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ʚɞ Hazy dayz ʚɞ

we hear ghosts from partially closed windows because the window, in a way, has unfinished business.

it is also in the cusp between closed and open. like ghosts are between life and death

#manic thoughts #ghosts #unreality #paranormal #just had a mental breakdown so let me have this

Racing to conclusions 🏎️

#actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #bipolar mania #bipolar1 #mental heath support #bipolar depression #disabled #mental health #mental health matters #manic episodes #manic thoughts #mania #manic #manic depression #manic pixie nightmare

Spamton is the worst obsession I've had in my life.

send [help]

#musings #jfc #I'm irrevocably in love with this character #spamton #spamton g spamton #hyperfixation #he's everywhere in my room now aheahaeaha #you can't go anywhere in my room without seeing something of him #uh oh I have a problem!#my therapist is gonna have a field day with this one lads #aehaeahehehe #manic word vomit #manic thoughts

i wanna stay awake until i physically collapse!! i wanna win a grammy!! i wanna be a housewife!! i wanna enlist!! i wanna learn to play guitar!! i wanna be a stripper!! i wanna be a toxic bass player’s groupie!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna !!!!!!

#momo mumbles #i am literally buzzing with energy from mania and i am going to lose it!!#manic thoughts #manic episodes #THANK U PHARMACY FIR NOT HAVING MY MEDS READY YET LMAO #jiraiblogging #jiraiblr #landmine girl #jirai onna #landmineblr #actually bipolar

I have known about Aabria Iyengar, or @quiddie for about two years now. I mean this in the sense that I have watched or listened to multiple campaign with her as a player or DM.

What I am getting at is that I am blatantly intoxicated with thoughts of her characters and their relationship with power and control.

SOMEHOW, SOMEWAY, Aabria has it lodged into my head three variations of what the relationship of power and control looks like, feels like, and is experience as, by her characters. It has me in a fucking chokehold.

Suvi. Laerryn. Karna. Three excellent examples of characters that exercise those tropes(?) in completely unique ways has me in a chokehold. Idk.

In this essa-

#dnd #d20 #aabria iyengar #suvi the wizard #laerryn coramar seelie #karna #manic thoughts #hyperfixation

With that being said-

GET UR ASS OUT OF MY HEAD WITH YOUR STUPID BEAUTIFUL EYES AND YOUR BRAIN MELTY VOICE

AND YOUR STUPID TATTOOS AND YOUR STUPID RINGS GOD DAMNIT.

Makes me want to throw a damn chair at someone.

Like I know I KNOW I couldn't pull him. You know that new Hoizer song?

"You're too sweet for me~"

YEAH I KNOW SHUT UP. IT MAKES ME THINK ABOUT HIM.

Like I know dnd (kinda)

I HAVE DND DICE MAGNETS ON MY FRIDGE.

I don't listen to a lot of metal BUT I FUCK WITH MODERN BANDS I THINK HE'D LIKE. Like I could see him enjoying Nirvana and maybe System Of A Down.

But then I remember his little thing for Chrissy right? And she's a CHEERLEADER.

Sooooooo

Maybe 👀

I didn't want to join this bandwagon. I was so good. I tried to ignore this damn trend in '22. I TRIED SO HARD. But you had to come along with your loser personality, your big brown eyes, your dramatic flair, your HANDCUFFS ON THE WALL-

I'm either feral, Manic, or both right now. I might delete this post later.