#maybe i'll remake it...........

[twochordhack]

If you listened to the end of this and thought, hmm this seems familiar, 1) I ripped it straight from Making It All Up, but it's ok bc it's mine, and 2) thank you sm, ur the only one who listened to it <3333 I appreciate you so so much

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Otherwise this is just a haunting tale of reckoning with the dullness and darkness of reality... it's chill tho fr..

my reckoning:

I try to stretch myself thin I try to fit in I try to bleed myself dry I try to be good

Nothing’s as it should Nothing’s as it should It doesn’t feel as good As they promised it would

I try to escape Find myself running away dream-like, I’m running in place I look at all the same things everyday And it doesn’t feel the same Routine doesn’t feel as good as it seems As good as it should As good as it should As good As good As good

You wanted me And I didn’t care at all Too lonely, and far too scared for it all What do you want from me? Other than my temporary body? Other than my current mind Subject to change at any time I don’t care to see I know it won’t feel as good as it seems