#matt rambles

[sirmatthew1972]

P for Pleasure slave John! ♡

Ah, the poor thing. I've neglected him for so long, too long, 'cause on the day I go back to this wip I need to reread everything. Three chapters and change worth of words so far... all written as the mood for dub-con (at best) struck. Now? I gotta veer off towards plot. Closure. A rescue, or maybe an escape... or a little bit of both. How to finish this one? I paused in the middle of making notes for chapter 4. Sat with them for a bit. Took a break to return and look at them with fresh eyes... and here we are. Oops. Distractions huh? Fluff crept in. Other universes too... (glares at merman!John)... and I still don't know what my endgame for this one is going to be, other then a McShep reunion of course. But will John immediately recognise Rodney? Will Rodney have to buy John back or trade him for something (or dare I say it, someone else)? What if he walks in on John serving his master? Or has John - who has dreamt of freedom - escaped off into the desert? Is that where Ronon Rodney will find him? So many choices to make. Also, upon his return to Atlantis; how much has the experience changed John? What of his (bdsm) sex drive? His need to submit? How he likes it rough too? Can Rodney accept him for all of the above or does it stand in between them for a bit? I have way too many questions and too few answers I am ready to settle upon, so there... this is why I ran to hide and sulk. MOOD. Will I get back to it? Yes, but not while my brain is in scatter mode. 😉

[sirmatthew1972]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love 💗

Oh boy... I am no good at playing favourites when it comes to my children stories. I mean. How?! So, I am just snatching up a few of them to herd them in this post for funsies while I comfort the ones left behind in the playground. I love you all really.... flaws and cringe lines included. Oh, and this list is pretty much nsfw and 18+ or whatever. Be safe and heed the tags on AO3. (You're My) Favourite Thing SGA, old married McShep, being smutty softies on the morning after. This is about Rodney worshipping his husband of ten years, scars and flaws included, by making love to his body. In Medias Res SGA, mpreg, John getting knocked up by Rodney during one night of indescretion. He keeps his pregnancy a secret until it shows and he's landed himself in trouble. Feelings are hard! Friends to lovers and parents trope. Come on, what's not to love about John having cravings, mood swings and whatnot? In Your Hands SGA, McShep are idiots in love. Hurt/comfort and feelings are hard. In which John gets hurt standing between Rodney and an exploding console. Why?! They dance around the other before Rodney decides to take matters in his hands, literally. Breathless Crossover/AU fic (Stargate Atlantis/Criminal Minds), the child story that gets picked last, if at all... but I love them anyhow. Set in Las Vegas. John Sheppard is an injured veteran and an illegal streetracer. Aaron Hotchner a somewhat disgraced and retired FBI-agent, who's falling into the streetracing scene... and also John; his rival. Smut, bdsm and a few unsafe kinks.

Reverie Criminal Minds, Hotchderson, smut. My first ever and so far only 5+1 fic is a case of 'be careful what you wish for' for Grant Anderson. Written for the CM Kink Bingo 2025.

[sirmatthew1972]

WIP Wednesday

It's that time of week again. Thanks for the tag, @fangirlsalad. So what am I (actively) working on? My heat wave exhausted brain is rather scattered at present, but I have a shiny new toy and it's decided to latch onto it. Symphony, aka the Merman!Shep universe In which John turns into a merman and bamf Rodney will save his ass and there too is reunion sex and maybe a cure of sorts. At the stage where I need to get to editing the first, finished story of three. McShep vs Kolya Our boys were ambushed by Genii soldiers and brought to Kolya's playroom of chains, whips and punishment. Rodney is forced into becoming his reluctant helper. Oh, the angst and whump. Hehe. Yes, this is my new shiny toy. Telepathic McShep So far I have notes and a moodboard. Our boys are falling in love while their friendship of an unending conversation intensifies on a level beyond actual words. Yes, this too adds to the bedroom shenanigans. Pleasure slave John The wip I need to go back to at some point, 'cause I've left John at the mercy of this alien harem owner in the desert and he's all high on pheromones even when he too dreams of a blue eyed man he's half forgotten. Only half though, 'cause John is special and half Ancient or whatever. Today's ✨WIP Wednesday Theme✨ is...

Give me a W! Give me an I! Give me a P!

Send W, I, or P and get the following:

W: WORK! Work on your WIP. Tell us how you did. I: IN! Post a snippet of the middle of a sentence or part of the inside of a paragraph. P: PROGRESS! Tell us about your progress, or what you're looking forward to/struggling with!

Tagging: @wholesomevampire, @coffeeandbowtieswrites, @massharp1971, @sgatazmy and whoever want to join in. No pressure and all that.

[spectralarrovv]

That evening, he surrenders himself to the Reef.

[spectralarrovv]

You’re so close, she whispers. Free me from this place, Uldren Sov…

[sirmatthew1972]

When the overheated mind decides it's done with plot and it chooses violence instead, the McShep has to suffer. Ha! Sorry, not sorry, guys.

[spectralarrovv]

it’s a very unfortunate time to be destinypilled yet here i am

[aclamity]

this close to emotional and physical collapse