ITEOTS turned 1 year old today. I’m so glad I sucked up, and posted the story online. Back then, I was in a huge rut and doubted myself heavily as a writer. I majored in creative writing in college, but lost all motivation to continue an original story that was a part of my thesis.
Last year I was just wandering nature paths, listening to ZABA on repeat, and the dialogue and the story wouldn’t leave me alone. So I finally sat down, and outlined the damn thing. And when I was done, I thought, I could write this.
I remember posting the first chapter, and then immediately signing off, running around and doing everything I could to distract myself from the internet. Nothing will match the sheer panic I felt when opening AO3 later, seeing the fresh comments in my Inbox and thinking, Welp. You started it. Looks like you’ve gotta finish it.
I never imagined this fic would be still going a year later and not even be half done! Posting ITEOTS online has been an amazing motivator for my writing. Putting my chapters out still scares me to a degree, but the community's been so encouraging and supportive, I feel excited more than anything else.
Thanks for reading! I look forward to many more years of improving my craft and sharing my writing with others.