#meeeeeeehhh

[decayingliberty]

Aaahhhh, I’m so stupid, I forgot to save my research and now I have to look again tomorrow …(´；ω；`)

[nauthauter]

Day 13: Person

8/19 (doing this 8/20/2016 bc I didn’t yesterday)

Person I always think of... my boyfriend.

I don’t think I can truly express how much I adore him in one post, but I’ll try.

We met in the last place I thought I would ever meet a good guy in, let alone the “place” itself was a place I would never have gone to normally. It all happened just when I stopped obsessing over the reason why I was single.

“We’re so alike, but so different.” People say this about their boyfriend/girlfriend all the time and I was not so sure what that meant until now. I haven’t been known to click immediately with most people, since I can be extremely shy, but there is this good balance between us that makes us click. 

Any day spent with him is instantly a good day. On days I don’t see him, I think about how his day went, or what he’s up to. He is so so smart; he knows a lot of things, and I always feel like I can learn from him. He makes me laugh all the time and gets me crying tears of joy. He is the most adorable when he is excited, the most striking when he works hard, and the most irresistible... all the time. His presence and his company make me so very happy.

Last night I burst out crying in front of him about things I’ve kept bottled up inside me, personal issues that I’ve been sad about for a really long time. He listened to me, comforted me, hugged me, and tried hard to make me feel better- he showed me funny videos, bought me chocolate, and spent the night with me. I don’t like it when people I care about see me so sad and upset, but he made me feel like it was perfectly okay and that he wasn’t judging me for crying like that. When I got home he sent me a sweet text basically saying that he loved me and supported me and that I should never be embarrassed around him. 

I really can’t thank him enough for everything. People always ask me why I’m with him since we are indeed quite different (personality/attitude wise) and that they have never seen me with someone like him, but he (besides me finishing my first year of college) is the best thing that has happened to me all of 2016. I don’t care what people think or say, but I want to be with him for a long time. 

I love you, dope. Dank loves you.

[thatgenderfluidaroace]

Help meh pls

Can someone tear out my uterus please? I think it might be less painful then the cramps I have now.

[suckulentt]

Opening and working 10 hours. Save me 😭

[cybermancreator]

I have to write a 2 page movie review for my spanish class. I can't even do that in english!!

[arguingpasta]

Not feeling too good-- some of my closest friends are having life issues and I really hope that things will get better.

[lifegags]

Vente a mis veinte yaaa vamos a selebraaar mi sexy chambeláaaaaan.

Pues eso, que mañana cumplo 20 años y Me voy a morir dar una vuelta por la japan week de Madrid, solo informo por si alguien se pasa, por saludar y tal, o simplemente por hacer un post antes y que os cosqueis de mi cumple para que mañana me feliciteis, que me hace toda la ilu, acepto asks y submits de cosas y dinero a esta cuenta: 86299h6328hskrj* Besicos <3

[kirbyfemur]

Been a busy month

I've worked my butt off at two different places. Talked to and almost simultaneously seem to have scared off and avoided friends and family. Back and body pains. And a 40" TV and Pokemon X. I think I'll just lay down in bed until the month is finally over, maybe then I won't be so bad at talking to peoples... I also don't want pity or sympathy, I just don't want to post this on Facebook cause I know I'll just get swarmed with it...