Death, and Other Origin Stories by @thestralhouseofblack and @spinnersendslytherin
Chapter 4: The Kitchen at Night
Wolfstar, Marauders era, Marauders origin story, Hogwarts.
Warnings: Gore, violence, animal death, werewolf stuff, it's pretty brutal, his mom is also dying, I’m sorry, disordered eating, ED.
Sirius had declared suddenly that since September 1 landed on a Friday, that it was an unencumbered weekend for getting up to no good.
“What would you know about getting up to no good, Black?” Severus said from where he stood waiting for Lily as she hugged her parents goodbye.
“A damn sight more than you, I’d say.” Sirius shot back, dropping the end of his trunk and facing him.
Severus looked him up and down, sizing him up. “Bet you wouldn’t have the guts for a wizard’s duel.”
“Been duelling since I could stand, you greasy git,” Sirius countered, his chest puffed up, stepping forward. Lily appeared at Severus’s side with a furrowed brow. “Who's your second?”
“I am.” Lily said. Severus shot her a startled glance, clearly not having anticipated her involvement.
“Well, then, I’m Sirius’s.” James piped up, stepping forward. Lily glowered. Remus ran a scarred hand over his face, exasperated. Couldn’t get they get through their first day back without this nonsense?
“Seventh floor, the duelling room.” Snape said with his arms folded, looking overly pleased.
“There is no duelling room on the seventh floor.” Peter said, clearly confused with a furrowed brow.
“Shows how much you know.” Severus said as he turned away. “Midnight, duelling room. Unless you’re a coward.”
Lily whispered waspishly as she pulled Severus down the platform, “Must you?”
Remus had to grab Sirius’s shoulder to stop him from running after Severus, “Why do you let him bother you?”
Sirius had shot him a challenging look, the yew wand spinning between his fingers, of mingled provocation and reproach. That’s what led them to wandering around the seventh floor at near midnight on their first day back at school, cramped and hunched under the cloak.
“We’ve been wandering around forever, there’s nothing here.” Peter griped, sniffling loudly again. “I told you he was lying.”
“If we don’t show up, then he’ll think we’re cowards and I’ll never be able to live with myself.” Sirius said, his voice filled with righteous anger. “I’m going to make him eat slugs, then vomit them up and eat them again.”
“There’s no special duelling room on the seventh floor, Sirius, I tried to tell you, he was making it up. He’s probably laughing his head off in the Slytherin common room, or worse, he’s told a teacher and—”
“Shhh!” James bit out. Footsteps were echoing off the walls and moving swiftly towards them.
Sirius jostled them trying to indicate that they should shuffle towards the wall to get out of the middle of the corridor. Peter shook his head with panicked eyes. He had never been capable of silent sneaking, and clearly thought they ought to risk it where they were.
All three of them rolled their eyes and silently grabbed Peter, hoisting him off the ground beneath the cloak. They all shimmied sideways, Peter twisting in their grasp. Into the deep shadow of an alcove between two windows, they sank, as the steps approached, quick and purposeful. The voices accompanying them made them all freeze in fear.
“My dear Minerva, I understand your worries, and share them with you. I too believe the boy— all three of them, actually— need more help and supervision—” came the low voice of the headmaster.
“Then why aren’t we doing more? Can’t we do more? All four of them are giving me grey hairs, Albus, and Poppy is being run ragged every full moon.” Minerva was saying with a tight frown as they approached the huddled boys under the invisibility cloak.
Remus’s heart was pounding in his chest and he was suddenly drenched in sweat.
“I do believe they may have set the record for most detentions in a year—” Dumbledore chuckled as they passed their hiding place.
“It’s no laughing matter, Albus, I think we need to revisit the idea of keeping the school open over the summer.”
“I thought they were giving you grey hairs, Minerva? Don’t you want some respite?” He asked, curiously, their voices fading.
“No, I want them to have stability and safety.” She declared as they were rounding the corner out of sight. Her voice trailing off. “I spoke with Tom. Both Lyall and Pearl have been at the Leaky nearly all summer, and, well, you remember how pleasant Orion was—”
They didn’t hear the rest of her thoughts, as her voice became dimmer and harder to hear through the echoing expanse of the stone halls. It was a long moment before Sirius finally spoke. “I think you’re right, Pete, I don’t think Severus really meant to duel us. He was trying to get us sent to detention, that little half-blood snitch.”
James snorted but Remus still hadn’t recovered from the shock of almost overhearing McGonagall talking about the full moon. “I’m standing right here, you know.” He reprimanded with a thin voice.
“Oh—” Sirius said after a moment, his face contorting in a grimace, seeming to realise what he had said. “Sorry, mate, I didn’t think— I— I mean Snivellus—”
“It’s fine.” Remus waved him off.
“We’ll get him back, don’t you worry.” James said, sounding determined and consoling, breaking the moment. “Can we sneak to the kitchens? I’m dying for a scone.” Peter chimed in, starting to pull away from the wall.
“Yeah.” Sirius answered, tugging on Remus’s overlarge sweater. “And we can decide what retribution to reign down on that slime ball for lying about a duelling room on the seventh floor. What utter rubbish.”
And off they went, all soundly ignoring what they may or may not have overheard in the dark of the castle.
When they finally climbed back in through the portrait hole at near two in the morning, it was to see Lily sitting smugly in an armchair by the fire. Her hands were steepled in front of her face as if she were waiting for them. Her pink fluffy robe and tartan pyjama bottoms, doing little to detract from the foreboding scene.
“Hello, boys.” She said with a smirk.
“Evans.” James said with a slight nodded, looking wary.
“I see Severus curled like a gnarl at the thought of a fair fight.” Sirius bit out, crossing his arms in indignation.
“Oh, no, Severus did no such thing. I told him if he left his common room tonight I’d tell McGonagall and Slughorn.”
“Must be spending too much time with the Slytherins if you’re so quick to rat out a friend.” Peter said with his sniffling wheeze.
Sirius and James grunted in agreement. Remus narrowed his eyes.
“No, you see, I have a different agenda.” She continued.
“Could you get on with it? I’m tired and you’re boring.” Sirius barked. Lily raised her eyebrows.
“Leave Severus alone, or I’ll tell McGonagall how you’ve been sneaking about all the time.”
They all stood very still, watching her.
“We don’t sneak out.” Peter lied lamely, and Lily gave him a withering look that didn’t need words.
“Snape starts it half the time, anyways!” James nearly shouted.
“You’re no better!” She retorted. “You’re always goading him, four on one. How is that fair?”
“I’m not making deals with Slytherins!” Sirius said, his face hard.
“I’m a Gryffindor —” Lily said, getting to her feet.
“The sorting hat made a mistake.” Sirius said, meanly.
“With you? I’d believe it.” Lily sniped with narrowed eyes, taking a determined step forward. Fearless on her own in the face of confrontation, of being outnumbered. Sirius moved forward to meet her challenge, bristling with indignation, but Remus and James grabbed his arms.
Remus could smell the tension. Could hear Sirius’s rage building. Could feel James’s pulse staccato next to him. Even Peter stopped mouth breathing.
“I protect my own, that’s being a Gryffindor.” Lily said with venom and righteousness. “It shouldn’t matter that he’s Slytherin. You should know better.”
“You don’t know how we’ve been sneaking around, you’re bluffing.” Remus deflected, also bluffing.
“Suit yourself.” She said, turning towards the stairs. “Leave him alone, or I’m busting you.”
And with that, she disappeared up the stairs to the girl’s dormitory.