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[manasv1]

[ohboycharlie]

Hey guys. This is kind of urgent.

Hey guys!! I have recently opened a Tumblr account to express the things I have written. I would appreciate it if you would like the posts!! (Ps: I lied on my CV that I post on my Tumblr and now they are asking for proof so please 💀🙏) @manasv1

[manasv1]

There's a universe where I'm not there There's a universe where I'm an orphan There's a universe where you're not there There's a universe where I'm dead But there's also a universe where I love you back I was hoping it would be this one but somehow it isn't

[manasv1]

What about me?

I forgive too easily and I hate myself for it so I never got the apology I deserved well suck it

What if it doesn't get easier like everybody says I don't know how far I have to go to feel like I am there

I want to scream, please don't expect too much from me I am terrified and scared that this is all I'll ever be

I still grieve for the person that never got to exist I urge that version to come but she always resists

I am sorry that I am not everything you imagined to be but I am tired of trying so go seek her for me

I don't know exactly what it is that I want but I know for sure quite literally this is not

I am afraid that I am walking on the wrong path but I have already come here and it's too far to retract

Failing hurts more when I know I used to achieve I had so much potential but I lost it in the spree

[manasv1]

I wish I was optimistic enough to call my museum of failure the gallery of trying. I wish I was optimistic enough to climb the mountain of experiences instead of drowning in the ocean of regrets. I wish I was optimistic enough to say I am trying to achieve success instead of believing I am trying to avoid failure. But at the end of the day, I am still walking through the boulevard of broken dreams to visit the graveyard of my ambitions. At the end of the day, I am still standing in front of my worst nightmare, the tree of 'what ifs'.

[manasv1]

Happiness?

I have forgotten what happiness is. I have forgotten how it feels. I remember laughing so hard that my stomach cramped up and the joy of seeing movies but not the accurate feeling of happiness. I can't recall the last time I felt it. Nowadays it's just a satisfaction because I know I won't have that particular feeling again. I have become too cautious to be happy.

[manasv1]

Faceless

You're not in my life I haven't seen your face, have I? You're just someone faceless and my friends call me shameless for being in love with a shadow we won't walk in the meadows

and I'd be lying to say that it doesn't hurt you're not here you won't comfort me when I'm in fear that you're just an art of fiction and that you're not even real

[manasvidkmehta]

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