  ❜ ❛  just do this for me and we’ll never have to speak to each other again once this is all over.  ❜ ❛  i thought you were better than that.  ❜ ❛  one of us is gonna end up with a broken heart.  ❜ ❛  i’m scared.  ❜ ❛  so that’s it ?  ❜

[geminaie-a]

@twicesad·:

@geminaie·   ,   𝙹𝙾𝚂𝙸𝙱𝙴𝙰𝙽   ! !

𝙱𝙾𝙳𝚈   𝚂𝙻𝙸𝙿𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙶   𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙾   𝙱𝙻𝙰𝙲𝙺   𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁   𝙹𝙰𝙲𝙺𝙴𝚃   .   one   that   held   such   great   meaning   to   her   life   .   𝚂𝙾𝚄𝚃𝙷𝚂𝙸𝙳𝙴   𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙿𝙴𝙽𝚃𝚂   ,   a   pack   that   raised   her   ,   loved   her   ,   put   up   with   all   the   nonsense   that   their   lives   were   surrounded   by   while   in   constant   battle   with   the   law   .   unlike   the   rest   ,   being   able   to   control   each   shift   ,   able   to   do   it   on   whim   rather   than   the   nights   of   the   full   moon   or   when   in   rage   .   (   𝗝𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗬𝗕𝗘𝗔𝗡   𝗝𝗢𝗡𝗘𝗦   𝗪𝗔𝗦   𝗗𝗜𝗙𝗙𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗧   𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗡   𝗧𝗛𝗘   𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗧   !   )   although   daughter   of   the   king   and   queen   of   the   serpents   ,   it   was   an   ability   envied   by   most   .   it   was   safer   to   be   sent   away   ,   learn   control   before   returning   permanently   .   .   .   set   to   ascend   in   the   ranks   with   a   wolf   partner   ,   keeping   the   pack   as   strong   as   ever   .   [   𝐃𝐈𝐃   𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘   𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍   𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊   𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓   𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓   𝐒𝐇𝐄   𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃   ?   ]

“   i’d   choose   you   .   ”   hands   sliding   into   jacket   pockets   ,   eyes   drifting   to   the   floor   in   fear   of   what   was   coming   out   of   her   lips   .   jb   loyalty   and   devotion   was   genuine   and   as   real   as   it   could   get   .   when   emotions   were   involved   ?   𝙸𝚃   𝚆𝙰𝚂   𝙰𝙻𝙻   𝙾𝚁   𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶   .   what   happened   after   ,   what   others   did   with   it   would   determine   the   role   she’d   play   in   their   lives   .   (   𝗜𝗙   𝗔𝗡𝗬   !   )   “   if   they   make   me   choose   between   the   pack   and   you   .   .   .   it’ll   always   be   you   .   i   don’t   want   you   ever   doubting   that   ,   josie   .   ”   

her     heart     thunders     in     her     chest     at     jb’s     words.     she     was     the     first     person     that     she     had     ever     dated     that     she     had     truly     shared     all     of     herself     with.     there     was     no     hiding     all     the     family     drama     or     merge.     she     knew     about     all     of     it.     still     the     fear     of     losing     jb     was     ever     present,     knowing     that     the     people     in     her     life,     the     people     that     cared     the     most     about     her     and     she     cared     the     most     about     could     not     approve     of     them     together.     the     idea     of     it     something     that     josie     often     had     to     push     away     from     the     forefront     of     her     mind     or     she     would     never     be     able     to     enjoy     the     time     she     spent     with     jb.     a     fear     and     worry     that     was     reserved     for     late     night     conversations     with     lizzie     or     ever     so     often     with     jb     herself. still     hearing     the     words     coming     out     of     her     mouth     stunned     her     into     stillness     for     a     few     moments     before     her     hand     reached     out     to     hold     hers.     her     throat     feels     tight     and     the     words     she     wants     to     say     seem     to     have     gotten     caught.     a     thousand     thoughts     flying     through     her     head.     “     i     know,     but     i     never     want     to     be     the     person     that     makes     you     lose     your     pack.     ”     her     voice     is     soft     when     she     finally     manages     to     speak.     she     know     what     the     pack     meant     to     her     and     she     knows     how     important     family     is.     it     was     something     the     two     had     in     common,     and     the     idea     that     josie     was     the     reason     why     jb     could     lose     something     so     important     like     that     made     her     queasy.     “     i     love     you     and     i     don’t     want     to     lose     you.     ”