I think Dex would eat you out well past over stimulation, and not even just because he’s being controlling etc etc. No, I think it’d be because he’s so lost in it. I think he’d be straight up whimpering into your pussy, hips flexing while he grinds into the bed, all pathetic and needy and just about ready to cum in his pants because he’s so drunk on the taste of you.
I think you could be crying out above him, over stimulated and near tears, hands in his hair, calling out his name and trying to squirm away and he’d had his arms hooked under your legs, meaty palms pressing down on your hips, brows furrowed while he’s groaning with each lick of your clit. Fuck he loves this, and he loves you, and he needs more.
And when he eventually comes up for air, pupils dilated, lids half closed, and you realize he has cum in pants, chin painted in your release, you’ll only soften.
“Oh baby,” You’d coo, and he’d just let his face fall against your thigh, looking dazed and utterly fucked out. You’d urge him up your torso, kiss him all sweet and messy, the taste of your cum still bitter on his tongue while you urge his sensitive cock into your soaking pussy and oh-
Dex is whining into your neck, grip tight on you while he ruts into you.
Warnings: smutty smut smutttttt at the end, oral (m + f receiving), use of pet names like princess and babygirl (no daddy kink involved), cursing, johnny is a needy lil lover boy
Summary: Now that you've found your soulmate, it's time to meet the family. I'm shit at summaries
A/N: I rly just sat here for 5 hours straight writing this bro lmao jesus anyways it's been years since I wrote smut so pls excuse any rustiness, hope it's good sexy timeessssss. feedback gives me life!
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The Etta James record had ended a while ago, but neither you nor Johnny had paid it any mind. You certainly couldn’t focus on anything else, not while Johnny’s lips were currently attached to your neck.
“God, I could kiss you forever,” he mumbled against your skin.
The two of you had been making out for god knows how long, and your head and heart were spinning. All you could focus on was how good his lips felt against your skin, the way your body seemed to innately know that this man was made for you, the only thought rattling around in your brain was “he’s mine, he’s mine, he’s mine.”
His lips finally started trailing lower at the same time your hands did, and that’s when a knock sounded at his door, startling you both out of your stupor.
“Johnny?”
The two of you barely had any time to react before Sue Storm was opening the door, a surprised expression on her face when she walked into the room. Your hands were on Johnny’s chest, his on your waist, and Sue gave Johnny a knowing look.
“Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t realize Johnny had a guest,” she remarked, a small smirk on her face.
Johnny placed his hands on your shoulders, walking you forward with an excited look on his face. “Why, dear sister of mine, this is not just any guest. This…is my soulmate.”
Sue blinked in shock, her eyes suddenly taking you in fully, before she laughed in delight. “Oh—oh my god! I don’t know what to say, I mean…wow, it is so great to finally meet you!” She immediately rushed over to give you a crushing hug, granting a quick kiss to your cheek. “I’m Sue Storm,” she said, grinning.
“I’m Y/n,” you said, breathless and blushing. “It’s an honor to meet you.”
Sue gave you one last look and smile, squeezing your arm affectionately before turning to her brother. “Well I really hate to interrupt this, but the gala’s about to end and the firm wants us to say our goodbyes to the guests.”
Johnny nodded, and Sue began to head out of the room before turning around briefly. “It’s truly so wonderful to meet you, Y/n.”
You smiled. “You too.”
Sue left the door open a crack after she left, and Johnny turned to you then, holding your hands in his. “Would it be okay if you hung back in the crowd? I honestly don’t think I want to share you with the world just yet.” He smiled nervously, thumb brushing the back of your hand.
Reality truly set in at his admittance. The world. The whole world would soon find out who you are, what your life is like, who you are to Johnny. Your life may never be truly private again…and the fact that Johnny had even considered that was something you genuinely appreciated. You weren’t quite ready to be shared with the world either.
“That’s completely fine. I don’t think I want you to share me quite yet either.”
Johnny smiled. “I’ll find you after?” You nodded, and he placed a quick kiss to your hand before jogging after Sue.
Whew. You couldn’t stop smiling, your mind still reeling from your brand new reality. Never in your wildest dreams was your soulmate ever actually Johnny Storm. You briefly considered pinching yourself, but not even your dreams could feel as real as Johnny’s lips against yours.
You took a deep breath, steeling yourself before walking out of Johnny’s room and back to the gala. You realized, walking towards the middle of the crowd, that you felt completely at ease now. Because now, it felt like you belonged here.
“Attention,” Reed Richards appeared from above on the balcony overlooking the crowd as he tapped the glass he was holding, and Ben, Sue and Johnny appeared beside him. You could see Johnny scanning the crowd in search of you. Once he found you, he gave you a grin and a wink, making your heart skip a beat.
“Thank you all so, so much for being here with us tonight. I truly feel like we’re going to change lives with the amount of money we have raised. I want to give a special thank you to our incredible PR firm for putting this all together for us; You all are amazing, and we truly appreciate every one of you. Now unfortunately for Sue and I, baby duty awaits, so we’ll have to call it a night.” A chuckle rang through the crowd. “Goodnight everyone, get home safe!”
The crowd finally began to disperse, and you walked over to lean against the wall as you waited for Johnny.
“Y/n?”
You looked up, and finally someone from your PR firm had found you. Your boss.
“Hey, how was your evening?” You asked.
“It was lovely. How was yours? Everything you ever dreamed of?” She smirked. She was the person you begged for a ticket, so you were certain she figured you were a superhero fangirl.
“Uh,” you began, when you spotted Johnny jogging down the steps, making a beeline for you. You tried to hide your smile, because she truly had no idea just how loaded that question really was. “Yep, totally,” you said, trying to sound sarcastic. “I really do appreciate you getting me this ticket. You have no idea what it means for me.”
“No problem. Just remember it comes out of your paycheck for the next 6 months!” She said as she walked away.
Johnny finally made his way to you as the last of the crowd finally made their way out of the building.
“Hi,” he said, beaming at you and taking your hands in his.
Your grin could probably split your face in two. “Hi.”
Johnny opened his mouth to speak, when another voice rang out.
“Who’s this?”
Reed Richards made his way down the stairs with an intrigued look on his face, Ben and Sue following close behind with knowing smiles.
“That’s Johnny’s soulmate,” Ben and Sue said simultaneously. They both turned to each other in confusion.
“How’d you know that?” All three of them asked each other at the same time.
You giggled. “Does that happen a lot?” You leaned in to ask Johnny quietly.
“More than you would expect,” he murmured.
Reed finally approached you, holding his hand out for you to shake. “Reed Richards. It’s…a pleasure to meet you.” He looked between you and Johnny, the gears turning in his head as if he was trying to figure you and your dynamic out.
You shook his hand, nervous butterflies twirling in your stomach at being in a room alone with the most famous superheroes on the planet. “The pleasure is all mine, truly.”
“So, when did you two meet?” He asked.
“Tonight,” Johnny replied. “I spotted her wearing my ring.”
“And he had on the bracelet I made him this year,” you added.
Reed gave you a small smile. “That’s wonderful. Congratulations to you both!”
“Alright, it’s my turn,” Ben suddenly interjected, walking over towards you before giving you a sweet, crushing hug and lifting you in the air, a surprised laugh escaping you. “It’s so great to meet you, Y/n.”
“Isn’t she gorgeous?” Johnny asked, staring at you with pride. “I can’t stop staring at her.”
Ben, Sue and Reed all exchanged surprised but happy looks. Johnny had always been forward with women in the past, but never so much so in front of his family. “That she is, Johnny,” Ben agreed. “That she is.”
Sue walked over to you and placed a hand on your back, ushering you towards the kitchen. “I know it’s late, but could I make you something to drink?”
“I would love that.”
You and Sue made your way over to the kitchen while the guys hung back, watching the two of you talk.
“So, how do you feel, Johnny?” Ben asked.
Johnny was still staring at you in wonder. “I’m in love,” he sighed. Ben chuckled, and Reed raised his eyebrows in surprise. Johnny pointed a finger at Reed defensively. “Don't say it. I know you're about to say something like 'Johnny, you only met met her a few hours ago' but—“
“It’s okay,” Reed interjected. “I wasn't going to say anything because that’s how it’s supposed to feel with your soulmate. It’s just..strange to hear you talk like that is all.”
“I know,” he agreed. “But man, it’s…wow.”
“You certainly have a way with words, Johnny,” Ben teased, earning him a glare.
“Boys?” Sue called out from the kitchen table next to you, earning the men’s attention. “You three gonna stand there and stare or would you like to join us?”
All of you sat around their kitchen table, and you were surprised to realize that this all felt…normal. Comfortable, even. Like this is the way it was always supposed to be, despite the fact that you were sitting with people who saved the world on a daily basis while you had sat back and watched on your television screen.
Reed was the first to speak, his eyes on the shining ring sitting perfectly on your left hand. “So you two are already engaged?”
You and Johnny looked at each other and smiled bashfully. “We are,” he answered, his hand finding yours under the table.
Reed was quiet, clearly having a million thoughts running through his head by the second.
“What are you thinking?” Sue asked, her eyes narrowed at her husband. “I know that look.”
“Nothing!” Reed exclaimed, holding his hands up in the air innocently. “It’s just…a bit quick is all.”
Johnny’s hand tightened around yours, almost protectively.
“Reed, I don’t remember us even really talking much right after we first met. We were too busy…” Sue trailed off, giving him a look.
Johnny grimaced. “Okay, did not need to know that.”
Sue laughed, shrugging.
“Look at em’, Reed,” Ben said, gesturing to the two of you. “They look like they’ve been in love for years. Johnny’s practically got hearts comin’ out of his eyes.”
Johnny wiggled his eyebrows at you, making you laugh. “It’s true. I already feel like I’ve known you my whole life.”
“And I, personally, have never heard Johnny talk like this with anyone else,” Sue pointed out with a smile.
Reed looked at the two of you again before finally giving a small nod and a smile. “I do have to agree on that.”
Johnny raised your interlocked hands to kiss your knuckles.
“So Y/n, tell us about yourself?” Sue asked.
An hour later, the five of you were laughing hysterically, sharing life stories and memories. Mostly embarrassing ones of Johnny, to your amusement. It was the most at ease around a group of virtual strangers you’d ever felt. But they weren’t strangers, not really. This…this was now your family.
“His fly was down the whole time,” Ben managed through laughter. “Didn’t tell him until after the camera’s stopped rolling.”
Johnny was smiling despite his blush. “Yeah, thank you again for that, by the way.”
All of you were still laughing when a knock sounded at the front door. “Ah, that’d be the babysitter,” Sue said as she got up to answer the door.
Johnny leaned towards you then, muttering to you, “How are you? You okay?” You were suddenly very aware of the warm hand now on your upper thigh.
You nodded, giving him a smile. “I’m perfect.”
He winked at you. “That you are.”
Sue wandered back into the kitchen, her babbling 8 month old son on her hip. “Babysitter said he just woke up from a nap, so he’ll be up for a while. He’s basically nocturnal at this point.”
Reed, Johnny and Ben stood up to greet their little guy, and you tentatively followed.
“How’s my favorite little magic baby, huh?” Johnny exclaimed, grabbing Franklin’s foot and tickling it, making him giggle.
Sue turned towards you. “Franklin, this is Y/n,” she started, trying to get Franklin to look at you. “She’s gonna be your auntie someday.”
You slowly approached him, giving him a warm smile and a wave. “Hey, little guy. You are so adorable.”
Franklin babbled happily and held his arms out towards you, surprising you.
“I think he wants you,” Sue grinned. “Do you want to hold him? Are you comfortable?”
“Yeah, I’d love that.”
You took little Franklin in your arms, laughing as he placed his little hands on your cheeks and giggled. You bounced him on your hip, talking nonsense to him as you slowly began walking around the room with him.
“Johnny,” Sue said quietly as she stood next to her brother. “She’s perfect. Seriously.”
Johnny swallowed, watching you play with his nephew in your arms. “I know. It’s a little scary, honestly. But I’m…I’m really excited. I wanna do this.”
Sue smiled. “I felt the same with Reed. Once you meet your person, everything starts happening all at once. But just…enjoy it. Take in every moment for what it is, and let yourself feel the way you feel. You’re supposed to feel totally in love and terrified at the same time.”
Johnny looked down at his sister, giving her a small smile that she returned. “Yeah?”
“Yeah. Promise.” She squeezed her brother’s shoulder before making her way over to you, gently taking Franklin from your arms. “You two have had a very big night, and it’s getting pretty late, so we’ll leave you two alone.”
“It was so amazing to meet you all,” you said. “Thank you so much for being so welcoming.”
“Don’t mention it,” Ben said. “You’re part of the family now.”
Sue came over and gave you one last hug, Reed giving you a nod and a smile, and the four of them all went to their respective quarters.
“So…” you began, biting your lip as you looked up at Johnny.
He placed his hands on your hips, squeezing them gently. “So…”
Tension suddenly grew in the air, butterflies swarming your stomach as your mind wandered back to the way he’d been kissing you a few hours prior. “Um, I know it’s late, so I can head out…”
Johnny shook his head. “Stay. Please? I mean you could stay forever, if you wanted, but at least the night—”
You laughed, wrapping your arms around his neck. “I’ll stay.”
“YES.” He dramatically pumped his fist in the air before sweeping you off your feet and into his arms, bridal style, and walked you to his bedroom.
“Oh shit, wait,” you exclaimed as he put you down. “I gotta call Violet so she doesn’t think I’m dead.”
“Yeah, yeah, go ahead.” Johnny went over and closed his bedroom door, and you didn’t miss the fact that he actually locked it this time. He plopped down onto his bed and laid on his side, head propped up on his elbow, watching you as you placed your phone to your ear.
“Violet? Hey, yeah I’m fine,” you began, mindlessly wandering around his room.
Johnny flopped backwards, his head hitting his pillow as he stared up at his ceiling while you spoke with your friend. This was, hands down, the best night of his life. You, the person he prayed to the universe for, dreamed about his whole life, were finally here. You were beautiful, and not just that, but you fit in with his family perfectly. It was abundantly clear that you were made for him, and Johnny had never been happier. Not even being in space could compare to the joy he was feeling now.
“Ow,” you exclaimed, capturing his attention. He sat up and saw you holding your phone away from your ear, the sound of high-pitched screaming coming through the phone making you laugh and shake your head. “Vi. Violet! Yes, I know you told me so….Put you on speaker? Fine, hold on.” You pulled the phone away from your ear again and pressed the speaker button. “Alright, you’re on speaker.”
“Johnny Storm?”
Johnny looked at you, quirking a brow as he spoke. “This is the one.”
“Holy shit!” Your friend exclaimed from the other line. “Listen, I just wanted you to know that I totally knew it was you the whole time! I tried to tell her but she refused to listen to me!”
Johnny laughed as you ran a hand down your face in exasperation. “I appreciate that, Violet. I only wish you could’ve brought her to me sooner.”
Violet squealed, and you bit your lip at the hungry stare he was suddenly giving you.
“Um, Violet? Listen, I gotta go now,” you said, your voice a little higher pitched than normal, your eyes still trained on your soulmate’s.
“Ohhh I get it, you two are gonna bone now,” Violet laughed through the speaker.
“Violet!” You smacked your forehead, white hot embarrassment creeping up your neck while Johnny laughed out loud. “I’m hanging up now.”
“BYE, HAVE FUN BANGING A SUPERHE—“ You immediately hit the “End Call” button.
“I’m, uh. Sorry about her.”
Johnny chuckled, moving to sit on the edge of his bed. “Don’t be.” The silence that followed was charged with something else now, his eyes wandering freely over your form. “We could, y’know. If…you wanted.”
You decided to play coy. “Could what?”
Johnny looked around the room as if it were obvious. “Bone.”
You busted out laughing as you walked over and stood between his legs. Your hands found either side of his face, your thumbs affectionately brushing his cheeks. “How romantic.”
“Sorry,” Johnny muttered sheepishly, his hands coming up to rest on your waist. “New to the whole ‘soulmate’ thing.”
You smiled. “I am too. But we can go at our own pace. However slow or fast we want.”
Johnny swallowed thickly, his hands squeezing your waist. “And…how slow or fast would you like to go?”
Your heart was pounding in anticipation, desire beginning to swirl in your lower belly. You couldn’t deny that all of this felt right, and timing be damned, you wanted him. So you said nothing, instead answering by leaning down and capturing his lips in a deep kiss.
Johnny immediately let out a groan against your lips that sent heat directly to your core. He pulled you towards him by your hips until you were straddling him, your dress now hiked up around your waist and his hard length hitting your core perfectly. Your fingers carded through his hair when he kissed you harder, his tongue sliding against yours as he bucked his hips up into you.
“Johnny,” you whimpered, grinding down against him.
“God, yeah, say my name like that again,” he panted, his hands roaming over every inch of your skin that they could reach.
You bit your lip, forehead resting against his as you continued to grind against him. His cock was rubbing against your clit with exact precision, desire growing hotter in your lower belly. “Johnny,” you panted into his mouth, your hands gripping his shoulders tighter.
He grunted, his hands roughly squeezing your breasts in response. “Please let me see you,” he breathed out, staring up at you with wide, needy eyes.
You got off his lap and stood up, removing the straps from your dress and letting it slowly fall down to your ankles with a quiet thud, leaving you in a strapless bra and lace panties as you kicked off your heels.
“Jesus Christ,” he muttered. He got down onto his knees on the floor then, his hands slowly moving up your thighs as he stared up at you reverently. “Most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.”
You swore your heart fluttered inside your chest. There was Johnny Storm, on his knees for you, staring up at you like you were the answer to every prayer he’s ever had. And truly, you were. You were about to respond when he suddenly began pressing sweet, sloppy kisses to your inner thighs, and your brain immediately went fuzzy. His fingers went to the edge of your panties, yanking them down to your ankles before you stepped out of them.
Your lower half now bare before him, your instinct was to hide yourself. But Johnny was having none of that, his hands gently swatting yours away. “No no no, please don’t hide from me, princess,” he muttered, eyes locked onto your core. His thumb pressed against your clit, the flash of sensitivity jolting you forward, your hands on his shoulders steadying you. “So fucking pretty, every part of you. Can’t believe this pussy is mine.”
Swoon.
Johnny replaced his thumb with his lips, his mouth wrapping around your sensitive bud and sucking hard. Your knees damn near buckled from the sensation, his wet, hot mouth wasting no time in tasting you completely. He licked a broad stripe through your soaked folds, a guttural groan escaping him at your taste. Your fingers tightened in his hair, instinctively pulling him closer to you, and his hands went around to squeeze your ass.
“Fuck,” he panted, pulling away just slightly. “You wanna ride my face, princess?
Jesus H. Christ. You nodded vigorously, and Johnny lit up like a kid on Christmas morning. He stood up, practically ripping his shirt and pants off and kicking his shoes off before laying back down on the bed, staring up at you expectantly.
You bit your lip and grinned as you made your way over and climbed on top of him. You shut your eyes as his hot breath hit your core, the desire coursing through your veins making your heart race in anticipation.
Johnny placed his hands against your ass and practically shoved you against his mouth, wasting no time in eating you like a man starved. At any other time, the sounds escaping your lips would’ve made you embarrassed. But you couldn’t care less, not when they seemed to spur Johnny on even more. Every whine, every moan that you let out had him bucking his hips up in the air, desperate for some kind of friction. You leaned backwards instinctively, hand reaching out and gripping his hard cock through his boxer briefs.
“Fucking shit,” Johnny grunted against you, bucking up into your hand. His lips were relentless against your clit now, the wet sounds of his tongue against your soaking wet core unbearably hot.
“‘M close,” you whimpered, your hips bucking forward and grinding you against his mouth. The coil low inside your belly was winding tighter and tighter, you just needed…
Johnny hummed against you, and the vibrations from his mouth were exactly what you needed to fall over the edge. Stars exploded behind your eyes as the pleasure coursed through you, his tongue working you through it with one hand still on your ass and the other grabbing at your breast.
Both of you panted as you came down, tired yet energized smiles on your faces. You climbed off of him and moved lower on the bed to straddle his legs, your face now inches from the tent in his underwear. You smirked at him.
“Jesus, sweetheart,” he muttered, his head falling back onto the pillow. “You—you don’t have to…”
“I know,” you interrupted. Your hands gripped the bottom of his boxer briefs, pulling them down until his cock sprang free. You swallowed, staring greedily at him. He was genuine perfection, and you wanted to taste him now.
Johnny felt like he had just died and went to heaven. You were staring so prettily up at him, almost innocent-looking, like you weren’t about to suck him off. He briefly thought that he probably looked stupid, his mouth hanging open in anticipation for what you were about to do, but then he found that he didn’t care. He was too focused on your pretty little mouth and the dirty things you were about to do with it.
You leaned down and licked the entire length of his cock, one hand gently cradling his balls, the other gripping his thigh. The desperate, choked groan that came out of him had your pussy clenching, the sound spurring you on. You opened your mouth wide and took him all the way, hollowing out your cheeks and sucking hard. Johnny gasped, his hands finding their way to your hair as his hips bucked forward of their own accord. He was desperately moving the hair out of your face so he could see you, watch you move perfectly over his length. You set up an easy rhythm, relaxing your throat as much as you could as tears hit the corners of your eyes. He was trying so hard not to lose control, his hips jerking as you took him all the way, your hand still playing with his balls.
“Wait wait wait,” he panted out suddenly, trying to gently pull you off of him. “I’m not gonna last if you keep doing that. ’s too good.”
You swallowed and nodded, wiping your mouth with a smile that made his cock twitch.
“C’mere,” he muttered, holding his arms out for you. You climbed over his body and into his arms, kissing him once more.
“Johnny,” you whispered against his lips. “Want you so bad.”
He nodded, biting his lip. “I got you, baby girl.”
He rolled over so you were underneath him now, his fingers interlocking with yours as he kissed you. You spread your legs wider for him, your free hand roaming the expanse of his back. He pulled away then, stopping just to look at you. You moved to place your hand on his chest as he breathed heavily, and you could feel his heart racing.
“I’ve thought about this for so long,” he admitted, his eyes roaming across your face. “Imagined what it would be like. What you would be like.”
You reached up and placed your hand on his cheek, your heart warming at the way he nuzzled into it, his eyes briefly fluttering shut. “Me too. But it’s so much better than I could’ve thought.”
He smiled, his eyes twinkling as he looked at you. “Yeah, you are.” He kissed you again then, his hand gliding down to hike your thigh over his hip. “Are you okay?”
You nodded, unable to wait anymore, your hips bucking up desperately against him. “Please.”
The tip of his cock nudged against your entrance, and the breath you were holding escaped you while you relaxed into the sensation. He leaned down to rest his forehead against yours as he pushed deeper, your walls stretching deliciously to accommodate him.
“God, you feel fucking incredible,” he grunted, eyes shut tight as he worked himself in.
You cried out in relief as he bottomed out, the pleasure unbelievably intense, more than you’d ever experienced. This is what it’s always supposed to be like, you briefly thought. He set up an easy pace, pumping into you leisurely to allow you more time to adjust to him. His hands and mouth were everywhere, unable to get enough of you. All of your senses were on fire, and you needed more.
“Faster,” you pleaded, lifting your hips upward to drive him deeper.
He lifted his head to look up at you, a flash of a grin on his face. “Yeah? You want it harder too, princess?”
You nodded, and he wasted no time in giving you exactly what you asked for. He was fucking into you now at a punishing pace, so deep, so hard, that his headboard began slamming into the wall with his every thrust.
The sounds in his bedroom alone were almost enough to make you come. The headboard hitting the wall, Johnny’s desperate panting and needy groans, the wet sound of skin slapping against skin. The pressure inside your lower belly began to build once more, your hips meeting his with every thrust.
“I’m so close,” you whimpered, desperately clawing at his back.
He nodded against your forehead. “Yeah, yeah—fuck—me too.” He reached down to rub your clit, and that was all you needed for the dam inside you to break. The pressure built and built until it exploded, your hands gripping him tight as you shouted his name. He followed you over the edge moments later with a cry of your name, spilling into you until there was nothing left.
The two of you caught your breath for several minutes, your head resting on his chest as his breathing finally evened out. He brought your hand up to his face, kissing your knuckles.
“I know this is crazy,” he said quietly. “But I think I love you.”
You beamed. If it were any other person but your soulmate, it would be crazy.
But it wasn’t. It was the only thing in the world that actually made sense.
You looked up at him and saw the vulnerability and nervousness in his eyes. Your thumb brushed his cheek, your heart squeezing with affection as he leaned into it once more. “I think I love you too.”
Johnny’s smile threatened to split his face in two before pressing a sweet kiss to your lips.
The two of you laid together in comfortable silence for several minutes until your eyelids started to feel heavy, the weight of the day finally getting to you. “Sleepy.”
Johnny nuzzled into your hair. “Me too. Sweet dreams, princess.”
The next morning, Johnny woke up before you did. Your back was to his chest, his arms wrapped around your middle, your hands tangled with his. His heart fluttered. It wasn’t a dream, he thought, smiling.
Carefully and slowly, he untangled himself from you and left the bedroom, quietly shutting the door behind him. He tiptoed to the kitchen where Ben was having a cup of coffee and reading the newspaper. “Morning,” Johnny greeted cheerfully, opening all of the cabinets and drawers.
Ben furrowed his brow, turning around to look at Johnny. “Uh, morning, what are you doing?”
Johnny didn’t even turn to look at his friend as he searched for all the ingredients, pots and pans he needed. “Gonna make breakfast in bed for Y/n.”
“You’ve never cooked a day in your life.”
Johnny glanced over at his friend, a sly grin on his face. “I know. That’s why you’re gonna help me.”
Ben sighed, shaking his head but standing up anyway. “Alright. But only on one condition.”
“What?”
Ben looked at Johnny with a knowing, unamused expression. “You let Reed install the 100% soundproof walls in your room that he’s currently in the lab working on.”
Johnny furrowed his brow. “What? Soundproof walls, why?”
Ben stared blankly.
Oh.
Johnny grinned sheepishly, the tips of his ears turning red.
Summary: With a gender reveal approaching, you’ve all been spending less time in bed together and more time prepping for both the baby’s arrival and the party. Natasha’s the first to suggest skipping dessert in hopes of watching Wanda fill you up in the one way that really matters.
Warnings/Tags: pregnant wands, no use of Y/N, fluff, smut, bottom/sub reader, clueless reader x plotting wandanat, mommy wanda, daddy nat, kissing, groping, lactation kink, soft nipple play, couch sex, oral, fingering, inappropriate use of chaos magic, throat grabbing (no choking)
Word Count: 3.25k
Author Note: My face was so hot writing this. Hope this is up to your standards, anon! Sorry if I took too long. I have other little things I’m working on, plus my job😭. Also, my mother touched my laptop in the middle of me editing/writing this and I can’t tell if she read it or not, so I’ve been unraveling after that.... Anyways! We might be seeing some Francesca x Reader from me soon. My first time writing angst is coming up!
Masterlist
Wanda was lucky to be an enhanced individual. She knows that now.
It was hard to be ignorant of all the advantages when she suffered truly little downsides of pregnancy. A low chant here, a flick of the hand there, and any pain she had was gone.
Regardless, she felt the luckiest when it came to using her magic for you and Natasha.
The way she’d conjure exquisite toys to use on either of you, the times she’d synch her peaks with you, all the nights she’d fill you both with enough energy for another round, every time she could feel how close to that edge you were and stop it with a single thought, she loved it all.
If she had to guess, Natasha’s favorite night in bed was the very evening she gave her something real. A night she could spill into Wanda. The night that resulted in her, sitting like this, pregnant.
But you, their good girl, always went starry-eyed at the sight of her full breasts. It was adorable the way your mouth would water for her, the softness that would set in on your features, a mind that broke at the thought of milking her dry, a mind that prepared itself to kneel and beg and enter a perfect state of compliance.
She missed it.
As of late, the three of you were rushing to get things done around the home. The nesting and anxiety took over at the sight of Wanda growing rounder. Along with the task of planning a gender reveal party, none of you could think about sex when long days of building furniture and toys, shopping for clothing, picking the right shade for the nursery, and finding the decorations for your theme had you all winded. The end of one project always spurred thoughts on the next.
But now she wanted it. It took little convincing from Natasha to spell her breasts full of magic-induced milk. It was all for you. And the show was all for them.
You hadn’t noticed the difference at first. Your brain endlessly filled with ideas of where to install Tony’s specially made baby monitor. You were sure the crib would change places about four more times before Wanda’s water broke, and maybe three after, so there had to be a spot in the room that could capture most, if not all, angles. The other would latch right onto the edges of the crib, but as a family with enemies, every corner had to be covered.
Wanda and Natasha took note of the distracted look in your eyes as Modern Family played on. Your favorite episode was streaming, and yet you laughed at none of the jokes and lip-synched none of the lines. For Wanda, you were too far away from her. She needed you—badly.
The added weight on her chest had her soaked. But every time she looked your way, she could tell your mind was on everything but the way her tits spilled out her tank top. She didn’t need her powers to understand that.
Natasha herself was getting impatient. Her fingers twitched at the thought of stretching you out and pounding inside of Wanda. Her desire for both of you was a bottomless pit. And most of all, she wanted to watch you in her wife’s arms, getting high off Wanda’s magic infused milk, your tummy getting oh so full of her.
The worst part was how clueless you were. They couldn’t even count the number of times they’d let their hands linger on your body for longer than necessary. You didn’t mind how lewd the kisses had become before dinner or their short and thin loungewear. There was so much that’d went over your head tonight.
Wanda just had to remind herself that the reward of turning off your brain would taste so much sweeter after all the failed initiations of foreplay.
Her tone was deceptively innocent as she started. “Baby, why don’t you come over here for us? Mommy wants you to hold her, could you do that for me?”
Your head snapped over to Wanda instantly. A shy smile rushed onto your face at her words. You nodded silently and got up from the armchair, making your way closer to the two women across from you.
Wanda sat up from her relaxed position, allowing you the space to settle down behind her. The two of you now lay cuddled up on the L-shaped sectional, your legs on the outside of hers, your hands situating themselves, naturally, over her pregnant belly. Natasha sat beside you two, her hand immediately landing on your thigh, a gentle thumb rubbing over the skin there.
The three of you continued your watch quietly. Your palms started to circle Wanda’s stomach softly, and you lay a sweet kiss to the back of her head. Your mind quiets and you start engaging with the show, your lips moving alongside the characters and your laughs falling after one-liners you’d heard a thousand times before.
The skin beneath Natasha’s hand heated up considerably with her working over the area. Her motions got slightly wider, and your mind got increasingly quieter. This was working for them. Your wives exchange a private look before Wanda makes the first move.
The witch in front of you snatches up the hands on her lower belly and drags them further upward. Closer to where she wanted you. Though she hoped you’d get there on your own, she knew her little girl was a bit too dumb to understand she needed you now. Still, she’d give you time.
Or at least until the next episode begins.
You pecked at her shoulder and grabbed Natasha’s hand, holding it loosely, and unknowingly stopping her right before she started creeping closer to your core.
So maybe she’d have to force a commercial break. Nothing she hasn’t done before.
You groaned as an advertisement started to blare from the TV, the increased sound worked your nerves instantly as it fell on the best part of the episode.
“‘Tasha, I thought we subscribed to the ‘No Ads’ version of this.” You whined out.
“I’ll check on it tonight, detka.” She replied, already knowing the exact source of the issue sat comfortably in your arms.
Wanda huffed in front of you. Her irritation spiked within half a second. Worried, you begin to ask a series of questions, all of them she shook her head to. She didn’t need a snack, she wasn’t cold, nor did she want a glass of water, you couldn’t figure out what she needed.
“Feeling sore?” You guessed.
Finally, she saw a way for this to work. “I think so, could you keep rubbing me sweetheart? Only, here.” She plopped your hands atop her chest, stealing one from Natasha’s grip, and sighed in relief.
As soon as your hands started moving, the show resumed. You continued your ministrations mindlessly, and Natasha’s hand returned to your leg, only higher this time.
Wanda’s head fell back onto your shoulder as you worked her up. Her legs crossed between yours inconspicuously, and she sighed, clenching her thighs together as the fire in her stomach grew. Natasha would be lying if she said she wasn’t jealous. How couldn’t she be envious of either of you? One fell into the trap of the other, holding her wife just the way she wanted, and the other laid, completely relaxed, into the delicate hands of their best girl.
She needed to find a way to speed this up. But Wanda was already on it.
She reveled in the way you pawed her. Your touch had the perfect pressure, it landed in all the right places, massaged her so carefully. And you did it all without knowing just how much she craved you. It turned her on knowing how oblivious you were.
Her head grew lighter as your hands struggled to hold all of her. You didn’t even know how full she was for you. Her nipples perked up beneath the fabric. The sensation of the tank top, and the lack of a bra, brought her pleasure to new heights.
You felt her top grow slightly damp as your fingers splayed across her chest and slid across the peaks of her breasts. “Wanda?”
You squeezed the fabric beneath your fingers and subsequently, the most sensitive area of her bust. In that moment, Wanda wasn’t sure whether or not you were playing dumb.
Her voice came out strained, carrying a trace of annoyance. “Did I tell you to stop?”
“No...” You were cautious.
Wanda’s head turned towards you, and you met her eyes. Your lips were dangerously close to hers from the position she’d taken on your shoulder.
Natasha was the one to remind you first. “No, what?” Now you’d caught up to them.
“No, mommy. You didn’t tell me to stop.”
“There’s my good girl.” She kisses your jaw and your hands get back to moving. One slides under your witch’s tank, ready to play with her properly.
“Our good girl.” Natasha whispers as she takes the other and drags it between her legs.
The woman was turned towards the both of you now, on display, and aching for something to fill her. She pulled her shorts to the side, her cunt weeping, skin there flushed and waiting for you to so much as graze her. Her own fingers spread her folds apart, baring herself to you entirely. She holds herself open and watches with parted lips as you let your forefinger draw around the lips swollen from arousal.
You never got tired of this. Your fingers pull harshly at the nipple between them. Wanda’s breath hitches near your ear. Both you and her stare, fully entranced, by Natasha. The pad of your finger brushes over her clit, and you’re sure you hear her swallow back a whimper.
“Go ahead sweetheart, give daddy what she wants.” Wanda orders you.
While your eyes had turned away from her, one of Wanda’s hands occupied the space beside yours. It tugged at her peaks, a small bit of the area damp from the milk that’d leaked out. Her breath became labored as she watched you enter Natasha.
A groan fell from both their lips, one at the sight, the other at the feeling.
“That’s it detka.” She bit her lip as she looked down, chest heaving as you thrust inside her at a steady pace.
The obscene sounds coming from your fingers being drawn in had you hooked. You pushed deeper and tried to find a balance between the women in front of you. One hand tweaked a hardened nipple, you grazed over the very tips of them, letting the lightness of the motion push Wanda closer to orgasm. The other hand stretched Natasha out, fingers scissoring, curling, twisting.
You drove them insane.
Natasha’s hand, previously keeping her steady on the couch, jumps just above your own.
“Fuck! Yes, malysh. Faster.” Natasha groaned from her spot next to you.
Your fingers began to piston out of her, her own rubbing tight circles around her clit as the heat built up. You could feel her clench around you, and you grew wetter at the feeling her dragging you in, not wanting to let go.
Despite the awkward angle, you sped up even more, eager to see her spill onto your hand. You wanted to hear her praise, to hear her telling you how you “got daddy off so well”. You needed it.
Your palmed Wanda’s breast at the mere thought, your rougher actions making her throb. Her mouth opened wider, a breathless moan escaping as you played with her. Her other hand drew lightly across a pebbled nipple; she couldn’t wait to have your mouth wrapped around them. She twisted it between her fingers and gasped as she began to leak more. Your mouth watered once you felt the warmth of it on your skin.
Wanda watched you salivate. Her eyes glowed with satisfaction as they flitted over your features. You were ready for her. It was that realization alone that pushed her over the edge. She came with a cry and her magic sparked about the room.
Natasha followed soon after. With her own fingers pinching at her swollen clit, and your fingers plunging in and out of her, she’d completely fell apart. You slowed your pace, allowing her the space to come down slowly.
Her shirt had risen above her navel. You stared as she breathed heavily, the sweat glistening, drops of it soaking into the band of her shorts.
You had yet to take your hand away from her when Wanda spoke. “Let mommy have a taste, draga.”
Gently, you pull your hand away from Natasha. She blows a quiet breath out as she gets used to the feeling of being empty again. You hold your fingers to Wanda's lips, and she takes them eagerly. Her tongue swirls over your fingers, separates them inside her mouth, sucks them thoroughly before letting them go with a pop.
She gestures for Natasha, and she moves with swiftness, getting up and hovering over you to kiss Wanda. One hand on the arm rest to your side, keeping her upright, the other at the base of Wanda’s neck. Wanda presses her tongue into Nat’s mouth, and you find yourself uncomfortably aware of the fact that you haven’t come yet. You whine, feeling left out, wanting to taste her just as much.
“Daddy, me too.” You tug at the bottom of her shirt.
Natasha separates from her wife, a string of spit connecting the two of them together. Your eyes follow it until it breaks.
“Want you and mommy.” Then you remember. “Please?”
“Oh malyshka, you don’t know how long we’ve been waiting to hear you say those words.”
Natasha sits back down, facing you once more, and leans in. You attempt to meet her halfway, limited by Wanda resting against your chest, and her face lingers centimeters from yours. You hated it when she teased you like this. She inches forward, brushing her lips against yours.
“I—”
Finally, she gives in, cutting you off, unable to deny you and your pleading eyes any longer. You sigh into her mouth and relax back into the couch, her hand wraps around your throat possessively. She gives a light squeeze there and you gasp. The kiss was short. You could barely grasp the flavor of her, but you hold onto the hints of a salty, slightly sweet, and heady taste of her essence. She nibbles on your bottom lip before backing off and speaking.
“Mommy has something special for you tonight. Have you noticed yet?” The smile that stretched across her face was tantalizing.
You nod, excited again by what else this night entailed.
There was a shift in the atmosphere, the two of them now ready to take care of you the way they’ve been craving. The three of you shuffle, get yourself together, and head to the primary suite.
You stand at the edge of the bed as they throw half the pillows to the ground and shed their clothes. You do the same, dropping them near the nightstand.
“Come here, draga.”
Wanda’s resting on her side, furthest away from you. She pats to the spot in the middle, gesturing for you to settle down. Natasha sits at the end of the bed, waiting for you to comply. You do so with ease.
You lay on your back right beside Wanda. She narrows the space between you both
“Natty’s gonna clean you right up, sweetheart. Then I’ll give you what we’ve all been waiting for, how does that sound?”
You nod enthusiastically. “Good, mommy.”
“Spread your legs for ‘Tasha. Yes, there we go.” She smooths your hair back and tucks it behind your ears.
Natasha moves closer. She marks her way down your neck, scatters kisses across your clavicle, and down your abdomen, all before pausing where you needed her most. She doesn’t waste time teasing.
You suck in a large breath as she dives in. Natasha thumbs at your clit and sucks puffy lips into her mouth. You tremble as she spreads you out further, tongue flicking rapidly over your sensitive bundle of nerves. Your hips raise up off the bed. You’re not sure if they’re chasing her or pulling away.
Wanda hushes you. “It’s okay draga, let daddy make you feel good.”
Natasha wasn’t polite, she wasn’t neat either. She devoured you—sloppy. A combination of her saliva and your arousal covered her lips and chin. She continued, her cheeks hollowing out as she sucked you in. Her tongue fucked into you at a brutal pace.
You gasp out and nearly shoot up, but Wanda holds you down. She whispers words of praise, tells you to take it, that you should be grateful Natasha wasn’t making you beg for it.
“Let go when you need to baby, we’re right here.” You were gushing for her before you even hit that peak, the comforter under you growing damp.
Natasha slips two fingers into your wet heat, knowing how close you were to coming apart, wanting you to fall over that edge for her. Your moans increase as her rhythm gives you no time to take proper breaths. Still, you hold it in, your muscles tense up and your back arches as you feel the tension reach its breaking point. A hum over your swollen clit does you in, and you come undone. Your cunt clenches around her, fingers stilling as she helps you ride it out. But her jaw never stops working, lapping you up gently, avoiding overstimulation as you calm down.
She cleans you up tenderly, placing a small kiss to your clit and thigh before she can bear to pull herself away. Truthfully, she wasn‘t done with you but decides on mercy for now, knowing the night wasn’t close to over. This was just a break in the program. She watches the way your lids start to fall shut, and a smug smile grows on her face. They were used to the exhaustion that came after they worked you up. They also knew it wouldn’t last more than an hour.
They began to move quietly, pulling back covers to tuck you in under. They get you on your side and scoot you closer to Wanda’s chest, allowing you to latch onto her comfortably. It didn’t take long before you felt sweetness coat your tongue. You gulp it down greedily.
Wanda always made it a special experience for you, using different enchantments to get you high, build your arousal, send you to sleep, or heighten your pleasure. Tonight’s milk was especially calming.
You felt a weight lift off your shoulders as you suckled. Chasing a feeling of euphoria, you draw more of her into your mouth, letting the milk pool into it before gulping it down.
You try to be careful, knowing how sensitive she’d be after earlier’s stimulation, but end up tugging on a nipple with your lips, pulling back with a smack. You squeeze around her and watch it leak, lapping it up before latching on again. You repeat the action, letting her watch as it dribbles into your mouth, tongue out and eyes soft.
Natasha wraps an arm around your waist. “Slow down, detka. She’s not going anywhere.”
She chuckles from behind you and you close your eyes, basking in the sound of Wanda’s pleased sighs and her wife’s amusement as you slip away into a state of bliss.
Warnings: Injured reader, fluff, angst, kissing, and mentions of blood, broken bones, surgery, and the Blip
Summary: Y/N is an analyst at the compound, but there’s something about her that Bucky can’t quite place. After an attack, he finds out that her secret involves more than just herself.
A/N: This takes place after Endgame, but everybody lives! This fic is probably a little more niche, but I hope you all enjoy it anyway. As always, thank you for reading and supporting me in all the ways you do. Dividers by @firefly-graphics
His new therapist has instilled it in him to look for constants to ground himself, things in his life that he can always count on, though Bucky is fairly certain that that instinct has been there long before the doctor put words to it. He’s always thrived on consistency, even before the war.
By far, his favorite constant is the playlist that Y/N plays every night as she readies for bed. Their bedrooms share a wall. He can vaguely place the instrument as a violin, or maybe a cello, but he’s never had the nerve to ask her which. He hadn’t been allowed to listen to music during his imprisonment, and before he fell off the train, he was always more focused on the company than the background music. He didn’t—and still doesn’t—go to a lot of concerts, either, which leaves him in the lurch when it comes to identifying instruments.
The faint strains wind their way from the speaker in her room to Bucky’s apartment. Every night he listens for it. When the music finally arrives, he closes his eyes and lets it carry him to sleep. On the nights when the nightmares plague him and keep him from fully drifting off, Bucky listens all the way through her playlist. Though he doesn’t know any of their names, he can recognize most of the songs by now, even when she stops them partway through or listens to the same few sections over and over again. The constant rewinding is an odd habit, that much he could admit, but her music has become a source of comfort for him. She rarely adds new songs, too, which he appreciates.
Bucky never mentions to anyone how much he enjoys listening to Y/N’s music. His interactions with her are few and far between, and he knows the team would give him hell if he admitted any kind of link with her. She’d joined the team as an analyst during the last year of the Blip, and she’d moved into the compound when it became clear that she could do her job more efficiently if she was nearby. Originally, she’d had the whole hallway to herself, but once Bucky and the rest of the population returned and the compound had been rebuilt, Bucky took an apartment next door to hers. He hadn’t initially wanted to have a direct neighbor, but Fury had insisted that the units be given out sequentially, and Bucky hadn’t wanted to start a fight. Either way, that part of the residential wing now holds two occupants, both of which keep to themselves. He’s perfectly happy with the arrangement.
“You were up late last night,” Sam says, and Bucky grunts as he pours himself a cup of coffee. It’s thick and dark, which means that he’ll have to add more sugar than usual. Whoever made the pot clearly doesn’t know the value of good coffee in the morning, or maybe they just don’t care.
“Aren’t you gonna ask me how I know that?” Sam presses after a few moments.
Bucky can feel him staring and he sighs, reaching for the glass sugar container pushed up against the wall. Sam takes a sip of his own coffee.
“Did you get your little bird to follow me around?”
Sam scowls, almost a perfect mirror of Bucky’s own expression. “His name is Redwing, and no. I was in Y/N’s room last night. It was pretty late when I left and I could hear you moving around in your room.”
“Oh, that’s not creepy at all,” Bucky remarks. Sam narrows his eyes, which Bucky ignores as he spoons sugar into his mug and then pushes the container back into place. “I didn’t know you and Y/N were friends.”
Shrugging, Sam shifts his mug to the other hand and grabs one of the muffins Wanda had left out for the team. She’s been on a baking kick lately, not that Bucky’s complaining.
“We’re friendly enough. Are you?”
“Am I what?”
“Friends with Y/N,” Sam replies.
Bucky glances over at him, suspicious. “No. We only talk when she’s helping on missions. Why?”
Sam only hums in response and takes a bite of the muffin. He’s being obnoxious on purpose, but Bucky doesn’t have the energy to take the bait and fight back. He had been up late the night before. Y/N’s music hadn’t helped like it normally did, so Bucky had worked out on the floor, forced himself to journal for his therapy appointment, and paced the perimeter of his room. By the time he finally wore himself out, the sun was about to rise. He’d only slept maybe an hour before his alarm had gone off.
“She plays louder for you, you know,” Sam says, shouting after Bucky as he leaves the kitchen.
The hallways of the compound are blissfully empty, which allows Bucky to relax a little as he walks back to his room. His temple throbs and he ignores it, taking a sip from his mug. The coffee scalds his throat on the way down. It doesn’t matter—the serum never lets his tongue or fingers be burned any longer than an hour unless it’s major.
Turning down the hallway of his apartment, Bucky pauses for a split-second at the sight of Y/N backing out of her room.
“Good morning, Sergeant Barnes,” she says, shooting him a quick smile.
He returns it, though from the worried look she gives him in response, he can only assume that his expression held more of a grimace than anything.
Y/N turns her attention back to her doorway as Bucky passes by, and he catches a glimpse of a black wheeled case. It just barely fits through the door. She pulls it out of her room and steadies it with one hand when it rocks as it rolls over the vinyl divider separating her apartment carpet from the concrete hallway.
“I’ll see you around!” she calls after him.
Bucky glances back over his shoulder, surprised that she even thought to say goodbye after his initial response, and he lifts his mug in farewell. Y/N smiles again—a warm, devastatingly genuine smile that makes Bucky’s stomach flip and his throat tighten—then turns forward and keeps walking.
Her black case trails steadily behind her. Bucky stares after her for a moment, watching as she turns the corner towards the elevators. He feels like he should know what’s inside of it, but he can’t quite put his finger on whatever it is. The case definitely doesn’t hold weapons, at least not any that he’s seen before, though it’s very possible Stark created new tech without telling him. Then again, Y/N isn't the person to be testing new tech anyway. She has minimal field training; all employees in the compound have to master a list of basic defense skills and she’s no exception. Bucky’s seen her in action. She can hold her own, but she isn’t one to go out of the way to try a new tactic or do something fancy. That means it probably isn't new tech, and that irritates him more. His temple throbs again.
Why can’t I figure this out? What the hell is it?
Shaking his head, Bucky keeps walking and heads into his apartment. The door slams behind him, muffling FRIDAY’s automatic greeting.
“Dim the lights,” Bucky grumbles, and the room immediately gets darker. “Mission status report?”
“Captain Rogers and Agent Romanoff are scheduled to return at 0800 hours. The mission was successful and there were no injuries. Would you like me to contact them?”
Bucky lets out a sigh of relief. “No, thank you.” He pauses, sipping his coffee and staring out at the forest that lines the property. Sam is headed across the lawn towards the tree line, no doubt to test the new Redwing tech he’s been working on with Torres. The soldier had been here earlier in the week. Bucky had hid in his apartment.
“Do I have anything I have to go to today?”
“Your schedule is clear, Sergeant Barnes. Would you like me to add something?” FRIDAY asks.
“No,” he answers, maybe a little too quickly. Then again, FRIDAY won’t judge him, at least not to his face.
The carved wooden coaster Y/N had bought him on the only vacation she’d taken since before the Blip has gotten lost somewhere under the bed. He’d probably knocked it down during a nightmare. Silently, he takes another sip from his mug and then sets it down in the bare spot on the nightstand where the coaster should be before dropping himself onto the edge of the bed. He can feel bad about the water rings on the wood later.
“Is Y/N scheduled to work on any missions this afternoon?” The question escapes before Bucky can even process what he’s thinking, let alone saying.
“Today is Miss Y/L/N’s day off,” FRIDAY reports.
Is it Tuesday already?
Rubbing his eyes with his right hand, Bucky tries to focus. He’s gotten by on less sleep than this before. What’s gotten into him? Why did seeing her in the hallway leave him so rattled?
His phone chimes with a text alert and he drops his hand back down, sighing, then reaches for the device. It’s Steve—they’re on their way back and he’s sent a special report back to Y/N. Though it’s her day off, it’s urgent. Steve asks if Bucky can check in with her to make sure she’s gotten it.
“Why’re you always asking me to ask her this stuff, punk?” Bucky grumbles. He texts that to Steve, then sends another message affirming that he’ll check in with Y/N, regardless of whose job it should be. Steve doesn’t answer.
"FRIDAY, has Y/N left yet?”
“Miss Y/L/N just got off the elevator on the second floor.”
With a groan, Bucky pushes himself up from the mattress and downs the rest of his coffee. He leaves the mug on the nightstand to be cleaned up later, then heads out of his room toward the elevator.
The analysts’ room is only one floor down, but it’s secure and requires a retinal scan or an intense series of passwords. It takes up most of the level, with the exception of a meeting room, the break room, and a small lab where Tony tests his non-lethal designs. There are no windows, mostly due to the confidential nature of the missions, but there is a small one in the break room that Y/N had outfitted with a Roman shade shortly after the new compound had opened. She’d added plants too, claiming that looking at greenery when you’re stressed will help to calm you down. Bucky isn’t sure if he believes her, but when he stays back to help with longer missions, he takes advantage of the window in the break room if the analysts’ room starts to feel claustrophobic.
Y/N’s desk sits against the largest wall of the room so she can have plenty of room for screens, and there’s a glass wall separating her set up from the others. It turns opaque and soundproof at the touch of the button, providing even more confidentiality for important missions. Since joining the team, she’s quickly proven herself to be a vital asset and a good friend to the group. Bucky can easily admit that his job would be a lot harder without her, as would his life. Every mission that she works goes smoother, leaving him with less stress before and after. Between that and the music, life is infinitely better with Y/N as part of the team. Not that he’ll admit it aloud to anyone.
Y/N is now the main analyst at the compound, hence Steve pulling her in on her day off. She won’t complain. She never does. It’s part of what sets her apart from the rest; she, like Steve, never takes a break.
When the elevator doors open, Bucky’s first thought is that the lights shouldn’t be off. Even the emergency panels are dark. His stomach twists in warning, he wishes he’d brought a gun. The hairs on the back of his neck stand up. Something is definitely wrong. His second thought is that Y/N can’t be here like FRIDAY had told him. If she had come down to the analysts’ room, she would’ve told someone about the lights being off right away.
“Hello? Is somebody there? I need help!”
Y/N’s voice echoes through the dark hallways and spurs him to action. Bucky draws back his left fist and smashes the glass protecting the fire emergency kit built into the wall. He grabs the ax and stalks down the hall on high alert. There are no signs of an intruder, but he grips the handle in his right hand and clenches his other into a fist.
“Y/N?” he calls. “Where are you?”
The relief in her voice makes Bucky’s heart clench. “Bucky! I’m at my desk! I’m— I’m stuck, I can’t get out!”
He practically runs to her desk. The serum sharpens his vision enough that he’s able to see the damaged desks strewn in his path despite the blackout, and he climbs over them or pushes them out of the way with ease.
When he gets to her, Bucky sets the ax within arm’s reach and crouches beside Y/N. His brain quickly catalogues the scene, creating a mental list of all the hazards and threats. With no imminent danger from an assailant, the only threat is to Y/N’s health.
The desk has been flipped and she’s pinned underneath it. Most of the weight is on her limbs, but she’s laying on her back and a spike of panic goes through him when he realizes that she could have spinal damage or internal bleeding.
Several of the screens have fallen from the wall onto one of her legs, and shattered glass litters the floor. The glass wall between her desk and the others has been completely destroyed as well. A loose wire lays nearby and the sharp smell of gasoline burns his nostrils the longer he stays beside her.
“FRIDAY?” Bucky called. When there’s no response, he pulls out his phone and orders it to call Tony. He puts the phone on speaker, sets it in a relatively clear spot on the floor, and turns on the flashlight while the call connects.
“Tony, the second floor’s been compromised. Y/N’s trapped and I’m getting her out now. Have Cho prep the medbay for her.”
Tony’s response is just as urgent as he predicted it would be, and almost immediately, Bucky hears the alarms going off on the other floors. No doubt Sam is running in from the forest now, and Steve and Natasha will be alerted that the compound's been compromised. The call ends and he turns his attention back to Y/N.
She shifts slightly, then lets out a sharp cry of pain and a sob. It rips his heart in two.
Focus, he reminds himself. The longer she’s stuck, the greater the damage could be.
“I’ve got you, sweetheart, I’ve got you,” Bucky soothes. “Stay still for me, okay?"
She inhales sharply and nods. “I’m sorry, Sergeant Barnes.”
“It’s not your fault. I need you to stay still so I can get this off of you, alright?”
She nods again, and Bucky gets to work inspecting the desk and screens. Once he’s sure that moving them won’t endanger her any further, he carefully lifts them up, then away. He moves everything closer to where it belongs and then comes back to where she’s still laying on the floor. She hasn’t attempt to move, though he’s not sure if that’s due to her training or if she’s simply unable to.
“Okay, Y/N. You think you can move?” he asks. “Start small.”
“I think so,” she says, though her voice sounds less than confident. She starts to roll over onto her side, but she jerks back in pain and lets out a shout as soon as she puts weight on her arm. The sound of her crying will echo forever in Bucky’s head, he’s sure of it.
“I’ve got you, I’ve got you,” he murmurs. “Hold still.”
He looks her over, searching for blood or exposed bones. There’s nothing that seems extremely dangerous for her, though she’s clearly broken at least one bone in her arm and her pants are dotted with splotches of blood from where the glass has cut through the fabric.
Bucky sits up and looks back toward the elevator, listening for any sign that Stark or the others are on their way. All he can hear is the wail of the sirens reverberating down the elevator shaft. He clenches his teeth.
If they don’t get here soon…
Her voices breaks when she pleads, “Stay.”
Y/N shivers as shock sets in, and he can tell after only a few seconds that she’s clinging to consciousness. Her eyes are unfocused, though her gaze is directed toward him. After a moment more, he resolves himself to get her to the medbay on his own.
“I’m stayin',” he promises. With great care, and slower than he’d like given that he isn’t sure where the intruders went, Bucky shifts her legs so that he can slip his arm underneath the backs of her knees. He wants to adjust her hands so that her wrists are crossed over her chest, but his hands hover over her long enough that she realizes his intentions.
“My wrists…. Bucky…”
She’s never called him solely by his first name. His heart squeezes inside his chest, and for a second he thinks he’s having a heart attack. “I know, sweetheart, I know. I’m gonna get you out of here. I’m gonna carry you up to medbay.”
“What?” Panic fills her expression. His breath catches in his throat. “What? No, Bucky, it hurts! Please don’t—”
She lets out a shout when Bucky lifts her up, cradling her against his chest with his right arm behind her knees and the vibranium one supporting her back. Her wrists rest loosely over her abdomen. Y/N continues to shake, both from the shock and the pain, but also from her continued sobs. Her throat sounds raw and Bucky grits his teeth, his own eyes filling with tears.
As he climbs back over the rubble of the analysts’ room, Bucky tries to keep from jostling her as much as possible, but by the time they reach the elevator, she’s passed out with her head slumped against his chest.
He bends at the knees, squatting down just enough to press the button to call the elevator with one finger. When it doesn't light up, he mutters a curse and turns towards the stairwell door behind him. There’s a noise from the other side of the door, and then it flies off the hinges and he finds himself staring into Tony’s palm. It’s already alight with bright white energy and Bucky instinctively backs away.
“Well, don’t stand in front of doors if you don’t want ‘em shoved open! What do we got?” Tony replies. He drops his hand back down to his side, his head turning as he scans the dark analysts’ room behind Bucky for signs of danger or an intruder.
“Power’s out, including FRIDAY and the elevator. I haven’t seen or heard anything since I got down here, but everything’s destroyed and it smells like gas. Not sure if it’s a leak or if they tried to light the place before I got here, but she seems to be breathing fine.”
Tony steps closer. His mask lifts, revealing his face. Bucky doesn’t need any light to see the concern and fear in Stark’s eyes. He’s clearly not the only one affected by Y/N’s state.
“What happened?” Tony asks, glancing down at Y/N.
“I don’t know if they attacked her or if she was trying to keep the information on the computer safe, but I found her pinned underneath her desk. The screens fell, too, but mostly on her legs.”
Tony nods. “Sam’s checking the other floors, but we haven’t found anything. We’ll take it from here. You get her up to see Cho.”
Nodding, Bucky climbs the three flights of stairs to the fifth floor, leaving Tony to search the analysts’ floor for any information on the intruders and their motives.
The medbay is tucked in between the two main labs, where the different researchers have easy access to doctors. They need them more often than they’d like to admit, but thankfully, any researchers in the vicinity evacuated when the alarms went off, leaving the medley clear and the staff free to take care of Y/N.
As soon as the stairwell door opens, Helen is waiting for him. Tony must have relayed that he was on his way up with Y/N, because even when the medical team is ready to stitch people up after missions, they only come running if they knew there’s an emergency. Two medical assistants rush over with a gurney.
“What happened?” Helen asks.
Bucky follows their lead and carefully lays Y/N on the bed as he replies, “She was trapped underneath two smashed screens and a desk. I don’t know what else happened, but she’s definitely injured her arms, wrists, or hands. The cuts on her legs are from the shattered glass. She passed out about two minutes ago, most likely from the pain.”
Helen nods and starts walking behind the gurney as they wheel her away. “We’ll take it from here, Sergeant. We’ll let the team know if there are any significant updates.”
Though he should be relieved that Y/N is in good hands, Bucky’s stomach still twists as he watches the medical team disappear through the double doors and into the medbay. He’s frozen in place as he watches the access light beside the doors turn red, locking out any unwelcome visitors.
A hand on his arm makes him flinch, and he turns, already pushing the person away. Steve immediately backs up to give him space, both hands in the air.
“Whoa, hey. It’s just me, man,” he soothes. “Is Y/N in there?” He nods at the medbay doors, still keeping his distance. He slowly lowers his hands. “Tony told me what happened.”
“The whole floor was destroyed, Steve.”
“Did they hurt her?” Steve asks, a hint of iron in his voice. He clearly doesn’t like the thought of Y/N facing danger alone, either. The entire team loves her. If someone hurt her, they’d pay.
I’d make them pay, Bucky thinks.
“I don’t know.” He clenches his jaw and his fists follow suit. “She was trapped under her desk and two screens, but I swear, if we find out they did something—”
Steve places a hand on his shoulder. “We’ll find them, Buck. Don’t worry.”
Bucky shrugs him off and goes to stare out the windows. As much as he hates to admit it, the sight of all the greenery surrounding the compound helps calm his racing heart, just like Y/N always says it will. For a second, his mind wanders, wondering if he should get a plant for his apartment.
Does she have plants? As soon as the thought crosses his mind, he frowns at himself. Don’t be a creep.
The elevator down the hall chimes, and Bucky doesn’t have to look away from the windows to know that Tony has arrived, along with Sam and Natasha.
“How is she?” Nat asks. Steve answers, and Bucky tunes them out, focusing instead on the tree line and the tangled thread of thoughts going through his head over and over again.
If I’d only gotten there sooner, this wouldn’t have happened.
If I hadn’t gone back to my room to avoid Sam, maybe I would’ve been able to stop whoever it was.
If I’d stopped to ask what was in her case—
Bucky straightens. It’s as if someone has poured ice water over his head. Y/N’s case, he remembers. The strangely shaped black case hadn’t been anywhere near her desk, at least not that he’d seen, but he hadn’t been looking for it at the time. He’d been so focused on helping her that he’d forgotten all about it. If the case holds weapons or Stark tech of some kind, he needs to find it.
“I’ll be back,” Bucky says, already marching past the rest of the group towards the stairwell. “Is the power back on the second floor?”
“Yes, but—”
He ignores the rest of Steve’s response, already flinging open the door and taking the stairs in twos. It only takes him forty-five seconds to get back to the analysts’ room.
With the power back on, Bucky can truly see the damage, and he has to stop in the doorway to catch his breath. There isn’t a single desk, chair, or computer setup in the room that hasn’t been destroyed. From the doorway, he can even see that the lab has been raided, and several people have already begun the clean-up process on that end of the floor. His train of thought sticks for a second, providing him image after image of the horrible things that could have happened to Y/N if he hadn’t gotten there in time or if the assailants hadn’t fled. He pushes them away, focusing on the task at hand.
It takes almost a half hour of searching, but Bucky finally find Y/N’s discarded case wedged upright against a wall by a desk strewn lengthwise on its side. He tips the desk off the case, then lowers it back to the floor with his left hand while he holds the case against the wall with the other.
Unsure of what he’ll find, Bucky lowers the case to the floor and exhales sharply. He kneels down beside it. His hands hover over the strange, curved top for a second while his heart pounds in his chest. If this is a weapon, there’s no telling what might happen when he opens it up. He still has the strange feeling that he should know what’s inside of it, but it’s like his brain won’t focus. He’s used to missing pieces of his memory, especially things he would’ve known before HYDRA. His therapist would be telling him to talk it out and try to make connections between what he knows now and his memories from back then, but there’s no time for that. The only logical thing a case like this could be in the Avengers compound is a weapon, and if it’s been damaged or armed, he can’t risk it.
He pulls out his phone and dials on autopilot. The line connects almost immediately.
“Where did you go?” Steve asks.
“Second floor. Listen, Y/N had some kind of case with her when she was attacked. I’m not sure what’s in it, and if whoever trashed the place tampered with it—”
There’s no cordiality in Steve’s voice when he answers, “I’m on my way.” The call ends a second later.
Steve appears within a minute, walking with purpose across the room. He’s still in his gear from the mission. Behind him, Sam enters in full gear as well, his shoulders tense and his vision focused forward.
“What do we know about the case?” Steve asks as he approaches.
“Nothing, but I feel like I should. Maybe it’s one of those weapons that Stark was talking about last week in the conference room?” Bucky never pays attention during the bi-weekly and post-mission debriefs, and everyone knows. Nobody dares correct him.
Once the two men are close enough to see the case laid out on the floor, Sam lets out a relieved chuckle. “Oh, man,” he says, and he stops a dozen feet away.
Steve stops too, his hands on his hips as he sighs and tilts his head back, closing his eyes. He turns to the side after a second, just enough that Bucky can’t tell his expression, but his posture is infinitely more relaxed.
“What?” Bucky asks, sitting up a little straighter. He hates feeling like everyone knows something that he doesn’t, especially when he already feels like he should. “What is it?”
Sam grins down at him. Bucky has the sudden urge to deck him.
“That’s her cello,” Sam explains, continuing when he narrows his eyes at him, “She must’ve been on the way to her lesson.”
Bucky blinks, and suddenly, everything makes sense. It’s like he’s walked into a brick wall that knocked something into place, and now all the pieces of the story are connecting, one by one. The instrumental music, the way it repeats over and over again, the way the case looks oddly familiar… Everything makes sense.
“She plays the cello,” Bucky murmurs. He stares at the rubble around them, his mind spinning as he uses that information to make sense of so many other interactions he’s had with Y/N, including the one from this morning.
Steve drops his hands back down to his sides. “You didn’t know?”
“No, I—” Bucky clears his throat and glances up at him, then looks away. He turns back to the case on the floor and hastily unzips it. Inside, laying carefully cushioned by black velvet, is a cello. The overhead light reflects off the red wood, showing off the grain, and though a small part of Bucky desperately wants to run his fingers over it—his real fingers, so he can feel the smoothness of the wood and the tension in the strings—he restrains himself. He knows better than that.
“I knew,” he says, quieter than before.
The room falls silent for a few moments before Steve rests his fingertips on Bucky’s shoulder, just for a second, then walks away. Sam follows him, but Bucky doesn’t turn to watch them leave. He sits on the floor beside the cello, just looking at it. He listens to the chatter and the noise coming from the lab clean-up, but mostly, he looks at Y/N’s cello. It’s beautiful, and well taken care of. It’s a miracle that the case protected it from the attack. The case itself doesn’t even look scuffed.
Sam had said she was on her way to a lesson. Bucky hadn’t even known that she played the cello, let alone that she took lessons, though in retrospect, he should’ve figured it out. She’s been playing for him every night for months now. How had he been so blind?
Finally, after the stairwell door slams again and several more moments have passed, he zips up the case. Then, carefully, he lifts it up by the handle at the top, tilting it so the wheels stay solidly on the floor. It takes some maneuvering to get it through the analysts’ room to the now-working elevator. He has to keep stopping to move desks, screens, and toppled chairs out of the way, and each time, Bucky stands the cello case upright, gently supporting it with both hands until he’s sure it’s stable.
After what Y/N’s been through, he tells himself, she doesn’t deserve to have something so important to her destroyed.
He makes it to the elevator and heaves a sigh, but he keeps the cello close until he’s back outside his apartment. He only lets go of it just long enough to get the door open. Bucky stores it on the floor of his empty closet, where he can lay it down with nothing around it. His clothes are all in the dresser anyway, and he promises himself it will only be there until Y/N is safely back in her room, rather than in the medbay.
“Sergeant Barnes,” FRIDAY says, and Bucky flinches. He closes his eyes and takes a steadying breath.
“What?”
“Captain Rogers is requesting your presence in the medbay. He says to tell you that it’s urgent, but that Y/N is fine.”
It feels as if all the tension in Bucky’s body has drained been out through his feet. He hangs his head, his hand on the wall beside the closet door, and nods.
“Okay.” Sighing, he runs a hand over his face and inhales deeply, then closes the door the rest of the way. “Okay. Tell him I’ll be right there.”
FRIDAY doesn’t answer, as usual, so Bucky heads up one floor to the medbay. The rest of the team has dispersed, but Steve remains standing outside the double doors. The light beside them is green. He looks up when the elevator chimes. He still hasn’t changed out of his gear.
“She’s okay,” Steve reassures.
Bucky nods. “I got your message.” He doesn’t have to say it, but they both know that he’s grateful Steve repeated it anyway.
“The doctor says she’ll make a full recovery.”
“Why does it sound like there’s something more?” Bucky asks. Sighing, Steve glances back at the doors.
“Her right wrist is broken and she’s got three broken fingers on her left hand.”
“So she’s out of commission for a while.”
“At least twelve weeks, maybe more, depending on how the recovery goes. She had to have surgery.”
“We’ll have to find someone to help out on missions when she can’t,” Bucky says. “I’m sure that Fury has some kind of hierarchy we can use.”
Steve shakes his head. “Buck, she won’t be able to play cello that whole time. That’s— That’s gonna feel like a death sentence to her. To you.”
Bucky turns and stares out the windows again. A crow flies by, cawing loud enough that he can hear it through the glass.
After a moment, he asks, “Did everyone know that she played cello except me?”
“It was never a secret. It’s in her personnel file,” Steve tells him.
Bucky sighs again. He’s never read anyone’s files. It feels like an invasion of privacy. He’s gone most of his life without privacy, and he hates the fact that anyone can know whatever they want about people in the compound. He refuses to betray anyone else that way if he can help it.
“Listen,” Steve begins, and Bucky turns to face him. “She asked for you.”
“Me?”
He smiles a little, clearly amused, though there are bags under his eyes. He still hasn’t slept since returning from his two-week mission somewhere in the Arctic. “You rescued her.”
As much as Bucky wants to scoff at his friend’s expression, he can’t argue when it comes to Y/N. He just can’t. “Right.”
“Just… Get in there. Tell her to let us know if she needs anything.”
“Will do, pal.” Bucky stays put until the elevator doors close behind Steve and the numbers above them start to descend. He goes into the medbay then, quietly, just in case Y/N is asleep.
“Sergeant Barnes.”
Helen steps into view with a tablet in hand and Bucky straightens. Her presence always sets him on edge, though he knows she’s part of the team.
“Doctor. How’s she doing?”
She gives him a tight, polite smile. “She’s recovering. She’s already awake, and she’s asking for you. I assume that’s why you’re here?”
Bucky nods, then hesitates. “With her injuries… She plays the cello.”
The polite smile turns into a pitying grimace. “It’ll be quite the recovery for her, but Tony has already told us he’s on the lookout for the best physical therapist he can find.”
Already nodding again, Bucky turns towards the doors to the surgical recovery room. He’s been here before, once for himself and once for Steve, and he knows the layout like the back of his hand. He doesn’t need to, however, because Y/N is blinking at him from her bed, her expression soft and sleep-addled.
“Bucky,” she murmurs, and she squints a little. Her speech isn’t quite slurred, but she’s less clear than normal. It makes his heart clench to see her like this. “The light’s are bright.”
“I’ve got it.” He dims them with the switch on the wall before taking the chair beside her bed.
She’s laying on her back with her right wrist on the bed beside her. It’s heavily bandaged. Her left hand is on top of her stomach, also wrapped in clean bandages.
“Thank you.” She closes her eyes and he wonders after a minute if she’s gone to sleep, but then opens them and looks at him intensely.
“You should rest,” Bucky says, and she hums in response.
“Probably. Thank you for saving me. If you hadn’t shown up…” He shakes his head and scoots forward in his seat, putting a hand on her shoulder.
“Someone would have found you if I hadn’t.”
Y/N shakes her head back at him, frowning. He can see the panic forming, an after-thought clouded by the pain medication. “My cello…”
“I’ve got it. It’s in my room.”
“Your room?” She scrunches up her nose at him. “Why?”
He can’t help but chuckle at her. Bucky knows it’s the anesthesia and the drugs, but her expression is far from the ordinary.
“I can’t access your room, Y/N.”
“Oh.”
The recovery room lapses into silence, except for the monitors beside him, but then Y/N says, “I’m sorry I won’t be able to play for a while.”
“You don’t need to apologize. This isn’t your fault.”
“I know. I’m still sorry.”
He doesn’t know what to say, doesn’t know how to make her feel better, so he stays silent. She watches him from the bed, her eyes closing further and further between each blink until finally, she just keeps them closed.
Bucky sighs and sits back in the chair. He pulls his hand away when he realizes it’s still touching her shoulder. The sliding doors open behind him.
“She needs to rest,” Helen says. It’s not a statement; it’s an order, and Bucky’s heard enough of those to know which ones are worth following. He stands and nods politely at her, then leaves without another word.
Two weeks later, FRIDAY alerts Bucky to Y/N’s presence at his door. He opens it to find her standing there, her tablet held against her chest with her good wrist.
“Bucky,” she greets, though she’s not smiling.
The fact that she’s still calling him by his first name still makes his breath catch in his throat. “Everything okay?”
“Can you help me with something?”
He nods and steps aside, making space for her in the doorway. She steps inside his apartment, silently taking it in before she takes a seat on one end of his couch. She pulls her arm away from her chest and allows the tablet to clumsily fall to her lap.
“I’m making a playlist,” she explains, “of all the music I normally play.”
“I’m not sure how I can help with that,” Bucky replies, closing the door. He stands near the wall until she glances at the empty end of the couch and gestures with her bandaged hand.
“FRIDAY is great, but sometimes things need a human touch, you know?”
He can’t argue with that, so he nods and sits opposite her. He’s very aware that they’re alone in his apartment for the first time.
How is she so casual about this?
She’s talking to her tablet and he realizes that he’s zoned out on her. Embarrassed, he gets up from the couch and takes the few steps to his bedside, where he’d set down his morning cup of coffee. It’s room temperature now, but the bitter taste is sharp in his mouth and makes him focus on the present.
“See? I really just need help putting them in order,” she’s saying. “FRIDAY put them all on the playlist, but no matter how I phrase it, I can’t get her to put them in the order I want.”
“You’ll have to show me how to do it.”
Y/N looks up at him, as if she’s surprised he’s responded to her. “Really? You’ll help?”
“Why wouldn’t I?”
I’d do anything for you.
Seemingly at a loss for words, she shrugs and glances back down at the tablet, then at him again. Then, she says, “It’s easy. Come sit with me and I’ll show you.”
The invitation is simple, and he’s helpless. He sits beside her, closer this time, and takes the tablet from her lap. She explains how to move the tracks around on the playlist—he understands after only a few seconds that she needs help because she physically can’t move them around without the use of her fingers—and he obediently moves them around. Sometimes she stops to ask his opinion on where to place something on the playlist. She hums the main melody when she can, or she’ll have him play part of the track until he recognizes the tune. Much to his surprise, Bucky recognizes all of them.
“I think that’s good,” Y/N finally says, and he locks the screen. It goes dark in his lap. “Thank you. I feel like anyone else would’ve thought this was stupid and tedious, but I like them in a certain order, you know?”
Bucky nods. “I do.” He hesitates, then asks, “Did Helen tell you when you’ll be able to play again?”
She shakes her head and the light in her eyes dims. “No. It’ll be a couple months at least, I’m sure.”
“Oh.”
What am I supposed to say to that?
“I’m sorry,” he tries again.
Y/N forces a closed-lipped smile. It’s half-hearted and she looks down at her lap, where her bandaged hands are resting.
“It’s strange, you know?” she asks after a moment, still not looking at him. He doesn’t respond, hoping she’ll clarify. “Not playing, I mean.”
“You usually play every day.”
“I have for years. The only time I didn’t was right after the—” She falls silent again, and he knows what she means.
The Blip.
“You didn’t disappear.”
“No. But I wished I had.”
“Where were you?”
She inhales deeply, sitting up taller. Nobody likes reliving painful memories, Bucky knows this from experience, but he couldn’t help but ask.
“Playing. I was the principal cellist at the New York Philharmonic. We were in the middle of a concerto, and I was playing the solo when my stand partner just… dissolved. Sometimes I can still feel her ashes on my hands.” Y/N’s voice trembles, but she continues, “There was screaming. My friends and co-workers were disappearing all around me, and even our conductor… He was there one moment and gone the next. I could hear the audience screaming, instruments hitting the floor…”
Bucky wraps an arm around her shoulders, pulling her in close as she begins to cry. He hates himself for dredging up such a painful memory for her.
Idiot, he thinks, as he soothes her with soft noises and murmurs of reassurance. Why didn’t you stop her?
After several minutes, she sits up and he pulls his arm back. Y/N reaches for a box of tissues on the small table beside the couch, but when she’s unable to pull one out without the box sliding out of reach, Bucky stands to get it for her. He holds onto the box and stands off to the side in case she needs another.
“I’m sorry,” Y/N finally says, pinching the tissue with the fingers on her right hand. “I’m a mess.”
“I’m the one that brought it up, I should be the one apologizing to you.”
She shakes her head and looks up at him, her eyes puffy and red from crying. “You have nothing to apologize for, Bucky.”
He nods and sits back down beside her. They sit in silence for several moments before he asks, “Why did you become an analyst? A lot of orchestras kept going.”
Y/N sighs and leans back against the couch. He turns so he can see her better. Her fingers fidget with a hole in her jeans. The tissue she’d used has fallen onto the floor beside her feet.
“It was too hard to be on the stage after what happened, and I didn’t feel… useful.” She lets out a rueful laugh. “It feels awful to say that aloud. I’m a big proponent that music is one of the few things in life that doesn’t need a “use”. It does so much for people, even stuff that we don’t realize.”
“So you went back to school?”
She looks over at him, curious. “I have two degrees. You didn’t know that?”
Bucky shakes his head. “I’ve never read your file.”
“Oh.” Y/N pauses. “I haven’t read yours either, for what it’s worth.”
He’s filled with a sudden gratitude for that and his shoulders drop a little. He hadn’t even realized they’d been tense.
“Anyway, I found any entry level position and then got promoted a few times. I didn’t play for over a year, and then when I finally decided I could handle it, it became more of an escape than anything. I tried to audition for a few things on the side, but every time I felt any kind of pressure to perform, I’d totally break down. It was awful. There was one time that I had a flashback as I was playing. When I finally calmed down, one of the panelists told me that I’d only played two notes before I started hyperventilating. She said I played the whole piece in its entirety before I passed out.”
“I’m sorry.”
Y/N shrugs and glances at him. “It is what it is. I stopped auditioning after that, and it honestly didn’t feel like my life was lacking anything. I was still playing, just in a different capacity. And when Fury hired me and I got to move here, I had more time to play. I wasn’t commuting an hour to my job every day, which was nice. Fury made sure I had access to whatever sheet music I want, and Tony’s continued that.” She smiles a little.
Bucky hesitates for a moment before asking, “Why did you stop calling me Sergeant Barnes?” He’s been wondering for so long that it feels like he might never figure it out if he doesn’t ask.
Why did you say it like that? Idiot, she’s going to think that you don’t want her to call you that!
Her smile falters at the sudden change in conversation. “What?”
“You started calling me Bucky after the attack. You didn’t before.”
“Do you not want me to call you that?” She stands, frowning at him.
Frantically, Bucky stands and scrambles to fix things. It feels like his stomach is eating itself from the inside out. “No, it’s fine.” It’s more than fine. “You just used to be so formal.” I hated it. “And now you’re more…”
“Informal,” she concludes. He nods and she glances at his half-made bed. He’d been in the middle of making it when she came to the door. “Well… you called me sweetheart.”
“I did?” Bucky frowns, his eyebrows furrowing as he wracks his brain for a memory of the phrase. “When?”
“When you were digging me out of my office.”
“I don’t… remember that. I’m sorry,” he offers. He’s always been so careful not to cross any boundaries. Her formality had always been a boundary he’s assumed was purposeful on her part. He’d respected it at every turn, but if he was the one to cross it first, without her permission…
She shakes her head with a small, surprisingly shy smile. “Don’t be. I don’t mind.”
Bucky’s heart skips a beat. His stomach pauses mid-twist. “You don’t?”
“No.” She pauses. “I’ve wanted to call you Bucky for a long time. It felt strange calling you Sergeant Barnes when everyone else just called you by your nickname. Especially since…” Y/N trails off, then reaches down to gather up her tablet. “I should get going. Thanks for your help with the playlist.”
“Since what?”
“Never mind.” She goes to step around him and Bucky panics. He reaches out and grabs her arm, just above her elbow. Y/N pauses and looks up at him. Her jerks his hand away as if it’s been scalded, despite the fact that it’s his vibranium one.
“I’m sorry.”
“I play for you,” says Y/N, plainly. She pauses, then corrects, “I used to play for you.”
“What?” The floor might as well have dropped out from beneath his feet. He can’t quite catches breath. “When?”
“Every night, when you weren’t out on missions. I have since the compound was rebuilt, for months now.”
Y/N steps back over to the couch and bends down so she can gently drop the tablet onto the cushion. She straightens up and looks at him. In the hallway, Bucky hears two of the maintenance personnel walk past, talking to each other softly. He doesn’t place the language, which is a first for him. He’s so used to listening in on other’s conversations, scrambling for every piece of intel he can get about his surroundings, but suddenly, all he can think about is her. It’s the same feeling he’d had when he found her pinned to the floor by the desk, but with less terror involved. His mind is singularly focused on her.
She plays louder for you, you know. Sam’s words from the morning of the attack ring in Bucky’s ears.
“Why?” His voice feels stuck in his throat and he swallows. “Why would you do that?”
Moving closer to him, Y/N reaches up with her right hand. The neon cast has been signed by the rest of the team. Someone’s even drawn a cello near the top, albeit a poor attempt at one. She hovers near his arm before gently placing her hand there. He doesn’t pull away, though he knows she’s moving slow enough so that he has plenty of time to.
She’s smiling. “Because you appreciate it, Bucky. From what I can tell, you love it, for some of the same reasons that I do. When I play…” Y/N inhales deeply and then shakes her head. “It’s peaceful. It helps me calm down when I’m stressed. It reminds me that there’s beautiful things in the world. After some of the missions we’ve done—”
“—it’s hard to remember that not everything’s bad,” Bucky finishes.
“Exactly.” She shifts her hand, moving it up his arm and onto his shoulder. Her cast is bulky and the hardened fiberglass is rough even through his shirt.
“I like you a lot,” she murmurs. “I’ve been scared to tell you until now. Hell, I’m still scared. I think… I think that every time I played for you, I was trying to tell you, but I just didn’t know how to put it into words.”
“I like you too,” he says. The tightness in his chest loosens at the confession. “Will you still play for me when you’re able? Now that I know it’s you and not just a recording?”
She nods, her face breaking into a full, bright smile. “I’ll play for you especially now that you know."
Months later, Bucky finds himself outside Y/N’s door. He fidgets for a second with the flowers in his hands, wondering if he should’ve even brought them in the first place. He takes a step back with the intent to head back to his apartment and leave them there before coming back, but he freezes when the door opens and Y/N meets his eyes.
She’s changed since dinner. Instead of her normal work clothes—black pants and an Avengers-branded shirt—she’s wearing sweatpants and a shirt with the letters “NEC” emblazoned on the front.
Y/N smiles at him, and then her eyes fall to the flowers in his hands and she smiles wider. “Are those for me?” she asks.
“Yeah. I don’t”—Bucky clears his throat—“I don’t know if it’s still the tradition to bring flowers to someone’s performance…”
She reaches out and takes them. She brushes her fingers over the petals and Bucky watches in silence. The scars from the pins in her fingers have healed, though he knows that her hands and her wrist ache when the weather changes, just like his shoulder.
“They’re beautiful. Thank you. But this isn’t a performance, not really. It’s just for you.”
His heart thumps in his chest when she steps out of the way to allow him into her apartment. He’s been here a few times, but not at night. His nightly routine has never included her, not until now.
Her apartment didn’t look much different in the evening than it did during the day. The sun hasn’t set yet, but her blinds are closed, letting in only a little bit of light. The overhead lighting is dimmer as well, and Bucky notices that in the corner where her cello normally sits on its stand, a light has been clipped onto the music stand and the cello is laying on its side beside the chair.
Though he also has a studio, hers is larger, presumably because she’d moved into the compound first. Her bed takes up most of one side, and plants mark every foot or so across the long windowsill. A large one with dinner plate-sized leaves stands guard in the far corner of the room, opposite her cello. The TV on the wall facing the bed is playing something on mute and she grabs the remote from the dresser as she passes by. Y/N turns off the show and tosses the remote onto the bed.
“These really are beautiful,” she says as she grabs a water glass from her bedside table. It’s only half full of water, but she carefully fits the ends of the bouquet into the glass and leans it precariously against the wall. “Where did you even get them? You’ve been here all day.”
“Do you want me to get you a vase? Pepper probably has one somewhere…”
She shakes her head, smiling as she walks back to him. “No. I want you to sit so I can play for you.”
Y/N holds out a hand and Bucky meets her halfway. She grabs his vibranium hand and then leads him to the end of the bed, where he obediently sits. Still smiling, she sits in the chair behind her music stand and picks up the cello.
His breath catches in his throat as he watches her adjust her posture. The bow hovers above the strings for just a moment before she moves it smoothly from one side of her body to the other. The sound is much louder than when he’s listened to her play through the walls and tears well up his eyes immediately.
“What do you want to hear?” she asks, looking up at him.
Bucky can’t tear his eyes away from her cello. He shakes his head, swallowing thickly. “Whatever— Whatever you want to play. I want to hear it all, darling.”
Her smile softens before she closes her eyes and touches the bow to the string. She plays piece after piece, song after song, until Bucky has tears running down his cheeks. He wipes them away so he can watch her clearly.
Y/N sways as she plays, moving with the music in a way that makes him never want to look away from her. She smiles too, and when it turns sad, she frowns a little, her eyebrows furrowing as she attunes her whole body to the music.
The room is barely lit by the time she finishes. He knows it’s late. The rest of the team will have gone to bed already, making him and Y/N the only two still awake. The sky outside Y/N’s windows are dark.
“Bucky?” She sets her bow down and meets his eyes. Her expression flickers when she sees the dried tear tracks on his face. “Are you alright?”
He nods. “Yeah. I’m alright.”
She carefully shifts the cello back onto its side beside the chair, then comes over to sit beside him on the bed. She slips her hand into his. “Whatcha thinking about?”
He looks down at where their joined hands sit between them on the mattress. “I don’t know what to say. It’s even more beautiful now that I know it’s you. Now that I can see you playing. You’re amazing, sweetheart.”
“Thank you,” she says, and he can tell even without looking up right away that she’s a little flustered by the compliment.
“I mean it.” Bucky looks up at her, then takes his free hand and reaches over to curl a finger underneath her chin. He holds her gaze for a moment. “You played beautifully, baby.”
She ducks her head, smiling wide. It’s pure joy, radiating out of her, and it makes Bucky’s chest feel tight.
No longer able to stop himself, he guides her face back to his. When he leans in and kisses her, and she practically melts into him. The mattress dips when she moves toward him, making her slide even further until their hips touch and he’s forced to let go of her hand.
“Stay the night,” she murmurs. She brushes her fingers over his face, trailing them from his temple to his jaw, and he shivers. Her breath is warm and he closes his eyes, just breathing her in.
“I shouldn’t.”
What if I have a nightmare?
The words are unspoken, he’s sure of it, but then she says, “I’ll play for you again if you wake up, if you can’t fall asleep. I’ll play all night for you if I have to, James Buchanan Barnes, I just want you to stay.”
He shudders under the weight of her words. He wraps his arms around her, pulling her into his lap and holding her close, and he buries his face against her shoulder.
“Y/N…”
"Stay.”
“Okay.” He kisses the place where her shirt ends and her skin begins. She brings a hand up to caress his spine in long, smooth motions.
“I’ll stay,” he tells her, and he says it like a promise, one that he intends to keep.
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Frank Castle notices you the way hunters notice movement in the woods.
Not all at once.
Not loudly.
Just… gradually.
At first, it’s small things. Easy things to miss if you aren’t trained to watch.
The way you hesitate before stepping into a room, eyes flicking around like you’re mapping exits.
The way sudden sounds make your shoulders jump—sharp laughter, a door slamming, a car backfiring down the street.
The way you speak like you don’t want to interrupt the air.
You don’t announce yourself. You arrive.
Frank clocks it immediately.
He doesn’t say anything. He rarely does. He just starts adjusting.
Lowering his voice without realizing it.
Moving slower when he’s near you.
Keeping his hands open instead of curled into fists.
You meet through mutuals—people who exist on the edges of Frank’s life, the few he hasn’t cut himself off from entirely. You don’t look like you belong there. Too soft around the edges. Too quiet. Like you wandered into the wrong movie.
Frank watches you from across the room that first night, beer untouched in his hand.
You sit on the arm of a couch, knees tucked in close, fingers laced together in your lap. You listen more than you talk. When you do speak, people lean in without realizing it. Like the room adjusts to you instead.
Someone laughs too loudly beside you and you flinch.
It’s subtle. Barely there.
Frank sees it anyway.
Something in his chest tightens. A familiar feeling—protective, sharp, dangerous. The same instinct that used to flare when he heard his kids cry out. The same one that never really shut off after that.
You catch him looking.
Your eyes widen for half a second before you look away, cheeks warm, like you’ve been caught doing something wrong.
Frank looks away too.
He doesn’t want to scare you.
That’s new.
—
He starts positioning himself near you without meaning to.
If you’re standing, he stands a little closer than necessary.
If you’re sitting, he takes the seat that blocks the most foot traffic.
If someone gets too loud, too close, too careless—Frank shifts. Just enough to be in the way.
You don’t comment on it.
You just… relax.
He notices that too.
Your shoulders drop when he’s near. Your breathing evens out. You lean slightly toward him like gravity does the work for you.
Once, someone bumps into you hard enough to jolt you forward.
Frank’s hand is at your back before you even realize you’re stumbling.
Not gripping.
Not grabbing.
Just there.
Warm. Solid. Steady.
“You good?” he asks, voice low. Careful.
You nod quickly. “Yeah. I’m okay.”
You don’t pull away from his hand.
Neither does he.
—
He starts walking you home.
Not because you ask. You never do.
He just… falls into step beside you one night and doesn’t leave.
The city is loud after dark. Sirens. Shouting. The hum of traffic that never sleeps. You flinch at a motorcycle revving nearby, instinctively moving closer to Frank without thinking.
He notices.
He always notices.
He adjusts his pace to yours. Slower. Measured. He keeps himself on the street side of the sidewalk, body angled just enough to shield you without boxing you in.
When you talk, it’s soft things.
What books you like.
The stray cat you feed behind your building.
The way you hate thunderstorms but love the smell afterward.
Frank listens like it matters.
Because it does.
When you reach your door, you hesitate before going inside. Fingers fidgeting with your keys.
“Thanks for walking me,” you say quietly.
He nods. “Anytime.”
You smile at him.
It’s small. A little shy. Like you’re not sure if you’re allowed to give it away.
Frank stands there long after your door closes.
—
You start spending time together without ever calling it that.
Coffee turns into quiet breakfasts.
Shared silences turn into comfortable ones.
You learn Frank takes his coffee black. He learns you take yours with too much sugar and a splash of cream.
He starts warning you before loud noises. A soft “heads up” before turning on a blender. A gentle touch at your elbow before a door slams shut.
You notice.
One afternoon, you laugh—soft, surprised—and say, “You don’t have to do that.”
Frank shrugs. “I know.”
He does it anyway.
—
The nickname slips out one night by accident.
You’re both sitting on the floor of his apartment, backs against the couch. It’s late. The city outside is quieter than usual, rain tapping gently against the windows.
You’ve curled up close to him, knees tucked in, head resting lightly against his shoulder. He’s tense at first—always is when someone gets this close—but you don’t push. You never do.
Eventually, he relaxes.
You startle when thunder rumbles overhead, body going stiff for half a second before you realize what it is.
Frank’s arm comes around you instinctively.
“Easy,” he murmurs. “It’s okay, Bambi.”
The word hangs in the air.
He freezes.
His arm tightens for a fraction of a second before he pulls back slightly, panic flashing across his face.
“—Sorry,” he says quickly. “Didn’t mean— I shouldn’t have—”
You turn your head to look at him.
He’s braced for rejection. For offense. For you to pull away and remind him of all the ways he doesn’t know how to do this.
Instead, you smile.
It’s soft. Warm. Almost fond.
“My Bambi?” you repeat gently.
Frank swallows.
“Yeah,” he admits quietly. “You don’t have to like it.”
You shift closer.
Rest your head back against his shoulder.
“I do,” you say. “I really do.”
Frank lets out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding.
—
After that, everything feels… settled.
He calls you Bambi more often. Softly. Only when it’s just the two of you. Like the name is something fragile too.
You start leaning into his touch openly now. Sitting closer. Letting his hand stay at your back. Threading your fingers through his when the world feels too loud.
Frank doesn’t question it.
He just protects it.
One night, walking home together, a group of men get too close. Too loud. Too interested.
Frank steps forward instantly, body a wall between you and them.
“Keep walking,” he says, voice calm but deadly.
They do.
You barely see them. Barely register the threat.
All you notice is Frank’s hand finding yours afterward. Solid. Reassuring.
“You okay?” he asks.
You nod. “Yeah. I knew you had me.”
That hits him harder than any punch ever has.
—
Later, inside your apartment, you stand close to him in the quiet. The storm outside has passed. The air smells clean. New.
Frank reaches up slowly—always slowly—and brushes his thumb over your cheek.
synopsis: stranded in a one-room safe house overnight with Loki, you learn the consequences of teasing him.
pairing: Loki x female reader (sexual / romantic)
word count: ~6700
cw: swearing, tickling, making out, closed-door sex, innuendo and other sexually-charged exchanges, light bondage (with magic), less romance more fwb vibe? you be the judge
minors dni: this fic does not contain smut, but does contain steamy moments and closed-door sex between the reader and an adult-aged character. I am not comfortable with engagement from anyone under the age of 18. Thank you for your understanding and respect.
note: horniest I'll ever be on main. future smut will be posted on nevermath.tumblr.com
The escape craft was some older thing. Ancient and rickety, by SHIELD standards. Definitely not built for an ice-storm.
You can't remember the last time you felt so unsafe in the air - and that included a handful of situations involving heat-seeking missiles, plummeting free-falls, and one especially memorable brush with a Chitauri cannon.
The turbulence knocks the controls hard to the left, you wrestle them back with a grunt, jaw tight, adrenaline burning under your skin. A flick of your eyes towards your passenger seat makes your blood pressure spike for an entirely different reason.
Loki looks bored.
Actually... worse; he looks vaguely amused.
He's lounging, one leg crossed over the other, hands steepled in his lap. Not a single hair out of place, nor muscle braced. Whether that means he trusts you to fly safely out of this storm, or simply doesn't care whether the damn thing goes down in flames, you're not sure. You don't ask.
You don't want the answer.
So when the radar pings a safe-house just a hundred clicks off-course, you make a hard turn toward it with zero apology.
The landing is rough. Metal groans as the craft slams down on a barely-visible patch of ice-washed earth. But she holds. Barely.
You unbuckle fast, tossing Loki a look over your shoulder. "Hope your highness can handle a night in a little mountain shack."
His brow raises. His smirk is slow, knowing.
You don't give him the satisfaction of looking flustered. You just shove the hatch open and duck out into the freezing sleet with a scoff.
You'd never usually leave a craft in the open like this, but the visibility is shit and the airspace is fucked; no one will be flying overhead - not even the combatants that'd been pursuing you fifty-odd clicks back.
The safe-house cabin appears like a ghost out of the storm, flickering through thick sheets of sideways rain. You reach the door, slap your hand on the bio scanner, and hear the click of the lock just as Loki falls into step and you both slip out of the weather.
The door shuts with a solid thud - and for the first time in hours, silence rings.
Peace. Safety.
Both of you stand still, breathing hard. You're not sure if it's the cold or the tension. Maybe both.
But it’s tranquil in here. Nice, even. Far from a little mountain shack.
You step further in, the dim lights automatically fading on, and you glance at the windows, which seem to be holding tight against the icy rain lashing against them. Wind howls through the trees and scratches at the glass like a leopard's claws, but the place seems solid.
No sooner had you stepped in further did thunder crack so close it felt like the gods were arguing just over the mountain-
Wait...
"That's not your brother, is it?" You look at Loki over your shoulder, half-joking.
You're almost soaked-through from the dash, a chill threatening to settle into your bones, but you notice that, though isolated, the safe-house isn't freezing. The lights are low and warm, casting the room in comforting haze. It feels luxurious; hardwood floors, thick rugs, a fireplace in the centre of the wall, opposite to the kingsized bed draped in earth-coloured linens and furs and- wait. Fuck.
Bed. Singular.
You look around and quickly confirm the sheepish feeling sinking into you. This is a studio. Designed for one. Or for a couple.
Who... the fuck decided that only one bed was appropriate for safe house?
Instead of making it a big deal, you declare, "I'm going to shower to warm up."
Loki looks to the stone mantle and says "I'll make a fire."
But as soon as the word fire leaves his lips, the empty cavity hisses to life, flames beginning to spark and build. You bite your lip as Loki scowls.
"Spooky," you tease, twirling your finger to the ceiling. "The cabin must be haunted by helpful ghosts."
Loki swings that scowl on you, but softens it. "We do also have technology on Asgard, you smug little goblin."
You smirk and turn on your heel. "You keep calling me things like that and I'm gonna think you’re flirting."
"I am," he calls after you.
You don't dignify it with a reply. You also don't stop smiling as you close the bathroom door.
The bathroom, and the shower itself, match the quiet wealth of the rest of the place. Such a shame, you think as you let your shoulders ease under the spray, that this place must be empty most of the time. It's exactly the kind of place you can imagine yourself... being. Just relaxing, letting go. Preferably alone, considering the one-bed situation.
Your stomach pings in a cluster of nerves as you lather the fig and sandalwood suds over your skin, trying to scrub the tension from your shoulders - tension that, annoyingly, has less to do with the mission and more to do with the god in the other room.
Loki is… a menace. Not just in the field. Not just in battle. But here. In the quiet. In the glances. In the way he looks at you like he’s already peeled your thoughts apart and likes what he sees.
The bed is big, and it's not like you'd mind sharing it with Loki - you'd known since the first time you worked with the God of Mischief that you'd likely fall into bed together at some point or another - but this... it feels forced. Like two dolls some child is guiding into a kiss.
Soon you're standing in front of the mirror, brushing your teeth, wiping a path through the fog on the glass to look yourself in the eye and coach yourself mentally, as if you were a child: just because you're under the same covers does not mean you will have sex with him.
You feel your cheeks warm as you realise that Loki probably isn't thinking about any of this. At all. Even though he makes no efforts to hide his physical attraction to you, that doesn't mean he's... wanting, in the same way you are.
Besides, he's your mission partner. Your headache. Your shadow in the field. The beautiful thorn in your side when you're not under fire. Taking it further could make it messy.
You throw on some standard-issue lounge clothes; socks, underwear, sweat shorts, tank top, and a cloud-soft sweatshirt, all found in the bathroom's linen cupboard that must contain at least two dozen different size options.
When you walk back into the main area, the warmth instantly seeps into your skin like a gentle summer evening. One deep breath, and you've eased further.
Loki looks up from the couch where he's lounged with his head against the headrest, hands folded over his stomach. He's still in his tac gear.
"There's a change of clothes in there," you nod to the bathroom.
Loki's eyebrow lifts. In a slow pulse of green, his clothes change into a softer, yet seemingly still tailored, all-black set that covers his limbs entirely. It looks too good for something summoned out of spite. "Over my dead body," his eyes rake over you, critical on the surface, heated underneath.
With a roll of your eyes you make your way to the bed. "I'm tired," you say, seeing it in his eyelids. "Ready to sleep?"
"I'll tend to my needs and then take my rest here." He stands and heads towards the bathroom.
"Loki," you put a little casual laugh in your voice. He stops and turns his head. "The bed's huge. We can share it."
He doesn't say anything for a moment, and you're worried you've fucked it. That you've been presumptuous. That he's going to say something about how he'd rather die than share sheets with the likes of-
"Very well," he tilts his head in agreement, barely looking at you before he closes the bathroom door.
Internally, you're screaming. Outwardly, you're pressing the heels of your hands to your eyes, wondering if there was any possible way you could've made it more awkward.
You hear the shower spray and try to think about anything other than him in here.
Whatever. Whatever. You take a breath through your nose and slip under the sheets. The lights are still dim. You narrow your eyes, and test the cabin, saying "it's time to sleep."
The lights dim to nothing, the fire pulls back from roaring to gently crackling, creating a cozy atmosphere that's calling you to sleep. But the second you settle in, you get that sinking gut feeling that sleep isn't going to come easy. Your limbs are tired, your eyelids heavy, but your mind is still buzzing with adrenaline.
You're staring at the ceiling when Loki reenters, crosses the room, and slides into the sheets on the other side of the bed. And sure, the bed is big, but he's still less than an arm's length away. You didn't realise how close you'd feel until he was there.
"Sweet dreams," you say with a subtle teasing lilt to try and disguise your nerves, eyes still on the ceiling, fingers playing with the hem of your sweatshirt.
You hear his head turn to look at you. Hear a small, faintly amused puff of air through his nose. "Try not to dream about me too vividly. I don’t want to wake to you whimpering." He turns, back to you, and settles in.
You bite your lip, the heat returning tenfold, but you chuckle. “Who's the smug little goblin now."
In an effort to get the adrenaline out, to help your mind complete whatever it feels it needs to, you start replaying the mission in your head. Every bullet, every chase, every snarky little jab Loki threw at you in that seductive voice, every- ... oh shit.
You almost forgot.
You press your smiling lips together, suppressing the giggle threatening to betray you. But it slips out anyway - a little puff of laughter in the dark.
That moment. The one that sent you over the edge.
Loki shifts beside you. "Don’t start," he warns. His words are a blade being drawn from its sheath.
“I didn’t say anything," you retort, now openly grinning at the ceiling.
"You thought it," he snips. He knows exactly what you're thinking about and hates it already.
You roll onto your side to face him, arm tucked under your head. "I'm just remembering a moment from today. A glorious one."
He exhales through his nose. "You truly have a death wish."
You grin wider. "You ate shit so hard on that slippery boulder."
The silence between you stretches like wire. Taut. Dangerous.
You keep going anyway.
"One second you’re monologuing, all broody Asgardian menace - 'You dare challenge me?' - and the next? Boom. Legs in the air. Splashdown."
You can feel the heat rising from his side of the bed. His magic pulses just faintly through the room. Static before a lightning strike.
"If you were wise you'd shut your mouth," he says darkly, "before I'm forced to shut it for you."
You laugh again - quieter this time, taunting. "Oh yeah? What’s the plan - another lecture about respect?" You prop yourself up on an elbow, searching the air for more sass. "Or... just another bout of empty threats and semi-inappropriate workplace banter?"
Loki turns. Slowly. He shifts to mirror you - rising on one elbow, lifting his face so you can see him in the flicker of firelight.
And fuck... he looks dangerous like this. Hot and dangerous. Hair damp and curling at the ends, shadows cutting beneath his cheekbones, pale blue eyes locked on you like you’re something he’s actively backing into a corner.
He tilts his head, and, with a devastating sweetness, he says, slowly, "Tease me again, and I’ll put you on your back and tickle you until you sob."
You blink. "Huh-what?"
Loki leans in just slightly - close enough that his breath ghosts over your mouth. "You heard me. One more snide little comment and I'll have you writhing. I will take my time. And you will not know mercy."
Your brain flatlines. Your mouth parts. You should say something sharp - should snap back, keep the banter going - but your body betrays you with a single thud of heat low in your stomach.
He sees it.
Of course he fucking sees it.
Loki's eyes narrow and you know - you know he’s cataloging every flinch, every breath. "It's the perfect punishment, wouldn't you agree?" he continues softly, dangerously. "Intimate, humiliating… leaves no mark. You won’t run to your beloved Captain Rogers with bruises. Just memories you can’t scrub off."
Your throat’s dry. You manage a single nervous chuckle. "You wouldn’t."
He smirks like the mischief he is. "We both know I would."
You go quiet.
Dead quiet.
Because the worst part is, you don't know whether you want him to or not.
And Loki - bastard that he is - sees that, too. He leans back slowly, satisfaction dripping from every hard line of his body as he settles into the pillow again.
You lie there, heart pounding, every nerve on fire. The storm still rages outside, but now it's got competition.
Loki chuckles deep and low, and it feels like thunder cracking beneath your skin.
"Wise choice," he murmurs.
And fuck, you hate him.
You hate him.
Well... no.
You don't hate him.
And you hate that you don't hate him.
You shift under the covers, giving an exaggerated sigh as you turn away from him. "Jeez. You're so fucking dramatic," you mutter under your breath.
A mistake.
"Oh, you poor little fool."
A catastrophic mistake.
Before you can even suck in another breath, his magic crackles through the air. It's an electric, humming snap that raises the fine hairs on your arms a second before you feel it.
The pillowcase under your head moves. It slides off the cushion with a treacherous slither, wrapping itself around your wrists with a speed and precision that makes your stomach drop. You jerk instinctively, but it's too late - your hands are caught, ensnared, pinned above your head, wrists bound together tight enough to be secure but loose enough to tell you this is a game.
His game.
You barely manage a grunt of protest before Loki’s hands are on you - turning you onto your back in a fluid, almost lazy motion, like he’s not even trying. His fingers are wickedly strong around your waist, holding you down just long enough for him to shift, knee pressing between your legs, swinging himself up until he straddles your hips.
You struggle, wild and panicked, kicking your legs and jerking your torso, but you’re half-covered in blankets and utterly unprepared for a fight - in soft sleepwear, no armour - and he’s bigger, heavier, faster, magical.
You buck hard, trying to dislodge him, but all it earns you is a low, infuriating chuckle from above.
"Is this truly the best you can fight?" he purrs, tightening his grip just enough to remind you who’s in charge.
"Fuck you," you scowl, jerking your hands against the bonds.
"Rude." He tsks, smirking down at you, his hips pinning yours to the bed with effortless control. "And after I warned you so nicely."
You twist again, but it's useless. You’re stuck. Fully at his mercy.
And the worst part?
You can feel the slow, deliberate shift of his body against yours - his thigh pressing against your bare skin, the long line of him caging you in - and it sparks heat low in your gut that has nothing to do with rage.
"You can’t seriously - Loki, come on," you start, trying to wriggle your wrists free, but the enchanted fabric tightens at his will, dragging a frustrated, helpless sound from your throat. "This is stupid and dramatic. You proved your point, now let me go."
He just tilts his head, studying you like a cat might study a bird fluttering with a broken wing.
"Tell me," he murmurs, voice dangerously low as he settles further, "did you really think that would go unpunished?"
His hands start inching forward.
You glare. "I really think you’re a dickhead."
His eyes gleam, a spark of delight dancing at the edges. "Mm. Defiant. I expected nothing less."
His fingers descend like vipers, darting straight for your sides, and the second they make contact... fuck.
You jerk so violently the bed frame gives a protesting creak.
You arch instinctively, breath hitching, but you refuse to laugh. Refused to give him the satisfaction.
"Nothing?" he muses, leaning closer, eyes flaring in delight. "Oh, you’re going to be so fun."
You twist under him, trying to wriggle free. The pillowcase tightens slightly in response. You grit your teeth as he drags his fingers up and down your ribs with merciless precision.
You hold on, digging your heels into the mattress, biting your bottom lip hard. His touch is devastating. Too practiced. Light one moment, firm the next, zeroing in on your most sensitive spots with surgical precision.
And still, you don't laugh.
Until-
"Ah," Loki says softly. His fingers found it - a spot just beneath your left rib, sensitive as hell, one you hadn’t even known would betray you.
Your body jolts. A tiny gasp escapes your throat. Then, like a damn cracking, a laugh punches from your lungs.
Triumphant, Loki’s smirk deepens - not cruel, not quite - something darker, warmer. Endeared, even. And utterly smug.
"There it is," he whispers, tilting his head. "I knew you’d be a screamer."
You flush, full-body and furious. "I hate you," you huff through gritted teeth, breath coming fast.
He clicks his tongue. "Then you’ll loathe what comes next."
And then he really begins.
You couldn’t hold it in anymore. You burst with laughter, loud and sharp, your body trembling wildly beneath his tickling hands.
And gods, he’s good at it - depravedly good. His fingers dance, spider-light one moment, then digging mercilessly the next, zeroing in on every little vulnerable spot like he’s been studying you for months.
Which he probably has, the bastard.
You shriek again, trying to twist away, but his weight on your hips keeps you absolutely pinned.
"You should’ve held your tongue," Loki drawls, his voice maddeningly calm over your frantic squirming. His voice drops. "Gods, you’re responsive."
"I swear I'm gonna get you for this- SHIT!" you gasp out between bursts of helpless, writhing laughter, but the threats fall flat - your voice breaking with each choked, humiliating giggle he wrings from you.
"You’re welcome to try," he murmurs, dragging one hand from your side up under your sweatshirt to your underarm, circling lightly where the skin’s thinnest, most sensitive.
You convulse so hard under him you nearly tip him sideways, but Loki handles it easily, smirking like this is all beneath him - like your thrashing and desperate yelps are just entertainment.
He skims the pads of his fingers lightly over your stomach, watching with lazy amusement as you shudder uncontrollably.
You kick your legs, trying to knee him, but he just rides out the bucking like he’s enjoying it, settling heavier against you with a rough grind of his hips that makes your brain white out for a second - makes you way too aware of how warm he is. How solid.
"You are such a dick," you gasp, breathless.
"No," he grins. "I’m your reckoning."
You whimper - actually whimper - as he attacks your sides again, fast and brutal, forcing desperate laughter out of you until you’re gasping between giggles, your whole body arching and twisting under him.
Loki only hums thoughtfully, shifting his weight slightly so his hips press more firmly against yours - deliberately - and the new friction is a whole fresh hell you’re not prepared for.
Heat spikes through you, brutal and wanted, mixing with the overwhelming sensation of his hands tormenting your skin.
He sees it.
Of course he fucking sees everything.
And the bastard has the audacity to smile wider. Slow, wolfish, knowing. His fingers skitter up your sides again, sending you into another fit of helpless, humiliating giggles.
"Fuck! This is so messed up-"
"You could have avoided this," he drawls, utterly unbothered. "All you had to do was keep that clever little mouth shut."
You grit your teeth, trying to focus. "This- this is petty. This is some villain-ass shit. No wonder Thor used to kick your ass when you were younger."
"Oh?" he says, digging his fingers against the fabric covering the soft space under your arms, dragging a laugh straight from your lungs. "You want to talk about childhood trauma now? In the middle of this? How very Avenger of you."
You throw your head back and laugh through gritted teeth, managing a whiny: "I really hate you."
He laughs. "You wish." His hands dive back to your sides.
"I wait- Loki- okay please!" you gasp, twisting hard, but the pillowcase tightens again, holding your wrists captive.
"Oh, now you beg?" Loki teases, fingers squeezing at your waist until your whole body bucks. "Where was this charming submission before?"
You shake your head wildly, laughing so hard your ribs hurt, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes. Every time you think he’s about to let up, he switches tactics - light teasing along your stomach, a wicked squeeze at your hips, brutal tickling up your ribs again until you’re choking on helpless giggles.
He finds the hollow just above your hip bone and presses - firm and slow.
You squeal. Actually squeal.
He grins wider.
"Oh, you sweet thing," he purrs. "I could do this all night."
You swear at him in every language you know.
He just chuckles darkly, slow and satisfied, like he’s feasting on your misery.
"Say you’re sorry."
You growl through clenched teeth, body trembling from the effort to wrench free.
"Never."
He pauses. Cocks a brow.
Then he leans down. Slowly. Until his nose brushes yours.
You take a shuddering breath in, still panting, now caught in a frantic freeze state. Like your base animal instincts are twisted into some weird belief that if you don't move he won't see you.
"Never?"
Your heart flutters at his low, commanding voice. The pure heat in it, so obviously intentional.
The pads of his fingertips and the faint graze of his blunt nails tease along the bare skin where your tank has ridden up. Your fingers tighten around the pillow case.
"Then I suppose..." he starts, sliding his hands higher. Palms smoothing against your sides, fingers trailing, taunting.
"You and I..." You feel the curve of his grin in his voice. "...will be here a very… very long time.”
You gasp when you feel his fingers press against the bare skin of your lowest ribs. "N-n-no-nnn-!"
But your protests are swallowed in laughter. Drowned in gasps and cackles. You're out of breath, out of threats, out of any form of resistance.
Loki's dark chuckle sings against your ear. Sends tiny sparks of pleasure down the skin of your neck.
And he keeps going - meticulous and devastating - drawing it out until you’re breathless, boneless, wrists still trapped high above your head, body burning with exertion and heat and something darker, something hotter, curling low in your belly and spreading like wildfire.
"Okay- okay okay!" You squeak, some high and helpless whine in the back of your throat. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry- please stop it!"
Loki finally slows, dragging one last, maddening trail up your side that makes you jerk involuntarily.
He sits back, straddling your hips lazily, surveying you. Admiring his work. His hair is wild around his face, his eyes bright with wicked satisfaction, incandescent with smug delight. His gaze stays locked on you, drinking in every breathless tremor.
You glare up at him, chest heaving, cheeks burning, completely at his mercy - and the way he looks at you, the way you feel under his hands... you can't show it.
"That..." you pant, "was an egregious HR violation."
"Oh dear," Loki rolls his eyes. "The paperwork."
"Oh, I'll show you fuckin' paperwork-"
"What shall it say, darling? How will you explain this? I'm so terribly fascinated by the prospect of our little tryst becoming immortalised in public record."
"That was not a tryst that was an attack and - hey, fuck you, untie me - it was uncalled for."
Perfectly in time with the raising of his brow, the pillowcase around your wrists loosen. But Loki makes no effort to get off you.
And you make no effort to push him off, even as you prop yourself up by the elbows, chin tilted back to look him in the eye.
"Poor thing," he soothes. And with that teasing edge, there's a softness. A devastatingly gentle thread of temptation laced through his voice. His smirk. His sheer fucking audacity.
He cocks his head to one side, pushing the damp curls back from his face, regarding you with a lazy challenge. "Was the big bad God of Mischief too hard on you?"
You lower your brow and pout, "Yes."
His head turns the other way. His smirk is devastating. "Do you need me to kiss it better?"
Every bit of heat in your over-exerted body goes to one of two places, and your lips part with a puff of air, almost like you'd been winded.
That small, insecure part of you whispers that this is a cruel trick. That he's having you on. He doesn't mean it, he-
Fuck.
Your breath hitches when the back of his hand finds your lower stomach. Your fists tighten as he trails his knuckles along the soft, exposed skin, his eyes not leaving yours. You swallow. He lifts a brow. A quiet question.
Your tongue slips out to wet your drying lips. "Maybe."
It's pitiful, but it's the only word you think you can say without it wobbling and-
Loki's shaking his head, shifting backward, lower. "I need a yes."
"Yes, then."
"And a please."
"Go fuck yourself."
He chuckles. "So sulky. What am I going to do with you?"
But before you can answer, his lips meet bare skin. Your back arches when his mouth brushes low across your stomach, just above the waistband of your shorts. He’s barely kissing - it's more breath than lips - but every exhale is warm and deliberate, as if he's savouring the feel of your skin against his mouth.
"You’re far too brazen for someone so soft," he murmurs. His fingers press just beside your hipbone, not quite pinching, not quite tickling, just enough to make your thighs twitch and your breath catch. "So easily undone, and still mouthing off."
His lips trail a slow line across your abdomen, kissing deliberately, as if each inch deserves reverence. Then- a single puff of air against your navel, followed by a nip of his teeth that makes your hips jerk.
You yelp. "Hey!"
He grins against your skin. "Thought you'd lost your voice for a moment."
The muscles of his shoulders dance under his shirt as he slowly pulls himself higher, chest brushing yours, hands planted by your head as he mouths a trail down your neck, grazing his teeth along the slope of your collar. Just enough to make your skin sing.
He lowers himself onto you carefully, hands dragging down your sides again, this time with full intention. His palms cup your waist, pulling you up into him.
The friction is electric.
Your chest heaves, thighs trembling under the weight of him - and he takes his sweet, unhurried time, moving over you like a storm in slow motion. He kisses the erratic pulse beneath your ear, nips, soothes, nudges his nose against your neck as your fists curl in his hair.
Your breath stutters when he finally pulls back enough to look at you.
Hair wild, breath shallow, eyes locked on yours like he wants to memorise every flicker of thought passing behind them.
He dips lower.
This time, his lips ghost over yours.
Once.
Twice.
Not kissing you. Not yet. Just tasting the shape of your mouth with his breath, taunting the final inches that separate you.
"Ask me," he murmurs, so soft you almost miss it.
Your jaw flexes.
"No."
He gives a dark chuckle. The sound brushes your lips. "Still so proud. Even now."
You glare, but the heat in your cheeks betrays you.
He leans in again, mouth brushing yours. "You want me."
Your breath catches.
"You want me," you retort.
He smirks. Hums. Kisses the corner of your mouth.
Just once.
Then the other.
Teasing. Gentle. Laying claim with infuriating grace.
You feel your eyes flutter.
He lingers. Breath to breath. Lips agonising close to yours.
"Say it," he breathes.
And you can’t anymore.
You’re done pretending.
"Just-... kiss me," you rasp.
And Loki does.
Not rough. Not possessive.
Deep. Measured. Devastatingly thorough.
His mouth moves over yours with patience, with precision, like he wants to map every gasp you give him and drag them out for his own pleasure.
You groan into it before you even know it’s happening.
Your hands twist in his hair as he deepens the kiss, tongue teasing your bottom lip before claiming more, drawing it out, savouring the moment like a rare vintage.
You kiss him back harder.
Because gods help you, you’ve wanted this. For too long. Through too many missions and almost-maybes and can’t-haves and don’t-even-think-about-its.
And now he’s everywhere.
His hands are under your tank top, resting against your waist as he keeps you under him. His body presses down, moulding into yours, every inch of him demanding and anchoring and terrifying in the way it feels so right.
You gasp into his mouth when his hand skims higher, palm dragging heat up your side, sliding beneath the edge of your top without hurry. Not groping. Just... feeling. Claiming space.
Your hips lift without your permission, chasing friction, chasing him.
He groans softly into your mouth. You swallow it greedily.
Loki pulls back just slightly, breathing hard. His forehead rests against yours, both of you straining against the gravity of the moment.
Still not enough.
His hands tense with the last dregs of his self-control, his body pressing down as if to imprint the shape of you onto his bones.
"You want this?" He pants. “You want me?”
"Yes," you gutter out. "Gods, yes."
He smirks against your lips. "Swearing to gods now, are we?" One hand slides back down your waist, hooking under your thigh, hitching it up over his hip. "How flattering."
When the radio on your tac vest wakes you with an alert of incoming comms, the first thing you register is the cold.
Then the ache - deep, lazy, sated - a bruised exhaustion thrumming through every muscle. Your brain struggles up from a black ocean of sleep just as the radio, somewhere across the room, starts crackling to life.
Loki groans low beside you. You feel the movement - sheets slipping off marble skin, the faint stretch of long limbs - and you grunt, rolling onto your stomach, grinding your forehead into the pillow. Everything hurts in a way that makes your mouth curl into a smug little smile against the linen.
The night comes back in flashes. Sharp. Shattering.
Claws-in, teeth-bared, breathless destruction of all the tension that had simmered between you for months. You hadn't so much fallen into bed with him as wrecked each other - over and over again - until your bodies finally gave out, tangled in the wreckage.
Maybe an hour of sleep. Maybe two. Not enough to be functional.
You groan as you push yourself upright, the blanket sliding off your bare back.
Loki sits at the other edge of the bed, dragging a hand through his wild, tangled black hair. The dim morning light coming through the frosted windows slices across his bare shoulders, illuminating the faint, red half-moon marks you left raked into his skin.
You'd be smug about it if your legs would fucking work.
The radio then crackles with the pilot's message:
"Seven minutes out. Chopper can't land. Buckle in for hover extraction."
You swear under your breath, shivering as the cold air hits you. You stagger toward the pile of tactical gear you’d dumped near the fireplace, yanking on your thermals, combat pants, boots, shirt, jacket, ignoring the way Loki watches you, one arm braced casually on his knee, the other draped over his thigh.
Comfortable. Loose. Dangerous.
You grab your tactical vest and the climbing harness slung over it, trying to move quickly, but your hands are clumsy, your joints stiff and sleep-starved. The straps tangle. You hiss in frustration, tugging at them.
Then, you hear the bed creak.
You feel him stand.
You don't turn.
Loki approaches with slow, measured, deliberate steps across the wooden floor. Each one a promise.
The air crackles between you, sharp and bright.
By the time he stops behind you, you’re holding the harness out in front of you like an fool, still wrestling it into some recognisable shape. You can practically hear the smirk in his silence.
He reaches out and, without a word, takes the harness from your fingers.
You lift your chin, refusing to look at him.
His knuckles brush yours. Not an accident.
You glare at the wall in front of you as he circles, slow and lazy.
Then he kneels. Right in front of you.
Looking up, lazy and wicked, his hair falling forward like a curtain of night sky. His body is bruised, unbothered, utterly relaxed. It should be illegal for anyone to look that composed after what the two of you did.
His hands move to your thigh, looping the first strap around it with maddening care. He doesn't rush. Just smooths it in place and gives it a slow, tightening pull. You feel it bite into your skin, feel his fingers curl with precision.
"You seem... compromised," Loki says lightly, his fingers brushing against your bare skin where your pants gap slightly at the hip.
You narrow your eyes.
Another strap glides between your thighs. His hands are firm, his thumbs brushing near places he has no business touching right now, not unless he wants round two on the cold floor. Maybe he does.
"Compromised?" you repeat, voice scratchy with lack of sleep and and too many hours of sinning.
He flashes a slow grin, wicked and pleased with himself, fingers tightening the strap until it bites your hip.
"Fatigued. Shaky. Thoroughly plundered," he drawls. "Tell me, darling - whoever could be responsible for that?"
You snort, pressing your lips together hard to bite back the traitorous smile twitching there.
"Self-satisfied bastard."
He smirks. "I do take pride in my work."
He pulls another strap between your legs, adjusting the belt with slow, taunting movements that are absolutely unnecessary and make you grind your teeth.
You narrow your eyes. “You’re doing this on purpose.”
"Doing what?" His voice is all innocence, but his hands are anything but. "Making sure you don’t fall out of your harness mid-air? You're welcome."
His fingers ghost under the hem of your top, smoothing the waistband flat against your belly. Every touch is too much. Too slow. You hold perfectly still, trying not to tremble.
"You’re not subtle," you mutter, raising a brow as you feel your lips flush.
"Ironic," he muses in satisfied purr, "coming from someone who, not four hours ago, was screaming herself hoarse begging for-"
You kick him lightly in the shin. He catches your ankle with lightning speed, holding it aloft for a second, grinning up at you like the absolute bastard he is.
"Temper," he tuts, releasing you.
He finishes the rest methodically, hands sliding around you with the same precision he uses when breaking into a vault - like he already knows where you’re most vulnerable.
"You know," he says lightly, eyes fixed on the buckles, "I should do this more often. Watching you squirm while I dress you. It’s…" He clicks the buckle shut with a soft snap. "Endearing."
You refuse to shiver. Refuse to give him the satisfaction. But you're admittedly speechless.
When he finally sits back on his heels, looking up at you, his eyes are molten as he whispers:
“Perfect.”
You roll your eyes and lean down to grab the carabiner clips, but Loki beats you to it.
He stands.
One slow movement - shoulders rising, body unfolding to full height - and you suddenly feel too small in his shadow, the air sucked clean from your lungs.
He steps in close, smooths a hand over the centre strap down your chest, fingers dragging slowly. Then he reaches for the buckle at your waist and snaps it into place with a decisive click.
You feel the strength of it reverberate through you, far more intimate than it has any right to be.
And he doesn’t let go.
Instead, he curls his fingers around the central loop, just above your navel, and lifts.
Effortlessly.
You don’t even have time to react before your boots leave the floor. Your breath hitches. Your hands scramble for balance, but he just stands there - arm slightly bent, muscles slack, holding you aloft with casual strength, like you weigh nothing at all.
Your eyes snap to his.
He doesn’t smirk. Doesn’t leer.
He just watches you - dark and still, like he’s waiting to see what you’ll do. His grip is unbreakable, his expression unreadable.
The air between you goes molten.
He holds you there for a full, punishing heartbeat. Then another. And another.
Then, finally - finally - he lowers you, so slow you swear he’s savouring every inch of contact as your body slides back into place.
Your boots touch the floor. Barely.
"Perfect," he murmurs again. "Safe and sound."
Your breath stutters. You feel warm all over. Unmoored.
"You done?" you rasp, not trusting your voice.
He chuckles, quiet and pleased. "Oh, not even close."
You exhale through your nose, clenching your fists at your sides to keep from grabbing him.
The radio crackles again: "On approach. Be ready. Thirty seconds."
You tighten your shoulder straps brutally, trying to focus. Trying not to think about how he still smells like smoke and sweat and you.
Loki finally magics on his gear, lazy and unconcerned, buckling himself in with casual grace. You want to slap him. Or straddle him again. It's really fucking hard to tell.
The storm had eased a little - less hectic wind but still smatterings of icy rain. The helicopter blades whir louder, slicing the air like a knife through satin, as you reluctantly leave the cabin behind and run, side-by-side with Loki, the short distance to the pickup point.
You clip yourself and him to the main retrieval cable, double-checking the lines with stiff, professional efficiency.
Your hands brush at the connection point. He catches your fingers in his and holds them just long enough to make your pulse stutter.
"You're trembling," he says barely over the wind, eyes glinting.
"Shut up," you mutter, clicking the radio twice to signal all is good. Pushing his hands away from the line so his skin doesn’t catch.
He chuckles, deep and low.
Above you, the cable jerks taut, the winch starting to pull.
You and Loki are yanked upward together, slammed chest-to-chest, bodies colliding with force as you're hauled into the storm-torn sky.
Your breath catches. Loki grins down at you, devilish.
"Another round when we get back?" he calls into your ear over the wind.
You narrow your eyes, baring your teeth in a wicked smile.
"Only if you leave your harness on."
He throws his head back and laughs - a wild, delighted sound ripped away by the screaming wind - as the two of you disappear into the storm.
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✪ solitary love → fluff, smut & angst
bucky x single mom!reader
⤷ when bucky finds himself falling for his waitress at the diner he learns that there's more to her than shining smiles and sunny side up eggs.
✪ learning curve DDDNE → fluff & smut
little brother!bucky x older sister!reader
⤷ coming home from college was never the same once you realized how much your little brother has grown up since you've been gone.
✪ love versus loyalty → fluff, smut & angst
knight!bucky x princess!reader
⤷ james will always be there to protect you, even if it has to be from himself.
✪ hero for hire → fluff & smut
bucky x female reader
⤷ you move to brooklyn with nothing but an overpriced lease, a camera you can’t let go of, and dreams too stubborn to stay asleep.
✪ dive into you → fluff & smut
beefy!bucky x gf!reader
⤷ bucky doesn’t like to be social, but tell him there’s a party with his angel and he’s there.
✪ all dolled up with nowhere to go → fluff & smut
bucky x gf!reader
⤷ bucky loves to see his pretty girl all done up.
✪ fading away → fluff & angst
bucky x female reader
⤷ youve always gone unnoticed, faded into the background. until bucky sees you.
✪ want to ki__ you (answers may vary) → fluff, smut & angst
avenger!bucky x female reader
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✪ smoking kills → smut
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⤷ meeting bucky at a bar sparks a fire in you.
✪ happy harvesting → fluff
grumpy!bucky x sunshine!reader
⤷ taking bucky to cut down your own tree doesn't go as planned.
✪ almost yours → angst
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⤷ bucky isnt yours and thats fine, you can learn to walk with a shattered heart.
✪ oops? → angst & fluff
bucky x female reader
⤷ what slips out in the dark cant be taken back.
✪ a rose a day → fluff
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⤷ what starts as a mystery rose turns into a bouquet of love.
✪ with it or on it → angst
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⤷ in a world ruled by blood, crowns, and spectacle, a gladiator and a princess choose each other anyway.
✪ cant break whats broken → angst
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⤷ when the sunshine finally fades, bucky sees the truth.
✪ you all along → fluff & smut
bfb!bucky x female reader
⤷ a summer of anonymous letters shapes into something much more.
✪ inferno love → fluff & angst
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⤷ your love for bucky burns, but fire can consume everything in its wake.
✪ sticky confessions → fluff
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⤷ bucky moves into your spare room expecting four walls and a place to sleep, instead he finds something that feels a lot like home.
✪ the winter huntsman → fluff, smut & angst
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⤷ a hunted omega princess and the queen’s enslaved huntsman are forced across a brutal kingdom—only to discover their bond is powerful enough to break magic, topple a throne, and remake the world.
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⤷ you, a sweet and innocent girl catches the eye of cocky, flirty bucky, who’s used to getting any girl he wants.
✪ mowin → smut
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✪ modern day convienences → smut
⤷ bucky gets to adjust to the wonders of the new world.
✪ ass or tits → smut
⤷ we pose the age old question to bucky.
✪ anklet → smut
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✪ wet dream wake up → smut
⤷ bucky wakes you up just the way you want him to.
✪ eye contact → smut
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✪ handlebars not required → fluff & smut
⤷ bucky wants to shave his mustache and you remind why you love it.
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⤷ you make buckys birthday extra special.
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Summary: He was your teammate but also the person you disliked the most in the universe. He was always loud, he thrived on impulsive decisions, and he loved annoying you. You were the opposite, you moved through shadows quietly, analyzed every move before you made them. And now? They were sending you on a mission with him. Just the two of you. As husband and wife.
Content: Fake Marriage, Enemies To Lovers, Forced Proximity, Yearning, Tension, Slow Burn, Angst, Infinity War-Endgame Thor, King Thor, Protective Thor, Jealous Thor, Possessive Thor, Jealous Reader, They Are Touching Each Other Every Chance They Get, Bickering Final Boss, Miscommunication, Misunderstandings, Explicit SMUT (It starts from '—', and ends with it so you can skip it if you want)
Word Count: 40k
Note: I live for annoying but sweet Thor 😭 His most dominant personality traits i swear and the way he gets angry FAST😛 My mannn fr (took me a whole month to write this, not proofread sorry for any typos or mistakes)
Minors Do Not Interact
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You wanted to kill him.
You wanted, with every fiber of your being, to wrap your hands around his thick, infuriating neck and choke the life out of him right there on the polished marble floor of the Avengers Compound kitchen. It was a beautiful, violent fantasy that played in your mind in vivid detail—but unfortunately for you, the man was a damn god, and your fingers would probably snap before his airway even constricted.
“I said no, Thor. I got here first,” you hissed, your voice a sharp, venomous whisper as you slammed your shoulder into his side, trying to forcefully shove his massive frame away from the espresso machine.
The sleek chrome appliance sat on the counter like a holy grail, reflecting the harsh morning light. At this ungodly hour, that single machine was the only thing bonding your soul to the realm of the living. You just loved your morning coffee too much. It was the one ritual that made your life feel somewhat normal. And he, as always, was standing squarely in the way—demanding, with all the unearned arrogance of Asgardian royalty, that he be the first one to use it.
“Stop pushing me away, will you? It does nothing but tickle me, Little Flame,” he grumbled, a deep sound that came from somewhere deep in his broad chest.
He didn't even look at you, his eyes fixed on the digital screen of the machine as his large hands came down to carelessly pry your fingers off his waist. Your eyes narrowed into lethal slits, the heat rising in your cheeks at the sound of the ridiculous nickname and the casual condescension dripping from his tone.
“I have been telling you for years, Thor, stop calling me that,” you snapped, pulling your hands back and crossing them over your chest in a furious, protective stance. “And what is that supposed to mean? Are you implying that I’m weak?”
Thor finally turned his head, his short, textured blonde hair catching the lights. A lazy, incredibly punchable smirk broke across his handsome face. He held his massive, heavily muscled arm out horizontally, creating an unbreakable physical barrier that completely blocked you from reaching the coffee pods.
“Why? I think it rather suits you. Feisty little—”
Before he could finish the sentence, you slapped his forearm with a loud, resounding smack, grabbing his wrist with both hands and pulling down with all your weight, trying to rip his arm away from the machine. It was like trying to move a mountain with a piece of string.
“Weaker than me, surely,” he said, his smirk widening as he easily kept his arm locked in place against your full-body strain.
Okay, fine. He was stating a cold, unyielding fact. He was a cosmic entity. He was objectively, biologically stronger than you. Your cell structure had been locked in a permanent, un-aging loop by a rogue lab experiment, giving you endless youth and an unbreakable healing factor—not the brute strength to wrestle the God of Thunder. But you would rather walk barefoot on needles than ever admit his physical superiority to his face.
“What are you two bickering about again?”
Natasha’s exhausted, monotone voice sliced through the tension. She walked into the kitchen, holding an empty mug, her green eyes fixed on the two of you with the heavy, soul-deep weariness of a woman who was entirely done with you being at each other's throats every five minutes.
That was the true tragedy of your existence. Outside the reinforced walls of this compound, Thor was a global icon. He was the golden savior, a benevolent, charming god who was nice to every single human being he encountered. If you went to the press and told them how much he absolutely loved to torment, provoke, and annoy you on a daily basis, not a single soul on Earth would believe you. To the rest of the universe, he was a god. To you, he was a giant, golden-retriever-brained nuisance.
Your left eye literally twitched with fury as you whipped your head around to face Nat. “He’s being a child again!”
“I am only in need of my morning beverage—” Thor protested smoothly.
“I got here first!” You spun back toward him, throwing your hands up in the air, your eyes wide with erratic anger.
“And I will be drinking my coffee, first,” he replied with a smug tilt of his chin.
Before you could lunge forward to block him, his large fingers immediately darted past your face and pushed the start button. The machine whirred to life, a dark stream of espresso pouring directly into the ceramic cup you had painstakingly selected and placed there a minute ago.
Thor watched the liquid fill the mug, leaning his hip against the counter as he grabbed the handle. “See? Easy as that,” he mumbled, grinning straight into the steam as he took a slow, loud, deliberate sip right in front of your face.
Your face went a furious, burning red. Your breath hitched, your vision blurring with a wave of pure, chaotic rage. You wanted to grab that hot mug straight out of his hand and throw the boiling liquid right over his clean grey t-shirt. You wanted to watch the stain spread across his chest while you laughed in his face.
Honestly? That was a damn good idea. Your muscles coiled, your fingers twitching as you prepared to lunge at him and commit a felony.
But just as your sneakers gripped the tile, Natasha let out a sharp, interrupting sigh. “The team is waiting for you in the briefing room,” she said, turning on her heel and gesturing toward the sliding glass doors of the hallway. “Let’s go, lovebirds.”
The words cut through the kitchen like a sudden frost. You and Thor both froze instantly, the childish hostility evaporating into a stunned, icy paralysis.
“What?” you said in perfect unison. The word tore from your throats at the exact same second, your voices blending together as you both whipped your heads around to look at Natasha. But she didn't stop to explain—she simply walked down the corridor toward the war room, a wicked, knowing smirk playing on the corner of her lips as she left the two of you standing in the quiet kitchen, completely blindsided by the ominous weight of her words.
“Fucking weirdos everywhere,” you grumbled under your breath.
Before he could even swallow his next stolen sip, you forcefully jammed your palms right into the center of his chest. You used every single ounce of strength your muscles could muster up, throwing your entire body weight into the strike. You needed that damn coffee, and you would get that damn coffee.
Thor actually stumbled back a step, a booming chuckle ripping from his throat at the absolute volatility of your expression. You were completely furious. He honestly had no idea why annoying you brought him such immense satisfaction, but it did. It was an addiction at this point.
In his eyes, you were just absolutely no fun. From the very first day he met you, you had done nothing but jab at him for being too loud and obvious. You were always rolling your eyes, saying things like, “You only know how to smash things and be reckless, Thor,” and “Stealth is an actual concept, you know?”
Now, Thor didn't dislike a lot of people. He was a damn lovable person—the golden boy of the Nine Realms, and now, an absolutely attentive king. But when it came to you? He couldn't help it. You rubbed him the wrong way all the damn time, your sharp tongue grating on his nerves. He could say with absolute, unyielding certainty that he disliked you. A lot.
You were still grumbling under your breath about him stealing your favorite ceramic mug when you noticed his massive shadow was still hovering directly over you.
“Why are you still here?” you asked, your voice coming out far more irritated than it should have. You internally cursed yourself; you were giving him way too much power over your emotions.
“I simply want to watch you sip on your beverage after me,” he said, flashing you a brilliant, smug smile.
You huffed, grabbing your freshly poured cup from the machine. “Thor, just call it coffee. Calling it a beverage does not make it sound any fancier.”
You slid past his broad shoulder, taking a deliberate, aggressive sip of your drink before making your way toward the sliding glass doors of the briefing room. He immediately fell into step behind you, his massive, sweeping strides matching yours in a pure, frustrating rhythm.
“It does sound better when I call it a beverage,” he argued, his heavy leather boots thudding loudly against the floorboards as if he could make his statement more convincing by physical force.
“Sure, lord of thunder,” you murmured, a wicked, knowing smirk pulling at your lips. You knew exactly which buttons to push, and that specific title was your absolute favorite weapon.
“I am the god of thunder!” he hissed from behind you, his voice dropping into a defensive, offended rumble. “You know what? I know you are doing this on purpose—you are intentionally trying to—”
You pushed through the glass doors, entering the sleek, high-tech briefing room with the God of Thunder hot on your heels, still fiercely grumbling about the distinct theological differences between a lord and a god.
“Ah, our favorite couple, arguing again,” Tony said loudly, opening his arms wide in a dramatic, welcoming gesture from the head of the conference table. He leaned back in his chair, a classic, mischievous glint in his eyes. “Still not able to decide whether they want to kill each other or fuck—“
Before the final, crude word could even leave his mouth, your reflexes took over. Your hand blurred. You snatched a thick, heavy tactical folder from the edge of the table and launched it through the air with lethal, pinpoint precision.
Smack. The folder hit Tony squarely across the bridge of his nose, the papers scattering in a neat halo around his chair.
“Ow! Okay, there was absolutely no need for that,” Tony muttered, wincing as he gingerly adjusted his tinted glasses, though the smirk never truly left his face. He looked over at Natasha and Steve, who were already seated, completely unfazed by the morning violence.
“You talk too much, Stark,” Thor grumbled, pulling out a chair and dropping his massive frame into it with a loud thud that resonated through the room.
Your eyebrows shot up instantly as you sat down yourself. “Says you?” you retorted, gesturing toward his broad chest with your coffee mug. “You literally haven't shut up since the kitchen.”
“Let’s just focus on our objective, okay, guys?” Steve said, running a tired palm over his face, completely done with your collective energy so early in the morning. He pushed himself up from his seat next to Tony, leaning his broad shoulders over the holographic table to command the room.
Steve tapped the digital console, and the lights in the briefing room dimmed instantly, replaced by a glowing, three-dimensional blueprint of an ultra-private luxury island floating in the Mediterranean.
“Our focus is here: The Sanctuary,” Steve began, his voice dropping into his serious captain tone. “On paper, it’s an exclusive, hyper-secure resort for the world's billionaires, corrupt politicians, and elite criminals. But over the last forty-eight hours, our satellites intercepted an unencrypted dark-web signal bouncing from the island’s lower levels. A rogue faction has managed to smuggle a massive cache of volatile, leftover Dark Elf technology onto the premises. They’re hosting a private, black-market auction to sell it off to the highest bidder.”
You leaned forward, your brain instantly analyzing the island's perimeter. “So we drop in, neutralize the buyers, and secure the tech. Sounds like a standard Tuesday. Why are we all sitting here?”
“Because it’s a hostage situation waiting to happen if we go in loud,” Natasha spoke up from the corner, her fingers tapping against her tablet. “The entire island is rigged with a quantum-fission failsafe connected to the central vault. If the resort’s biometric security detects a frontal assault, a breach, or a single Quinjet on their radar, the system will instantly detonate the alien cache. It’ll vaporize the island and take half of Western Europe out with the blast wave. It requires a ghost to dismantle the failsafe from the inside.”
“A ghost?” you repeated, a slow, dark smile creeping onto your face. “Perfect. I’ll go in undercover as a maid, slip into the server room, kill the signal, and leave before anyone even finishes their champagne.”
“You’re half right,” Tony cut in, tapping his pen against his cheek. “You are going undercover. But you’re not going as a maid, Shadow. The resort has a strict, biometric-level verification system for all service staff, but their guest list is curated entirely by the billionaire owner—an eccentric, power-obsessed arms dealer named Moretti. He has a strict ‘No Media, Couples Only’ policy for his guests to protect their privacy.”
Tony smirked, leaning forward and typing a command into his console. The holographic display shifted from the island to a digital invitation, written in gold lettering, making your eyes go wide. No.
“Moretti is obsessed with power, gods, and mythology,” Tony explained, his eyes darting between you and the blonde King sitting across from you. “He doesn't just want money; he wants prestige. So, we gave him exactly what he wanted. We leaked a carefully staged, ‘top-secret’ paparazzi photo to the press this morning. The official narrative? The newly crowned King of Asgard has secretly retired from his bachelor days and eloped with a fierce, mysterious warrior woman.”
Your breath hitched violently in your throat. The coffee in your mug suddenly felt like acid.
“What?” you whispered, your heart stopping. You were an Avenger; you were known to the world, but you operated mostly in the quiet, precise darkness. To be thrust into the center of attention like this was your worst nightmare.
Thor froze, his hand stopping mid-air as he went to scratch his short blonde beard. His blue eyes went incredibly wide as he stared at the holographic invitation. “Stark—what madness are you speaking of?”
“It’s simple, lovebirds,” Natasha said, her voice laced with an infuriatingly calm amusement. “Moretti swallowed the bait hook, line, and sinker. The moment he saw the news that the King Of Asgard was on a secret honeymoon, he personally sent out an exclusive, all-access VIP invitation to the royal couple. You two are the ultimate distraction.”
Steve looked at the two of you, his expression sympathetic but unyielding. “Thor keeps all eyes on him by playing the loud, boastful, larger-than-life husband, giving you the perfect cover to move through the high-society crowds, slip into the shadows, and quietly dismantle the failsafe without triggering the biometric alarms. You need his status to get through the front door, and he needs your precision to make sure the island doesn't explode.”
“You expect me,” you said slowly, your voice dropping into a lethal, dangerous sound as you pointed a finger across the table, “to pretend to be blissfully, passionately in love with him? For how long exactly?”
“Not a soul here but you said passionately—“ Thor grumbled but was cut off by you, “Shut up, will you?”
Thor’s hands twitched, like he was holding himself from doing something irrational. He sighed a long breath, trying to compose himself, he didn’t think he could do this. Why did it have to be you, of all people?
But your skills in being a ghost were too good—too fucking perfect for your own good. So he knew the reason why it had to be you, but he protested anyway, he turned to Steve, “I do not see why she should be the one coming with me—“
You didn’t let him finish, rolling your eyes as you said “I’m not loving the idea either—“
“Depends on you, really. Could just be two days or a whole week.“ Steve said cutting both of you off as he looked at the both of you, clearly distressed at your brewing argument, again. “An entire week?” you said, your voice dripping with irritation, your jaw locking at the mere thought of it.
“Hey, it’s a tough gig, but someone’s gotta do it,” Tony chuckled, completely ignoring the murderous look you were throwing him across the table. “Congratulations, kids. Pack your bags. You’re going on a honeymoon.”
—
You were huffing and puffing as you aggressively packed your suitcases—yes, suitcases, plural.
You were practically tearing through your wardrobe, shoving in dresses, hats, sunglasses, and anything else you could get your hands on, entirely leaving the burden of actually coordinating an outfit for later. The second you had escaped the briefing room, you had fled to your quarters. The news was still pouring over you like boiling water, making your skin burn with a restless, defensive heat just thinking about it.
How the hell were you going to pretend to be his wife?
The only thing you were biologically capable of doing near that man was yelling at him, throwing files at his head, or arguing until you were blue in the face. He got on your nerves every single second of the day, provoking you with that smug arrogance of his, making you want to literally peel your own skin off your bones just to escape his proximity. And now you were supposed to look into his blue eyes and play the part of a blushing, smitten bride on a Mediterranean honeymoon. It was sick. It was a comedy of errors written by a cruel universe.
As you slammed another folded gown into the suitcase, your movements suddenly slowed. Your eyes caught sight of the faint, jagged scars marring the skin over your forearms and stomach.
A sudden, heavy wave of insecurity bubbled up inside your chest, overtaking the rage. The thought of being forced into revealing resort wear—of being paraded around an island full of hyper-critical, judgmental billionaires who you knew would dissect your every flaw—infiltrated your mind.
Usually, you were secure in your own skin. You were an Avenger, for God's sake. You were a lethal weapon, and honestly, you did wear dresses when the occasion called for it. But in this context? Under the blinding, global spotlight? You felt like a fraud. You felt like every single pair of eyes on that island would be glued to you, the judgmental, elitist sneers of high society cutting right through you simply because you were Thor’s goddamn wife. You were the woman who had supposedly tamed the King of Asgard, and they would be looking for any reason to tear you apart.
The scars were a permanent, physical gift from your torturers. The monsters who had turned you immortal years ago.
You could not die of age. You could not fall succumb to diseases. Even lethal wounds healed seamlessly within hours if properly attended to. You were stuck living like this forever, the terrifying nightmares from those months in the lab still playing in your mind night after night, making your throat go completely sore as you woke up screaming for them to stop. The experiments had broken your human limitations, locking your cellular structure in a permanent, un-aging loop.
You sharply rubbed at your eyes with the palms of your hands, trying to force the horrific memories to flee from your mind. The ghosts of your past loved to haunt you wherever you went, but you couldn't afford a breakdown today. Not with a flight to catch.
Letting out a heavy, defeated sigh, you declared yourself done with the chaotic packing. You bit your lip anxiously as you got ready for the travel day, pulling a simple, breezy white summer dress over your frame. The fabric flared gently around your knees, and you slid your feet into a pair of modest kitten heels. Finally, you pulled a soft white cardigan over your shoulders, fastening a few buttons, strictly wanting to ensure you wouldn't freeze before you reached your destination. You took one last look in the mirror, masking the assassin, masking the scars, and preparing to face your fate.
As you opened the door, struggling to maneuver your suitcases out of the room, you immediately heard his voice booming down the corridor.
“How are you going to carry those by yourself?” Thor asked, leaning against the wall with a wicked, entirely too handsome smile plastered across his face.
He was obviously going to help you. If the King of Asgard was anything, he was a gentleman down to his very bones—but he didn't just want to be helpful. He wanted to hear the words come out of your mouth. He wanted you to look him in the eye and actively admit that you needed his help. He knew you would absolutely hate doing it, which only made him crave it more.
“I can handle myself just fine,” you breathed out defensively. You leaned your weight back, using the rolling wheels of the suitcases to your advantage. Your pride was still firmly intact because you could easily drag them behind you on a flat surface, but you knew deep down that you couldn't physically lift both of these giant, overpacked cases at the same time down a flight of stairs. But he most definitely did not need to know that.
“Oh? So you don’t need any assistance at all?” he remarked smoothly. He was casually carrying his own massive tactical suitcase in one hand by the handle, his arm barely flexing. It was probably like holding a mosquito between his fingers for him.
“No. Especially not from you,” you huffed, your heels clicking sharply against the tile as you tried to wheel past him, clearly getting irritated by his mere existence.
“Hm,” he just mumbled, a deeply amused sound vibrating in his throat as he turned and watched you walk over to the elevator banks.
You aggressively pressed the down button, silently begging the universe for the doors to open as fast as humanly possible. You could feel Thor’s massive presence looming right behind you, practically radiating an eager energy, just waiting for another opportunity to prod at you.
“What are you waiting for?” you asked, your voice incredibly tight from pure annoyance.
He chuckled, the sound low and rumbling. “For the elevator, Little Flame. Same as you.”
You could feel his massive, broad frame standing directly behind your back. Even though there were a few inches of space separating you, he was like a literal furnace, a heavy, intoxicating heat radiating off his body and wrapping around your shoulders.
You rolled your eyes at the ceiling. “You can carry your own suitcase. I don't see why—” You abruptly cut yourself off, closing your eyes tightly, your face scrunching up in disdain.
Fuck. You had just walked right into his trap.
“Oh, so you cannot carry yours?” he prodded instantly, his tone dripping with sheer amusement. Your eyes opened back up immediately.
Where was this fucking elevator?!
Realizing the lift was taking too long, you sharply turned around to face him. Your bruised, stubborn ego completely hijacked your brain, making you snap at him before you could stop yourself. “I very much can!”
Thor looked down at you, his blue eyes sparkling with a level of amusement that was bordering on infuriating. “Oh, please, be my guest, will you?” He dramatically extended his free hand, gesturing toward the grand concrete staircase at the end of the hall. You huffed a sharp breath through your nose, your jaw locking. “Fine.”
You spun on your heels, deliberately dragging your heavy suitcases over to the very edge of the stairs, desperately delaying the exact moment you would actually have to lift them. When you finally reached the top step, you stopped and stared down at the luggage, your brain going into overdrive as you calculated the weight distribution.
Thor followed you, enjoying every single second of this entirely too much. Even his stance—weight shifted to one hip, a smirk playing on his lips—radiated absolute satisfaction.
“Struggling there?” he asked, taking a deliberate step closer to you.
“Not at all,” you lied through your teeth. Your eyes narrowed into lethal slits as you stared at him, and out of pure, stubborn stupidity, you grabbed the handles of both massive suitcases.
Bracing yourself in your goddamn kitten heels, you attempted to lift them both off the ground at the exact same time.
But the second your muscles tensed and you yanked them up, the combined, brutal weight of the luggage completely threw off your center of gravity. Your body violently swung forward toward the edge of the stairs, the momentum dragging you directly downward. A sharp, terrified yelp tore from your throat as your foot slipped on the smooth edge. You closed your eyes, waiting for the inevitable impact.
You were definitely going down. You were going to roll down a flight of concrete stairs in a white summer dress, become the laughing stock of the entire Avengers Compound, and probably severely injure yourself—meaning you'd have to hobble around the island waiting for your powers to slowly knit your bones back together. Amazing. Brilliant execution, babe, bravo.
But just as those thoughts raced through your mind, they disappeared entirely.
A massive, incredibly solid arm suddenly wrapped like an iron band around your waist. With one effortless, powerful pull, he caught your entire body weight, dragging you firmly back from the edge of the abyss and slamming your back flush against his broad, solid chest.
You opened your eyes—which you hadn't even realized you'd squeezed shut—and let out a shaky, breathless sigh of pure relief. Your heart was hammering like a drum against your ribs.
“Perhaps now, you will admit that you need me to carry them for you,” he mumbled. His voice was a gravelly rasp right against the back of your ear, his warm breath fanning across your skin and causing a shiver of goosebumps to erupt down your neck and arms.
Your breath caught. You quickly huffed, using your hands to pry his heavy arm away from your waist. The skin beneath your dress was practically burning from his touch, but you absolutely did not have the mental capacity to dwell on that right now.
You turned around to face him, your cheeks flushed, your expression a mixture of distress and absolute fury that you had just proven him entirely right.
“Fine,” you said, your voice tight and defeated.
Thor didn't move an inch out of your personal space. He looked down at you, his eyes slowly tracing over your flushed face and your white dress, a smug, triumphant look in his gaze.
“Fine, what?” he challenged softly, wanting every single syllable of his victory.
Your mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water, your pride fiercely battling against the cold reality of the situation. You darted a desperate look toward the elevator, but the glowing digital screen indicated it was still stuck on a lower floor. Frustrated and completely cornered, you aggressively slammed your right foot down against the tile floor like a spoiled child. He always brought that irritating, uncharacteristic side out of you.
“Okay,” you snapped, completely averting your gaze from his face as you mumbled, “Ineedyoutocarrymyluggageforme.”
The words tumbled out of your mouth in a single, rushed, completely unintelligible breath, your eyes locked onto the center of his chest.
“What?” Thor chuckled again, the hilarious sight of you stomping your foot and speaking at supersonic speed catching him entirely off guard. A deep, rumble of laughter shook his chest. “I did not quite get that, Little Flame. Can you say it again?” He was enjoying this far too much for his own good, the smug triumph radiating off him in waves.
“I need you to carry my luggage for me,” you enunciated sharply, every word dripping with pure annoyance.
Instead of just taking the win, Thor brought a thick finger to his chin, tapping it as if he were lost in deep thought. He scrunched up his handsome face, tilting his head. “I don’t think that was a really nice way of asking someone to carry your ginormous suitcases for you.”
“Ugh!” You let out a loud, frustrated yell, throwing your hands down to your sides as you forced yourself to look him dead in his sparkling blue eyes. “Will you please carry my luggage for me?”
He smiled triumphantly, his entire face lighting up like a kid on Christmas morning. He finally stepped forward and grabbed your two bags, arranging them in perfect order back-to-back so their elongated handles lined up close together. Then, with a single, massive hand, he closed his fingers over both handles at once. With his own tactical suitcase in his other hand, he effortlessly lifted all three massive bags off the floor without a single hint of strain.
The elevator suddenly dinged, the doors sliding open just as he hoisted the luggage into the air. Ordinarily, you would have completely lost your temper at timing like that. You would have cursed the universe out loud for making you beg for help only for the elevator to arrive a second later.
But the words died in your throat.
The sight of him carrying all three heavy suitcases at once made you breathe in a sharp, sudden gasp. Your pulse skipped a beat in your chest, and your eyes involuntarily roamed all over his frame. He had changed out of his grey t-shirt before coming to your door; he was now wearing a tight black t-shirt that hugged the broad expanse of his chest and shoulders, paired with tailored charcoal linen pants and black loafers.
He looked good. So fucking hot, in fact, that it sent an unexpected, electric tingle shooting straight through your core and settling deep in your stomach. The sight of his veins popping and his massive biceps bulging as he easily carried the weight of your entire life in one hand was—
What the fuck? What the hell was wrong with you?
You were fully aware that the King of Asgard possessed heart-stoppingly good looks—the entire planet was aware of it—but his infuriating behaviour toward you usually stopped you from ever enjoying the sight. You were supposed to dislike him. You were rivals. But what the fuck had just happened to your brain?
You sharply cleared your throat, forcefully tearing your eyes away from his arms as your cheeks burned a bright, furious crimson. Desperate to hide your sudden fluster, you quickly turned and marched past him, going down the staird in a fastened pace.
Thor smoothly followed behind you, his loafers making zero noise on the concrete, while your heels clicked loudly and rapidly down the steps, echoing your erratic, racing heartbeat.
Thor was watching you walk down the stairs before him, still visibly fuming that he had managed to break your stubborn streak and force a please out of your mouth. He was utterly relishing the victory, a brilliant, smug smile that practically screamed he had won etched across his handsome features while he effortlessly balanced your massive luggage in his grip.
But his smugness didn't last long.
You huffed, stopping for a brief second on the landing. With a fluid, deliberate motion, you slid your white cardigan off your shoulders, pooling the fabric into one hand. The sudden movement exposed the sharp, elegant lines of your collarbones in the strapless white dress. You flipped your hair to one side, completely baring the smooth expanse of your neck to the air—and to him. Then, as if you couldn't quite decide what kind of sensory torture you wanted to execute on the King of Asgard, you started heading down the remaining stairs, your hips swaying with a natural, intoxicating rhythm.
Thor took a sudden, sharp breath at the sight before him. His blue eyes went wide, running over your frame, completely unable to decide where to look. His gaze got hopelessly caught on the soft curve of your shoulders, the narrow dip of your waist, the hypnotic roll of your hips.
A hot rush of blood surged to his head. His breath caught violently in his chest, and for the first time in his immortal life, the God of Thunder actually stumbled on a concrete step. His black loafer clipped the edge, his chest heaving as he quickly caught himself.
What the actual hell was happening? He was well aware that you were breathtaking; he had seen the way people’s heads turned whenever you walked into a room without you even trying. But this? This reaction was entirely uncalled for. He disliked you. He disliked your sharp tongue and the way you always had a quip ready to jab at him. He shouldn't be admiring you, yet his heart was currently hammering against his ribs like a war drum.
Hearing his sudden, heavy stumble, you paused and turned your head back to see what was wrong. You found him standing a few steps above you, his jaw slightly slack. A wicked smile slowly bloomed across your face.
“What was that, Your Majesty? Are they too much for you to carry?” you taunted, shifting your body so your chest was fully turned toward him.
Thor’s eyes helplessly drifted downward to your now fully visible chest, his breath catching for a second time that day. The flush on his neck deepened. He aggressively cleared his throat, forcing his eyes up to meet your smirking face.
“Hah! I can move literal mountains, Little Flame. These trinkets are nothing to me,” he mumbled defensively, his voice a bit more rushed than usual. “I simply lost my balance is all.”
Desperate to escape your mocking gaze, he practically ran down the remaining stairs, his loafers squeaking slightly against the polished concrete as he hurried into the main lobby with all three suitcases clutched tightly in his hands.
Your eyebrows furrowed as you watched him go, continuing your descent. The discarded cardigan remained clutched in your hand; you felt entirely too hot, your own racing thoughts making your skin flush. You gulped, trying to aggressively shoo the bizarre tension out of your mind. You hated him. You needed to get a grip.
When you finally reached the expansive glass entrance of the compound, Thor was already standing there, deep in a heated discussion with Tony.
“Why spend hours traveling in one of your metal birds when we can get there in seconds?” Thor was arguing, his brow furrowed in genuine, godly confusion.
Tony turned toward you as you approached, a wicked, entirely too amused smirk lighting up his face. “Ah, perfect timing, Shadow. Point Break here is staging a mutiny. He says you two don't need to board a plane or take a Quinjet.”
“How come?” you asked, your blood suddenly running cold. An ominous weight dropped into your stomach because you could already guess exactly what the god of thunder had in mind.
“Stormbreaker can take us across the world in seconds,” Thor said, turning his massive frame toward you, completely serious.
“But—” you started, your mind frantically grasping for any viable excuse to avoid being that physically close to him for a cosmic teleportation ride. “But how will you carry the luggage while we traverse realms? It’s impossible.”
“You just hold onto me, and I will handle the rest,” he said easily, dismissively, as if he were explaining the most simple, mundane task in the world. You swallowed hard, your heart doing a strange flip. “But Thor, you have to hold Stormbreaker in one hand, and the luggage in the other. What about me? Where am I supposed to go?”
Thor let out a sharp, irritated huff, clearly done with you dragging out the inevitable. “I said I will handle it. Now, let us go.”
He turned away, marching through the sliding glass doors into the bright morning air. He dropped his own suitcase onto the concrete pavement and extended his right hand toward the sky. Within a split second, a loud, crackling boom echoed through the compound as the massive, heavy blade of Stormbreaker flew from his room straight into his waiting palm.
With practiced, terrifying strength, he gathered the handles of all three massive suitcases into his other hand, hoisting them up effortlessly. He turned his head, his short blonde hair catching the sunlight, and motioned sharply with his chin for you to come closer.
You narrowed your eyes at him stubbornly, crossing your arms over your chest. “What if I don’t want to—” Before you could even finish your protest, Thor’s patience snapped. In one swift, blur of a movement, his massive hand shot out and grabbed you firmly by the wrist.
You let out a sharp yelp as he effortlessly yanked you forward into his personal space, his strength completely overriding your balance. He forcefully guided your arms around his thick middle, pulling you so close that your cheek was muffled right against the hard, solid muscle of his chest.
You could feel his heavy pectoral muscles instantly tighten at the sudden contact, a wave of intense, radiating heat washing over you. Before you could even open your mouth to yell at him for handling you so roughly, his deep, rumbling voice vibrated right through his chest wall against your ear. “Hold on tight.” And with a sudden, blinding flash of blue electricity, he raised Stormbreaker high into the sky.
A blinding burst of color erupted all around you as the Bifrost engulfed you both. The roaring force of the cosmic energy threatened to rip you away, and you instinctively closed your eyes tightly, holding yourself steady by gluing your body entirely to his. Your fingers dug firmly into the fabric of his shirt, pulling yourself so close that there wasn’t a single millimeter of space left between your chest and his.
Then, just as quickly as it had begun, the rushing roar vanished.
You felt your heels solidly touch the ground, arriving at your destination in a second. For a moment, your hands remained tightly locked around his middle and your face was still pressed right against the warm, hard muscle of his chest, you could hear his heartbeat thudding against his ribs.
Slowly, you forced your eyes open and pulled your face back, blinking against the sudden, brilliant glare of the Mediterranean sun.
The Sanctuary stretched out before you, you were standing on a private, pristine white-stone terrace that overlooked a sprawling, crescent-shaped bay. The water below was a blinding, translucent turquoise, so clear that you could see the dark, shifting shadows of coral reefs deep beneath the surface. Sleek, multi-million-dollar superyachts were anchored in the distance, polished and gleaming under the midday sun.
The resort itself was built directly into the towering, sun-bleached cliffs of the island. It was a marvel of modern, minimalist design blended with ancient luxury—all clean white concrete, floor-to-ceiling glass panels, and cascading infinity pools that seemed to spill directly into the ocean below. Lavish, vibrant pink bougainvillea and lush green palms draped over stone walkways, softening the sharp lines of the villas.
Your nostrills filled with the scent of saltwater, expensive citrus perfume, and blooming jasmine. In the distance, you could hear the faint, muted clinking of crystal glasses and the smooth, ambient lounge music drifting from an exclusive beachfront pavilion. It was entirely peaceful, completely hidden from the rest of the world, and crawling with some of the most dangerous, corrupt elite on the planet.
You let out a slow breath, your eyes immediately mapping out the security cameras hidden in the palm trees and the heavily armed guards dressed in casual, matching resort linen suits.
“You can let go of me now, Little Flame,” Thor’s deep voice murmured directly above you, a distinct trace of that familiar, smug amusement vibrating right against your hands. “Unless, of course, you are already enjoying the perks of marriage.”
You blinked, sharply pushing yourself away from his broad chest. “You wish,” you scoffed, rolling your eyes as you aggressively smoothed down the wrinkled fabric of your white summer dress. “I’m not exactly into lords, anyway. I prefer a much stronger title.”
“Good thing I am not a lord, then,” he replied smoothly. For the first time, he didn't get defensive or angry at the jab. Instead, he just stood there, smiling down at you with a gaze so wicked that you could practically feel the blood rushing straight to your head.
You internally groaned, chastising yourself. Stupid girl. You really should have thought beforehand that he would turn your own words right back on you like that. But before your scrambled brain could piece together a proper, biting retort, the heavy footsteps of the resort's security staff cut you off.
“Are you invited, sir?”
A burly bodyguard in a pristine, light-blue linen suit approached the two of you. His voice was laced with a deep, unmistakable tone of respect; he clearly recognized the King of Asgard, but he was trying to maintain the island's strict protocol.
“Yes,” you intervened seamlessly, sliding in front of Thor. Your training kicked in instantly, and a perfected, dazzling smile etched itself onto your face. You held up your phone, displaying the exclusive, gold-rimmed digital invitation Tony had intercepted.
The bodyguard scanned the screen, nodding, but his cautious gaze quickly drifted down to the massive, terrifying axe gripped firmly in Thor's left hand. “We... do not allow weapons on the resort grounds, sir. If you could leave it with security—”
“Ah, that is easily remedied,” Thor interrupted cheerfully. With a casual flick of his wrist, the massive, razor-sharp blade of Stormbreaker melted away, shrinking down until it transformed into a simple, polished black umbrella. You whipped your head around to look at the object, completely deadpan. “An umbrella? In this weather?” you muttered, gesturing to the cloudless, blazing mediterranean sky.
Thor’s eyebrows furrowed at you, his jaw tightening in annoyance at your public critique. “Well, there is something called a summer rain, sweetheart,” he said, faking an incredibly sweet, doting smile for the sake of the watchibg guard, though his blue eyes promised absolute murder.
“I don’t think it’s going to rain anytime soon, honey,” you shot back, your voice dripping with a deep, sickeningly fake sugary sweetness as your own plastic smile widened. Before you could take another breath, Thor’s massive arm suddenly shot out, wrapping securely around your waist and forcefully dragging you flush into his side for a tight, suffocating hug.
A sharp, undignified yelp tore from your throat at the sudden impact, but you quickly cleared your throat, masking your shock as you gripped his forearm. He was absolutely enjoying torturing you, using the doting husband act as the perfect excuse to handle you however he pleased. You were going to kill him.
“I can make it rain anytime I wish,” he murmured, his tone biting at you in a dangerous, playful whisper that sent an involuntary shiver down your spine. He flashed one last dazzling smile at the bewildered bodyguard. “Now, let us go to our room, yeah?”
After that, the guard politely led you both through the sweeping glass doors toward the main lobby, where a receptionist stood behind a white marble desk, a bright, welcoming smile on her face.
“Welcome to The Sanctuary. Hello, Mr. and Mrs. Odinson,” she said smoothly, but the moment the words left her mouth, you saw her cringe a bit, her eyes darting between the digital registry and your face as she thought the names over. You noticed the hesitation instantly, Odinson did sound incredibly weird when referring to a woman.
“Is that your last name now, madam? Should I call you that?” she genuinely asked, looking a bit flustered, as if she were desperately trying to avoid making a mistake.
A massive grin broke across your face while Thor’s expression instantly soured. Oh, you liked this receptionist already.
“I genuinely have no idea. It does sound completely off when you say it like that, doesn't it?” you said, leaning against the marble desk. Then, you slowly turned your head to look up at him, your eyes wide with mock innocence. “Honey, is my last name Odinson now? Wouldn't that literally just mean I’m a son of Odin? I mea—”
He cut you off instantly, his jaw clenching as he growled under his breath, clearly pissed. “Well, we are in Midgard, darling. So your last name is now Odinson here, no? It is how things are done on this realm.” He forced out a tight, blindingly fake smile, trying his absolute best not to throw off the receptionist standing inches away.
You smiled right back, utterly loving the fact that you had managed to piss him off so quickly. You turned back to the receptionist, giving her a conspiratorial look. “Or you could just call me by my former last na—”
“No.” Thor cut you off again, his deep voice dropping an octave, completely unyielding as his blue eyes threw literal daggers down at you. “She will be referred to as Mrs. Odinson.”
Your eyebrows furrowed, your smile faltering for a split second. That was a remarkably quick, fiercely defensive reaction from him. Why the hell did he care so much about a fake human registry?
Recovering quickly, you huffed out a light, airy fake laugh for the receptionist's benefit, gesturing toward the rigid King beside you. “He gets incredibly defensive in situations like this,” you told her. Then, leaning in slightly, you whispered in a stage-whisper, “Male ego, am I right?” The receptionist let out a quiet, knowing chuckle and nodded her head in absolute agreement, clearly understanding exactly what you meant.
“I will show you to your room then, Mrs. Odinson,” she said, stepping out from behind the marble desk and motioning toward a glass elevator that overlooked the turquoise bay, while waving over a bellboy to take the three giant suitcases from Thor's hands.
Thor let the bellboy take the suitcases, his hands finally free as he followed the two of you toward the glass lift. The receptionist held the elevator doors open, gesturing politely with an extended hand, and once you and Thor stepped inside, she followed, pressing the button for the upper residential levels.
The elevator began its smooth ascent. Thor looked around the glass enclosure, his massive arms folding tightly over his broad chest. The movement made his biceps bulge prominently against the fabric of his t-shirt, and your traitorous eyes immediately darted downward, following the sharp lines of his muscles before you could even stop yourself.
“I like this Midgardian facility,” Thor remarked, his deep voice echoing in the enclosed space as he looked out at the view. “It is quite nice.”
“Me too. Love the design, honestly.” you said smoothly, flashing a perfect, effortless hand gesture, but as your eyes finally flicked away from Thor’s arm, you caught something out of the corner of your eye. A sudden, entirely unknown feeling brewed in the pit of your stomach.
The receptionist was staring at Thor’s arms. And she wasn't just glancing; she was so goddamn focused, her eyes tracing the thick veins of his biceps, that she didn't even notice your lethal gaze cutting right through her.
You were definitely taking it back—you did not like this girl at all.
Before your brain could even process the irrational spike of possessiveness, you acted on pure instinct. You stepped right into his space, cleared your throat sharply, and forcefully reached up to uncross his arms.
“What are—” Thor started, entirely caught off guard by the unexpected intrusion.
He was completely silenced as you forcefully dragged his broad frame down into a tight side hug. Your arm slid securely over his back, anchoring him to you, and you felt his breath hitch violently at the sudden contact. He froze for a second, his chest heaving, before he cleared his throat and let his massive hand find the curve of your waist, pulling you securely against his hip.
You kept your eyes locked dead on the receptionist, claiming your territory with absolute, unyielding dominance. You flashed her a wicked, razor-sharp smile. The girl's cheeks instantly flushed crimson, and she averted her eyes toward the floor, clearly mortified that she had been caught staring at a married man, beside his wife at that.
The second the threat was neutralized, your actions crashed down on you. You had absolutely no idea what had just come over you, or why the fuck you would ever do something like that over Thor. Okay, you probably—definitely did that because the thought of another woman disrespecting you by looking at your husband made you want to commit murder. Correction, supposed husband. Still he was your fucking husband for now and she was looking at him and— It’s all about you really, all good. Nothing to worry about.
Your face burned with a furious heat as you forced your gaze straight ahead, refusing to look at him, but you could feel the immense weight of his blue eyes staring down at the side of your face—burning you, fucking scorching you with an intense, questioning gaze.
Thankfully, the elevator dinged, saving you from the embarrassment.
The doors slid open, and you caught your first breathtaking sight of the upper facility. It wasn't a standard, enclosed hotel corridor. Instead, the elevator opened directly into the brilliant, open air of the cliffside. It was designed like an exclusive luxury resort enclave; the elevator connected the lower main lobby directly to an expansive, sun-drenched outdoor terrace that led to the private villa section of the property.
Stone pathways winded through lush, manicured tropical gardens, flanked by cascading water features and private infinity pools that looked like they hung off the edge of the world. The ocean breeze hit your face instantly, lifting the hem of your white dress, but the burning weight of Thor’s hand still resting firmly on your waist made it impossible to feel the cold.
You followed the receptionist, her eyes now glued strictly forward as she walked, her posture stiff with the embarrassment of the whole situation.
You tried to subtly peel yourself away from Thor’s side, but the moment you moved, the heavy grip of his hand on your waist tightened significantly. Your eyes instinctively glanced upward to him, ready to snap, but he was simply looking around at the passing scenery, appearing completely unbothered by the situation. Why wouldn't he let go? You wondered why the hell he would keep you tethered to his side like this, as if he actively wanted you there.
Then, doing something you thought you would absolutely never do, you let him. You quietly surrendered, allowing him to hold you tight against his hip as you both walked down the sun-drenched stone path.
Other elite couples passed you by, their judgmental eyes scanning you up and down as they noted the stunning, mysterious woman on the arm of the Asgardian King. This is exactly why he is keeping you glued to him, a strict, grounding voice echoed in your mind. Do not forget the objective, or the fact that you both could never, ever like each other like that. You swallowed hard, your own hand involuntarily tightening around his side for a split second. Why the fuck would you even think otherwise?
The receptionist finally approached a secluded, breathtaking cliffside villa. She opened the heavy timber door for you, stepping aside to hand you the room keycards.
The moment you stepped across the threshold, your eyes widened at the sight before you. Your blood ran completely cold. You let go of his waist immediately, and this time he actually let you.
Your hands were slightly shaking as you looked around the massive, sunlit room. Why hadn't you thought of this earlier? Ofcourse. It was painfully obvious. You were pretending to be a married couple on a honeymoon, after all.
You looked beside you only to see Thor standing entirely frozen, his lips slightly agape and his breathing turning shallow and fast as you both simultaneously realized how profoundly fucked up this mission actually was.
There was only one fucking bed.
It was a massive, ultra-luxurious king-sized bed, draped in crisp white linens and pushed directly against the center of the room, facing the glass walls that looked out over the ocean. Thor couldn't believe his own stupidity; how could he have thought he wouldn't have to share a bed with you on a mission where you were supposed to be blissfully in love? This mission was officially going to be the absolute death of him.
He slowly turned his head to look down at you, only to find you already staring up at him with completely bewildered, panicked eyes.
“I hope you like your room. Have a wonderful stay, Mr. and Mrs. Odinson,” the receptionist said, her voice finally breaking the tense silence that had descended upon the room.
The sound of her talking jolted you both out of your shared panic. You didn't even look at her fully, only giving a stiff side-eye and a tight nod before she quickly scrambled out of the room, shutting the heavy door behind her.
The second the click of the lock echoed through the villa, you spun on your heels to face him. Your voice was sharp, defensive, and entirely determined as you pointed a finger at him. “I will sleep in the bed.”
His eyes narrowed at you instantly. “No, I will,” he counter-attacked, and with two long, authoritative strides, he walked over to the bed and sat down heavily on the mattress, trying to claim the territory by physical force. You scoffed loudly, refusing to back down. You marched right over to the edge of the bed and sat down forcefully beside him, turning your body to face him dead-on. “I will,” you repeated stubbornly, your jaw locking.
Thor snorted, a challenge dancing in his blue eyes. “Okay, then. You will simply be sleeping next to me.”
Your eyes widened in sudden panic as you huffed out a sharp breath. “What?” you said, utterly bewildered by the casualness of his suggestion.
He rolled his eyes, gesturing broadly to the sprawling mattress behind him. “This is a massive bed, love. We both can fit, clearly.”
The moment the casual pet name slipped from his tongue, Thor internally bit down on it, desperately trying to maintain his stoic composure. What the fuck is my problem? he wondered, a silent storm raging in his mind as he stared at your flushed face. There was no one here to perform for. The door was locked. Yet his brain was completely short-circuiting.
Your breath hitched in your throat. Why the hell would he call you that when there wasn't a single soul around to witness it? You swallowed hard, trying to inject some of your usual venom back into your voice to hide your racing pulse. “You are ginormous, Thor. You would probably just roll over in the middle of the night and crush me to death or something—”
“I would never,” he said softly, cutting you off. He looked directly at you, his gaze suddenly changing into an intensity so deeply serious, that it made your heart give a treacherous flutter against your ribs.
You gulped, your mind going entirely blank. You tried to grasp for another excuse, another biting retort, but the gravity of his presence was making you forget everything else besides him.
Thor’s eyes roamed all over your face, desperately trying to dissect whatever panicked thoughts were racing through your mind. But as his gaze drifted downward, your bare arms caught his eye.
His breath hitched violently. His eyebrows furrowed into a deep, troubled line as his vision focused entirely on your skin.
How the hell had he never noticed them before?
Faint, jagged scars were littered all over your arms, disrupting your otherwise flawless skin. They were the unmistakable, ghostly remnants of... what? How could you have possibly acquired them? He knew you possessed an advanced healing factor—he had seen you bounce back from lethal battle wounds within hours—so if these marks remained, the trauma that caused them must have been unfathomable. It must have happened before you ever gained your abilities. But how did you even get your powers?
Thor realized, with a jarring pang in his chest, that he knew absolutely nothing about your history. He knew nothing of what had happened to you, where you had come from, or how you had earned those marks. A dark, protective rage began to brew in his chest, his breathing turning ragged as he stared at the faint lines.
You noticed the exact second his eyes shifted. A cold, suffocating dread pooled in your stomach.
Nobody outside of Tony, Steve, Natasha, and Bucky knew what had happened to you. Tony and Steve knew because they were the ones who had found you, breaking into that dark Hydra facility to save your life. Natasha knew because she was your absolute closest friend, the person who held you through the worst of the night terrors. Bucky knew only because you had trusted him with the truth, knowing he was the only one who truly understood the agony of being a broken, unwilling assassin.
But Thor? Thor hadn't been there when you were saved. He had been worlds away, dealing with the high-stakes matters of Asgard. And you, of course, had never told him. How could you? When he had finally returned to Earth and met you for the very first time, he had simply looked at you deadpan and muttered, “She looks gloomy.”
The comment had broken you. Before he had ever spoken to you, you had thought him absolutely extraordinary. The exact second you had caught sight of his legendary, powerful frame, an intense, quiet attraction had sparked inside you. But he had broken all of that in a single second by calling you gloomy, bruising your defensive ego and forcing you to react in the absolute worst way possible—yelling at him and starting a years-long war of petty arguments. He was the only person on the team who could ever get you to react with such unhinged irritation.
Now, your heart dropped straight to your stomach at the horrifying thought of him having another piece of leverage over you. He could never know the truth. You couldn't let him see your vulnerability.
As you watched his eyes frantically trace the lines on your skin, his massive left hand slowly ascended, his fingers instinctively reaching out to gently touch your arm.
The impending contact made you take a sharp, terrified breath. Your fight-or-flight response slammed into overdrive, and you abruptly stammered out a quick, “I have to pee!” Before he could even respond, you bolted off the mattress, practically running toward the privacy of the bathroom.
You rubbed your face as you gulped, staring at your reflection in the mirror.
I have to pee? Seriously? You couldn’t have found anything better to say?
The faster we are done with this, the better, you thought to yourself, anxiously pacing around the marble bathroom. Steve had said the mission could take anywhere from two days to an entire week. You were strictly determined to wrap this up in two days max—because if you didn't, so help you God, you were going to go completely insane.
You splashed ice-cold water on your face, breathing out a long, shaky exhale. You could do this. You could endure this. This was absolutely nothing compared to the horrors you had survived in your past, but for some reason, why did it feel like this was even worse?
Steeling your nerves, you finally walked out of the bathroom, only to see Thor standing outside on the terrace, his massive back turned to you. Your eyes involuntarily roamed over his broad figure, and you breathed out a long breath to calm your racing heart.
He heard you step into the room—of course he did. He turned back toward you, locking his blue eyes onto your face as he made his way back inside. “I like it here,” he mumbled, looking around the room before his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “Where are our things? That servant took—”
Your eyebrows shot up instantly. “Servant?”
“Yes. The one who took our bags.”
You let out an involuntary, nervous giggle as you sat back down on the edge of the bed, rolling your eyes. “Thor, he’s not a servant. He’s a bellboy.” His brow furrowed even deeper. “Bellboy?”
“Yes. People who carry luggage to the rooms in hotels are called bellboys.”
“So... they are servants?” he repeated stubbornly. You huffed, deeply annoyed by his royal dense-headedness. “Thor, do not call anyone a servant to their face. It’s incredibly belittling and—” Right as the lecture was leaving your mouth, a sharp knock echoed from the front door.
“Ah! The servant is here,” Thor declared triumphantly, immediately striding toward the entryway to open it.
“Thor, no—” you gasped, scrambling up from the bed. You were desperately trying to intercept him, wanting to avoid a catastrophic conversation where he would inevitably embarrass the poor resort worker.
But Thor was too fast. He swung the door open and casually leaned his massive shoulder against the wall, watching the bellboy roll your three giant suitcases into the villa’s foyer. However, instead of ignoring you, Thor’s blue eyes were suddenly gleaming with pure mischief as he looked across the room at your panicked face.
Your eyes narrowed into lethal slits. You fiercely mouthed a very deliberate, aggressive 'No' to him.
But seeing your panic only made his smug smile widen. The exact second he opened his annoying, beautiful mouth to speak, your instincts slammed into overdrive. Your brain completely short-circuited. You scrambled over to him in a blind, chaotic rush. Before he could utter a single syllable, you threw yourself into his personal space, your arms wrapping securely around his thick neck as you hopped completely on top of him, forcefully pressing his face right into the crook of your neck to physically muffle his mouth against your skin.
Thor froze dead in his tracks. The sudden impact of your body would have knocked any human man flat on his back, but he didn't even sway. His breath hitched sharply, and his massive hands instinctively shot down, grabbing the back of your thighs to hold you up without breaking a single sweat.
The bellboy’s eyes went completely wide at the unexpected, intensely passionate display.
Your face burned a scorching, furious red as you awkwardly tilted your head back, your arms still locked around Thor's neck. “Just... love my husband so much, you know? Can’t help myself,” you breathed out, your voice strained as you forced a bright, desperately in love smile.
The bellboy nodded quickly, his eyes still dinner-plate wide as he awkwardly parked the luggage.
Thor’s head had been pinned right against your neck, but he suddenly lifted his head up forcefully, his godlike strength easily overriding your desperate attempt to hold him still.
“Cannot keep her hands to herself, this one,” Thor told the bellboy, a deep, rumbling chuckle vibrating through his chest. He was smiling brightly, clearly enjoying every single second of this absolute ordeal.
You literally could not believe you had just done that. You were just trying to spare the poor worker’s feelings, and—okay, fine, you absolutely did not need to jump on top of him like a koala. But in that split second of panic, your brain had completely ruled out kissing him as an option—obviously, because why were you even thinking of it in the first place?—, leaving you with no choice but to launch yourself at him to take him off guard.
The mortified bellboy practically scrambled out of the villa, quickly wishing you both a good day before slamming the door shut.
You let out a massive sigh of relief, your forehead dropping against Thor's shoulder. You hadn't even been able to give the poor guy a tip. You shook your head in deep disapproval, your gaze finally snapping back up to look at Thor.
And that’s when your brain finally caught up to the reality of your physical situation.
The room was dead silent. Thor was staring down at you with an incredibly intense, dark, and unreadable gaze. He was still holding you entirely aloft in his arms. Your legs were circled tightly around his broad waist, his heavy hands were gripping the bare skin under your thighs, and your goddamn summer dress had completely ridden up your legs. The direct, calloused touch of his palms against your skin was burning you like liquid fire.
Your breathing suddenly grew shallow and fast. Oh god. You needed to get off of him right now.
You swallowed hard, subtly shifting your weight to slide down, but his grip remained like iron bands. You couldn't move.
“You can let go now, you know?” you whispered, your voice lacking its usual bite as you stared into his intense blue eyes.
Thor aggressively cleared his throat, looking momentarily startled by how close your lips were to his. But within a fraction of a second, that goddamn smug, teasing smile started slow-burning across his face. You knew that exact expression, and it never meant anything good for your sanity.
“Why?” he murmured, his voice dropping into a low, rumbling rasp that sent a wave of heat straight to your core. “You willingly hopped into my arms, Little Flame. I might as well enjoy the embrace.”
You gasped in absolute outrage, sharply slapping his broad chest with your palm as you desperately tried to wrench yourself out of his grip. He was being annoying, cruel, and completely, fucking insufferable.
“Just let go of me, you pervert!” you snapped, your right hand desperately attempting to peel his iron grip off your bare leg.
He finally let go of you with a low, rumbling chuckle, clearly enjoying annoying you far too much for his own good. “Pervert? I am not the one who jumped blindly into your arms, Little Flame.”
You flushed a furious crimson, sharply turning your back to him to hide the heat on your face. “Let's just fucking get ready and try to find some info on our objective,” you muttered tightly. You grabbed one of your massive suitcases, plopping it down onto the luggage rack with a heavy thud, and unzipped it. Behind you, his quiet, amused chuckles continued to bounce off the walls, making your blood boil with pure anger, but you forced your mouth shut.
You aggressively rummaged through your clothes, grabbing a white, high-cut skimpy monokini and a breezy dress to wear over it. Clucthing the fabric to your chest, you marched straight back into the bathroom to get ready.
You locked the door, taking a few ragged breaths to settle your racing pulse. You fixed your hair, and carefully slipped into the monokini and the dress. Standing in front of the mirror, you let out a long exhale, though your face was still burning with a deep, stubborn embarrassment. You could do this. It was just a mission.
You emerged from the bathroom, deliberately looking anywhere but at Thor as he smoothly stepped past you to go get changed himself. You walked over to the vanity, but a few moments later, his booming, deeply confused voice echoed from the other side of the door.
“This just looks like underwear.”
The bathroom door swung open, and Thor walked out, looking down at himself with a bewildered expression. The second your eyes landed on him, you literally choked on your own spit.
He was wearing a pair of simple navy swimming trunks—and absolutely nothing else. No shirt, no linen button-down, nothing to cover the massive expanse of his upper body.
Your eyes involuntarily danced over his frame, your mouth falling slightly agape as you took him in. The midday sun streaming through the glass walls caught every single ridge of his body. Your gaze traced the thick, prominent veins running over his forearms and bulging biceps, moving up to the broad, heavy expanse of his chest, and dropping down to his rock-hard, perfectly sculpted abs.
Oh, fuck. You felt a sharp, electric flutter ignite deep down in your stomach.
“We Asgardians just go into the waters naked to swim, you know,” he stated proudly, adjusting the waistband of the trunks. “This Earth clothing feels ridiculous.”
He was probably referring to times back home when he did exactly that—swimming freely in royal Asgardian lakes, likely with beautiful women. But the sudden, intrusive mental image of going swimming with a completely naked Thor made you gulp harshly, your eyes widening in panic.
And that was the exact moment he caught the state of your face.
Thor froze. His breath hitched in his throat as his blue eyes locked onto you. Your beautiful eyes had darkened with an intense, raw heat, your gaze completely fixed on his bare chest while your sinful lips remained slightly parted. As he watched, your tongue subtly darted out to lick your lower lip, your breathing turning shallow.
The God of Thunder felt his entire frame go completely rigid in the middle of the room.
You were not thinking what he thought you were... were you? For the first time, a heavy, pounding tension that had nothing to do with anger or bickering flooded the air around you. Thor felt his heart skip a beat against his ribs at the terrifying, intoxicating thought of you actually looking at him like that, willing him to step closer.
You closed your eyes then, and the sudden, intrusive thought of him being completely naked with other women infiltrated your mind. It filled you with a strange, unexplainable feeling—a sharp, poisonous ache that you had felt before in your life but couldn't quite put your finger on. Your stomach actively churned at the mental image, a dark wave of possessiveness and frustration twisting tight inside your core mkaing you open your eyes back.
The lung-burning silence broke when you abruptly gulped, tearing your gaze away from his abdomen as your cheeks flared a bright, defensive red.
“Put a shirt on, will you?” you muttered breathlessly.
Without waiting for a response, you spun on your heel and practically bolted out onto the sun-drenched balcony, desperately needing the breeze to help you catch your breath before you completely lost your mind.
Inside, Thor’s eyebrows furrowed deeply. He stood entirely frozen in the center of the room, his heart dropping straight to his stomach at the words you had just thrown at him.
Of course.
Why the hell would he ever think you wanted him? What was he thinking? You obviously were not attracted to him in the slightest. In fact, it was the exact opposite—you clearly disliked him so much that you couldn't even bear to see a glimpse of his bare upper body, which was why you had breathlessly demanded he cover himself up.
Thor let out a low, frustrated groan, bringing his massive hands up to aggressively palm his face. Why did he even care so much? Why did your rejection sting like needles on his skin?
Steeling his posture, he marched back over to his suitcase, snatched up a matching navy t-shirt, and harshly yanked it down over his head, hiding his chest from view. He desperately needed a fucking drink. He was entirely certain there wasn’t a single alcoholic beverage on this entire planet that could properly numb his brain right now. Not even heavy Asgardian ale could get him drunk enough at this point. He actually was fucking sure there wasn't a single drink in the entire universe that could make him drunk enough to forget about you, your angelic face, these unexplainable feelings, and the damning fact that you absolutely hated him.
“Let’s go,” his deep voice boomed behind you.
Startled out of your thoughts on the balcony, you turned around and walked back inside the air-conditioned room. You quietly followed him as he strode over to the heavy front door, swinging it open and standing firmly in the entryway as he waited for you to walk past.
You went out, your wedge sandals clicking softly on the stone path as you took a deep breath of the humid air, trying to reset your frayed nerves. As you made your way down toward the main infinity pool with Thor by your side, you suddenly felt a firm, sudden tug on your hand.
Because you had left the villa first, you had been walking a few paces ahead of him, but with one effortless pull, he brought you right back next to his side. His massive palm slid against yours, his fingers wrapping around your hand and engulfing it completely.
Your pulse gave a wild, treacherous flutter. Your eyes filled with immediate, defensive questions as you snapped your head up to look at him. Your hand felt like it was on fire, your skin practically melting under the direct heat of his touch. But before you could snap at him, Thor simply gestured with a subtle tilt of his chin toward a few couples who were walking past, watching you closely.
Right. Real couples walked hand-in-hand. You were supposed to be blissfully married, so this was completely ordinary. You forced yourself to nod, your fingers slowly sliding into his, intertwining with his firmly to sell the act.
Before heading over to the pool deck, you stopped by the wooden towel stand. You grabbed two plush beach towels, offering a polite, dazzling smile and a quiet thank you to the young worker who handed them over. As you began walking toward two vacant, prime sunbeds you had spotted near the edge of the water, Thor leaned down significantly to get right on your level.
His warm breath brushed against your ear as he whispered, “Lots of servants here.”
You immediately looked up at him, your eyes boring holes into his face. “Thor, they are resort employees. Stop it,” you hissed under your breath.
A smug, infuriating smile broke across his face. He was clearly enjoying the easy way he could piss you off. Still, his hand didn't release yours; his fingers remained tightly engulfed around your hand as you finally settled right next to the vacant sunbeds.
He finally let go of your hand, though his blue eyes remained highly alert, scanning the perimeter. He took in the entire scene—the crowded pool bar, the glittering water, and the exclusive guests. Upbeat lounge music pulsed quietly from the hidden outdoor speakers as his gaze tracked the crowd.
His eyes locked onto a specific target sitting near the bar: a man with a distinct scar slicing through his left eyebrow, short black hair, and deeply bronzed skin. The stool next to the man was vacant, and he was casually sipping on a dark amber liquor—what Thor recognized as whiskey, a Midgardian drink he had tried during his time with the Avengers.
Thor turned his head back to tell you he had spotted their mark, but the words got caught in his throat.
You had already slid your dress off, leaving it pooled on the side of the chair. You were now sitting down comfortably on the sunbed, your bare legs stretched out in front of you.
The sight of your exposed skin and the incredibly skimpy, high-cut beachwear made a sudden rush of blood boil furiously through Thor's veins. His gaze darkened instantly, his eyes helplessly mapping the smooth expanse of your collarbones, your chest, and your fucking perfect legs. Oh, fuck. He literally couldn't breathe. The air vanished from his lungs, and he averted his eyes toward the sea, his heart hammering so wildly against his ribs he thought it might actually beat its way straight out of his chest.
Desperate to cool down, he aggressively cleared his throat and grabbed the hem of his t-shirt, yanking it off his body.
Your eyes remained glued strictly ahead of you, stubbornly refusing to spare him a single glance. You heard the rustle of fabric and the distinct sound of him tossing the shirt onto the table, but you refused to face him. You unfortunately felt far too many weird, dangerous things flipping in your stomach whenever you looked at his bare chest, and you weren't about to risk your sanity now. Fuck this entire operation, really, you thought bitterly.
You heard the sunbed creak as his massive weight sat down on the lounge chair right next to yours. Your positions were exactly identical, your legs laid out parallel to each other on the matching cushions. You were close—entirely too close.
Needing to ground yourself and focus on the mission, you leaned over toward him, lowering your voice to a sharp, determined whisper. “We either finish this in two days or an entire week. Let’s get this over with quickly, so that I do not have to be your wife for another—” But you had made the catastrophic mistake of turning your head to look at him while you whispered. The words died completely in your throat, and the remaining oxygen was brutally taken right out of your lungs.
Thor had laid back against the cushion, his massive, bare arms raised up next to his head to support the back of his neck. The position made his biceps and shoulders bulge spectacularly under the sunlight, the lines of his chest stretching taut.
“...second,” you trailed off breathlessly, your voice dropping to a faint whisper as you quickly snapped your head back to stare blindly at the water in front of you.
“I agree,” Thor said simply, his deep voice carrying a gravelly, tight edge as he stared straight ahead, too. “This whole ordeal is ridiculous, I’ll tell you that. There is absolutely no need to drag it out.”
You laid perfectly still on the sunbed, the intense heat baking your skin, but it was nothing compared to the suffocating tension radiating from the man lying right next to you.
What’s happening to me? you wondered frantically in your mind, trying to ground yourself as you looked around the bustling pool area. Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed the man with the scarred eyebrow, and a cold jolt of recognition hit you. He looked familiar because he was your target. Valentin Moretti, the spoiled, arrogant playboy of the family who handled the high-society entertainment and smuggling logistics at the resort. He was the only middleman who held the digital decryption keys to the Dark Elf tech you and Thor were trying to locate.
And right now, he was staring right at you.
The second his eyes hit you, his posture shifted. His dark eyes narrowed, deliberately burning their way down the length of your body, lingering heavily on the high-cut lines of your white monokini and your bare legs. A smooth, predatory smirk pulled at the corner of his lips. He raised his whiskey glass in a silent, incredibly bold toast directly toward you.
“I was just about to tell you I spotted our target, but it seems like he spotted you,” Thor grumbled. He glared over at Valentin, his blue eyes darkening to a stormy hue as his hands clenched into massive, white-knuckled fists behind his head. “Why the fuck is he staring at you like that?” he muttered, every single muscle in his broad frame clenching tight as he fought a losing battle to keep himself from doing something stupid. Like striking the fucker with a stray bolt of lightning.
“Thor, keep your eyes straight ahead,” you hissed back under your breath, stubbornly refusing to look at him. “Tony said he runs the security and digital access keys for the entire compound. If he’s interested, it means we have an opening.”
“An opening to what?” Thor muttered, his tone sharply biting. “He is vile. Look at how he comports himself.”
“An opening for me to get to know hi—”
“Absolutely not,” he interrupted, his voice cutting through the humid air like a sharpened blade.
Your eyebrows furrowed deeply. “What do you mean? We need him, Thor!” you whisper-shouted, sharply turning your body toward him.
He was staring literal daggers across the pool deck, his biceps bulging prominently as he breathed. He looked absolutely furious. You scoffed internally. Did the mere thought of another man being interested in you anger him this much? Did he despise you so profoundly that he couldn't even entertain the thought that a man could actually find you attractive? You breathed sharply through your nose like an enraged bull; you absolutely could not let his fragile ego fuck up this entire operation.
“I am going to the ladies room,” you announced abruptly.
You sat up, your hips shifting with a natural, subtle sway as you swung your legs off the lounge chair. The movement drew Thor’s intense gaze straight to your back, his eyes tracking you with the exact same heavy focus as a certain someone across the pool deck. Thor’s jaw clenched so hard a muscle ticked in his cheek. He knew exactly what you were doing; he was not fucking stupid. You were trying to get away from him to corner the target alone. And he was absolutely not going to let you.
You marched into the restroom, deliberately waiting inside for two full minutes to give Valentin time to notice your absence. When you finally emerged back into the bright sunshine, your eyes instantly scanned the area for Thor, but you couldn't find his giant frame anywhere near the sunbeds. Your brows knitted in concern. Where the fuck is he? You shook your head, dismissing the thought.
Continuing your way, your strides remained purposeful, your hips swaying with an intoxicating rhythm as you confidently made your way over to the open-air pool bar. You stopped right next to two stols away from Valentin, placing your hands flat on the polished marble counter.
“A cosmopolitan, please,” you told the bartender, flashing a polite smile.
Beside you, Valentin smirked and got up, sliding onto the stool right next to you. “Good afternoon,” he smoothed, his voice dripping with an arrogant, upper-class accent as he looked down at your frame. His smirk widened. “I don’t mean to intrude, but I haven't seen your face at the Sanctuary before. I am Valentin.”
You immediately forced your perfected, dazzling smile onto your face, tilting your head up to look at him. “Hello,” you said, your voice smooth, breathy, and entirely welcoming as you deliberately played the part.
Valentin’s dark eyes flashed with deep approval at your response. But just as he opened his mouth to speak, a heavy, solid weight crashed into your side.
A massive, bare arm wrapped securely around your waist, his fingers gripping your skin so tightly that your breath instantly hitched in your throat.
“Here you are, darling,” Thor muttered, leaning down so close his lips practically brushed your ear, though his icy gaze remained dead-locked onto Valentin.
“Here I am,” you said through your teeth. You forced out a light, airy giggle for appearance's sake, but underneath the counter, you aggressively pinched the skin of his arm. Just what did he think he was doing?
In response, his grip only tightened, anchoring you flush against his solid hip.
Valentin looked between the two of you, his eyebrows shooting up in surprise, though his arrogant smirk remained firmly in place. “Your companion didn't seem to care you were there just minutes ago,” Valentin noted smoothly, turning his attention entirely back to you and deliberately stepping a fraction closer to your space. “If you ever find yourself bored with the company, cara, I am always hosting private tastings in the VIP lounge upstairs. A woman of your taste shouldn't be left to just bake in the sun.”
Valentin finally flicked a dismissive, incredibly brief glance toward Thor, taking in his towering height, his bare chest, and his silent, murderous expression. Valentin chuckled softly under his breath, entirely assuming Thor was just some brainless, handsome trophy husband you kept around for arm candy.
You felt your eyes briefly close in pure panic as Thor tried to keep his mouth shut. The tension radiating off him was terrifying; he pulled you even harder against his side, his thumb digging into your waist. Didn't this mortal idiot know who he was dealing with? The God of Thunder looked like he was about to rip Valentin’s head off his shoulders and toss it directly into the infinity pool.
“My husband,” you intervened quickly, emphasizing the word heavily while throwing Thor a sharp, lethal warning glare, “is just enjoying the peace. But thank you for the invitation, Valentin. We might just take you up on that.”
“I look forward to it,” Valentin murmured, his eyes giving your body one last, shameless scan down to your bare legs. He gave a polite nod and turned back toward the bar, entirely unaware of how close he had just come to an early grave.
Thor practically dragged you out of there, his heavy grip guiding you back toward the sunbeds.
The second Valentin was out of earshot, you let out a sharp breath, turning your head to hiss at him. “What do you think you're doing?!”
Thor didn't even spare you a glance, his jaw set in a rigid line as he kept on walking, dragging you right along by his side. “I am not doing anything.” You huffed, sharply slapping his bare arm. “Thor, you're going to ruin everything!” He acted completely deaf, ignoring your slap as he kept his heavy strides forward.
“Tomorrow,” you whispered fiercely, leaning in closer to his side so none of the passing guests could overhear. “I am going to have to flirt with him to get those access codes, and you will not do things like what you just did!”
Thor’s head snapped toward you so fast your breath caught harshly in your chest. His blue eyes were burning, fucking scorching into yours with an unhinged look.
“You will not,” he growled.
You scoffed loudly, throwing your head back. “Excuse me?”
“You heard me,” he said flatly. He finally let go of your waist, sitting back down heavily on his sunbed.
You remained standing over him, your hands flying up in pure frustration. “Is the concept of a man finding me attractive such a foreign concept to you?!” you whisper-shouted, your chest heaving.
He didn't respond as he kept looking at Valentin, his jaw locking into a tight, defensive line. Ofcourse he did not, and that was the exact problem. Any man who set their eyes on you would find you attractive and he could not fucking stand it.
It's because you cannot stand her, his mind echoed, but he knew something was desperately wron g with him.
Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed Valentin was still watching the two of you from the bar, clearly reveling in the fact that he had caused a little disagreement between the stunning woman and her brute of a husband. Thor’s eyes darkened even further as he tracked Valentin's amused expression.
Your gaze followed Thor's, landing right on the smug target.
“Are you serious?” you muttered to Thor. Then, turning your head toward the bar, you deliberately forced a sweet smile and gave Valentin a little, subtle wave.
You turned back to Thor, sitting down forcefully on your own sunbed. “I will do what I have to do, Thor,” you said coldly, snatching up a glossy fashion magazine from the side table—one of the resort’s complimentary services.
“We’ll see about that,” Thor muttered back, his voice dangerous.
You didn't respond, your own jaw locking in a fury so intense you wanted to wrap your hands around his thick neck and strangle him.
So yeah, your day was going exactly the same. You had wanted to strangle him in the morning, and you wanted to strangle him right now. Not a single thing had changed, other than the fact that he was now your supposed husband.
You aggressively kept on turning the glossy pages of the magazine, but your gaze followed Valentin precisely. Between the articles, your sharp eyes roamed over every single person on the pool deck, dissecting them and their behaviors, mapping out the security hierarchy of the resort. But you got bored after a while, the heat and the tension becoming too much to sit through. Deciding you needed a distraction, you stood up from your sunbed to go into the pool.
The moment you stood, Thor’s intense gaze focused directly in on your stomach. The air left his lungs. There, cutting across your midriff, were the exact same faint, jagged scars. His blood ran entirely cold. Just how many of those did you have hidden across your body? He felt his stomach churn painfully, his hands going completely cold despite the blistering sun. But just as he watched you walk down the shallow steps into the water, he fucking saw Valentin look at you again.
Just why did this guy not give up?
Thor felt something violent biting at him inside—something so utterly convincing and overwhelming that his face hardened into stone. He got up immediately, his towering frame casting a shadow over the lounge chairs as he followed you straight into the water.
You were already in the pool, the cold water instantly relieving your burning skin. You swam smoothly toward the far edge, propping your elbows up on the smooth marble so you could lay your head on your hands and finally relax.
Just as you were settling in, a calm expression finally washing over your face, the entire pool rattled with the force of someone jumping in.
You whipped your head around, your eyes wide with irritation. Thor emerged from underwater a split second later, a smug, breathless smile on his face as he broke the surface just inches away from you.
“Can I not relax in peace now?” you snapped between your teeth.
But the remaining words were brutally taken right out of your lungs. Before you could slide away, Thor wrapped his massive hands securely around the back of your bare thighs, effortlessly lifting your body up in the water. The sudden momentum left you with no choice but to instinctively circle your legs around his broad waist to keep from slipping.
“What are you doing?” you whispered into his ear, completely breathless. Despite the panic racing through your veins, you forced a bright, blinding honeymoon smile for the sake of the couples swimming near you, whose bewildered, intrigued expressions were already focused entirely on the two of you.
“I am enjoying the cold water with my wife,” he murmured back. His warm breath fanned heavily over the sensitive skin of your neck as he intentionally cornered you, crowding your front while your back was pressed against the marble edge of the pool you had been relaxing on seconds ago.
Your hands instinctively found his neck, your fingers gripping his shoulders while your thumbs lightly played with the short hairs at the nape of his neck. You looked at him, your lips dangling a mere inch away from his. You could feel his steady breath fanning over your mouth, making your lips tingle with soul-burning want.
Why the hell were your lips tingling with want? Oh, god. Your face burned with a furious, internal heat as your eyes helplessly locked onto his mouth. Both of your chests heaved, brushing against one another in the water.
“I am not your real wife, Thor,” you breathed out, trying desperately to ground yourself. “I don’t need you touching me every five seconds—”
“I don’t need anyone here thinking you are available.”
“What?” you whispered, your heart giving a massive flutter against your ribs.
“Fake or not, Little Flame,” he growled softly, his blue eyes turning incredibly dark as his grip on your thighs tightened. “I am your fucking husband, and every man on this island will know it. I will make sure of it.”
He smirked, and before you could even process his words, he leaned in and pressed a firm, lingering kiss directly to your flushed cheek. You gasped in absolute shock, your skin scorching where his lips met your face. As he pulled back just a fraction, your noses brushed. You looked directly into his eyes, feeling yourself grow hotter and hotter and hotter—
“My honorary guests! You made it!”
A booming, boisterous voice suddenly erupted from above you. You both snapped your heads up, startled out of the suffocating bubble, and saw Alejandro Moretti himself standing on the pool deck. He was smiling down at the two of you, his arms spread wide in a grand, welcoming gesture.
You aggressively cleared your throat, your training forcing you to seamlessly recover. “Hello, Mr. Moretti. It's a pleasure to meet you,” you said, forcing a dazzling smile as you introduced yourself and extended a wet hand up toward the him.
He immediately took it, bowing his head slightly. “It is my absolute pleasure,” he said warmly. “You are the wife of the mighty Thor, after all!” He chuckled loudly, before turning his glowing gaze entirely back to Thor. “Big fan, man. Big fan.”
Moretti extended his hand toward him, and Thor took it, a wide, proud smile immediately breaking across his face because he was being praised. God, he absolutely loved being praised, didn't he?
Moretti started talking rapidly, listing off Thor’s various accomplishments while keeping a firm, enthusiastic grip on his hand. Rolling your eyes privately, you used the distraction to unwrap your legs from Thor's waist, pulling yourself off his torso and slipping back into the water.
The moment you detached yourself, Thor's hand snapped out, tightening firmly around your wrist. He immediately tore his attention away from Moretti, looking down at you. “Where are you going, sweetheart?”
The casual nickname made your entire stomach flutter dangerously.
“Gonna go dry off, honey,” you said, matching his energy as you pulled yourself up slightly to plant a swift, fake peck on his cheek. “Just a bit cold.”
“I will come with you,” Thor insisted immediately, his cheek burninh as his eyes tracking your movement.
“Ah, newlyweds,” Moretti chuckled fondly at the display, shaking his head. “Always so full of love, am I right?”
You gave him a dry, polite chuckle and quickly swam toward the pool steps to get out. As you and Thor stepped onto the stone deck, grabbing your towels, Moretti walked right alongside you, refusing to leave Thor’s side for even a single second. It was like he wanted Thor all to himself.
How can someone not want him, though? the thought involuntarily slipped into your mind.
You froze dead in your tracks, your towel clutched tightly in your hands as your own mind echoed back to you.
No. You did not want him. Certainly not. You didn't, you couldn't—
You closed your eyes, letting out a long, defeated sigh.
You fucking wanted him. And he could never know.
—
You were getting ready, painting a sharp, precise wing of black eyeliner over your eyelid as you desperately tried to keep yourself intact.
Moretti had invited the both of you to the exclusive resort party taking place tonight. Well, you were going to go either way for the sake of the mission, but he had explicitly invited you as his honorary guests.
After the you realizedthat you actually wanted Thor, you had started to see him in an entirely different light. You had felt physically nauseous by the fact that you wanted him, wanting nothing more than to run back to the villa to self-reflect and figure out exactly where your life had gone wrong. But he had not left you alone for a single second. The moment you had said you were going to the room, he had immediately gotten up and followed you back to the room. He had looked so genuinely caring while doing it, which only made an unwelcome swarm of butterflies erupt in your stomach. And the fact that he looked so so good—
Ugh, you were doing it again.
“Are you ready, Little Flame?” came Thor’s deep voice from behind the bathroom door.
You took one good look at yourself in the mirror, your gaze traveling down from your flawless makeup to the white midi dress that hugged your curves perfectly, down to your elegant heeled sandals. You looked hot. Absolutely lethal.
You swung the bathroom door open, only to be hit dead-on with the sight of him waiting in the foyer.
His lips parted, falling slightly agape as his eyes traveled over you, taking you in. His towering, formidable frame was clad in tailored cream linen trousers and a crisp white linen shirt, finished with beige loafers.
Your heart stopped dead in your chest. Was he actively trying to kill you? He was already breathtakingly handsome on a regular day, but the fact that he was dressing like that was doing completely unspeakable things to your sanity.
Thor felt the air brutally ripped from his lungs the exact second you emerged. His blue eyes aggressively roamed over your face, your sharp eyeliner, and the way the white dress accentuated your flawless form. Now, why the hell did you have to look like this and still have the absolute audacity to hate him?
His breathing became distinctly ragged, his eyes darkening to a stormy, dangerous hue as the possessive thought of other men witnessing your beauty tonight overtook his mind. But he forced his muscles to relax as he reminded himself that this hotel was strictly full of wealthy couples. It was fine. You were anchored to him. Right?
“Let’s go, big guy,” you said, averting your gaze in absolute panic as you brushed past his broad shoulder and made your way out of the villa.
Thor’s eyebrows shot up in utter bewilderment. He stood frozen for a second before turning to follow you out onto the stone path closing the door behind him, his voice clearly dripping with a deep, rumbling amusement. “Big guy?”
Your face burned a scorching, furious hot at your own slip of the tongue. You usually never called him anything other than petty names specifically engineered to irritate him, so what the fuck was that now?
“You... are massive. And a man?” you stammered out, desperately trying to make light of the situation as you walked ahead of him, your heels clicking sharply.
“Hm,” Thor just grunted behind you. You couldn't see his face, but you could hear the triumphant smile in his voice as the two of you made your way down toward dinner.
The revelation that you were actually attracted to him was making you go completely crazy, and you were already fucking it all up. Your brain was entirely short-circuiting over how mind-numbingly handsome he looked in that white linen shirt, and calling him big guy of all things was proof that you were losing your edge. All through dinner, you were on high alert, desperately trying to hide your lingering glimpses toward his muscular arms and his stupidly handsome face, praying he wouldn't notice the sudden shift in your behavior.
Dinner itself had been an exercise in damage control. Thor had absolutely loved the food, boisterously shouting “Another!” to the waitstaff every time he finished a plate, leaving you to look at the waiters with highly apologetic eyes. You had quickly smoothed it over, telling them with a charming laugh how incredibly enthusiastic your husband was about their exquisite cuisine. Far from being offended, the staff had been completely fascinated by Thor, even asking for his signature—though the poor guys couldn't take any pictures due to the resort's strict high-society privacy policy.
Once dinner was finally over, you made your way to the actual party.
The bass from the music blasted your ears off the second you walked through the entrance. Thor’s heavy hand was firmly circled around your waist, gluing you to his side as you looked around the crowded open-air venue. You bit your lip, doing everything in your power to mask your fastened heartbeat and the slight panic tracing your expression. To maintain the doting newlyweds facade, your own arm was stretched across Thor’s broad back.
And god, how magnificent that back was. Through the thin linen of his shirt, you could feel the solid, dangerous planes of his muscles right beneath your palm. It made you wonder, in a rogue, intrusive thought, if you could paint that flawless skin red with your nails, leaving little scratches down his—
oh my god, shut up, girl, you fiercely scolded yourself in your mind, your face flashing a blistering hot.
As you walked deeper into the VIP section toward Alejandro Moretti’s table, you spotted Valentin right next to him.
The exact millisecond Valentin came into view, you could feel every single muscle in Thor’s body tense up beneath your hand. Pure instinct took over, you gave the small of his back a soft, deliberate little squeeze, a silent warning to stay grounded.
The touch made Thor instantly look down at you, his blue eyes full of an intense, sweeping emotion you couldn't quite name. Your mind raced. Why the fuck were you trying to calm him down? And why the hell was he getting so intensely tense in the first place?
“Don’t make a scene,” you whispered fiercely up to him, looking at him through your lashes as you kept your voice strictly beneath the thumping bass.
“Do not make me make a scene,” he grumbled back, his deep voice heavily unpleased as his grip on your waist tightened.
Alejandro Moretti immediately got up from his leather booth the moment he saw you approach. “Ah! Here they are!” he announced loudly, his arms thrown wide open in a grand greeting.
Thor smiled brightly, his deep, booming laugh filling your ears as he stepped forward to enthusiastically embrace the billionaire, playing the part of the larger-than-life husband a little too well. You let out a bright, airy laugh right on cue, looking up at them as you seamlessly executed the role of the loving, supportive wife.
From across the table, Valentin was staring directly at you, a confident, knowing smirk pulling at his lips.
Alejandro turned proudly to his younger brother, gesturing toward the two of you. “My guests of honor, Valentin! This is Thor, and his lovely wife.”
Valentin’s dark eyebrows furrowed in immediate confusion. “Thor?”
“Yes! The God of Thunder!” Alejandro chuckled heartily, totally oblivious to the shift in the air as he gestured for everyone to sit down.
The arrogant smirk was instantly wiped entirely off Valentin’s face. He stood frozen, likely wondering how the hell he hadn't recognized the literal Avenger at the pool bar earlier.
“Ah,” Valentin cleared his throat, cautiously extending his hand across the table, even as Thor threw absolute, unyielding daggers at him with his icy gaze. “My pleasure.”
Thor’s lips pulled into a wide, bright smile as he reached out and took Valentin’s hand. But you knew that exact smile entirely too well—it was the predatory, sharp-edged smile he regularly threw at you whenever you managed to annoy him to death in public. It was the smile of a Thor who was profoundly angry, masking his rage with a lethally graceful diplomacy.
His godlike grip must have tightened a fraction too much around Valentin’s fingers, because the smug playboy’s face instantly grimaced in pain, his knuckles turning white under the force of the god’s hand.
You tapped lightly on Thor’s elbow, giving him a subtle, pointed signal to let go before he completely pulverized the man's hand. He finally released his grip, though his blue eyes continued to burn right through Valentin, his other arm instantly wrapping tight around your waist again to pull you back into his orbit.
You went to sit down in the plush leather booth, but Thor deliberately shuffled his massive frame, placing himself directly between you and Valentin to completely block the playboy's line of sight. You rolled your eyes privately. He was obviously being this intensely possessive because the entire resort had to believe you were blissfully married, but he was playing the part a little too well for your sanity.
Alejandro, ever the fanboy, was visibly disappointed by the seating arrangement—he was now sitting on your other side instead of right next to the God of Thunder—but he stopped himself from saying anything to avoid offending his royal guest.
So began the endless praises for Thor.
“I must say, King Thor, having you here at the Sanctuary is a historic honor!” Alejandro beamed, gesturing for a waiter to pour more whiskey. “The stories of your victories on Earth, the Battle of New York, the triumph over Malekith... truly spectacular! A god walking among mortals!”
Thor smiled brightly, his booming laugh easily cutting through the lounge music as his arm remained locked securely around your waist, his thumb lazily stroking your side through the fabric of your dress. “Ah, you are too kind, Alejandro! But a King must protect the realms. The battle against the Dark Elves was indeed a fierce one, requiring absolute precision and power.”
As he spoke the word precision, Thor casually leaned back, his icy gaze flicking past you to check if Valentin was looking at you. Finding Valentin’s eyes darting toward your bare shoulders, Thor’s grip on your waist tightened possessively, his jaw clenching as he seamlessly continued his story. “We had to secure ancient, dangerous technologies to ensure they never fell into the wrong hands. It takes a truly formidable force to handle such secrets.”
“Incredible,” Alejandro said, hanging on his every word. “And to manage such cosmic feats while keeping a beautiful wife by your side!”
“She is my greatest anchor,” Thor murmured, his deep voice dropping into a low tone as he turned his head to look down at you. His eyes searched your face with a burning, unreadable intensity that made your heart skip a violent beat. “No matter how chaotic the universe becomes, she is the only one who can truly command my attention.”
You gulped, your eyes helplessly searching his face, desperately trying to read the heavy gravity in his expression. But before you could decipher it, a question cut through the air—one you should have anticipated much sooner.
“So, how did you two meet?” Valentin asked, his voice smooth as he leaned forward. His dark eyes actively tried to find your frame past Thor's broad shoulders, but Thor was absolutely wiping you from his sight, shifting his weight to keep you entirely hidden.
Your blood ran cold. A sudden wave of panic rushed through you, and as you snapped your eyes to Thor, you saw the exact same flash of panic mirrored in his blue eyes. You had never rehearsed a backstory.
“I saw him—” you began hastily, just as Thor started, “We saw each other—”
Your voices mixed awkwardly over the thumping bass of the music. Alejandro looked between the two of you expectantly, his eyebrows raised.
You quickly forced a light, melodic laugh, covering the slip-up as you spoke over each other. Tilting your head up, you offered Thor a brilliant, adoring smile. “My husband should tell you about this one. He’s a real good storyteller, aren't you, darling?” You squeezed his shoulder, your fingers digging into his shirt.
Thor’s hold tightened around your waist, his thumb pressing firmly into your side. “I must let you take over this one, my dear. Your perspective is far more enchanting.”
“I insist,” you said, your voice dripping sweet as honey, though you locked eyes with him in a silent, lethal challenge. You knew pushing the spotlight onto him annoyed him to his absolute core.
“Very well,” he grumbled under his breath, leaning back into the booth. He cleared his throat, his posture shifting into something commanding. Valentin had slid over a bit to the side of the table, desperate to finally see you both, his sharp eyes intensely dissecting the two of you for any cracks in the facade.
“We met years ago, when she was first recruited to the team,” Thor began, his deep baritone rumbling through his chest. He paused, his blue eyes dropping down to look at you, the heavy lounge music suddenly fading into absolute background noise. “I saw her walk into the room. A beautiful woman. Truly, the most breathtaking creature I had ever laid my eyes upon.”
You looked up at him, fully expecting to see a detached, calculated look in his eyes—the face of a soldier executing a calculated lie. But your heart slammed against your ribs. You were shaken to your core at the raw, truthful look in his gaze. Your breath hitched, turning ragged in your chest.
He chuckled softly, the sound low and intimate, as if he had completely forgotten Alejandro and Valentin were even sitting across from them. “But she looked like she had dark, stormy clouds swarming all over her. She was so heavily guarded. So, my brain short-circuited, and I called her gloomy.”
Alejandro’s eyes widened, a grin breaking across his face. “No way!”
Your jaw clenched as the vivid memory made your blood boil all over again. Why the fuck was he telling them what actually happened?
“I know, I shouldn't have,” Thor murmured, his eyes never leaving yours. His gaze was burning into you, scorching you with a look that made your skin prickle. “But seeing her face... my mind simply stopped working. That was the only thing I could utter. And do you know what she did?” He looked over at Alejandro, a genuine, fond smile pulling at his lips. “She didn't cower. She didn't stay silent. She yelled at me. She marched right up to my face and screamed about what a massive, insufferable asshole I was.”
Your eyebrows furrowed in deep, defensive confusion. Wht was he chuckling about that? He had hated you for it.
“She was the first woman to ever yell at me like that, without a single shred of fear, without holding back an ounce of her fire,” Thor said, his voice a raspy register, thick with a devotion that felt terrifyingly real. He reached down, his large hand gently cupping the side of your face, his thumb softly tracing your cheekbone. The tender touch sent a violent jolt of electricity straight down your spine. “That’s when I realized... right there, in the middle of her fury. That’s when I realized she was the love of my life.”
You gulped, your hands clenching into tight fists against your lap. The air was brutally ripped from your lungs. You literally couldn't breathe under the sheer weight of his stare. He was looking down at you as if you were the most precious, sacred thing he had ever been allowed to hold.
“Then, I chased her for years,” Thor continued smoothly, finally tearing his gaze away from your frozen face to smile at Alejandro. “Trying to get her to agree to a single date. I brought flowers to her quarters every single day, trying to melt the ice. She finally caved in after a while... and here we are.”
Thor cleared his throat letting go of your face and adjusting his shirt as Alejandro let out a captivated sigh.
Your gaze remained completely stuck on the line of Thor's neck, your mind spinning in absolute confusion. He had sounded so entirely sincere when he described your beauty. The way he explained falling in love with your fire, it sounded like poetry.
He isn't in love with you, a harsh, grounding voice violently intervened in your mind. He is lying through his teeth to save the mission. He made it all up. You desperately tried to pull yourself together, reciting the mantra over and over: He hates you. He has hated you for years.
But as you sat there, enveloped in the heat of his massive body, a sharp ache bloomed deep in your chest at the reminder of his hatred.
Why did your chest ache at his hatred towards you? And why did it hurt so bad?
“That is just beautiful,” Alejandro breathed, raising his glass in a toast. “A match made in the heavens, truly.”
You swallowed the thick lump in your throat, forcefully shaking the daze out of your head. Forcing your muscles to relax, you put on a flawless, dazzling smile for show, leaning deeper into your fake husband's side while your heart shattered quietly into a million pieces.
The subject changed then, Alejandro and Thor talking about other things while Thor gave you occasional little pecks on your cheek, his lips lingering just enough to keep your heart beating frantically in your mouth.
“Why haven't you two kissed?” Valentin asked suddenly, his voice sharply cutting through the conversation of the two men. His dark eyes roamed all over your face, calculating and deeply skeptical.
What?
Thor turned toward him immediately, his posture shifting into something lethal. “What do you mean, mortal? I’ve been doing nothing but kiss her since we sat down.” His blue eyes narrowed into dangerous slits at Valentin.
“You keep kissing her on her cheeks. Why not on the lips?” Valentin pushed, his gaze sharp and dissecting.
Thor’s gaze darkened to absolute midnight. “It is not your place to ask such questions.”
The playboy had been watching you far too closely; you should’ve seen this one coming. Valentin leaned back, a smug, accusatory grin slowly returning to his face. “You’re acting like you’re pretending—”
Your heart stopped dead in your chest.
“Do not speak one more word, mortal,” Thor spoke, his deep voice dropping an octave as he raised a single, threatening finger.
Alejandro’s expression changed instantly. He looked at his brother with sudden seriousness, his tone sharp. “Leave our guests alone, Val.” But then, Alejandro’s eyes dropped down to the floor for a split second, as if he were mentally calculating something. He turned back toward you, his brow furrowing. “But... he is right. Why haven't you kissed her?”
Your heart started beating faster and faster, a wave of ice-cold panic rushing to your fingertips. Your cover was about to be completely blown right here in the VIP section. Thor’s gaze darkened even further, clearly unpleased and deeply tense at being questioned. This was not good. You had to do something, and you had to do it right now.
“She is my wife—” Thor started angrily, but you smoothly interfered.
With an effortless, confident laugh, you dismissed the two brothers with a casual wave of your hand, acting as if they were nothing more than little, annoying flies. Your left hand found Thor’s massive bicep as you elegantly crossed your legs, slanting them directly over his thick thighs.
Responding to the sudden contact, Thor's arm instinctively wrapped around your back, his eyes snapping down to look at you immediately. What were you doing?
“My husband and I are very passionate,” you said, your voice dripping with a sultry, unbothered confidence as your hand trailed seductively over the broad expanse of his chest. “We try to keep the PDA to a minimum so we don't make people uncomfortable. Should we show them, honey?”
You looked completely unshakable, but inside, your heart was threatening to leap straight out of your chest. The skin of your legs burned where your thighs were glued to his.
Thor’s chest heaved tightly beneath your fingers as you looked up at him through your lashes. His heart missed a beat at the breathtaking sight of you in his lap. Fuck. You both knew exactly what had to be done right now, or the entire mission was over.
Thor’s large hand found the back of your neck, his fingers tightening securely. “Music to my fucking ears, darling,” he growled.
And then, he claimed your lips in an instant. The force of the impact took the remaining breath right out of your lungs. Your left hand instinctively grabbed the back of his neck, your fingers anchoring into his skin, while your other hand remained flat against his heaving chest. Your mouths moved in tandem, a low, helpless sigh of contentment pouring from your throat straight into the kiss. Your head tilted to the side, completely surrendering to the heat.
His right hand on your back slid downward to your waist, grabbing you with an iron, desperate tightness, as if he never intended to let you go for the rest of his immortal life. His other hand moved from the back of your neck up to your head, his thick fingers tangling aggressively through your hair, tilting your face up by giving a firm, sudden tug on your hair. You gasped into his mouth, your teeth sharply biting his lower lip in response. Thor let out a low grunt, his kisses instantly becoming more fervent, deeper, and completely unhinged. You were drowning in him.
Next to you, Alejandro and Valentin looked at each other, their faces flushing as they clearly regretted ever opening their mouths. They were visibly uncomfortable—good. They deserved to be, so they would never question a single thing about the two of you again.
He was entirely consuming you, and gods, was he liking it. He felt the soft circle of your thumb over the nape of his neck, sending a violent wave of chills straight down his spine. You tasted sweet—sweeter than any other lips he had ever tasted in his thousand years of life. Thor licked at the seam of your lips once, a non-verbal command motioning for you to open up for him. You tried to fight it for a split second, a last shred of self-preservation, but he forcefully made you part them by giving your lower lip another sharp bite and executing a firm tug on your hair.
You gasped, your chest heaving against his as he glided his tongue over yours. He was so good at this. So fucking good that you completely forgot where you were, forgot the mission, forgot anyone else existed besides him. He tugged tightly on your waist, trying to pull your body even closer into his mass, but you were already entirely glued to him, his radiating heat burning straight through your side.
Alejandro loudly cleared his throat, but you both kept on going like there was no tomorrow, still kissing him with a desperate, hidden hunger, as if you knew you would never get the chance to hold him like this ever again.
“Okay. We get it,” Valentin muttered, his voice clearly irritated and completely full of deep regret.
Thor let out a heavy grunt, finally parting his lips from yours. A thin, glistening string of saliva formed between your lips before breaking in the dim light. You looked up at him, your eyes completely dazed over, your hair beautifully messed up from his heavy hand, and your lips visibly swollen and red. He stared down at you, his own lips flushed and his pupils blown incredibly wide as his chest rose and fell in ragged breaths.
Taking a shallow breath, you slowly turned your head toward the other two men, a wicked, victorious smile pulling at your lips. “See?” you said.
You tried not to give away how much his kiss had affected you, but you knew you were a fucking mess. Your heart was threatening to leap out of your chest, your lungs heaving fast as you gulped, desperately trying to calm yourself down. How the hell did he affect you this much?
And he was still holding you, his arm wrapped incredibly tight around your waist as he kept looking down at you. His own broad chest was heaving hard as he fought a losing battle to get himself back under control.
It was just a damn kiss for the mission. He shouldn't be this completely unhinged by it. But he felt his pulse fasten more and more the longer he sat there. You had kissed him. You—the bane of his very existence, the woman who had spent years yelling at him and riling him up—had kissed him, and he had liked it. He had liked it so much that a dark, primitive part of his mind wanted nothing more than to drag you right back to his lips, to kiss you heavily until you were breathless, and to roam his hands all over your bare skin, thats all—nothing big really.
He fucking wanted you, and it was nothing big—who was he kidding? It was probably the biggest newsflash in his entire thousand-year lifetime. He wanted you so much that he felt it shaking the very foundations of his immortal soul.
I want her, his mind echoed fiercely. I want her, I want to consume her, I want to be completely consumed by her.
Thor averted his eyes toward the table, his jaw locking. Fuck. How the hell did this happen?
“Yes, we get it, damn,” Alejandro said, breaking the heavy silence with a loud laugh, holding his hands up in surrender.
Valentin, however, was a completely different story. His dark, calculating gaze was still locked dead on your face, intensely trying to decipher the lingering daze in your eyes, trying to see if there was still a crack in the armor—if he could keep on pursuing you.
You noticed his stare immediately, your eyes locking onto his. A sharp jolt of reality hit you. You were sitting in Thor's lap, your thighs crossed over his, kissed by him so thoroughly that your mind had gone entirely blank. You had completely forgotten about your objective.
The codes. You needed the damn digital decryption keys.
You had told Thor earlier that you would handle Valentin tomorrow, but after the possessive display he had just put on, he would clearly find a way to interfere if you tried to flirt with the man tomorrow. It had to be tonight. It had to happen right now under the cover of this party.
Your mind rapidly formulated a plan: you had to first find a way to get away from Thor, corner Valentin alone at the bar, seduce him, and slip a few drops of truth serum into his whiskey glass to extract the server access codes.
It was a perfect, textbook assassin execution. But as you sat there, feeling the heavy, protective weight of Thor's hand on your hip, you realized something. You didn't want to leave the comfort of Thor's embrace.
Oh, how thoroughly, hopelessly fucked you were.
You had to get it together. Bracing yourself, you tried lifting your legs off Thor’s lap, but the exact second you shifted, his iron hold on your waist tightened. His eyebrows furrowed into a hard line, and his questioning, blazing blue gaze snapped up to lock onto yours. He didn’t say a word, but the look in his eyes was loudly demanding to know exactly where the hell you thought you were going.
Why was he acting like this? Why was he looking at you as if that kiss had completely unhinged him just as much as it had affected you?
You helplessly looked into his eyes, your gaze involuntarily dropping down to his swollen lips before snapping back up to his stare. “I’m just going to the bar,” you murmured.
“I’ll come with you,” he said immediately. His deep voice carried a rough, unyielding edge, his instincts focusing entirely on one single objective: keep that vile mortal fucker as far away from you as humanly possible.
“No!—” you scrambled out, a little too desperately, before quickly forcing a soft, reassuring smile to maintain the act. “I’ll be back in a second, honey. It’s okay.”
This felt devastatingly real. He looked genuinely jealous, his possessive aura radiating off him in suffocating waves.
“She can go alone, my friend. I own this entire establishment; nothing could possibly happen to her here,” Alejandro intervened with a booming laugh, reassuring the tense god.
Taking the opening, you carefully slipped out of Thor’s tight grip and stood up. The sudden lack of his heavy hands and burning heat against your skin left you feeling instantly cold, a sudden pang of withdrawal hitting you in the chest. You stubbornly ignored it. Catching Valentin’s eye across the table, you held his gaze for a few seconds longer than any happily married woman ever should, throwing him a subtle, inviting tilt of your head before turning on your heel and making your way toward the crowded bar—finally out of Thor’s direct line of sight.
You knew Valentin would make up a pathetic excuse to follow you within minutes. Arriving at the bar, you caught the bartender’s attention. “A virgin mojito, please,” you ordered smoothly. You were a professional; you were absolutely not going to consume a single drop of alcohol while on an active extraction mission.
You waited for a few minutes, slowly sipping on your refreshing mocktail while keeping your perimeter scan active. Right on cue, a smooth, arrogant voice slithered in next to your ear.
“I take it you didn’t look at me like that back there just to have a drink all by yourself?”
Valentin slid onto the barstool right next to you, his eyes brimming with a smug, predatory confidence.
A slow, practiced smirk pulled at your lips as you gracefully turned your upper body toward him, leaning one elbow against the counter. “I don’t think I get what you mean, Valentin.”
“Don’t play innocent. It’s not a good look on you,” he murmured, his eyes boldly dropping down to the neckline of your dress before rising back to your face. “Though, I must admit... I really like this whole going-around-his-back thing. A dangerous woman gets me thrilled.”
“Hm,” you mumbled, your smile becoming as beautiful and lethal as a viper's. You leaned in a fraction closer into his personal space, letting your voice drop into a sultry, confidential whisper. “Are you just going to stand there talking, or are you gonna have a drink with me?”
Valentin’s smirk widened, completely intoxicated by the sudden green light. “I could never say no to a woman like you.” He immediately raised a hand to the bartender. “Get me a double Macallan, neat.”
As the bartender turned around to pour the amber liquor, you covertly slid your right hand into the small, hidden pocket built into the lining of your white midi dress. Your fingertips brushed against the tiny, cold glass vial containing S.H.I.E.L.D.-issued truth serum—colorless, odorless, and fast-acting.
The bartender placed the heavy crystal whiskey glass right in front of Valentin.
“You know,” you purred, deliberately reaching across Valentin's chest to grab a small bowl of nuts from the opposite side of his stool. The intentional movement forced your bare shoulder to brush heavily against his chest, completely breaking his concentration as his eyes locked onto your neck.
With a fluid, invisible grace, your thumb flicked the cap off the vial. As your arm crossed over his open whiskey glass, you seamlessly dropped three drops of the serum directly into the amber liquid.
You pulled back, placing the bowl between you with an innocent, dazzling smile. “A toast. To private tastings.”
“To private tastings,” Valentin echoed darkly, completely oblivious. He picked up the crystal glass and took a massive, confident gulp of the whiskey, swallowing the serum down in one smooth motion.
You counted the seconds in your head. Three. Two. One.
Almost instantly, Valentin’s posture relaxed a fraction too much. The sharp, predatory spark in his eyes suddenly dulled into a slight, hazy glaze, his blinking slowing down as the neural inhibitors rapidly flooded his system, forcing his vocal cords to lose all capacity for deception.
Your smirk turned razor-sharp. It was time to get to work.
“Valentin,” you whispered, leaning in so close your breath brushed his ear, masking your interrogation beneath the thumping bass of the party. “Let’s talk about your brother’s collection. Where are the digital decryption keys for the Dark Elf technology stored?”
Valentin’s jaw loosened, his voice coming out completely flat, devoid of its previous arrogant inflection. “The main encryption drive stays locked in the master server vault... sub-level two of the main villa compound. Hold on why are you asking me th—”
“And how do I bypass the biometric firewall?” you cut him off before he could think.
“The security bypass code changes every twelve hours,” Valentin droned automatically, his hand resting limply against the counter.
“Mhm, and what is it lets say... tomorrow night?” you pushed seamlessly, your eyes locked onto his dazed face.
“Tomorrow night's terminal override sequence for the vault is... Alpha-Niner-Seven-X-Ray-Delta.”
Bingo.
Your brain instantly memorized the alphanumeric sequence, a cold, triumphant rush of adrenaline flooding your veins. You had the codes for tomorrow. The entire mission could be wrapped up in less than three days, just like you wanted. You could finally leave this godforsaken resort, get away from this cover, and most importantly—get away from the dangerous, addictive pull of the God of Thunder.
Valentin pouted as he looked at you, his eyes glassy and confused under the weight of the serum. "But why are you asking me all th—"
“I have to go, dear,” you cut him off quickly, placing a hand on his bicep and giving it a soothing squeeze to keep him compliant.
But his hand snapped up, gripping your arm to keep you from pulling away. “No, you can't leave. I had plans for us tonight...”
“No plans for us today,” you cooed, lowering your voice to a soft, hypnotic purr as you playfully booped his nose. He pouted even more at the gesture. You mentally rolled your eyes, already looking back toward the crowded VIP booth to check on Thor.
“But I wanted to fuck you—“
You whipped your head back toward Valentin so fast you thought you were going to get whiplash. But before you could even react to his crude words, he was brutally cut off.
A massive hand descended from the shadows like a falling meteor, wrapping entirely around the back of Valentin’s head and fiercely slamming his face straight down onto the marble counter.
Crack.
You gasped, your eyes blowing wide. Nearby guests screamed and immediately scrambled away, completely shocked by the sudden, violent ordeal. Valentin let out a pathetic, muffled groan as a dark stream of red instantly started dripping down his nostrils, pooling on the counter.
Thor held him pinned there, his massive hand basically covering most of Valentin's skull. You were so damn sure that if he applied just a fraction more pressure, he would crush the man's head like a ripe grape.
“You do not talk to my wife like that,” Thor growled, his voice a vibrating rumble that shook the very foundation of the bar.
“Thor, stop it!” you panicked, your hands desperately finding his rigid bicep, trying to pull his arm back.
Muffled against the stone, Valentin let out a wet, dizzy chuckle, the serum making him completely reckless. “Well, god-man... your wife lured me here—“
Slam.
Thor violently cracked his head against the counter a second time.
“I told you not to make a scene, didn't I?!”you yelled at the top of your lungs over the blasting music, frantically pulling at his arm to stop him from committing murder.
Thor slowly turned his head to look down at you. His blue eyes were completely blown with an unhinged, primitive rage. “I told you not to make me make one, did I not?!” he yelled back, his booming voice completely overriding the bass of the blasting lounge music.
You involuntarily flinched at the volume and raw power of his voice. You let out a sharp, furious huff, tore your hands off his arm, and turned around to bolt.
“Where do you think you're going?!” he demanded loudly.
He finally let go of Valentin, leaving theman to groan and slump heavily against the bar as you made your way out of the party. Every single eye of the high-society couples was locked onto you, whispering in terror as you stormed past.
“Stop!” Thor yelled after you, his heavy footsteps echoing right behind you, but your steps only fastened into a dead sprint.
You practically flew down the dark, stone paths of the resort, making your way back to the secluded villa. There wasn't a single soul around out here.
“I told you to stop!” he yelled again, his massive strides easily closing the distance as he caught up to you just as you reached the front door.
“And I told you to behave!” you screamed back, throwing the door open and slamming it behind you, desperately trying to force the heavy wood to lock on his face.
But you failed miserably.
“And I told you to stay away from him!” Thor yelled, forcing the door open without a single shred of effort—it was probably like flicking away a fly for him—before he aggressively slammed it shut behind him, sealing the two of you inside the tense silence of the villa.
“Why do you care?!” you yelled, throwing your arms up in the air as you spun around to face him, your face burning hot from rage.
“Why did you defy what I told you?” he pushed, stepping heavily into your personal space, his towering chest heaving.
“Because you are my mission partner, not my superior!”you shrieked, the built-up frustration of the last few hours completely boiling over. “God! You and your insufferable superiority complex!” You yelled again, aggressively turning your back to him to get away from his presence, making a beeline toward the balcony doors.
“Do not walk away from me!” Thor roared.
In two quick strides, he crossed the room. His hand locked firmly around your wrist, his grip unyielding but careful not to break you, as he yanked you back and turned you around to face him dead-on.
You opened your mouth to say something, but all words completely left you as you noticed how your noses were inches away, your breathing fastening to a panicked, ragged rhythm as you looked up at him. His chest was heaving just like yours, the sheer mass of him completely crowding you into the balcony's door. You just gulped, your eyes helplessly finding his lips again before you forced your gaze up to meet his intense stare.
“Why are you acting like you actually care?” you asked, your voice trembling slightly, your eyes filled with deep questioning. His eyes, which were locked onto your lips, finally flicked up to look directly into your eyes. He gulped, a muscle tightening in his jaw as he flatly lied, “I don’t.” He averted his eyes immediately after.
He cared. He fucking cared so much, but he could not let you know.
You scoffed loudly at his terrible deflection. “What’s all this then? You’ve been acting so strange since we got here—” His eyes snapped right back to yours, flashing with a sudden heat. “Oh, like you haven’t!” he said, his iron grip on your wrist tightening just a bit.
“What?” you gaped, your mouth forming a perfect 'O' shape at his audacity. “The nerve of you! I have been acting completely normal!” You aggressively tried to push against his heavy chest to create some distance, but it was like trying to shove a solid brick wall; it was not working.
“Have you, though?” he challenged. His head tilted slightly to the side as he looked down at you, his towering frame completely casting you in shadow. “You’ve been trying to avoid me ever since we arrived. Mind you, we are supposed to be husband and wife here, and instead of me, you kept throwing yourself into the arms of that bastard—”
“Excuse me for acting exactly like I should while we are on a high-stakes mission—”
“Is this how you act while you are on a mission?” he fiercely cut you off. He took a heavy, deliberate step forward, crowding you so completely that you were forced to push your back straight into the balcony door, the glass cool against your skin. His expression morphed into one of deep distaste—like the mere thought of you acting exactly like this on other operations disturbed him to his very bone.
“Not at all, Thor,” you muttered, finally averting your eyes as a wave of genuine discomfort washed over your face. “But I occasionally do have to seduce men here and there. It’s not a big deal—”
His thick eyebrows furrowed deeply. Before you could turn your face away completely, his large hand came up, his fingers gently but firmly catching your chin to force you to look at him. “Not a big deal? Is someone making you seduce them? There are other ways to extract information—” he started, his deep tone initially angry but quickly softening with a rare, unexpected touch of sympathy.
You swallowed hard against the lump in your throat. “Thor, I have been trained this way. And your ways are always too loud—”
“Who the fuck trained you like this?” he growled, the symapthy instantly vanishing into a dark, protective fury. “How many times have you done this, huh?”
Your own eyebrows furrowed in a defensive shield. His entire ftame was looming over you, completely clouding your thoughts and making it hard to think straight. You reached up, removing his hand from your face. “That is absolutely none of your business—”
His entire posture changed as the anger morphed into a heavy gravity. His eyes dropped to your arms first then followed to your midriff before snapping back to your face. “Who gave you those scars?”
“What?” Your eyes widened in pure horror, the air instantly taken right out of your lungs. This cannot be happening, your voice echoed inside your mind. He could not know. You could not let him see that vulnerable, broken piece of your past. “Thor, this is ridiculous. Let me go—”
You tried pushing him away again, your chest heaving in absolute desperation to break free from his hold. But he only used his mass to pin you into the door even more, his gaze intensely determined as his hand found your jaw once again, holding you still.
He was going to find out who those fuckers were, and he was going to make them pay. He didn't fully understand why he had this overwhelming, primitive urge to protect you, but he did, and he was going to deliver on it.
“Please, Little Flame,” he murmured, his voice dropping into a desperate plea. “Are they the same people who trained you?—”
“Why do you even want to know?!” you cried out, your voice finally cracking with deep pain. Tears instantly began brewing in your eyes, blurring his handsome face. He couldn't know. If he found out, he was going to use that knowledge against you. He was going to taunt you with it during your next argument, break you with your own nightmare of a history. He was going to make sure he hurt you, just like he did every single time he managed to get a glimpse of something personal about you. He was going to break your heart completely in half and toss it away.
He was going to, because he was the only person in the universe who actually had the power to do it.
“So you can torture me more?” you whispered, your voice shaking as a single tear escaped down your cheek.
Thor’s breath got caught in his throat. A sudden, physical pain pierced his chest, wrapping around his heart so tightly that he let out a sharp huff of air. It was a pain so great, so profoundly agonizing, that it started burning through his lungs before radiating all the way out to his fingertips.
Is this truly what you thought of him?
He knew he taunted you. He knew he did everything in his being to annoy you on a daily basis. He knew he wasn't your friend, and that you both claimed to dislike each other. But he had never, in his wildest dreams, thought you could actually think him capable of causing you real, deep-rooted pain.
A fierce, protective fire burned brightly behind his blue eyes as he leaned down, his lips practically brushing your temple as he spoke.
“So that I can torture them first as they did you,” he vowed, his voice low, terrifyingly dark promise that vibrated against your skin. “And then permanently remove them from existence.”
Your angelic face twisted into a look of deep, utter confusion. What the hell was he talking about? Why on Earth would he want to do something like that for you?
Thor’s hand softened on your jaw, his thumb gently wiping away the tear on your cheek with a heartbreaking amount of tenderness. He looked down at you, his pupils blown wide with an unyielding devotion. “No... I have a better idea. I am going to tear down whatever sanctuary they think they have, drag them to the deepest pits of Hel myself, and hand-deliver a punishment that will last for eternity. No one touches you, Little Flame. Never again.”
Your heart stuttered at his words, newfound tears completely blocking your vision now at being on the receiving end of them. He sounded so profoundly sincere, so entirely full of devotion that it made your stomach flutter wildly and your heart sing with a bittersweet ecstasy.
Why was he being this protective over you? Was it just because of your mission? Has he started to actually believe the lie, to believe you were truly his wife? And why did you believe every single word he said without an ounce of your usual skepticism?
How was he making your heart soar like this? Why did he have so much power over you, over your poor, guarded heart? Why did he have to be this perfect?
Why did you love him so much?
You gasped aloud as the intrusive thought took the remaining breath away from your lungs. You loved him. You were completely, undeniably in love with him. You were in love with the man who mocked you, annoyed you, tortured you with his words. You were in love with the man you claimed to dislike for all these years.
And that realization only made you cry harder, the tears spilling over your lashes because you were entirely convinced he was never going to love you back.
“I—” you started, trying to find your voice, but a heavy, broken sob ripped through your chest instead.
Thor's face immediately fell into an expression of deep, agonizing concern. His blue eyes searched your face frantically as he wrapped his massive arms around you, pulling you securely against his broad chest.
“Please do not cry, honey,” he murmured, his deep baritone cracking in pain.
He called you honey. He called you honey in private, in the quiet safety of your shared room, while holding you as if you were made of glass. It was so sweet, so tender, so full of an unprompted meaning. What on earth had happened to the two of you? Just hours ago, you were bitterly bickering about your morning coffee, but now you were collapsed in his arms, crying simply because he wanted to protect you.
Nobody did that for you. Nobody had ever said they would protect you, because they always expected you to handle it yourself. They knew what you were capable of; they knew you were lethal.
Nobody ever thought you would need someone else to do your bidding for you.
His large hand moved to the back of your head, his thick fingers gently stroking through your hair as he spoke, his voice dropping into a raspy whisper. “Darling, are you crying because of me?” He swallowed hard, his voice cracking again. “Do you truly think I mean to harm you? Do you think so little of me?”
You sobbed, your fingers clutching desperately onto the fabric of his shirt, burying your face into his chest.
“I’m begging you, do not cry,” he gulped, his own chest heaving as he held you tighter. “It... it hurts me.”
“I had been nothing but a laboratory experiment to them,” you finally choked out, the confession tearing out of your throat.
Thor froze instantly, his entire muscular body stiffening beneath your touch.
Slowly, you tilted your head up, your chin resting against his chest. Your lashes were damp with heavy tears that still kept falling silently down your cheeks. Thor’s hand gently cupped your face, his thumb catching the moisture, his eyes entirely locked onto yours as he listened with a quiet focus.
“They didn’t see a young woman,” you whispered, your throat tightening painfully as your grip on his shirt tightened. “They only saw a lab rat. A nameless object to be broken, tested, and rebuilt. I remember the cold steel of the table. I remember begging and begging... crying until my eyes bled, but they just kept on going.”
Thor’s blue eyes darkened into a midnight so black it looked like a brewing storm. A terrifying rage formed deep within him—a rage so massive and destructive that he felt he could destroy all of humanity just to see the lingering pain disappear from your eyes.
“Who are they?” He demanded, and your eyes closed in despair.
Should you tell him? Should you let him be a part of the darkest corners of your past?
Should you trust him?
“Darling, please tell me,” he begged, his voice trembling with a restrained fury as he looked down at you. “Who did this to you?”
Your throat tightened, your pulse fluttering at his gentle words and protective tone. You sighed opening your eyes, “They were a faction I later discovered to be the vile, lingering remnants of Hydra.”
Thor saw pure red. His throat tightened to the point of suffocation at the horrific image of you at the mercy of those monsters—being tortured, crying, entirely helpless.
“I need names,” he growled softly, the air in the room turning heavy with static.
“I don’t have names—”
“I will find names.”
“I don't know if you can, Thor, it was years—”
“I will,” he cut you off, his tone leaving absolutely no room for argument. He brought his other hand to your cheek, tilting your face up just a fraction. “Keep going, honey.” His voice was incredibly gentle for you, even as the undercurrent of his rage thrummed through his veins. He could barely bear to listen to the atrocities you had survived, but he had to. You were finally opening up to him, and he would listen to you until the end of time.
You gulped, trying to steady your breathing. “At the time, they were desperate, trying to replicate the lost Super Soldier serum using volatile cosmic energy signatures they barely understood.” You let out another shaky sob, and Thor immediately rubbed your back in slow, soothing circles, offering you every ounce of comfort his massive frame could provide. “More needles inserted into my skin... more radiation pumped into my veins, all for the sake of a twisted immortality.”
You held him tighter, closing your eyes against the memories. “And once they realized what they had created, they turned me into a ghost. An assassin. They forced me—forced me to do horrific, bloody things, Thor. I hurt so many people.” You opened your eyes, looking up at him with an unbearable vulnerability. “I did horrible, horrible things.”
The tears came faster now, the weight of your past crushing you as you sobbed uncontrollably against him. “I never wanted to do any of those things... they made me, I swear they made me, and they hurt me to make me do it—”
“Shh, sweetheart,” Thor interrupted softly, his voice thick with emotion as he clutched you even tighter against his heart, burying his face into your hair, his nose nudging your scalp as he did so. “None of this is your fault. Look at me.” He pulled back just enough to cup your face with both of his massive hands, gently forcing you to look up into his striking blue eyes. “None of it is your fault.”
“I am the one who did all of it—” Your voice cut off as another wave of tears streamed down your cheeks. It was like a dam had permanently broken in your chest, and there was absolutely no stopping it now. You were crying for the stolen years, crying for the innocent lives your hands had been forced to take, crying because you felt completely stripped bare and vulnerable—but most of all, you were crying because you loved him.
“I told you it is not your fault, sweetheart,” he said, his tone turning fiercely stern, leaving no room for you to argue with him. “You were kidnapped. Tortured.” He gulped like it was a great pain to say these words, “Your whole life was altered by monsters. You were made to do all of it.” His own voice grew heavy with sadness as he looked at your tears. “You did nothing wrong. You were just trying to survive, honey.”
“I’m so glad Steve and Tony saved me,” you whispered, your throat burning. “I... I don’t know what I’d do if it wasn't for them.”
At the mention of their names, Thor felt his chest tighten with a sharp, unexpected pang. Who else on the team knew the full extent of this? Steve and Tony, definitely. Natasha? You two were close; you would have told her. Bucky? Bruce? Clint? Was he truly the only person who had been left completely in the dark?
And to think he had called you gloomy.
A heavy cloak of regret settled over his shoulders. It was all true—everything he had confessed to Alejandro and Valentin at the table. He had thought you were the most breathtakingly beautiful woman he had ever seen the moment you walked into the compound years ago. But he had fucked it all up by opening his mouth and saying you looked gloomy. Would the two of you be any different right now if he hadn't used that stupid word?
“I am sorry,” he mumbled, the unexpected words catching your attention through the haze of your crying. He looked down at you, his eyes pained. “So fucking sorry I called you gloomy. Truly sorry. Can you—” He gulped hard, his chest heaving. “Can you forgive me?”
“I...” You trailed off, staring up at him in utter disbelief. Where the hell was this coming from? The walls around your heart instantly tried to slam back up. “Do you pity me now? Is that it?” you asked, your tone shifting into something sharp and defensive.
Thor’s eyes widened in immediate panic. “No—not pity. Towards you at least, never. I pity myself.”
“What does that even mean—”
“I meant every single word I said back there at the table,” he said softly, his thumbs tenderly grazing your cheeks to wipe away the fresh tears.
Your heart gave a violent flutter against your ribs, but it felt entirely too good to be true. You couldn't let yourself fall for a beautiful lie. “Do not mock me, Thor—”
“I would never.”
Your eyebrows went straight up, your expression clearly stating the obvious. He loved mocking you. He made it his absolute daily mission to get under your skin and irritate you to death.
Thor scrunched his face up at your look, a soft, self-deprecating sigh escaping his lips. “On this matter, I mean. I would never, ever mock you on a matter such as this, Little Flame.”
You scoffed, quickly averting your eyes from the intensity of his gaze. “Now you're just being cruel, big guy—“you tried to pry yourself off him, but one of his hands holding your face descended to your waist and circled it tightly.
“You are the most beautiful woman I have ever met in my thousands of years alive.”
Your eyes widened with shock as they snapped back to meet his. Your heart dropped straight to your stomach with a violent jolt of excitement—of pure happiness.
“I am?” you whispered, the words coming out small and fragile, like a secret you were almost too afraid to speak aloud. It felt entirely unbelievable.
“You are,” he said, nodding firmly as he looked down at you.
There was something profoundly pure swirling in his deep blue eyes. It was a look you dared not name, because if you did, the only thing you could possibly call it would be adoration. He looked at you as if he completely and utterly adored you.
As you stared up at him, it hit you: that look was familiar.
He had always looked at you this way. Back at the compound, during your worst arguments, across the briefing table—his pupils would blow wide, a hidden mirth would dance behind his eyes, mixed with this exact same heavy, unyielding intensity. All these years, you had defensively rewritten that look as dislike, as a god looking down on an annoying mortal. Has he always looked at you with adoration in his eyes? Or were you just desperately lying to yourself now because your own walls were crumbling?
Either way, your breath was completely knocked out of you. Panic, cold and sharp, flooded your veins. You had to get away from him. You had to protect your heart, your soul, whatever was left of your sanity. You had already bared your darkest, most painful secret to him—the one thing you had specifically kept hidden from him out of fear—and you were terrified of what else you might reveal the longer you spent wrapped up in his arms.
“I—“You panicked even more as his gaze softened with that heartbreakingly tender look. You planted your palms against his chest and pushed. “I think it would be better if you let go of me now.” Thor’s expression changed, the vulnerability vanished, his eyes darkening to a stormy, dangerous hue. He had just laid his soul bare, admitting he found you more beautiful than anything in the cosmos, and now you were demanding he let you go?
“No,” he rumbled, his grip on your waist tightening rather than loosening. “Why would I do that?”
“Because I want you to—I need you to—“
“Why would you need me to do that?” he demanded, his voice dropping dangerously. “Are you that disgusted by me?”
Before you could even process the question, his expression shifted again. The anger twisted into something entirely unhinged as the green-eyed monster clawed ruthlessly at his insides, blinding him with an irrational fury.
“So you will gladly get close to that bastard at the bar, let his filthy hands touch your skin, but you cannot bear to have me hold you?”
Your mouth parted as you looked at him with pure, unyielding disbelief. “What on earth are you on about? Why do you keep talking about him like I'm actually into him—“
“Are you?” he fiercely cut you off.
He leaned down further, his eyes agressively scanning every inch of your face, his hot breath fanning across your lips. It made your breath hitch painfully in your throat. His completely irrational, wild behavior was forcing you to consider a reality you shouldn't. Something you would have never dared to think of just moments ago. Was he jealous?
Was he actually fucking jealous?
A dangerous spark of defiance flared up inside your chest. “What if I am?” you pushed, tilting your chin up to challenge him. “You cannot be,” he said, a flash of pure, territorial anger burning hot behind his eyes. “I will not let you. You are—you—“ He stammered, his usual booming eloquence completely deserting him as his gaze furiously swept over your face, desperately trying to decipher if you actually harbored any feelings for that fucker.
You smiled daringly up at him. You knew you probably looked absolutely wicked right now, with your smudged mascara, your flushed cheeks, and that fierce, determined look in your eyes.
“Are you jealous, big guy?” you whispered.
Your hands, which had been resting on his chest, began trailing upwards to his neck seductively. You didn't even have control over your own body anymore; it was like some primal instinct had taken over and you had to do this. You had to break him. You had to get him to confess. You felt entirely insane—just seconds ago, you were panicking and trying to push him away, and now you were mindlessly feeling him up, loving the power you had over him. Fuck.
Thor felt his heartbeat fasten against his ribs. His arm around your waist constricted, pulling you so close that there wasn't a single shred of air left between your bodies, his jaw locking hard in place. He knew exactly what you were doing. You were playing with fire on purpose. He made a ‘pfft’ sound, “I am not—“ he tried, desperately attempting to lie straight to your face.
“I think you are, honey,” you purred, leaning in until your breath fanned directly over his lips, your thumb lazily circling the heated skin at the nape of his neck. Even his neck was hot, for god's sake. It was thick and masculine. He was so masculine. His eyes immediately drifted down to your lips again, his resolve crumbling. “I am not. I simply... I wish to protect you because you are my teammate—“
“Oh, so I should just go back down to the bar and find him, then?” you pushed ruthlessly. You tilted your head, feigning complete innocence with your wide, tear-bright eyes.
He huffed, utterly furious at the mere suggestion. “Absolutely not. You are not leaving this damn room without me by your side.”
Your wicked smile widened. “Why not?” you purred, your face moving a fraction closer until your lips almost brushed his jaw. “I could touch him like this...” Your hands drifted down from his neck, sliding over the heavy planes of his chest down to his massive biceps, making his muscles instantly twitch under your fingertips. “I could kiss him like I did you, just minutes ago—“
Thor couldn't take it a single second longer.
His lips slanted over yours, ruthlessly cutting your sentence and your breath off. He pulled you even closer toward him, holding you like you were his absolute lifeline, pressing you so tight against his broad, muscular frame that it felt like your bodies were becoming one. You kissed him back passionately, completely losing yourself in the intoxicating heat of it. Your hands flew up to find his rough cheeks, and you pushed yourself up on your tiptoes, pressing your lips hungrily onto his.
He bit your lower lip with a sudden, needy sharpness, then stopped. He reluctantly moved his head away just a few inches, his breathing heavy and ragged as he whispered against your mouth, “You are not to kiss anyone but me.” His thumb came up, grazing over your throbbing lower lip. “Stop it, alright?” he whispered, then pecked your lips.
“Why—“
He pecked your lips again, roughly cutting you off, and then growled the confession right into your mouth: “Because I am fucking jealous, okay honey?”
He kissed you again, and you actually smirked straight into the kiss. The absolute victory of making a literal god admit defeat made your heart soar into the stratosphere. You pulled back though your lips were still grazing his, whispering wickedly against his mouth, “What was that?”
He pecked your lips again, desperate, heavy, and completely surrendered to you. “I have been burning with jealousy since I saw him lay his filthy eyes on you. I do not know what is wrong with me, but I—” He gulped hard, his large thumb slowly gliding over your flushed cheek. “I am consumed by it.”
A breathless, giddy giggle escaped your lips then. “Okay, big guy.”
He was jealous. The King of Asgard was completely, undeniably jealous, and he had just admitted it to you in the dark of your room. Oh god, you were losing your mind—and you never wanted to find it again.
But one question prodded at your mind before he made it all disappear with a fierce kiss, why was he jealous in the first place?
But you were not in your right mind. Because Thor wasn’t kissing you like a normal kiss. He was inhaling you, and it was already lighting you on fire.
The height difference was clearly bothering him as much as it was bothering you. Feeling the strain, Thor lowered himself just a bit before sliding his hands under your thighs, effortlessly lifting you completely off the floor, making your dress ride up. Your arms immediately circled around his thick neck—the very same neck you had been dying to strangle just hours ago—and you let out a soft moan directly into his mouth as his hands slipped up from your thighs to find your ass, squeezing your cheeks tightly as he pinned you securely against his massive frame. You moaned into his mouth, not being able to help it.
A hand left your ass and wrapped around your neck, while the other moved back to your waist to securely hold you, angling your face to kiss you as deeply as he wanted. His tongue pressed over yours as he walked himself backward into the bedroom. The kiss was heated, so full of passion you felt your insides burn with it. His kisses descended to your jaw, then to your neck as he hummed in deep appreciation. What were you doing kissing Thor, of all people? What were you doing letting Thor take you to bed, of all people?
But the thought couldn't even fully form as he bit down on your neck, making you whine in pain.
“Thor—” you begged, without knowing what it was you were begging for.
— “Yes?” he rumbled against your skin as he licked the sensitive spot on your neck, then he laid you over the mattress, settling his heavy body over you. He massaged your hips as he settled himself deeply between your legs. You spread them wide to accommodate him, and felt it poking hard against your thigh.
His cock, thick and hard, was somehow bigger than you had imagined—and you hadn’t been thinking small.
“Guess we don't have to fight over who gets the bed anymore,” you quipped, your voice breathless, trying to find a defense in your usual wit.
It made him chuckle, a low vibration against your chest. “I guess not,” he whispered, then took your lips again. This kiss was softer than before, slowly dismantling you as his lips glided over yours. Then he pressed his hips heavily against your core, making you whine out loud.
“Do you feel that?” He pulled your upper lip between his teeth, smiling slightly into the heat of your face. “It’s what you do to me. Ever since we landed here, I’ve be walking around so hard I was worried you’d see it. But no.” He kissed one corner of your mouth, then the other. “You’re oblivious, aren’t you, honey?”
He found you that attractive?
You hummed, tipping your head back in complete surrender. Thor groaned, dragging his lips over a throbbing pulse point, letting his tongue flick against the sensitive skin of your throat. “You like that too,” he grunted, his breath hot in your ear. “You like being the one person that gets me going, that makes me lose it. No one else, my Little Flame.”
He held your hips again and pushed your ass forward, locking you in place so your clit was pushed tightly against the thick hardness of him through the fabric. A long moan escaped your lips, and you dropped your face into his shoulder, completely undone.
Thor grunted, rutting forward, and it was so fucking hot you couldn't think past it. The deep drawl of his voice in your ear, the impossible strength of him around you—it was intoxicating. The clothing added a desperate, heavy extra friction, his fingers digging into your hips.
“Just you,” he thrusted forward against your core, squeezing your ass tightly with his other hand. “Only you, sweetheart. So beautiful and sassy, driving me insane—“
You whimpered as Thor made a low, ragged sound, taking a deep, shaky breath against your hair. His hand then slipped into your panties, his deft fingers dragging down to tease right against the already damp drip of your pussy. His fingers started circling your clit, a thick dampness forming immediately down there under his torturously perfect touch. “Please—” you cried out, your hips bucking up instinctively against his hand, begging for him to end this perfect torture.
“Please what, honey?i Thor rasped, his touch growing heavier, more demanding as he felt your walls slick and trembling for him. “Tell me exactly what you want me to do to you”
“I want you,” you gasped out as he inserted his middle finger inside you—and fuck, even his finger was incredibly large.
“Not enough, sweetheart,” he grumbled, pressing his thumb firmly down onto your clit, making you squirm and twitch helplessly in place beneath his weight.
“What do I have to say—“
“I said tell me exactly what you want, did I not?” he rumbled, suddenly moving his finger deep inside you, rhythmically fucking you with it. You whined loudly at the overwhelming friction, your hands locking onto his massive biceps and squeezing hard enough to leave marks. “I want you to—“ you gasped, your vision blurring. “I want you to fuck me... no, I need you to fuck me. Please.”
You were completely reduced to begging him. In response, his fingers slicked deeper as he added his ring finger into your heat, stretching you beautifully, but then he stopped abruptly.
There was simply too much extra fabric from your midi dress crumpled up in his way.
Your eyebrows furrowed, the sudden loss of momentum leaving you aching and confused. “What is it?”
He didn't respond with words. Instead, his large hands slid down to your lower back, his knuckles brushing your bare skin as his fingers found the zipper of your dress.
Your blood ran completely cold in an instant. Your whole body stiffened up beneath him, every single muscle locking tight.
Your scars.
Other people, other agents, had seen them on the battlefield or during training, and you had never felt bad about it. But this was Thor. You knew he had caught a fleeting glimpse of them at the pool earlier, but he hadn't truly seen all of them. He hadn't seen the worst of them. And this was not a public pool, was it? This was intimate. This was completely private. Which meant he would have all the time in the world to analyze them with his eyes, more time to realize how broken your body really was, more time to get disgusted by them—
The heavy weight of his hand cupped your jaw, covering it completely and instantly grounding you, cutting your spiraling thoughts short. “What is it?” he asked softly, his blue eyes searching yours in the dim light. “What's wrong, Little Flame?”
You gulped hard, helplessly averting your eyes from his intense stare. “I—I don't know about this...”
“Do you want to stop?” he asked immediately, completely freezing, his hand instantly lifting away from the zipper of your dress without hesitation.
“No!” you scrambled out desperately. Your eyes snapped back to find his, and you saw deep confusion in them.
How could he not be confused? You probably looked completely insane to him right now. First you were kissing him like there was no tomorrow, then you were begging him to take you, then you were voicing a doubt, but you were still fiercely refusing to stop. You were goddamn confusing.
You closed your eyes, a wave of shame washing over you. “It's just that I...” You swallowed hard. “I don't think I should remove my dress.”
His eyebrows furrowed deeply. “But I want to feel you. I do not understand,” he said, getting more perplexed by the second.
You huffed, unable to meet his eyes. “My scars... they are not pleasant to look at, Thor.”
“You do not know what is pleasant to my eyes or not,” he countered instantly, his deep voice carrying an unyielding certainty that took you completely aback.
“But—“
“I find you attractive. I find your scars attractive. I find every single part of you breathtakingly attractive,” he said, his tone dropping into a fierce vow as his hand found the track of your zipper once again. He didn't pull it, he just waited, asking for your trust. “Please let me see you, darling,” he murmured, his lips ghosting over yours, his warm breath intoxicating. “So that I can witness your beauty. So that I can show you exactly how much I love your scars, how much I love every part of you.”
Your eyes were wide, your heart beating so fast and hard against your ribs it felt painful. Should you actually let him?
This was Thor, for god's sake. He was never the nicest person to you—
But was he not?
A sudden rush of memories flooded your brain, completely reframing the last few years. He always looked out for you on dangerous missions, shielding your blind spots. Even though he irritated you daily, he always helped you carry heavy equipment crates—though not before he smugly made you cave in and admit you couldn't do it yourself, just like he did with your suitcases. He had caught you by the waist every single time you tripped. His eyes had always, always been tracked onto you in every room. And tonight, he had called you the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in his thousands of years of life, before literally threatening to crush a man's skull for disrespecting you.
So no. He had never been rude to you. He had always been good to you. He annoyed you, sure, but he was so goddamn protective and sweet to you in his own annoying and loud way, and you had somehow just noticed it. How the hell did you just notice it?
Your chest was heaving heavily as you made your final decision, the remaining walls around your heart completely collapsing.
“Okay,” you whispered, nodding your head against the pillow.
Thor smiled then—a soft, blindingly beautiful smile that made him look younger, happier. His lips easily found yours again in a deep, reassuring kiss as his hand slowly, smoothly slid the zipper all the way down, gently removing the white dress from your body and leaving nothing between you but the heat of his skin.
You were now left in your white bra and panties, his gaze burning your skin as he looked all over you. His heart soared at the sight of you, but he felt a sharp pang of pain in his chest at the scars littering your skin. They were a lot more than he thought, but gods, they only made you more attractive to him. A strong woman, with the face of an angel and the body of a goddess—you were always meant to be his undoing.
His fingers grazed a thin line along your ribs as his mind echoed fiercely, She is beautiful, and I am going to make them pay for hurting her, all of them.
“Stop looking at me like that,” you squirmed, a faint trace of your old discomfort resurfacing. Instead of drawing back, he leaned over your body, his face level with your stomach as his large hands gently grabbed your sides, anchoring you. And then, he lowered his head and kissed one of the most visible, ragged scars you had near your hip.
“You are beautiful. Truly a goddess... one fit for me,” he muttered against your skin, before kissing the mark again.
Your breath hitched, your head spinning into a daze. That specific scar was from the most lethal trauma you had ever endured. You had almost died that day; in fact, you had hoped to die that day just to escape. But your captives had found a way to keep you alive, using brutal, advanced procedures to permanently bind your altered biology together. Tears welled up in your eyes, your vision blurring for the second time that night. To see him kiss it like that—so tenderly, with so much reverence—made something warm and heavy fill your chest. It was like a fractured part of you was finally feeling whole again.
I love him, your mind screamed at you for the second time that day. Your right hand instinctively found his rough cheek, your fingers tangling in his beard as he kept kissing your scars. One left from needles being inserted into the exact same place dozens of times; one left from a failed escape attempt on a mission they sent you on, a punishment for not obeying... He was kissing every single one of them.
And while his lips hovered over the worst one near your hip again, you finally whispered, “I almost died when I got that one.”
His head immediately whipped up, his heart tightening painfully in his chest at your words. “What?” he asked, his throat closing in, his blue eyes blazing with an intense, dark focus.
“They used a plasma blade to slice me open during a combat stress-test,” you whispered, the memory making your voice shake. “They wanted to see how fast the cosmic energy in my blood would knit the flesh back together while I was conscious. I begged them to just let me bleed out.”
Thor’s hold on your sides violently tightened, his knuckles turning white and his jaw locking so hard a muscle strove in his cheek. “I am going to make them pay, Little Flame." he said his voice determined, "I am going to avenge you. They are going to feel the wrath of the God of Thunder, be sure of that. No one, and I mean no one, gets away with hurting you.”
He turned his head toward the hand holding his cheek, shifting slightly to press a deep, lingering kiss against the inside of your wrist, right over your pulsing vein, like he wanted to be sure you were alive. Like he needed reassurance of your well being after your confession. He could not bear the thought of you in pain, but death? You on the brink of death? His poor heart could not take it. “I do not know what you did to me, sweetheart, but you—” he gulped, his eyes locked on yours, “you have a hold on me that no one else ever did. That no one else ever could.”
He leaned up, his chest heaving against yours. “I cannot help it. I cannot help but be jealous, I cannot help but be protective, possessive... I just can't help it. You have completely bewitched me.”
Your breathing fastened as your heart fluttered wildly in your chest at his words. What did he mean? How was he talking like this? He couldn't love you, you knew that—you were just deeply flawed partners on a mission—but a part of your soul soared at the fact that he harbored these intense, desperate urges for you. Even if it wasn't love, he felt for you with a terrifying depth.
When his large hands moved down to remove your white bra, you reached up and caught his wrists, tsking him with a breathless smirk. “Don't you think you're being a bit unfair, big guy? It's your turn.”
Your hands found his collar, pulling his heavy frame down to your lips. You kissed him deeply, pouring all your hidden, aching feelings into it, while your shaky fingers began working on the unbuttoning of his shirt. Your hands were trembling with excitement and the weight of your feelings for him. When you finally removed your lips from his, you let out a frustrated huff, looking down at the fabric because your frantic fingers couldn't unbutton them fast enough.
Thor just chuckled, a rumbling sound against your chest. He took matters into his own hands, gripping the shirt and casually pulling it over his head with one smooth motion, tossing it blindly across the room.
“Oh fuck... you honestly are a god,” you whispered, taking him in fully. His biceps were literally the size of your head, his pecs perfectly sculpted, his abs defined and casting shadows in the dim light—he was going to be the absolute death of you.
He chuckled again, clearly enjoying your completely awestruck expression, and immediately took it to his advantage. His large hand slid behind your back, and with a single, practiced flick of his fingers, he unclasped your bra in a second.
You gasped in bewilderment, snapping your eyes up to meet his. “You sly fox,” you said, a wicked smirk returning to your lips.
He just held your bra up for a brief second like a captured banner of war, a triumphant smile lighting up his handsome face, before he tossed it away. Turning all of his massive, heavy attention back to you, his mouth immediately latched onto your right breast, his tongue swirling hot against your skin while his large hand slid down past your stomach to find your crotch.
“Ohmygod,” you gasped out in one breath.
His fingers hooked into the edge of your panties, sliding them down your hips before giving a firm, playful slap against your inner thigh. “Get your legs up for me, honey, so I can get these off,” he grunted against your skin. You quickly complied, lifting your hips and helping him slide the remaining lace down your legs until you were completely bared for him.
He let go of your nipple for a second, his large hands sliding down to grip your thighs with an iron hold, settling himself deeply between them again. He spread them wide open, his gaze dropping down to your glistening center. His tongue darted out in anticipation, his eyes dark with an intense, heavy hunger.
“You look so sweet, honey. Bet you taste as sweet as you look, don't you?” he murmured to himself, his deep baritone sending a thrill straight down your spine as he kept his gaze locked between your legs.
You whined in agonizing anticipation, your hips twitching on the mattress. “Do something—oh!”
You were cut off as his thumb pressed hard against your clit, slowly dragging all the way down your slick slit, catching your juices on his skin. He lifted his hand, looking down at his wet thumb before putting it directly between his lips, sucking the moisture off as he closed his eyes.
“Oh, yes you do taste sweet. Better than I ever imagined,” he rumbled, his voice rough. He leaned down and gave your pussy a light, playful slap, the stinging heat making you whine out loud.
“Thooor—”
He hovered back over your body, his mouth immediately returning to suckle hungrily on your right nipple. At the same time, his hand slid back between your thighs, inserting his middle finger deep inside you, quickly followed by his ring finger. His thumb began circling your clit in rhythmic patterns. Your mouth fell agape, your head tossing from side to side as you moaned and moaned, your body beautifully stretched by his incredibly large fingers.
Your hands locked onto his broad shoulders, squeezing tight, the slick friction of his touch rapidly driving you toward the edge, pulling you closer to that blissful, impending high.
“'M close,” you murmured, your eyes completely dazed. You pulled his head closer, biting down on the thick skin of his neck and suckling fiercely, making the god let out a deep, gravelly groan of pleasure.
“You’re driving me insane,” he growled against your skin, his fingers moving faster, driving deep inside your tight heat. “Come on, pretty girl, make a mess on my fingers.”
The pressure kept building and building in your lower stomach until it was entirely unbearable. “I—” you gasped, your toes curling into the sheets. “I’m gonna—”
“Come on, let it go, baby,” he commanded darkly.
And then you snapped. You came hard, whining and moaning loudly as wave after wave of intense pleasure rippled through your core, your walls clamping down violently around his fingers. Thor grunted, keeping his fingers moving through your contractions, forcing every last drop of pleasure out of you until you were breathlessly begging him to stop.
Before you could even catch your breath, Thor shifted. He reached down to his waist, lowering his trousers and boxers in a single, aggressive movement. Because he was already on his knees, the fabric simply bunched up around his knees, freeing his lower half.
Your eyes widened in absolute awe at the sight. He was big. Just as you had thought, but seeing him fully bare made him look even bigger. “Oh god,” you whispered.
Thor gave his length a slow, heavy pump of his hand, precum glistening at the tip as he smeared the moisture down his thick shaft. He looked down at you, his chest heaving.
“Do we need protection? Because I don't have any—” he asked, his voice thick with restraint. “No, we don't,” you said eagerly, you were on the pill.
Pushing yourself up onto your elbows, you looked his naked torso and heavy length over with a predatory hunger. “You’re so fucking handsome it’s annoying, do you know that?” you said, biting your lower lip.
He chuckled, a smug, low sound as he settled his weight back in between your open legs. “Why, thank you, Little Flame—”
Your hand shot out, planting firmly against his massive shoulder. “Can I ride you?” Thor stopped dead in his tracks, his chest heaving, his pupils blown wide. “What?”
“Can I ride you?” you asked again, your voice completely determined.
Taking full advantage of his momentary shock, you wrapped your legs tightly around his waist, using your core to pull him down as you deftly flipped your positions. Within a second, you were sitting squarely on top of his hard stomach. His defined abs twitched beneath you, the movement grazing directly against your freshly sensitive clit, making you take a sharp breath.
“You wanna do all the work, honey?” he asked, his eyebrows furrowing as a lazy, amused smirk tugged at his lips.
“Mhm,” you hummed, your eyes dazed and hooded as you looked down at his towering chest. He chuckled, his large hands rising to rest loosely on your hips. “Are you sure? You are well aware I possess the stamina of a god.”
You rolled your eyes at his typical Asgardian arrogance. “I am aware. Can you just stop talking and—”
“Are you getting on, or not?” he interrupted, his smirk widening as he tilted his hips up just a fraction, the warm tip of his cock brushing against your entrance.
For a split second, the temptation to be difficult returned. “I am definitely reconsidering it now,” you pouted, crossing your arms over your bare chest and throwing him a defiant look.
But Thor just snorted, rolling his eyes at your stubbornness. Before you could even blink, his hands gripped your hips with terrifying strength and he lifted you up. You didn't even get a second to think before he downwardly forced your hips straight onto his thick dick, burying himself inside you all the way to the hilt.
The air was knocked completely from your lungs. Thor was so deep in you it was pushing all the thoughts out of your brain. You gaped down at him, making weak, breathless noises as your pussy pulsed and stretched beautifully around his thickness. His fingers dug deeply into your hips, the only sign that he was struggling to hold himself back from taking over completely.
“Much as I enjoy you trying to take control,” he muttered, his large hands sliding down to massage your ass with a heavy, grounding pressure, “I'd rather keep you full of me so you stop thinking.”
He reached up slowly, gently tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear. You bit your bottom lip, whining at the unbearable fullness, and he chuckled, settling his upper body fully into the pillows. Your hands found his chest, your fingers grabbing firmly onto his broad pectorals for balance. “Ride it, baby,” he ordered, his voice a low, gravelly command.
And god help you, you tried. You caught your breath after a long moment that felt like an eternity and started to roll your hips. Thor groaned, his heavy eyelids fluttering as your tight heat dragged over his length, but he deliberately didn't help you yet. His hands remained firm on your body, forcing you to use every ounce of your strength to grind down onto his dick.
Your movements accidentally pushed him right against that sensitive, gooey spot inside of you, and you faltered with a long, broken moan. You shifted, forcing his thick head right against it again, and he let out a sharp breath, though he still didn't take the reins. “Uhh—” you whined, your head spinning.
“Feels good, does it not?” he cooed, his cock throbbing heavily inside you. “Nice and big, filling up your pussy so good.”
You moaned, your hips bucking instinctively. Thor grunted, thrusting up just slightly to meet you, and you tipped your head back as a shiver ran down your spine. The friction was incredible. For a second, back arched and thighs aching, you actually managed to find a rhythm. It started slow, rolling and pushing Thor’s cock right where you wanted it.
You looked down at him, sweaty and utterly adoring beneath you. His hands wandered over your skin, his breathing ragged and his lips parted as he watched you take him.
“That's a good girl,” he muttered, his blue eyes blown wide. “There you go, My Star.” He continued, “My beautiful fucking Star, so good for me are you not?”
You keened at the praise, your pace moving faster. Your knees were growing weak from the exertion, but the desperate need inside you was so much stronger. You bounced on Thor’s dick, grabbing at his chest and gasping for air as his sheer size split you open over and over again.
Looking down at his bare chest, his defined pecs looked absolutely delicious in the dim light. You had to take a bite, didn't you? Lowering your upper body flat against his chest, you leaned down and bit down on his left breast, hard. Thor groaned loudly, his abs flexing hard beneath you. “What are you—” he gasped.
You didn't answer, simply licking over the damp mark you had just left before kissing over it mindlessly. Pushing yourself back up, your hands found their place on his heaving chest again, meeting his eyes which were burning with an unhinged desire.
But it wasn't enough. You didn't possess the extra stamina or strength of a god, and he was just too big. You were so overwhelmed by pleasure that your body was starting to forget how to move properly. Every wet, obscene sound echoing in the room made you glance down at where he was disappearing inside of you—the way your slick was heavily coating his cock when you pulled up, and the heavy weight of his balls slapping against your ass every time you dropped back down.
You only got hornier, wanting nothing more than to just let go and allow your eyes to cross and toes to curl, but you couldn't find the pace to get over the edge. You couldn't cum. The frustration built up until pathetic, fat tears started streaming down your cheeks.
”Aw, baby, why are you crying?” Thor murmured, his voice laced with a gentle mockery. Fully aware of the fact that you couldn't reach the finish line by yourself, he reached up, brushing your tears away with his thumb while a tiny, knowing smirk played on his lips.
You let out a frustrated sob, shaking violently above him as your legs finally grew too weak to sustain the weight. You collapsed forward, just squirming uselessly against his lap now, blinking through wet lashes at his teasing, lazy smile. “You can't get there all alone, can you?” he purred, gripping your waist tightly and slamming his hips up into you.
You made a choked, high-pitched sound as the sudden force rattled your entire frame. “That's right, pretty girl. Just a total mess on my cock."
“Ple—please—“ you blubbered, completely spent, your upper body collapsing weakly over Thor’s broad chest. “God, Thor—please—“
“Aw. Begging so pretty.” He leaned up and pressed a tender, lingering kiss to your wet forehead. “How could I ever say no to you, huh?”
Without another word, Thor gripped your hips and effortlessly lifted you off his cock, twisting you onto your back as he sat up. You were shoved down into the mattress, your head pressed deeply into the cushions. His massive hands locked onto your hips, dragging you down the bed toward him, completely manhandling you. His right hand moved to the inside of your left thigh, pushing it wide open to expose your dripping core to the cool air of the room.
“Such a mess,” Thor rumbled, his eyes dark as he ran the thick head of his cock between the lips of your pussy, letting it press heavily against your swollen clit before lining it right back up at your entrance.
He slid in slowly, filling you back up until your eyes rolled back in your head. Bringing his upper body over yours, his left hand found your right leg, pushing it all the way up to your chest. He was impossibly deeper at this angle, stretching you to your absolute limits.
You tried to press your hand over your mouth to muffle your pathetic, undone sounds, but Thor tutted softly. With his left hand, he firmly wrapped his fingers around your wrist and pulled your hand away, pinning it to the mattress. He bottomed out completely, a deep groan ripping from his chest as he bit your earlobe.
His hand found its way to your thigh and kept your legs pinned high next to your breasts as he began to move, his brutal, unyielding pace making you instantly see stars. Every heavy thrust sent a shockwave through your body, your hips bouncing uncontrollably against the mattress.
Thor moved his head back just a little, looking down at where your bodies joined, and grunted in deep, possessive approval. He caught your jaw in his hand, his fingers anchoring you as he fucked you hard. “Want to see how good we fit, pretty girl?”
You couldn't even catch a goddamn breath, but you nodded frantically. He let go of your jaw, sliding his hand to the back of your head and gently forcing you to look down at your own lap.
It was sinful. So fucking sinful. A white, creamy ring was forming around his shaft as he ruthlessly fucked into you, and he was so goddamn right—you fit together like perfect puzzle pieces. With every single downward stroke, his heavy pelvis hit directly against your engorged, sensitive clit.
You moaned loudly, your eyebrows knitting together in pure pleasure as the visual pushed you right over the edge unexpectedly. You screamed his name as he let go of your head, his thumb brushing over your trembling lips. He didn't stop, keeping up the relentless, pounding pace, grunting your name over and over against your neck.
“Came after just a few seconds of me fucking you?” he mocked breathlessly, but he was in no better shape than you were. He looked completely disheveled, his hair wild, his jaw locked in a tight line of restraint.
He pushed his damp thumb directly into your mouth, and you blindly suckled on it, wrapping your tongue around his skin.
“Fuck,” he grunted, his blue eyes blowing wide as he finally lost his grip on his godly stamina. His hips gave one last, deep, trembling shove, pinning you flat to the bed as he came, throwing thick, hot ropes of cum deep inside you, filling you to the absolute brim. —
“Are you okay?” he whispered, his lips brushing tenderly against your knuckles.
You were having a near-impossible time keeping your eyes open, the aftershocks of the last hour leaving your limbs feeling like heavy lead, but you managed to nod lazily and offer him a soft, sleepy smile.
Thor took your hand, bringing it up to rest against his bare chest. You frowned, your brow furrowing in confusion. “What’re you doin’?” you mumbled, your exhaustion making your words barely intelligible, slurring together into a sleepy hum.
“Have to take care of you, baby,” he said, his voice so gentle it made your heart ache. He didn't wait for an answer, simply scooping you up into his arms, bridal style. Your arms instinctively circled around his thick neck, and you rested your heavy head against his shoulder as he carried you into the bathroom.
After he helped you clean up with a patience that was entirely uncharacteristic of the man you’d known for years, he carried you back to the bed. He kissed your forehead with lingering reverence as he laid you down, then slid under the covers next to you, pulling you into his embrace until your head was pillowed firmly against his chest.
His heart was beating like a war drum against your ear, his large fingers trembling slightly as he pulled the thin, cool sheets up to tuck you in. He stared at the ceiling, lost in the terrifying shift in his own reality.
Why was he feeling like this? What had happened to the cold, arrogant dynamic you two had shared for so long? The question burned in his mind, sharp and insistent: Did you feel the same?
Unable to hold the mounting anxiety back, he mumbled, “Do you hate me?”
The question came out before he could stop it, brittle and desperate. You stiffened slightly against him, your eyes fluttering open for a brief moment. “I never hated you.”
He hummed, a low vibration in his chest. “Hm.” He shifted, his hand moving to smooth a lock of hair away from your face. “Let me phrase it like this then... do you dislike me still?”
You smiled a little bit, your face scrunching up as you looked up at him hazily, your consciousness drifting further away. You were too exhausted to put up your usual defenses, and you told him half the truth.
“Not so much.”
You leaned forward and kissed his chest without thinking, the action small and intimate, before laying your head back down. His fastened heartbeat drummed in your ears, a frantic, steady rhythm that matched your own.
Thor felt his heart give out as he finally understood what he was feeling.
He was in love with you.
He had been for years, and he was absolutely, completely doomed.
—
You woke up, breathing in deeply as you opened your eyes and stretched your arms. Your eyes widened instantly as the vivid rush of last night’s endeavors hit you.
You slept with Thor.
You quickly looked next to you, your heart ready to leap with hopeful excitement, only to see a completely empty bed. Your heart dropped straight to your stomach. A cold, suffocating weight pressed down on your chest.
Where was he? Did he regret it that much? Did he wake up, realized what he had done with someone as broken as you, and left you all alone the first thing in the morning?
Your hands and feet went completely ice-cold. Your eyes tore up, your nose burning and your throat tightening painfully with incoming tears. Regret. It was the only word screaming in your mind.
You scrambled to your feet, desperately trying to swallow down the sob threatening to break out. Moving on pure autopilot, you quickly started getting ready for breakfast, needing a mask to hide behind. Your hands shook violently as you removed the mascara stains from your cheeks and quickly applied your sunscreen. You pulled on a black strapless summer dress with vibrant pink flowers—it hugged your torso tightly before flaring out beautifully from the waist down. You placed a long-brimmed black summer hat over your hair and slid into black kitten heels. Taking a shaky, shallow breath, you made your way down to the resort’s breakfast area.
The moment you stepped into the restaurant, your blood ran cold. You did not like what you were witnessing. At all.
Thor was there, standing by the open buffet, but he wasn’t alone. There she was—the receptionist girl who had been entirely too into your so-called husband since you arrived. Her hand was resting boldly on his right bicep while he looked down at her, his head turned toward her as he smiled lightly. She was actively flirting with him, and he wasn’t pulling back. Not even after everything he had whispered to you last night. What the hell was a receptionist doing there in the first place?
A dangerous rage built inside you, jealousy brewing hot and toxic, completely melting your insides. You couldn’t help it. Even if Thor didn't want you anymore, even if last night meant nothing to him, nobody was allowed to touch him like that as long as he was playing your husband.
You made your way toward them in fast, sharp strides, the click of your kitten heels masked by the ambient chatter. You stopped directly behind the girl, your index finger tapping her shoulder with an icy firmness.
She quickly turned around, a bright, rehearsed smile on her face, but that smile instantly died the second she registered who was standing there. She was much shorter than you; from beneath the brim of your hat, you were looking down at her with pure, unyielding disdain. A wicked, lethal smile played on your lips—a look that silently screamed, 'You are going to die in ten seconds, and not even the God of Thunder can save you from your demise.'
“My love, you’re awake!” Thor boomed, his face lit up with an instant, radiant brightness the very millisecond his eyes landed on you. You flicked your gaze to him, your chest tight. What a spectacular actor, you thought bitterly.
You looked straight back at the girl. Thor’s eyebrows quickly knitted together as he registered the tension radiating from your posture. “I was just on my way to bring you breakfast—”
“Were you now?” you cut him off, your voice dangerously low, though your eyes never left the receptionist. She was already squirming and trembling under your icy glare.
“I was just—” she stammered, backing up half a step. “You were just leaving,” you cut her off ruthlessly. Then, completely unable to hold yourself back through the blinding haze of your jealousy, you coldly added, “My husband does not have a taste for servants, you know?”
Thor’s eyes widened in sheer shock. You had done the exact one thing you had warned him not to do—you had ignored manners and called her a servant.
The girl nodded frantically, her eyes wide with fear, and immediately scrambled away from Thor, nearly tripping over her own feet to escape you.
The moment she was gone, you turned away from him without giving him a second look. “Baby—” Thor started, his hand reaching out.
“Do not baby me,” you snapped, turning your head back sharply, your eyes flashing with a profound, unyielding coldness that made him freeze.
Thor’s heart dropped straight to his stomach. The sudden, icy wall you had thrown up slapper him in the face so hard he felt your finger prints on his cheek. Did you regret it? Was that what this was? Did you wake up wishing last night had never happened?
“What is going on?” he asked, his voice losing its booming confidence, an edge of panic bleeding through.
You scoffed loudly, completely ignoring his question as you moved toward the stack of plates to grab your own food. You weren't going to stand there and look pathetic. Thor quickly followed on your heels, his massive frame completely blocking out the rest of the crowded restaurant as you aggressively snatched a ceramic plate from the stack. The weight of it felt solid in your shaking fingers—a grounding contrast to the chaos roaring inside your head. He didn't care that there were other guests around; his focus was entirely locked onto you.
“Talk to me, please,” he begged again, his deep voice dropping into a whispered, desperate pitch that only you could hear. “What did I do? Why are you looking at me like that?”
You moved down the line of the open buffet, your eyes fixed forward, your jaw locked tight under the long brim of your black summer hat. You didn't even see the food.
“I look at you exactly how I should look at a partner who fails to maintain the perimeter of our cover,” you whispered coldly, your tone clipped and professional—the ultimate shield to protect your bleeding heart. “We are supposed to be happily married, Thor. Yet I walk into the dining room and find you letting the resort staff treat your bicep like a resting post. It’s sloppy. It risks the mission.”
“The mission?” Thor repeated, and you heard the sharp, pained intake of his breath. He stepped in front of you, completely cutting off your path to the pastry section, forcing you to stop. When you tried to look past him, he leaned down into your line of sight, his blue eyes wide and panicked. “You think I care about the cover right now? Honey, look at me.”
The nickname was a mocking echo of the tenderness from last night. Your eyes snapped up to his, flashing with a dangerous, icy heat. “Do not call me that.”
He felt entirely hopeless, his blue eyes burning with a raw, suffocating pain the more you talked. “Last night—“
“Let's not bring up last night. Ever,” you said, sharply turning your head away from him. You were desperate to protect your heart, to pull the shields up before he could break you completely by saying how much he regretted it.
“What?” he asked, his voice entirely breathless. His lungs felt as though they were constricting in on themselves, a pain burning him from the inside out.
But you didn't answer., you just kept walking, your hands trembling so hard that the ceramic plate in your hands shaked in your grasp. You tried to swallow the thick lump of emotion stuck in your throat, but it wouldn't budge. You loved him, and he regretted you. That was the only reality your brain could process.
You had effectively carved his heart out of his chest and stepped on it with the sharp heel of your shoes, leaving his poor heart to bleed out on the cold floor while you kept thumping it with your foot over and over again. Thor’s head was thumping, his chest feeling completely hollow as he stood frozen, looking at your retreating back. To him, the message was loud and clear: you regretted everything you had given him, while he was deeply, hopelessly in love with you.
The rest of the breakfast passed by in a torturously. You didn't speak a single word to him, and he didn't dare speak to you, far too heartbroken to even think of where to begin mending the fracture. You both just sat there at the table in a heavy, complete silence. Thor spent the entire time staring down at his large, empty hands, while you kept your eyes rigidly fixed on your plate.
After breakfast, you returned to the villa to change for the pool, pulling on a black bikini and a sheer black beach dress. You kept the long-brimmed hat firmly on your head, using it as a barrier to keep yourself from looking at him, and to keep him from looking at you to see your pained expression.
Once down at the resort pool, you settled onto your sunbed for a second before immediately scrambling away to the water, needing to escape his suffocating proximity. Your body tensed up at the first splash, but slowly relaxed as your skin got used to the cold.
It's okay, your mind echoed in a desperate chant, trying to soothe your aching heart. You already got the codes. You can get this entire mission over with tonight, and then you won't ever have to sleep in the same room with him again.
From his sunbed, Thor was watching you like a hawk. He lay there with his massive arms crossed behind his head, his jaw locked so tight the muscles in his cheek flexed repeatedly. His hands were formed into rigid fists, the static electricity in his veins making the air around his chair turn faintly heavy.
Then, the tense silence was abruptly interrupted by a woman's voice coming from next to him. “Hello there, handsome.” She was sitting on a sunbed just one row away, looking to be in her late forties with short, styled blonde hair and a sly, predatory smirk on her face.
Thor didn't even turn his torso. He just spared a brief, icy sideway glance at her before immediately snapping his eyes back to the water, tracking your swimming. “Why are you all alone?” she purred, leaning forward to get his attention. “Your spouse left you to fend for yourself like mine did?” Thor finally turned his head fully away from the pool for a brief second. “I am completely fine. Thank you for your concerns, lady,” he grumbled clearly irritated, his baritone rough and entirely uninviting.
He dismissed her instantly, turning back to look toward the deep end of the pool—only to find you staring straight back at him with a lethal, blinding fire burning hot in your eyes.
He gulped, his breath taken away.
—
After your day in the pool ended and you were back in your villa, the silence between you had grown so heavier. You finally broke it, “I am going to secure the tech tonight.” Thor's back visibly stiffened at the sound of your voice. He turned to face you slowly, his blue eyes guarded. “What do you need me to do?” he asked, his voice rough and gravelly.
You gulped, forcing your professional mask back into place. “Distract Alejandro in the VIP section while I slip away. I'll pretend to go to the bathroom, access the private vault down the hall, and once I have the drive, I'll signal you through the comms so we can leave.” He nodded briefly, his jaw flexing. “Okay,” he whispered.
The process of getting ready was done in a tense, rhythmic quiet. Thor threw on a black linen shirt and charcoal linen pants, looking effortlessly devastating. You opted for a flowy, lightweight black dress that gave you maximum mobility, pairing it with flat, elegant leather sandals—you needed to be comfortable and silent on your feet tonight.
You headed down to dinner, the atmosphere of the resort's high-end restaurant buzzing around you while you sat like ghosts. You tried to eat whatever your stomach would allow, but you had absolutely no appetite after the events of the day. Every time your eyes accidentally met his, you both looked away, shielding your wounds. Once dinner was cleared, it was time. You made your way toward the exclusive VIP lounge, immediately spotting Alejandro lounging in a velvet booth surrounded by bodyguards. You and Thor exchanged a quick, imperceptible glance, checked the small clicks of your earpieces, and nodded.
Alejandro boomed with laughter the moment he saw you approach. “My friends! Welcome, welcome!” he cried, throwing his arms wide open in his usual boisterous display.
You both forced tight, practiced smiles onto your faces. Thor stepped forward, giving the man a brief, friendly hug before turning toward the booth to sit down. Before you could even slide onto the leather cushion next to him, Thor’s large hand securely gripped your waist. Your heart instantly went completely haywire as he effortlessly lifted you and pulled you right down onto his lap.
You two had been distant all day. He had to hold you. He needed to make amends, to feel the heat of your skin against his, even if it was just under the guise of the mission. At least, that was the only excuse his desperate mind could construct if you angrly yelled at him about it later.
You smiled tightly for Alejandro's benefit, but your fingers dug with an icy, warning firmness into the back of Thor's thick neck—a silent, furious message for him to let go. But Thor didn't care. He didn't care about the silent threat as long as he got to hold you in his arms for just a second longer before this mission ended and you went back to the compound to avoid him forever. He simply tightened his grip, pulling you flush against his chest, and smiled widely at Alejandro.
Alejandro chuckled deeply at the display of affection. “Always passionate, I see.”
You turned a sickly sweet smile toward the arms dealer, leaning into the cover. “Always,” you cooed, before casually looking around the lounge. “Where is Valentin tonight?” You instantly felt Thor's fingers dig sharply into your waist, his grip turning possessive at the mention of the man he had been burning with jealousy over. Alejandro made a dismissive, ‘don't care’ gesture with his hand. “Ah, he claims he is sick. Staying in his villa tonight.”
“Oh, poor guy,” you purred, feigning deep sympathy. “I hope he gets better soon.” Thor’s fingers dug even deeper into your hip bone, a silent, growling protest that you had to actively ignore.
You endured another twenty minutes of Alejandro’s endless boasting, monitoring the guard rotation out of the corner of your eye. Finally, the hallway leading to the back offices cleared. You lightly tapped Thor’s broad shoulder, signaling him that it was time. "I need to go to the restroom, honey," you said loudly enough for the table to hear, sliding off his lap.
He didn't protest, maintaining his role, but his blue eyes burned holes straight through your frame as you walked away. The moment you turned the corner out of the lounge's line of sight, the sweet smile vanished from your face. Your heart rate spiked, breathing sharpening as you slipped into the dim, restricted corridor. Using the digital master key you had covertly cloned from the resort's mainframe, you bypassed the electronic lock on Alejandro's private office in three seconds flat. The door clicked open with a faint hiss. You slipped inside, closing it silently behind you.
The room was dark, illuminated only by the ambient glow of the resort's outdoor lights filtering through the blinds. You moved like a shadow across the plush carpet, heading straight for the ornate bookshelf on the far wall. Pressing the hidden release mechanism behind a heavy brass statue, the wall ground open to reveal a reinforced titanium safe. Your fingers flew across the keypad, inputting the encryption codes you had painfully secured earlier in the week. BEEP. The safe's heavy bolts retracted. You quickly dismanntled the failsafe and looked inside the safe.
There, resting on a velvet cushion, was a glowing, intricately carved container pulsing with a faint, dark energy—the stolen Dark Elf convergence technology. Beside it lay the encrypted flash drive containing the buyers' manifests. Your breath hitched. This was it. The culmination of hours of putting up with Thor, hours of hiding your heart, hours of surviving. You carefully wrapped the artifact in a specialized containment cloth to mask its energy signature, slipping it and the drive into the secure inner pocket of your dress.
You locked the safe, closed the hidden door, and stepped back out into the hallway, your heart hammering against your ribs. Pressing your finger to your earpiece, “Package secured. Perimeter clear. Let's mo—“ you were cut off as a heavy, sweating hand clamped brutally over your mouth from behind, and the cold steel of a gun barrel pressed hard into the side of your head. Fuck.
Back in the VIP lounge, Thor’s earpiece crackled with your voice. The sound instantly soothed his aching heart, but the relief didn't last long. You were cut off mid-word, your voice muffled into a sharp static gasp. His heart dropped straight to his stomach, cold dread instantly replacing his focus. What the fuck?
He smoothly stood up, cutting Alejandro off mid-sentence with a firm, booming laugh as he patted the man's shoulder, masking the terror roaring in his veins. "It has been an absolute pleasure, Alejandro, but my wife has been feeling quite fatigued from our travels. I must take her back to our quarters," Thor said, his tone leaving absolutely no room for argument. Before Alejandro could even protest, Thor was already walking away, his long strides carrying him down the corridor. “Little Flame? What is happening?” he whispered franticallyy into his comms, his hands trembling with a mix of fear and rising fury.
You didn't respond. The silence on the other end drove him to the edge. The second he stepped into the shadow of the back hallway, out of sight of the guests, he raised his hand. With a crackle, Stormbreaker materialized into his grip, the blue sparks already dancing along the heavy blade.
“So you were here to get to this, all along?” came Valentin's sharp, bitter voice from behind you. Thor's voice crackled instantly in your ear, low and lethal. “Is it him?” Bound by the hand over your mouth, you could only press a tight, affirmative hum into the microphone.
Valentin spoke again, his grip tightening. "The only reason why you were interested in me?" He sounded entirely wrecked, like he couldn't believe his own ego had been brokenby a spy. You gulped, trying to calculate your leverage. Sensing your shift, he cautiously removed his hand from your mouth to let you speak, keeping the gun digging into your temple. “Valentin, calm dow—“ CRACK. He ruthlessly smacked the heavy side of the gun against the side of your head. The force made your head snap to the side, a low, painful grunt ripping from your throat as your vision blurred for a split second. This motherfucker.
“Did he just fucking hit you?” came Thor's roaring voice through the comms, the nger in his tone vibrating so hard it rattled your earpiece. You quickly let out another hum, trying to mask it as a groan of lingering pain so that Valentin wouldn't realize you were on an active channel. “Are you still in the same spot?” Thor demanded, his footsteps shaking the building as he sprinted toward your coordinates. This fucker had absolutely no chance. He was dying tonight.
You hummed again in confirmation, which only served to irritate Valentin further. He grabbed your chin, turning your face toward him, forcing you to look into his wild, unhinged eyes. A crazy, desperate smile spread across his face. “I think you should give me a kiss before you go,” he whispered darkly. He closed his eyes, leaning his face directly into yours. Big mistake.
The second his eyes shut, your training took over. You threw your head back, violently slamming the crown of your skull against his nose. He staggered back with a curse, and you used the momentum to drive a sharp elbow directly into his ribs, successfully hitting the gun away from your head. You spun, sweeping your leg out to take his ankles, but Valentin was fueled by pure adrenaline; he managed to catch his balance, his face twisting in fury as he lunged forward. He slammed you back against the wall, his hand locking tightly around your neck, and pointed the gun straight at your head from the front, yelling directly into your face.
But before he could even pull the trigger—before he could do anything at all—the gun in his hand was struck by a massive, flying axe. Stormbreaker sheared the weapon completely in half, embedding itself deep into the wall with a deafening thud. “I told you to stay away from her, did I not?”
And then came hell. Thor burst through the doorway, a literal storm rolling in behind him. He didn't even use his weapon. He descended on Valentin like an enraged deity, reaching out and grabbing the man by the collar of his expensive suit. “No—“ Valentin scrambled, his face draining of all color as he looked up into the face of a god.
“You hit her, and you tried to kiss her?” Thor rumbled, his voice shaking the light fixtures above. “You are in big trouble, boy.”
With a display of raw strength, Thor hoisted him completely off the floor and slammed him ruthlessly against the concrete wall. Thor's eyes completely turned into a blinding, static blue, the white-hot electricity arcing across his shoulders and down his arms. Valentin desperately pleaded for his life, gasping for air, but Thor was entirely deaf to it.
You slid down to the floor, clutching your throbbing head, watching the entire scene unfold in awe. Thor grabbed Valentin by the neck, lifting him higher, and delivered two brutal, bone-crushing punches straight to his jaw. Then, with a dark, final grunt of fury, he let the lightning loose. A massive burst of pure electricity fried Valentin instantly, dropping his lifeless body to the floor in a smoking heap. Oops.
The room went quiet, save for the faint hum of residual static. Thor immediately spun around, the terrifying god of war instantly vanishing the moment his eyes landed on you. He rushed to his knees at your side, his large hand gently but firmly holding your jaw, tilting your head up to assess the dark bruising swelling near your temple.
You tried to pull away slightly, the intensity of his focus making your chest tighten. “I'm fine,” you muttered. But your heart was beating erratically in your chest, completely overwhelmed by the unhinged protectiveness he had just shown. He had literally killed a man for putting a hand on you. He was fussing over you like you were the most precious thing in the universe. Was he really the same guy you thought regretted everything this morning?
Seeing the deep, pained expression of guilt and fear swirling in his blue eyes, you let out a soft sigh, your voice softening. “I heal fast, remember?” Thor cleared his throat, his thumb lingering against your jaw for one more second before he reluctantly nodded and let you go.
He helped you up and you both quickly slipped out of the room, heading out into the humid night air. You sprinted back to the villa, throwing your clothes into your luggage in a silent rush, before moving stealthily toward the designated extraction point in the cliffs. Once outside in the dark, Thor held Stormbreaker high into the sky, the Bifrost roaring down in a blinding beam of rainbow light, swallowing you both whole.
—
It has been two days since you came back, and you and Thor were completely ignoring each other. It was obvious to everyone else in the compound; it was the exact polar opposite of what you guys were always like. Normally, you kept riling each other up because you secretly loved it. You yelled at each other, threatened each other daily, but you were always together, attached at the hip like some dysfunctional shadow.
Now? He let you have your morning coffee without a single fuss. You let him be whenever he talked like the booming Asgardian he is, not even bothering to roll your eyes. You weren't even in the same room unless it was absolutely necessary to begin with; either you or Thor would leave the second the other walked in. It was an undeniable fact that youwere both desperately staying away from each other.
And you missed him. You missed the way he riled you up, missed the way he smiled down at you with that smug but inexplicably sweet expression on his face... you missed him so much it hurt your very soul. Natasha had quietly asked about it, Tony made a few mocking jokes, Steve only silently analyzed you two with a furrowed brow, and Scott? Well, Scott wasn't really aware of anything going on. But Rocket had literally yelled, “Why the hell are you two not fighting?!” at the both of you in the kitchen yesterday. You had only turned and left the room without a word, while Thor merely grunted, staring miserably into his mug as he sipped his coffee.
You had mandatory team training today. Eager to avoid any confrontation, you woke up at 5:00 AM just to have your coffee and breakfast completely away from him and everyone else, before retreating straight back to your room to get ready into your tight, black gear.
Thor woke up a few hours later and had his coffee as usual, but it felt entirely tasteless without the usual, fiery fight he had with you over who got to pour the first cup. Fuck, he missed you. He missed you so much he felt it aching deep in his bones, his heart, his lungs—everywhere. He hated this distance. He hated the silence.
He quickly made his way down to the training area, his intense blue eyes scanning the perimeter the second he stepped foot on the grass, instantly searching for you. And there you were near the equipment mats, talking to Steve with a quiet familiarity, just like you had been doing for the last two days. The sight of you leaning in slightly to hear what the captain was saying made rage build inside Thor's chest. The static in his veins flared, his jaw locking hard as his fists clenched at his sides.
It cannot be, his mind echoed fiercely, a desperate attempt to talk himself down. You are getting jealous over nothing. He is merely her teammate. But as he watched Steve laugh at something you said, Thor's chest hollowed out with that same burning, possessive fire that had consumed him before. He turned his head away, staring out across the vast, sun-drenched gardens of the compound, trying to force his breathing to steady. He was clearly out of his mind. He was a god, for kingdoms' sake, yet he was ready to throw down with the Captain over a simple conversation.
Meanwhile, out on the grass near the training mats, you and Steve were actually talking about the exact elephant in the room. “Tell me, doll, what happened with you two?” Steve asked, his arms crossed over his chest, his gaze shifting between you and the brooding god standing fifty yards away by the glass doors. “Nothing” you said immediately, adjusting the tracking straps on your wrists, trying to deflect. “It's obvious, you know? Don't bother lying.” Steve’s voice was gentle, but persistent.
You looked down at your combat boots, the weight of the secret pressing too heavily on your chest. Looking around to ensure no one else was in earshot, you finally whispered, “We slept together, Steve.” Steve's eyebrows furrowed in deep, pure confusion. “Okay... I know you don't exactly like the guy, but sleeping in the same bed couldn't have caused this much of a disaster—“ You snapped your head up and rolled your eyes, letting out a heavy sigh. Idiots. The whole lot of them were pure idiots. “Steve. Not like that,” you said, slapping your hand against your forehead. He had completely dismissed the actual option because his straight-laced brain simply couldn't believe it.
“What do you mean?” he asked again, completely lost.
You huffed, crossing your arms tightly. “We had sex.”
Steve’s eyes widened to the size of saucers, his arms instantly uncrossing as his brain short-circuited. “You—“ he pointed a finger at you, then pointed vaguely in Thor's direction. “Thor—“ he stammered, blubbering out in total confusion, it was very uncharacteristic of him you admit.
“Yes,” you cut him off, wanting to get the bandage ripped off. “And he regrets it, but me? I'm completely in love with him. Yay!” you said sarcastically, clapping your hands together in a mocking, bitter celebration.
Steve stood there in pure shock. You had never seen the Captain America look so entirely stunned, but then, something passed through his eyes. It was like a veil had been lifted, an entire timeline of events rewriting itself in his mind. “That's why you guys were always together,” he said, realization dawning on him. “You two are completely in love—“
“Whoa! Hold your horses,” you interrupted, your face heating up under the morning sun. “I am the one who's in love. Not him. He couldn't wait to escape the bed the next morning—“
“He is definitely in love with you—“ Steve started to counter, his voice laced with the certainty of a man who had been watching Thor pine from the sidelines for years. But whatever wisdom he was about to drop was loudly cut off by Tony’s voice echoing across the lawn through a megaphone. “We're all here, folks, let's get started! Cap, stop flirting with Shadow, goldilocks looks like he's about to blast you with lightning!” Tony yelled, gesturing toward the center of the field.
You stiffened, your eyes instinctively darting over to Thor, who was already marching onto the grass, his expression promising devastation for whoever had to spar with him today.
Your heart fastened at the sight of him, your eyes darting over his heavy frame, completely unable to control the sudden spike in your pulse. Steve grumbled something under his breath about Tony being incredibly annoying as he stood up and offered you a hand. You took his hand and got up, brushing the grass off your tight athletic pants.
Suddenly, a faint rumble of thunder vibrated through the ground. You paused, your eyebrows furrowing as you looked up at the sky, only to see bright, uninterrupted sunshine. Your eyebrows furrowed deeper. Okay... were you actually going insane?
“Did you hear that?” Steve asked quietly, looking over at you. You nodded, relieved that you weren't the only one losing your mind. But then Steve’s lips twitched into a knowing, subtle smirk. “Not in love with you, you said?” he murmured, giving you a pointed look before he turned and walked toward the center of the lawn.
You stood frozen in place for two more seconds, processing his words, before forcing your feet to move toward the rest of the team. Thor, Steve, Tony, Bruce, Scott, Nat, Clint, and even Rocket—everyone was gathered on the grass.
“Alright, listen up, children,” Tony announced, clapping his hands together. “Today we're doing partner drills. Mixed combat.” Rocket immediately hopped forward, pointing a tiny, clawed finger at you. “Pair me with Shadow! I wanna be her badass partner!”
“Why does this bunny keep yelling?” Tony muttered, rubbing his temples before looking down at the raccoon and pointing a dramatic finger across the yard. “No! Look at pointbreak over there!” He gestured toward Thor, who was standing like a dark, towering statue of menace, the grass practically singeing beneath his boots. “He's going to be her partner or we're all getting barbecued today!”
Your expression soured instantly. Okay, what the hell? Did everyone switch sides? Tony knew Thor despised you so why would he try to pair you up with him? Rocket turned his head to look at Thor, blinked at the glare the god was throwing his way, and made a startled, defensive expression. “Okay, yeah, you're right.” But then Rocket snapped his head back to Tony, baring his teeth. “I'm not a fucking bunny!”
Steve immediately interrupted, his captain instincts kicking in. “Rocket, language!” You rolled your eyes heavily. “Really, Steve?”
“Grandpa,” Tony muttered in agreement, rolling his eyes. “Alright, let's start.”
Your partner was Thor, as Tony had so graciously assigned, and standing across from you on the mats was Steve paired up with Bruce. The strategy was obvious—Bruce was meant to keep Thor occupied. The second the starting signal was given, Hulk lunged straight at Thor.
While Thor was engaged, his massive fists trading heavy blows with the green giant, he kept looking sideways at you. He was completely distracted by how easily you and Steve had slid into perfect synchronization. His blood burned hot in his veins. Focus, his mind echoed fiercely, but every time he saw Steve catch your arm to fling you into a high kick, his vision swam with red. With a roar of frustration, Thor drove a massive punch straight into the Hulk's jaw, sending the massive beast stumbling back a few heavy steps.
Meanwhile, you and Steve were moving seamlessly. You ducked low under Steve's arm, using his shoulder as leverage to drive a brutal spin-kick directly into his abdomen but he caught your foot smiling at you. You retreated yoou foot, vaulted off the ground, twisting mid-air to deliver a kick. But something that shouldn't have happened, happened. As you came down, Steve extended a hand, catching you firmly by the waist to stabilize your landing.
The moment Steve’s hands locked onto your waist, the sky changed. Thick, dark storm clouds suddenly swirled over the compound out of nowhere, completely blocking the sun in a matter of seconds. A massive, deafening rumble of thunder crashed directly overhead, accompanied by a simple, gravelly growl, “No.”
You blinked, looking over just in time to see Thor completely abandon his fight with the Hulk, turning his back on the training exercise entirely as he marched straight toward you.
“No,” he simply repeated, his face a mask of pure fury. Before you or Steve could even register what was happening, Thor reached out, his hands wrapping around your upper arms, and yanked you away from Steve, pulling you flush against his chest.
Your eyes narrowed into lethal slits, the physical contact setting your nerves on fire. “What the hell do you think you're doing?”
“I am removing you from Steve's arms,” he stated matter-of-factly, his chest heaving heavily against your back, his deep voice carrying a possessive finality.
Every single eye on the field was instantly focused on the two of you. The entire team stood frozen in pure shock—except for Steve. Steve would have been shocked too, if he hadn't just heard your confession three minutes prior.
“Thor, calm down,” Steve said evenly, raising his hands in a placating gesture.
But Thor snapped his head up, his blue eyes blazing with static electricity. “Do not talk, Steve,” he threatened, a rumble vibrating from his throat. Absolute displeasure and violence radiated off his massive frame.
“Don't,” you hissed, struggling fiercely against his iron grip, trying to wrench your arms free. “Don't you dare try to act all possessive now, when you are the one who regrets everything—“
“Regret?” Thor asked, the word cutting through his anger as he stopped, staring down at you. “Me?”
Then, to your utter fury, he let out a dark, breathless chuckle. “You are a hypocrite, Little Flame.”
Natasha took one look at the amount of tension and immediately turned to the rest of the team. “I think we should give them space.” Tony didn't even glance away, his eyes wide as he actively enjoyed the spectacle. It was like he was watching his absolute favorite primetime drama play out live. “Why? We're all outdoors. Shouldn't they be the ones to go inside for privac—“
“Tony,” Natasha said warning him.
“Okay, alright,” Tony caved, raising his hands.
He and the rest of the team quickly retreated toward the compound, but even Natasha couldn't help herself; the second they got inside, the entire lineup of Avengers pressed themselves against the glass doors, watching the drama unfold through the windows.
“What is that supposed to mean?” You countered fiercely, turning fully in his grip to face him, your chest heaving.
“You are the one who regrets everything! Flirting with Steve the second you came back—“
“Excuse me? We were not flirting!” you yelled back, chuckling in pure, broken frustration as you looked away for a split second before snapping your eyes back to his burning gaze. “We were talking, like friends do! Hold on—you don't get to question me on that, seeing as you were clearly comfortable flirting with her!”
Thor huffed, his eyebrows furrowing in genuine confusion. “Who have I flirted with?!”
“Don't play dumb now, Thor! THE RECEPTIONIST!” you screamed, the weight of the last forty-eight hours finally breaking through your defenses. Tears of hot, angry frustration built up rapidly in your eyes, blurring your vision as your voice cracked. “You left me the second the sun rose! You left the bed completely empty! And then you proceeded to go and flirt with her!”
“I was not flirting with her!” he bellowed, the desperation in his voice cracking through the thunder rolling above. “I woke up early because I wanted to surprise you,” he insisted, completely ignoring the venom dripping from your words. “You were sleeping so deeply... you looked so peaceful, and I did not want to wake you. I went down there specifically to get your favorite fruits and coffee to bring back to our quarters. That girl—she just approached me. I did not even hear a word she said, I swear it to you by the All-Father! I was only thinking of you.”
You scoffed, a broken, trembling sound. “And the smiling?” you challenged, your voice shaking despite your best efforts to keep your shields up. “You looked down at her and smiled, Thor. I saw you.”
He shook his head frantically, “I was smiling because I was happy!” he burst out, his massive chest heaving under his athletic shirt. “I was thinking about how you looked in my arms. I was thinking about what you told me before you slept. I was happy because of you, Little Flame. Not her. Never her.”
You stared up at him, your breath hitching sharply in your throat. He sounded so painfully sincere, so desperately eager to clear his name, but the cold dread of your own insecurities was still screaming in the back of your mind.
“You left the bed empty,” you whispered, your professional facade completely shattering as your voice cracked, exposing the raw, bleeding core of your heart. “You weren't there when I woke up.”
Thor froze. His eyebrows knitted together tightly as the realization of what you had been torturing yourself with finally dawned on his mind. His heart dropped straight to his stomach, a weight crushing him as he realized the terror and abandonment he had accidentally put you through.
“Oh, gods,” he breathed, his fierce, possessive expression melting into pure heartbreak. His voice cracked with emotion. “You thought I regretted it? You thought I left you?”
You looked away, unable to bear the intensity of his gaze. “You—“ You tried to speak, but a small, pathetic sniffle escaped you instead. The sound made Thor take a sharp, painful intake of breath. Moving instantly, his large hand came up, his fingers gently but firmly holding your chin to force your face back up so you had to look at him.
“I do not regret it. I could never regret it,” he said, his blue eyes swimming with a matching pain as he looked down at your tear-stained face.
You sniffled again, looking up at him through wet lashes. Your heart was beating frantically against your ribs, a spark of dangerous, beautiful hope flaring to life in your chest. Taking a breath, you asked something you never, in a million years, thought you would ever ask the arrogant god.
“Do you like me?” you whispered, your small hand coming up to hold the thick wrist of the arm holding your chin.
Thor's face immediately scrunched up into a deeply offended, dismissive expression. “Not so much.”
Your heart instantly dropped straight to your stomach, the rejection freezing your blood. “But you—“
Before you could finish the sentence, Thor reached out and grabbed your cheeks with both of his massive hands, tilting your head up as he brought his mouth down on yours. He kissed you deeply, passionately, a bruising, breathless possession that completely wiped all thoughts from your brain. When he finally pulled back just a fraction, his thumbs wiping the fresh tears from your cheeks, he continued his sentence.
“I do not like you. I am completely and utterly in love with you,” he confessed, the words hitting you right in the center of your chest.
A startled, watery laugh bubbled out of your throat. “You dumbass,” you chuckled, your hands moving to grip his forearms as a massive, radiant smile finally broke across your face. “Why would you word it like that?” Thor didn't care about his poor phrasing; his eyes were boring into yours with an intense, desperate seriousness. “Do you?” he asked, looking down at you with adoration.
“Do I what?”
“Regret it,”
“I don't,” you said, shaking your head without a single second of hesitation. “Why would I, when you are the man I am completely in love with?” you whispered, finally letting the confession pass your lips.
Thor’s blue eyes lit up like a blinding flash of lightning. A breathtaking smile split his handsome face, and without waiting another syllable, he slammed his lips back onto yours, kissing you with a ferocious, joyful hunger.
“I do not know what is wrong with me, Little Flame,” he mumbled against your lips between deep, bruising kisses. “I do not know how I did not realize sooner how pathetically in love I am with you.” His large hands slid down from your face, wrapping firmly around your waist and lifting you slightly off the grass to deepen the kiss, completely forgetting they were standing in the middle of a compound training field.
Inside the building, behind the massive glass doors, the entire lineup of Avengers was pressed flat against the window. Tony was rooted completely in place, his mouth agape, his hands raised in bewilderment. “Are you guys seeing what I am seeing, or am I hallucinating? Is Point break currently kissing Shadow?” Natasha stood next to him, a triumphant, knowing smirk spreading across her lips as she crossed her arms. “About damn time.”
Outside, Thor kept kissing you thoroughly, but suddenly, he pulled his face away by a mere inch. Your eyebrows knitted together in immediate irritation at the loss of contact. “What is it?” You asked. Thor hesitated, his jaw flexing as he muttered just one word, the lingering jealousy still clear in his tone: “Steve?”
You rolled your eyes, letting out a breathless laugh as you locked your hands behind his neck and pulled his head right back down to your lips. “Don't piss me off while I'm kissing you,” you murmured against his mouth.
Thor let out a low, vibrating hum of pure compliance against your lips. “You are right, I’m sorry, I love you,” he mumbled onto your mouth, his grip on your waist tightening as he buried his face back into yours.
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