sooo, back in april i started putting together an archive of all my (be)loved character bios. (be)loved was always a simself gameplay series, a way to gather every messy, chaotic, gorgeous version of amada i’ve ever casually played and every pedacito of the universe i’ve built around her: lovers, frenemies, hermanas trans, everyone. at first it felt like it was about fame, sex or spectacle, pero querides, i realized: amada doesn’t want applause, she wants to feel beloved, y yo también. some of these bios are three pages long porque obviously i went too hard, but i don’t care: i love them. i love her. i'm obssesed
the project’s on pause mientras (be)witched finds its groove, pero i wanted to leave a little altar, a registry for the OCs you’ve seen me dress, soundtrack, and obsess over as they come alive. i’m building it slow, disfrutando cada paso, loving it for me y sé que van a amarlo tanto como yo. no deadlines, no pressure, just creativity unfolding, posibilidades manifesting. it exists, it’s real y although that seems suficiente for now, here i am thinking, planning, figuring out how to start sharing even a taste, just to tease it open
if you could meet one version of amada from any save, who would it be? (yes, self insertion is my ultimate gift to the world)