#matthew lush

[kewlkween]

[alltimesos]

hmm. I think I’m gonna make some iced coffee, take a bath and then drown my worries by watching old Lush videos or Big Time Rush.

[binders-and-beanies]

Matthew Lush 💖✍🏻

[yourdailyqueer]

Matthew Lush

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Gay

DOB: 1 July 1988  

Ethnicity: White

Occupation: Youtuber, activist, entrepreneur 

[breelouin]

I came across a clip of CMBYN the audiobook and about fainted when I realized that Armie Hammer’s dulcet tones were reading to me. I have never bought an audiobook SO FAST. I fell into this blissful state where everything else fell away and it was just Armie, my art and I. At that moment I was working on an ElioXOliver drawing... until Armie started reading the PEACH scene to me, I started thinking about that peach. I flipped the page in my digital notebook and fleshing out that peach, four versions later and this is what I came up with. matthew lush thank you for asking me where the pit was. P.S. Did anyone else that has listened to the audiobook notice that when Armie comes to a scene that he said in the movie, his voice changed and he sounded exactly like Oliver. (Strange I know but I caught a subtle difference)

[skythespork-blog]

I am not your typical 18 year old, I've only been in one relationship and we were eight when it happened. My sexuality is something I hate to label though because the world love them I'm known as Bisexual, Pansexual, or Dimisexual. There are people who have to label my gender too, I don't identify as anything I'm simply me but yet they call me Gender Fluid. Though I hate the labels I use them to please others because it's really not a big deal if they want to label me or not. I don't like going out to party and the few times I'm in public I'm akward when people talk to me. I've been through hell and back, delt with depression and attempted suicide since I was eight years old. Developed an eating disorder during the half a year I did for fourth grade and half a year fifth grade because the person I thought was my friend called me fat saying she lost weight by just eating salad but I should just try nothing at all. So I starved myself for 3 weeks straight, didn't touch anything causing me to lose 20 pounds in that short time spand which was extremely dangerous. My point to all of this is I'm still here.

That even though it's going to take jumping through major hoops and saving money when I can because right now my family isn't so well off financially right now, that one day I will get my YouTube channel started. Because I want to make videos not only for me but for the chance I might make someone smile or give them hope. If I can possibly help someone through a hard time I am going to try. It might take me awhile because cameras aren't cheep and I need to work on not making my voice monotone but eventually I'll get there so until then I'm going to keep fighting everyday and smile because I know if I try hard enough one day my dream of making people laugh or feel better or understand things better on YouTube won't be a dream it'll be a Reality.

[thanksrat]

referring to YouTubers as your friends so you don’t reveal how asocial you actually are

[amazingdipandpip]

Finding myself (This is me)

This is a video I made about the things that I like and who I am.