Black Rock Shooter is my Mental Health Icon
Being a black rock shooter fan in 2025 is less than ideal. The franchise went from being a popular icon of the early 2010 Era to an all but forgotten relic of the past. Most people who still remember the titular black rock shooter only know her as that mysterious anime girl from all those amvs and nightcore video thumbnails. Despite its plummeting success over the years, BRS is still something I care for deeply and that's all thanks to one anime.
The 2012 Black Rock Shooter anime holds a special place in my heart despite being almost completely overlooked by the masses. Even those who did view it often badmouth it as a confusing mess of pointless drama with hardly any redeeming qualities. I think these claims couldn't be any farther from the truth. BRS offers an avant-garde representation of battling mental health and social relationships. Before I talk about this show, I need to backtrack a bit to 2010
An ova for the franchise would come out that year which laid the groundwork for the later 2012 series. It alternated between the growing friendship between two middle school girls and two other girls engaged in combat in a fantasy world. The ova doesn't spell out what's happening, but it's clear that these scenes are linked together.
Mari Okada expands upon the concept of otherselves introduced in the Ova. These are supernatural beings that take on the emotional pain of their human counterpart and engage in an endless war for the sake of protecting their other half. The concept of someone shouldering all of your emotional pain sounds beautiful at first glance, but the flaws of this system become apparent as the series goes on. Once an otherself dies, the human loses all memories of what caused them grief. This is a huge issue because this removes the ability to emotionally grow and learn from the experience.
The first half of the show deals with the toxic friendship between Kagari and Yomi. Kagari is a cruel girl who controls Yomi as if she's her pet. She gets annoyed when Yomi doesn't give her undivided attention and isolates her from others to establish power. Yomi meekly goes along with everything because she feels immense guilt for Kagari’s condition. As a child, Kagari got hit by a car while chasing after Yomi and is now paraplegic. Except that's not the case at all. Kagari is capable of walking fine but she wants to guilt trip Yomi into being devoted to her.
Once Chariot, Kagari's other self is killed, Kagari completely forgets about all the emotional abuse she put Yomi through and acts like nothing ever happened. This allows Kagari to become less anti-social by comparison but it also means she doesn't understand why Yomi is so troubled. Yomi had depended on Kagari for several years and one day out of the blue, Kagari starts neglecting her to make new friends. Yomi is understandably torn up about it and feels as if she's been abandoned by the one person who previously loved her above all else.
Kagari can't even apologize for the pain she's causing Yomi because she has no idea how much emotional weight her actions have. Yomi once again feels as if she is completely alone in the world. She shuts herself off from everyone, including Mato who desperately wants to lend her a shoulder to cry on. Years of hyper-dependency has resulted in Yomi being unable to function in life without someone needing her. She's convinced that Kagari and Mato abandoned her so now there's nothing left to cling to.
The other source of drama introduced late in the show revolves around Yuu and the mystery of who she truly is. No one except for Mato and Saya seem to know who Yu is despite her supposedly being part of the basketball team. The only time she's acknowledged by others is when Mato directly points her out. When Yu eventually ends up disappearing entirely from school, Mato is the only student to realize that she's missing.
It's weird to think that someone who's always tagging along with Mato, who seems to be generally well liked on campus, could be so easily forgotten. So what's really going on? It turns out that “Yu” isn't actually Yu. She's Strength, the other self of Yu. Saya reveals that she used to be friends with Yu back when she was a student. The girl was often bullied by her peers and was forced to live in squalor with her deadbeat mom and her boyfriend. Saya quickly took pity on her and became fast friends. All was going well until a fire broke out at Yuu's house. This was the final straw that Strength needed to awaken. Once Yuu becomes aware of the other world and her mental self, she decides to switch places with Strength. Yuu now lives in a world of endless violence, free from her tormentors while Strength takes in all of her pain. If Yomi and Kagari represent codependency and Munchausen syndrome, then Yuu represents disassociation. She's withdrawn from reality and lives in a monotonous cycle of physical conflict rather than emotional one. Many people agree that physical pain is easier to deal with than emotional pain because it has a direct solution. Wounds can be dealt with medicine while emotional wounds are much more complex to heal. This mentality is why people choose to self-harm to distract themselves from mental stress and trauma.
Her relation to Saya is also important since she's something of an enabler. She's ridden with guilt for not saving Kagari from her abuse so helps her out by going along with her plan. Saya has a nasty habit of intentionally stressing out the students who confide in her so that the pain will awaken their other selves. This is all a distraction so that Black Rock Shooter won't focus on attacking Yuu. BRS doesn't know/care that Yuu is a human so killing her would mean killing an innocent person. It's up to Mato to enter the otherworld and confront both Yuu and Black Rock Shooter. Mato and Yuu are both similar in the sense they have trouble coping with pain and dealing with the issues of life. While Yuu would rather escape reality entirely, Mato ultimately faces her fears to comfort her friends no matter how painful it may be.
I love how the show perfectly captures the confusing and melodramatic energy of being a naive middle schooler trying to navigate through life. All the characters have emotional baggage that they deal with in less than healthy ways. The concept of there being someone in the world who shoulders all of your pain out of unconditional love is so incredibly poetic. Black Rock Shooter became a symbol of mental health to me. She was someone who existed inside all of us. Every time I go through a bad day, I imagine her fighting valiantly for my sake. I think it's similar to how Mato finds comfort in reading the Little Blue Bird picture book. It shows how fiction can be used to spark positive change and soothe readers.