#mail4aly

[alyszaen]

don't be shy, name the nicest people on stayblr 👀

ahhhh stayblr is just such a nice community, i personally have rarely come across someone who wasn't nice here, but lets see

there are more, but some of my absolute favourite people here include: @l3visbby, @chiskz, @pettypuppy-jonghyun, @mxnsxngie, @bbyquokka, @longingpurity, @hee0soo, @stealanity, @writerracha, @strayingawayy, @skzinka, @minnnie-binnie, @minvho, @wanna-live-yn-life, @tasteracha, @sensitiveandhungry, @gimmeurtmi, @zoe8stay, @comet-falls, @notastraykid, @lino-jagiyaa, @j-0ne25, @starlostseungmin, @lino-nyangi, @imagine-a-life-like-this, @skzonthebrain, @atinystaywerewolf, @hyunverse

i probably forgot someone but ily anyways

[alyszaen]

Enjoy 🤭🥰👀

god i am so in love with him

I feel kinda inspired so....

you stole his hat every. damn. time. he was not fed up with it, though. he loved you way too much for that.

it took him a while to get this one back. it involved some wrestling, tickling and sweet kisses until you gave in and let him have it again. after kissing the top of his head you slid the cap back on, letting your hands linger on his shoulders for a moment. the long hood made it easy for you to grab and pull him into another kiss. after making out for longer than either of you would admit, you grabbed the camera and acted like nothing ever happened.

"so, sungie, how do you like your hat?"

he refused kisses for another few hours, but it was absolutely worth the look he gave you. stay were going to love this...

[alyszaen]

Hi, it's sheep anon! I'll make this message short to not take up too much of your space. I've been reading though some of your fics and I think they're really neat. I have 2 questions from the ask game: 8 and 21 and a question of my own. What's a memory of yours that makes you feel better whenever you feel down? I hope you are having a nice whatever time of day and remember to stay hydrated. <3

-🐑

@longingpurity ur anon got lost I think

lmao jokes aside! Thank you for the feedback! I always appreciate it! Also feel free to type more - I love hearing from you haha

okay okay to the game

tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good.  Now before anyone feels bad about this: I love all my moots very dearly. You guys mean a lot to me. The past few days, though, the following people have made me feel extra understood and happy @chiskz aka @almondespresso, @l3visbby aka @chachachannah, @pettypuppy-jonghyun, @mxnsxngie and @strayingawayy You guys have been so understanding of me being low energy the past few days and yet did everything you could to check in on me, tell me about your days or just cheer me up. Thank you <3

if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be? I would tell her this: "Heya aly. i know you are struggling right now. i know you don't believe you can do it. Growing up is difficult, you were right about that. But it gets better. You get better. There will be some difficult days and you will have to hang in there. You will lose progress sometimes. But you will come back from it. Every time you get back up you come back stronger. I know you think this is silly and me just saying stuff right now, but you will be okay. You will be loved. You will find happiness. And it is not your fault." sorry LMAO this got real deep n dark lol

and for your question, sheep anon: What's a memory of yours that makes you feel better whenever you feel down? Whenever I'm down I genuinely cannot see my happy memories easily. It's like they're on the other side of a wall of fog. But what does make me feel better and create happy memories is my friends. Just today a friend of mine told me this: "u know like golden leaves not too cold just 1 jacket and not too windy but a bit like autumn chilly, AND UR THE FREIEND UR VIBE IS THOSE GOLDEN LEAVES KIND OF VIBE, like ur the september afternoon vibe friendo" And for him this was just random and sweet. I tell him stuff like this all the time haha. but for me i know the fact that he randomly had this thought about me even though I haven't really been around the last few weeks is going to keep me going. It reminds me that some of my friendships are NOT onesided.

Thank you so much for popping by, sheep anon, and for your asks! I hope you have a great [insert time of day] too!

[alyszaen]

i dont kno why your acting likeyoure writing is good it actually sucks and you should stopwriting it sounds like you have problems and need help but writing isnot it foryou 💀

omg hi hun you are officially my first hater <3

here have a thank you <3

Your hate can't touch me, because I am very well aware of my skill. I take a lot of pride in some of my fics, actually. Yet I want this to be a learning experience for you.

If you are dyslexic this is likely not going to be of a lot of help and you can ignore this. I don't know enough about dyslexia to give tips on how to overcome it, if it's even something you can "overcome" per se?

But if you are just young or non-native, I decided to correct your ask for you. <3

"I don't know why you're acting like your writing is good. It actually sucks and you should stop writing. It sounds like you have problems and need help, but writing is not it for you. 💀"

For future reference: your describes a posession of some kind, "your writing" you're stands for you are, describing someones state of being, "you're acting"

[alyszaen]

you are such a whore

you are literally begging for money and when someone sends you money you act all sweet and innocent

and now you want to open commisions

youre writing isnt even that good

its disgusting how you use your readers and expect them to pay you

just go kys your a disgusting human and dont deserve to have so many followers and nice anons

your not worth it

Bestie I am actually laughing lmao

I didn't beg for money. I reminded my followers that, yes, if they enjoy my content, they can buy me a coffee. I am not responsible for the amount of money I was sent by the extremely generous minnie anon.

The reason I opened commissions is that, even though I work a fulltime job, I also have a lot of other responsibilities. And it takes me a lot of freetime to write content. Which is why I haven't been writing lately - as my finals are arriving. Opening commissions is a way for readers to request very specific, even long content, without me "losing time" I could use in other ways. Don't get me wrong - I love writing. And I will continue to do so. I just wanted to see if anyone would even be interested in paying for my work. There will not be a change to my regular set-up.

Again - I did not use anyone in any way. Nobody was forced to send me money. I had no expectations whatsoever.

And the reason why I "complained" about my money situation was because I genuinely use the #alysdiary tag as a diary. If you are unhappy with the things I share on there you can block that tag in your settings, btw.

Funny enough I am very worth it, hun. I am honestly a great human being, a great friend and a great content creator. I deserve to be on this platform as much as anyone.

About the "kys": Please do not tell people to kill themselves, as you may actually send this to a person in severe depression who may genuinely go through with it after your message being their breaking point. I am personally stronger now, so your message doesn't affect me. But please consider all the harm you could be doing to others and that you could have done to me.

I hope you have a good day and a chance to think about your actions.

<3

[alyszaen]

T H E A U D A C I T Y

T H E N E R V E

dear anon, please stop taking everything you see on the internet too seriously (we're all here for the vibes after all) and let other people do what they enjoy doing + are fucking amazing at that in peace

also go touch some grass and do a bit of a reality check cuz this woman is not going stop her fantastic work, that many love and enjoy, for O N E (1) hater like you

with peace and love, aly you go bestie <333

Not to side with my hater but I rarely touch grass too :(

ALSO the O N E (1) made me giggle lmao

<33

[alyszaen]

Maybe a I.N imagine- BFF TO LOVERS?

Short blurb because I need to blurb away LMAO

this ended up being 377 words LMAO PLS

warning for alcohol-consumption

You knew you shouldn't think of him like this, but all you wanted was to be with him. Of course, right now, you were with him. But you wanted to be dating him. You wanted to be his partner.

So when Jeongin pulled you to the side at the party your face started to heat up. Both of you had a few drinks, making you slightly tipsy. Yet neither of you expected for him to blurt out "I'm in love with you!", over the sound of the music.

You didn't remember how you got home, but the pounding headache you felt told you, that you must have had a few more drinks.

A fresh glass of water in hand after grabbing it from the kitchen, you went towards the living room.

Your best friend was laying on his back, his limbs streched out - at least as much as your sofa allowed. He sat up when he saw you standing in the doorway, your memory rushing back to you when your eyes met.

"You-" "I-", both of you attempted to talk at the same time.

"You first.", he nodded towards you. "I'm sorry I didn't react yesterday. I was really drunk. A-and I was shocked and I didn't know what to do and how to react and-" "It's okay. I understand. We should stay friends.", he got up, walking up to you.

The singer stopped right in front of you. "Let's stay friends-" "Iminlovewithyoutoo.", you whispered in a speed that not even Changbin would master. Your friends head angled a bit, like a confused dog looking at someone. "What?", his brows furrowed. You sighed, "I'm in love with you, too."

"WHAT?", Jeongin froze.

"You're so stupid sometimes.", you rolled your eyes, taking one step closer to the boy in front of you. One pull at the top of his shirt was all you needed to crash your lips onto his. His body softened up, his hands wrapping around your waist to pull you closer to his body.

You pulled away after kissing a while longer, your lungs aching from not getting enough air. The smile on your lips stopped when you felt the headache reappear.

"God", you moved your hands to your head, "I'm never drinking again."

[alyszaen]

Me only just discovering you write too 👀

I know what I'm binge reading tonight! 💕

NAUR AINT NO WAY U DIDNT KNOW VEN U BETTER READ IT ALL AND GIVE ME DETAILED FEEDBACK TOO OMG LMAO OFFENSIVE

jkjk its okay lol

i still want feedback tho or jail