12.10.12: On Random Emotions and Thoughts
Why does it feel like my own advice is piercing through my soul right now? :|
Hello! It’s been a while again since I last blogged! I actually kinda have lots of stuff to blog about but meh, laziness strikes yet again! Hahahaha. But oooooooh I came across this question while I was doing the “Profile Shuffle" on my own formspring account a couple of days ago! And I must confess that I just feel like it’s kinda approps with how I’m feeling lately. Sooo here’s a "quick" post about my random rumblings. So yeah, no cutiepatootie moving emoticonz too :(
I got that quote from the movie “All About Steve" and isn’t it a great wake up call? Sure, I must confess that my first reaction was to feel all bitter and guilty because yeah okay I must confess that I do that! Quite a lot actually. HAHAHA. Do I creep you out nowww huhu. :)) SRSLY tho, my friends and I call that a “skill" hahahaha. We call it “intensive researching" HAHAHAHA. Okay, probably TMI so I’ll stop there! Mehehe~ Speaking of stop, here’s a quote that I got somewhere here on Tumblr:
“Stop stalking him, it’s weird. If it’s meant to be, it’ll happen without you following him around. You don’t need to get a reputation as the weird girl that stalks him.”
OHHH BURN. All the signs in the world are clearing it up for me. Hahahaha! Don’t get me wrong though, I think it’s kind of normie to stalk your crush. Right? Just so you'd be certain if he’s worth crushing on. ;) HAHA. But not like the overly excessive stalking-your-crush-even-in-the-bathroom type, okay. O.O That is just so wrong. MIND YOU, I don’t do that!!! :)) I must confess that though that I encounter a dilemma when I start stalking my crushes. :( As I learn more about them [and only if I like what I discover about them], I find it hard to stop myself from trying to get to know them better. I must confess that I tend to kinda get attached [UUYYY CLINGY HAHAHALOLS]. And yes, I’m such a socially awkward turtle that I would rather keep stalking him than be introduced by a common friend. o(≧.≦)o Bottom line is, I should probably stop stalking my crushes, hmm yeah? :))) Or if I should pursue, I think I should learn to be less attached and get my head back in the game. ;) I’m probably just kind of not myself rn and my emoshownz are taking over because I’m too lazy to figure things out. BUT, if I really get to push my brain to werk, then I guess I would be just foine. :) Everything will be just foiiiineeee. GOW WITH THE FLOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))
If it isn’t obvious yet, well yes I’m actually kinda feeling sappy and I fear that if I write further [or too much], I just might attract more emotions and get more slushy than I already am right now. I just wanna write to somehow shake off the negativity. Just happy vibez for this happy month plz! *thinks of happy tots*
Also, I just got home from my night class so please forgive if this whole post doesn’t make sense to you. :)) But if you did read everything and was able to bear with me, well thankyouuuu! You may let me know by leaving a comment below! :D If you think otherwise, I couldn’t blame you but mehhh just get outta here then! Hahaha kidding~ MWAH MWAH
So anyway, here are the things which are muddling up inside my head right now:
■ I’m schmleeepppyyy and my class tomorrow/later starts at 7:30a and I gots to meet the friends at McDo around 6a-7a but I still wanna wriiiteeee and I still haz to do my “MATH" homework *criessss*
■ My backhand still has the “NEVER SAY OMG *Shrimpcakes" reminder/ballpen writing. -___- Because if I say that word— be it complete or abbreviated; spoken or through writing— my friends would tally the times I say it and I might end up losing our “bet"! Which means, no milkshakes for me and I would have to be the one to treat them milkshakes instead! ToT MILKSHAKE AT STAKE!!! /o/
■ Things to add on my wish list draft! Hehe ♥
■ Yeyyy I’m gonna see one of my happy crushes tomorrow! Fo sho. *wink wink*
■ So excites for the PolEco rainbow-themed Christmas parteyyy! [and yes I typed “excites"]
■ I can’t wait to flyyy~ back hooome! Weeee ✈
■ I wanna try baaaaking red velvets alreadddyyy *hoardz all the baking ingredientz nomnom~ 8D*
■ Christmas, Christmas timmeee is neearrrrr!!!! HO HO HO
■ I figured I talk too much on my posts. Lol whyyy I sure looooveee to write a lot hahaha. I guess I’m even more talkative in person hahaha or idk? But anywayy hmm, I’m thinking of REALLY fixing my blog by next year so I’ll probably do less talking and just let the photos speak for themselves. I reallyyy don’t knooowww huhu
■ Oh look, happy hipster giraffes! *u*
And I leave you with that! :D Let’s all stay happy and positive!!! 14 Days ‘til the most wonderful time of the yeaaarrr!!! Weee ☆*:.｡. o(*≧▽≦*)o .｡.:*☆
xoxo, Mai♥