I've spent the past month and a half recovering from burning out on Bozja stuff with my FC (which went well! but also left me so tired), and I was just starting to think about catching up on tumblr/bsky and working on some glam projects again.
And… now this stuff with Mare Synchronos getting taken down.
I wasn't a big Mare user myself. I was in a single syncshell with a few friends, and at most it was neat seeing the creative customizations they used with their characters. I didn't really care if they saw my own minor character tweaks in return. So in a narrow sense, I'm disappointed, but it barely affects my personal experience of the game.
But in the wider sense, it… feels like being stabbed again, when I'm already bleeding out.
On and on, there's been a steady drumbeat of cherished online spaces being decimated. Tumblr's situation becoming increasingly unreliable. The grotesque death throes of the rotting corpse that was once twitter. Discord beginning the enshittification slide in preparation for its IPO. The Mastercard/VISA restrictions on "adult" content and the terrible effects it's had on Steam and itch.io. The new age "verification" law in the UK causing a nightmarish mess, and similar laws being pushed in other countries too. Tons more stuff I'm forgetting and/or not aware of. And on top of it all, AI slop infesting anything and everything, including the comments on AO3.
It's been a miserable year, and now one more little spark of joy has been extinguished.
I dread whichever beloved community resource will be next.