Death, and Other Origin Stories by @spinnersendslytherin and @thestralhouseofblack
Madam Pomfrey kept her promise and met Remus the next evening after the fuller moon had set on the horizon. When they emerged from the tunnel, the grounds were bathed in a deep gold from the sun hanging low on the horizon. As they traversed the rolling laws, the sounds of cheering and jeering reached their ears from the Quidditch pitch, where a high intensity pick-up practice game of quidditch between Gryffindor and Hufflepuff was taking place in preparation for tomorrow’s Gryffindor-Ravenclaw game.
Remus’s thumb swept the new gashes on his inner wrist as his eyes sought out Sirius and James. Sirius was easy to find, his black hair streaking behind him, a bat held high above his head as he brought it swiftly across the path of an approaching bludger, sending it with great force towards the Hufflepuff seeker, who dove spectacularly out of the way at the last second. He couldn’t see James, but he soon realised why.
“Remus!” James shouted from up ahead, startling him.
Madam Pomfrey, clearly not wanting to give Remus any grief or have him deal with unnecessary questions, winked at him and kept walking towards the castle.
Remus smiled, hands in his pockets, and waited for James, ladened in his squeaking Quidditch gear, to catch up.
“Why aren’t you at practice?”
“Pete’s got dragonpox.” James grimaced.
“Yeah, he started turning green last night. I had a hell of a time persuading him to go to the hospital wing. Took me the last forty minutes to get him there, whinging as he was. Made me late.” James looked worried and irritated in equal measure. “But, I can’t afford to get sick! The game is tomorrow, and I can nearly taste the victory!”
He was practically vibrating in his shin guards, and Remus couldn’t help but smile. James was always kind, always going out of his way to help his friends, even if it meant being late to Quidditch practice.
They fell into step, heading towards the ruckus on the pitch.
“How was last night?” He asked quietly.
Remus shrugged. “Poppy sent me on my own, but it was fine.”
James nodded. “I was wondering where you were when I took Peter, he was hoping you’d keep him company.”
Remus shrugged again. The knot in his stomach twisting unpleasantly, but he wasn’t sure why.
It was only after James swatted his hands away from his face that he realised he was picking an old scar by his ear.
“Must you?” James asked, irritation lacing his worry.
“Sorry,” he mumbled, “I didn’t notice.”
“If you do it again, I’m making you hold my hand, and it will be embarrassing.” He warned.
Remus barked a startled, disbelieving laugh.
Later, a cheerful Hufflepuff team left the field after being brutally decimated 345 to 6 and Gideon laughed loudly about how they could remain so upbeat in the face of such embarrassing circumstances.
Remus fell behind the clamouring team, in step with Marlene whom he’d also become quite fond of, and that Hufflepuff with the black hair, Patricia, and her nasally wheeze. Marlene was exuberant and joyful, laughing loudly and touching Remus’s arm often. His eyes found Sirius who had James on his back, yelling “Charge!” as he ran full speed around the group of students, cackling madly.
He returned his attention back to Patricia, who was telling them her plans to vacation in Iceland with her family over the summer holiday. “The traditional magical system in Iceland is really very fascinating, my gran told me half of all magic folk don’t use wands or go to formal school—”
“Remus!” James was suddenly very close, blocking his way, sounding accusatory and scandalised.
“What?” He asked, startled, stopped in his tracks.
“What the bloody hell did I tell you about that?” He scolded, pulling Remus’s hand away from his chin, congealed blood under his thumbnail.
His cheeks burned in embarrassment as Marlene, Patricia, and a few others close by watched the exchange closely.
“Shit, I wasn’t paying attention,” Remus said sheepishly, stuffing his hands into his pockets.
“Oh, no no!” James said, grabbing Remus’s arm and trying to yank his hand towards him. “I told you the punishment for this transgression—”
“Oh my god, James, no— get out of here—” He pleaded, pulling free and ducking behind Marlene, using her as a barrier.
“No! Get over here and hold my hand!” James shouted, causing several people to whistle and laugh.
“Oi!” Sirius yelled, materialising out of nowhere. “Whose hand are we holding?”
“No one! We’re not holding anyone’s hand!” Remus yelled, winding through people, dodging a determined and mad eyed looking James.
“Sirius!” James yelled, “We have to hold Remus’s hands so he stops picking! Get him!”
“No!” Remus yelled, half laughing, half mortified as he began to run in circles around his curious classmates. James and Sirius stalked him in an unnerving, practised unison.
Sirius crowed in joy at the prospect of a challenge. “Mr Loopy Lupin! You can run, but you can’t hide!”
“Oh my god— I swear, I’ll stop! Go away!” Remus pleaded, his face splitting in a reluctant grin as he tried to use a third year Hufflepuff as a human shield. He had missed this nonsense, aggravating though it was.
“That’s not how this works, Remus!” James preened, looking positively feral as he crouched low, ready to pounce. “How else will you learn?!”
Remus had no chance. He wasn’t hardened by a year of Quidditch practice, and he was tired from the full moon. As they closed in, he tried to dart away, to run as fast as he could, but after only four steps he was tackled into the ground, James and Sirius laughing maniacally.
“Ouf! You oafs!” He complained, an elbow in his back, but they weren’t listening. They dragged him off the ground and each gripped one of his hands in theirs, the Quidditch leathers sweaty against his palms.
Remus moaned and hung his head as the group of students around them broke out in laughter and giggling at his expense. “I hate you both.”
“No, you don’t.” James said, unconcernedly. “What do you think, Sirius?”
James dropped his voice and whispered conspiratorially, ignoring Remus’s squawks of indignation. “You reckon we can publicly humiliate our dear wolf child every time he picks his scars?”
“I certainly do, old boy!” Sirius answered with a wink, squeezing Remus’s hand harder as he tried to wriggle free. They were just so strong, and Remus was so tired.
He groaned louder as he was led to and through the castle, his head hung low in his walk of shame. They wouldn’t let go of his hands until they were all the way back in the Gryffindor common room, where Sirius dropped it and made a smooth segue to leaning on an armchair, reaching out to tuck a curl behind the ear of a girl two years his senior, making her blush and lean in closer.
“So, there you go.” James turned to him with a kind smile, squeezing his hand tightly one last time for emphasis. “Stop picking.”
Remus shook his head and turned towards the stairs, his palms sweaty from the attention and leather gloves. “You’re unbelievable!”
“We love you!” James shouted back. The knot in Remus’s stomach relaxed a bit at the thought.