sign of peace

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[twochordhack]

pov you've been bed-rotting for a few weeks and decide to open a window, but it just makes you feel a bit worse? Not worse, but like you've failed yourself for not immediately feeling better... so you close the window, and stare out for a minute, as long as you can stand to...

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musings:

Yeah the ceiling looks nice from this side of the floor It looks clean, so clean and white you could almost ignore All the waste of my time looking sky-high and never forward Let me change the lights, maybe green and bright, so it’s almost like I’m outdoors Mmm, outdoors With the bugs that crawl on me And the leaves that start tickling (waving) And the spiderwebs I can’t see but can feel all on me Mmm the outdoors The outdoors How could you take the whole outdoors with you? How could you? Take the whole outdoors with you

But it’s fine ‘cause these wall are so straight and so even every time And they’re sturdy and I’ve heard and they hold up real nice There’s nothing beyond them, I don’t think so There is nothing within them, I don’t think But the outdoors The outdoors Where it’s warm, and it’s dirty But it’s where I wanna be Out with you, out with me The outdoors The outdoors

I wanna take to the outdoors with you You didn’t take the outdoors, ‘cause how could you?

[twochordhack]

Just imagine you were happy and had everything and it still wouldn't be enough... It's kinda comforting, in a way that no matter what I can't do anything about this discontentment.

So this is a happy song \o/ !!

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Lyrics:

Trees too high to climb Apples too sweet to bite A freedom too vast to find Rivers too wide Dappled skies A softness that collides Hope that rewinds time An outfit for the sun Glittering, shimmering, sparkling like the sun Over cool clean waters Swaying onto beaten sands Softly amended Soft in your hands I want more I want more I want more

[twochordhack]

It might get better, it does get

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Its getting harder to pretend That it’s easy to forget That I’d ever forgive Out of anything other than fear It’s getting harder to pretend That I know how this ends And I know what they’re doing The things that I do Nothing stops until it does And I’m learning what it was Pinpointing what I want But always in a past tense

I’m starting to disassociate Something puts me on pause I wish I could say what it was But the words just… It’s getting harder to turn it off I know who I’ll become Dammit I hate it so much It will consume me

It’s hard to be big I would never say it was easy Being that kid But it’s harder I know better It was never meant to be Something as simple as life could be For me But it’s getting harder

[twochordhack]

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I'm sorry, I know you're asleep but ...

I'm sorry I I'm keeping you awake I know you need a break I'm sorry that I'm so loud I'll try my best to keep it down I'm sorry that I'm still here I know I said I'd leave last year I'm sorry that I can't find someone that loves me like you Nobody loves me like you Nobody cares, it's true I'm sorry you do Know that I'm sorry I know you wanted to go You said this don't feel like home I don't know what I'm missing I just know I'll miss you Sorry that you love me I'm sorry, that's a lie I'm sorry, but I tried I tried

If it means anything I'll stay quiet I'll love you silent Just not as good as you

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you I just wanted to thank you I needed yo see you You're hard to quit You smell so sweet And you love me And I'm sorry And I'm sorry

I'm sorry

[girl-at-dusk]

lights. in all the wrong places.

places that have seen too much of what i am.  and i’m made far too bright and far too small  to be capable of having my own say.  and that is something i can’t stand, so it’s me, it’s me,  that i try to take away.

[twochordhack]

Months ago, 2/23 I reblogged this post into my drafts. It's such an evocative and simply effective piece of writing and my breath was taken by it's last line...

"it's me, that i try to take away" I truly hope you don't mind, I went and recorded a song that I made 100% inspired by this post! I felt it too deep not to

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my variation:

and all of a sudden, I see lights on me know that I'm in places I'm afraid to be And all of a sudden I see lights Lights, on me Lights on me In all the places I don't wanna be Not tonight Not this time You, you asked me why? You asked me, you asked me You are the reason why I am too big to hide There are lights on me now All my days are bright I cannot be me Larger than life You deserve to see the night It's beautiful, it's makes me sigh I love you, and that is why It's me that I take away It's me, that I try to take away

[lone-pylon]

Gave my Miis a proper hangout spot

[twochordhack]

and the answer is yes

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Savor the flavor of privilege on your tongue maybe it'll wash away all their blood Doesn't feel good to know that you are the villain, does it? So maybe you should grab a pen and rewrite the comic?

Yes, you could try to out-scream their cries but, why would you bother when you could just press mute?

So, what should you do but ignore what you can? You can't change that they killed, the ones who've made all your plans. You can't help, though you want to You can't help but you choose to be silent to forget to push away and I can hear it now, I can hear it now aren't you the same?

[twochordhack]

If I were to lose you....

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lyrics:

If I were to lose you Oh if I were to lose you It'd be all my fault I wouldn't say a word to get you to stop if you'd never return if I were to lose you I I were to lose you If I said goodbye Know that I never meant it know that I second guessed it and that I will regret it for the rest of my life if I were to lose you tonight tonight, Tonight you love me, tonight you do At least, you say so So Tonight I'll sleep well for tonight I have you but if tomorrow I were to lose you I'll never say goodbye I'll never let anyone take your plave It's our place It's our house It's our heart beating in me If you were to leave, it would cease

If I were to lose you If I were to lose you

[sunmystic]

[twochordhack]

My cover game has been suffering a bit, so let me stick to the classics!!!

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If you have any suggestions on covers I should do, lemme know!!! I feel like doing these covers is like the only reason my singing has improved.. if you don't believe me feel free to check my early stuff out, but don't say I didn't warn you.. it gets rough lol

[twochordhack]

I can't imagine having so little to say... words don't even slither past your mind, do they??

I can't imagine... ...because I don't have to

[twochordhack]

what i mean when i say i wanna call in

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lyrics:

I probably should stay home, I never even pick up my phone If I can't wake up will they let me stay home It's raining tonight, you can tell when you look up at the sky I have lost the right, or the time

I gotta go to work. I have to earn every little thing inside and out I got to go to work so I can go home and look at all the things I own

I wanna sit outside for a minute before I go And admire the clouds and feel so small below

[twochordhack]

death

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this is just a rough draft, I still hope you give it a chance :-j I've thought a lot about death recently, as i'm sure we all have...

Lyrics:

Your bones, sun bleached Alone out of reach Churned dirt, fresh sown grass Unearned praises, roses at last At last, to last

Give me some hope on wishing bone Give me a single candle to blow Give me some hope like the first breaking light To pierce the blankness on the dark night

Give me a dull hope, of the unknown Give me some hope, give me some hope

Dead things, chased by rats Unfinished work, incomplete ends All the deeds, passed on Distant memories, “you remind me of someone” All that once belonged Is now passing on

Give me an afterlife Promise me one more time Give me an answer Say it’s you in a shiver Give me a pastor Let me hear you in the choir Give me a ray of sun Give me a rapture Give me some hope Burn and glow

All of the graves, that we make Into crosses, into gods What you live to love What you die to see What you want more badly than anything

I’ll bleed into the ground  In a ritual of how To bring you back To bring you back

If I cry, into the dirt If it is this dirt, if it is here Will you hear it? Or not

[twochordhack]

gray

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a gray maroon like a fading bruise a yellow leeching stain from pressing in the pain a swift kick to the ribs reaching in to rip love like a drizzling rain upon burning hands washing the world away on gray sand

Your stagnant water let the bitterness fester i meddle and pester until you move replace your voice in my head for something softer instead replace your voice in your own with mine

i feel something sharp carve into my heart my bones ache and snap sometimes i need something gentle, something supplemental and he holds me like he's done this before squeezes tight like his arms have been missing my warmth

he's got longing and i've got presence he's got hope and i've got a steadiness to me i've got a gray bruise and he's got shoes that match the print but I don't think second thoughts of it

my heart was on fire, my blood couldn't put it out your love came like a soft rain washing my world away washing my world with gray... with gray... with gray.

[twochordhack]

amber & clove

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You smell like clove and amber Your eyes always wander And your smile never falters I don’t get you And I taste like whisky When you claim to want me I know it’s a second-hand high I get to have you So I don’t care how it has to happen

If I want you, that’s enough, that’s enough If you’ll have me, that’s enough… that’s enough You can take me, it’s enough Oh, please… ‘till you’ve had enough

If you don’t see me, I couldn’t be seen If you don’t believe me, then What was I doing? You say you want me You say you don’t get me You say I’m a mystery

But any way I can have you, I’ll take you, apart Everywhere, I’ll want you, I’ll drag you somewhere far

You smell like amber and clove You… smell like home

[twochordhack]

I'm choosing to repost May as the actual month gets closer. I keep remaking it, I just never feel satisfied, I feel like I could write it better, make some of these lines clearer, but idkkkkk....

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Lyrics:

You don't care much for revivals You don't care much for the sequels And I swear that I get it Because they're rarely any good

You don't care much to see it end You don't need to see it all And you say you could guess And you're rarely wrong

But I can't let it go There's so much to do And it's so beautiful now What if it grew How tall could it get? I'll never know And I won't go until it ends

You say you don't wanna be with me You say we feel wrong How do we feel wrong? You always end up here Cradled in my arms, so safe in my arms I know nothing else but your warmth 'Cause I'm always hangin' on

When you first left it hurt I was still for so long I still flinch at the doors If you've come, or if you've gone

You say you think we could work But first you have to learn And I think that I get it, I do But I want this door to close

You don't care much for rebirths You don' care much for returns So the end should be the end I can't rest, I can't rest.

[twochordhack]

"this year!!

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will be our year" I say every year.... literally. I've sung this song every year for the past three years, always around the same time of year... I always want so badly for it to be true. Here's to another year of hoping!!!