#marie stuff

[dearestdevils]

I already left a comment on ao3, but I wanted to tell you again that I really like your Reigen x reader fic & I reread it constantly just because it's so good. It's the first time I've read a fic that resonates closely with my experiences, I'm just obsessed with it. Thank you so much for writing it. Please take care & I'm looking forward to reading the next chapter.

thank you, too, so much!

when I was first writing the work (sweet summer child), i was super afraid of backlash. like, what if people don’t understand what i’m trying to do? what if they take it the wrong way, and think, ‘she’s a total weirdo for writing this’, and get upset!? but i decided that it’d be alright, and i should just publish it anyways. so i did, and i’m so happy that i did!

i see a lot of works that sort of romanticize the things i portray, and, sure, whatever floats your boat, but none of it really seemed accurate to my experiences. it didn’t really seem realistic, and very rarely would i be able to see the reader as a realistic portrayal of a victim.. so i got it over with, found a character i thought would fit my vision, and decided to write something i could see myself in. since I’ve written it, though, i’ve realized just how many people were also looking for that, and it makes me happy! i’m glad you can resonate with my work, and i’m so so glad that everyone loves it just as much as i do. things like this make me want to keep on writing, even some days when i feel it isn’t worth it! so, thank you, again, so so much for taking the time to send this〜

[dearestdevils]

omg the new chapter was SOOO GOOD the switch between user’s childlike perception to a more dreadful one caught me off guard i love you marie (from ☁️ anon) i can’t wait for chapter 6

also do you know if older brother’s little sister will get an update?

hello, cloud anon! thank you so much 〜

i was really hoping someone'd catch that, ww. i tried to write it through an analytic standpoint of my own emotions & feelings while coping with my abuse.. i was scared it'd throw people off, aha.. i'm sorry. i'm sorry... from the reception i've been getting as of late i'm getting right where i want to be with this fic, which is absolutely great! ah.. chapter 6 is also 50% done, we're awaiting a bit of proofreading for it, so it'll be out by around the 15th. and, as for your last question; yes, it will

[dearestdevils]

hey are you doing okay? you havent posted in a bit, we miss u twin

hello, thank you 〜 

(this post is very long, and it will go back and forth between first & third person, so I’m sorry if it confuzzles you, dearly..)

i’ll start off saying — marie really appreciates all the support in the last few days!! actually, the last few weeks.. months? i didn’t know that i hadn’t posted, believe it or not. the most recent chapter has been sitting in marie’s files, gathering dust.. it’s unsightly, www

the last time i believe i was online, i was bored in the hospital after trying to commit suicide. even though it’s probably pretty corny, reading everyone’s comments is always a great boost to marie’s mood, and i don’t know where i’d be without the love of everyone who enjoys my work.. sometimes, i’ll hear myself say, hey, if you die, who’ll finish your writings, you lazy scum!? (i’m lying, it’s only happened twice.) 

oh, to add on to that, marie met a fan of hers the other day!! it was crazy, really, we were talking about fics and they liked reigen, too. and they had read mine before.. i was so in awe =.=

to explain my absence shortly, since it embarrasses me greatly to talk about, marie is a part of a ‘system’, formed due to a dissociative disorder. (marie would like to write about this sometime.) therefore, even though i am marie, marie is not always… in charge? i’m not the main person here, really. it’s a part of why i refer to myself in third person, since there isn’t really a ‘me’, i’m just split off of someone else. but anyways!! enough about that! this pretty much means that i’m not always conscious, and with the ‘main’ person being somewhat of an anti (really, they’re just repressed), i can’t write or even have them publish works.. though i doubt they would be able to find them, anyways!

but thank you for worrying, don’t worry about marie! i’m fine, and i will always usually be in tip-top shape. i know i said i was writing, and i was, i swear !! once it’s all polished, whenever that may be, i can guarantee you a new chapter of both of my works ( ´ ▽ ` )

[dearestdevils]

well, i finished the drabble earlier than i thought.. in any case, older brother’s little sister should be live on ao3 in the next 5 minutes! it’s kind of different than my other fic, but not too much… feel free to tell me what you think of it!

originally, i was going to post it here, but i wasn’t sure how to go about that. plus, on ao3, it’s easier to avoid people who aren’t in your target audience, anyway..

[dearestdevils]

came here to tell you that i love sososo much your reigen fic!! ♡ so excited to see what happens next ^^

Oh my goodnesss… this is literally SUCH a surprise, this made my day〜 Thank you so much, anon! Marie’s excited too… hopefully I won’t have you all waiting as long as the last time ?! But still, really, thanks!

[dearestdevils]

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marie !? shi / them 9teen blasian islander ♪ boygirl

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[fangsofthunderandmischief]

"Devour"

Still enough Although I know you're not begging Still as the thoughts running through your mind Still enough Although I know you're not begging Give me a reason to make you mine

I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you've brought Meaning to my life

Had enough Although I see you're not running Still are the thoughts running through your mind Dead to love The path that you are now taking Show me the reason to make you mine

I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you've brought Meaning to my life

Run, to where the smallest ray of light will never find you Run, to where you will not need to shield your eyes Run, away from all the soulless, heartless fiends who hound you Run, away and let your memories go blind, when I

Devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you've brought Meaning to my life