#making (evil) plans

[tamedandscripted]

You kin Nanami 👁️👁️

(Nanami simp appears in the fray)

ajfkdlls I do !! he's v high on my kin list actually ahahah

[iliketowatchmyblobrossuffer]

Younger whumpee deliriously calling their found family parental caretaker mom or dad my beloved

[iliketowatchmyblobrossuffer]

Me writing my latest thing: I’m gonna just go ahead and start putting in cws on chapters based on my outline and what I’ve got written so far

Chapter 7 for some reason:

(There is only one other chapter that comes close and it has half this many)

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Step one: have posionus blood

Step two get all fucked up.

step three: get sharp item Step four. Stab your assailant with the sharp item covered in your own blood.

step five profit

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I am currrently ill over protective charaters having to watch people they love get hurt without being able to interfere without making it worse aufhhgggggg

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OH also when their death is faked so no one will come looking for them

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On the topic of like writing Whump kinda felt like sharing two of the reasons I write it

1, this character even when broken down and hurt still manages to survive changed by the experience but still cared for and eventually able to heal if it’s not linear and messy and stuff but they heal.

2 my emotions are like a Storm rn and I need to break down a character to their bare essentials though suffering or I’ll explode

[iliketowatchmyblobrossuffer]

Thinking about my current brain bunny, it involves a living weapon.

thinking about the defiance that never goes away because they think they deserve their captor lashing out at them. They’ve killed so many people, most of which didn’t do anything wrong.

The self loathing that’s invisible to everyone gah

And and then maybe it becomes something else. A way to draw attention from people who don’t deserve to be hurt like they do.