how it feels to be sad

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how it feels to be sad
"Why do I need to write or create, to love or suffer? The part of my life which is now lost is not, basically, the most important. Everything becomes pointless. Neither despair nor joy seems justified before this sky and the shining suffocating heat pouring down from it."
Albert Camus, Notebooks 1935-1942
Instead of having meaningless conversations with others, I'd rather be in awkward silence with you.
Yes, this is your life — so what did your expect? -- Michael Lipsey
tomorrow will literally be day 700 of asking misha collins to put his hands around my neck and choke me lightly. remember how it was funny at 50 days. at 100 days. how it wasn't really funny anymore at 200 days, 250. how it kinda became funny again on day 420. how it became delirious at day 500. how it became genuinely insane at day 699. how it'll be day 700. tomorrow.
See the sun leading us
To the land of the lost and the reasonless