#maybe audhd

[undiagnosed-neurodivergent-chaos]

The AQ Autism Test

Not me getting 37....

[candycoatedcrimes]

I knew I was neurospicy but I think I might be more than I expected.

Like. The ADHD? Came as a shock at first, but I've had nearly a decade to get used to that now, figure out treatment and self-accommodations and kinda manage that specific weirdness.

But I was looking into AuDHD because my toddler-mom friend got diagnosed recently and came to me for advice on the ADHD part since I look (ha) like I have it together and I didn't want to mislead her with strategies that wouldn't jive with the contradictions of having both...

And, err... I think I need to talk to a doctor again.

Because this explains things that neither the ADHD or having a chaotic childhood with an emotional tornado mom could. Things I don't think I ever brought up to the neuropsych because they weren't relevant to the line of questioning.

I don't have any energy left to look into this and start digging into my brain structure again. I'm tired of going through the cycle of "okay, I think I've got a handle on this" and "HAHAHA NOPE TIME TO GET MORE LABELS AND TRIAL-AND-ERROR MORE LIFE-CHANGING THINGS". It's getting old and so am I.

[ajgrey9647]

Interesting tho not official... I already know I have a big issue with random, chaotic sounds. Just smashes my rage button.....