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[qaumiakhbar]

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[dancingwithbpd]

tfw you get a bad feeling about someone but ignore it anyway because they give you the attention you crave when no one else will

[fairytales-olicity]

It’s not the best quality but at least you’ll get to see it. A little treat for the people that couldn’t be in PaleyFest like me 

[rayvenlunanite]

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[on-a-fappy-note]

i don't know what happened last night.

Jamie and i had this deep conversation and it was okay, but then i started thinking about everything. i started thinking about mike and how honest to god, he has brainwashed me into thinking he is the only one that can make me happy. i started thinking about Kevin and what he's done and how much i really hate him. i started thinking about how much i lie to myself and how i think some of the things i told myself are actually true now. i started thinking about my parents who honestly act like they don't give that much of a fuck about me. i started thinking about Alex and how i always fuck things up with him and i hate myself for it. i started thinking about cutting again and how i so badly wanted to do it. then Jesse asks me, when it's just him and i, "do you hate your brother?" it literally took me two seconds to answer, "he's a scumbag." and Jesse just went on about how the experiences we have make us who we are, either we can learn from them or let them become us. he was saying how kevin was becoming his mistakes and i couldnt take it anymore. i just sat there and started crying. jesse kept talking and honestly i zoned him out till he got up quickly and left (later did i find out he had a breakdown or something). i made Jamie walk me home until i started bugging and my sister begrudgingly came and picked me up. i sat in my bed for two hours crying and saying "I want my mommy." i really think i need help right now.