also lately i found so many coop slavic folk bands and i just losten to them all the time today i literally cried in me moms car because i was listening to that music and i was homesick...im homesick to my pagan roots...like i can joke around saying make poland pagan again but the longing is there and the knowledge that this will not come back...that i have no choice in this like i can worship my gods how much i want but the thing is i cant really relate to most people in my area most of them dont care for any religion as if religion makes you more gullible or "stupid" somehow. but them not even knowing about slavic gods or saying that its better that poland became christian because we got schools and we got smarter because of christianity and churches its just it hurts you know. im just homesick man. i just am. and there's no home that would satisfy it anymore