I’m sorry what did I fucking do to you
you know what fuck it
bye guys
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I’m sorry what did I fucking do to you
you know what fuck it
bye guys
also I feel horrible at the thought of potentially leaving this job bc they have a lot of trouble maintaining teachers already and I feel super guilty about leaving the kids but I also don’t think I’m that good at this and and that’s demoralizing and I’m not sure I can do this long term bc it’s super over-stimulating
Truer Tomorrow
Today I decided to leave I woke up late. It was overcast and as usual, you had already left for the city. I had nothing to clean, there were leftovers in the fridge (and in the freezer) for weeks to come. Books held no attraction and on the TV they only showed reruns. After breakfast in silence, I go for a walk down to the ocean. The ocean had melted into the sky. This is a day lacking…
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Thinking On Leaving
I honestly don't know how else to title this. But yeah I am feeling after, possibly, 10 years I am thinking on quitting Tumblr. Which leaves me with only Discord as a source of roleplaying. And even then that place is hard to find a good community of roleplayers.
I just feel like I'm having less fun on here. It's always the same thing, the same types of RPs with only a few of actual good ones and I just feel burned out with all of this. My true passion is with my OCs but no one would want to bother. I can't draw and I suck at world building. I can't make Open Starters to save my life. And everyone just wants canon, smut, etc.
And even IF I make several different blogs for my OCs or even different blogs for ALL of my characters, some will get more attention than others and I would be jumping all over the place. I just feel there is no winning here.
I'm still debating on it but that is why I have been less active here.
I’m sorry :(
Hi! Long time no write! So I’m just gonna get straight to the point with this post. TL ; DR at the end for anyone who doesn’t wanna deal with my dramatic bullshit.
Brief summary:
As everyone on my blog knows, I started this back in early November 2020 because I was bored and had a good amount of free time on my hands. However, near my winter break, all hell broke loose at school. I then promised to finish a few asks during spring break a few weeks ago, which I did not do due to having work assigned over the break (I did not know was going to happen so f*ck you teacher that was a shit move) and feeling horrible about it. This year has not left a good impression and it’s hard to even have the motivation to get off my phone so I’m in this endless cycle of phone, homework, feeling like shit, more homework, staying up late, etc. etc. Unfortunately, I will be taking a break as I know this will continue for the rest of the year. I feel horrible for rarely answering any asks anymore and I’m sorry :’(.
Confession:
To be honest, this blog never really got too much attention anyway. I’d get maybe an ask or two every few weeks and get 5-10 notes on it and I kind of feel like no one really cares. I don’t feel like it ever grew and it’s just another dead weight on my chest. It’s also a bit exhausting to run this type of thing since I have to do research to make sure I’m giving decent advice and make it so that it can fit the character’s personality when being said. :((
My reason:
As I’m entering years in school that will be very important for my future, I will not have any time to focus on this in the upcoming months and am notifying the few followers I have that I will be taking a long break since I did not want to leave without warning. I am deeply sorry and I really wish I could’ve continued this blog and answered the few asks I do get but everyone who followed and asked were super nice and supporting which made me feel great so thank you all :).
Will I return:
I am not officially saying that this blog is over, but it might be, sadly :/. I may return in the summer as I will have more free time, but then again, I’m not even sure. Hopefully, I do and can be more productive, but until then, I will call this a hiatus. If I do leave, don’t worry, I won’t take anything down :).
Thank youu :)))):
I’m not kidding when I say the people who followed, asked, reblogged, etc. all made me feel so good. When people would ask me for advice I felt like people actually trusted me with their problems even though it was technically the dexholders who were giving it and it was pretty shitty advice, not gonna lie lmao. Thanks to all of you, you’re all amazing don’t even try to argue. A few people would send me asks just to say they liked my blog and that I’m a nice person (which I’m not smh lol) and it really made me feel good and made my day so thank you to those couple anons. I wish I could give you a hug. :))))))
So yeah, that’s it. Thank you so much to everyone again, I’m so sorry and I hope to return in a few months if I have the motivation :). Have a great rest of your school year if you go to school. If it’s IRL, please always wear your mask and respect social distancing as it is the only way we can all work together to get rid of the virus. If you’re online, holy shit I hope you’re doing better than I am and I wish you the absolute best of luck. For everyone else, have a great rest of your month or two (wtf is time anymore when is June) and keep reading pokespe because I love every single one of these dexholders like my family wtf :))).
TL ; DR: I will be taking a break due to various reasons and might end this blog, but I might hopefully return in the summer. If I do end it, I won’t take anything down. Thank you all so much for the support and I’m sorry :(((.
Hello, this especially for some of my best internet friends That I met on Tumblr @denkashix @rainbowflame479 but also for you guys! Maybe I would be leaving tumblr because the staff is making decisions that should be decided after fixing stuff they should fix, like: Porn bots, scam links,the auto flagging. It just Tumblr is pissing me off right now. You can see my response to Bekkah’s post:
As you can see, Tumblr is making the wrong decisions. I might be leaving Tumblr if this doesn’t get fixed! But if I leave Tumblr you can’t still contact me on:
Discord
And Amino!
My YouTube channel link is in my bio, thanks for reading!
Dreamwidth Studios: A blog/journal system for people who create.
I’ll be patient. Two weeks for Tumblr to knock off this fucking idiocy. Two weeks or fuck it, I’m going to Dreamwidth, where I should have been all along. Hope I’ll see you there - it’s you I’m here for, after all, not Tumblr in particular.
I'm most likely leaving please do read
Ok I have this new are blog and Au blog I mention probably. Ya don’t have to follow. But, I appreciate it. Thanks~! Au blog: @absenttale Art blog: @officialtrashbusiness I might be working on those for a while… So I’ll see you probably never or later idk if I’m leaving but I’ll Patella you later~!