#melanchoy

[amandaroelofs]

There is a time in life when you expect the world to be always full of new things. And then comes a day when you realize that is not how it will be at all. You see that life will become a thing made of holes. Absences, losses. Things that were there and are no longer. And you realize too that you have to grow around and between the gaps, though you can put your hand out to where the things were and feel that tense, shining dullness of the space where the memories are.

Helen MacDonald, H is For Hawk

[ameyct]

Vulnerability

If my message isn't one of hope the world tells me to shut up. "If you have nothing nice to say", remain silent. So I feel silenced. Criticized when revealing my vulnerability. The conflict between a personal release, a freedom of speech and a moment of self indulgence. So if I "have nothing nice to say" should I shut up? The world would be a better place without my rants. What of those who feel misplaced and exiled like I do? Should they be silenced too? Are our thoughts not good enough for you? Are we so toxic that we are thrown out and trampled like waste? Are we so difficult to embrace? Are we too far gone to be saved? You say we should rescue ourselves but do you ever cry yourself to sleep at night? Is your positivity real or a masquerade? To you I'm wallowing in self pity and that's unattractive, so "unpretty". When I showed you the deepest parts of me you dismissed it, telling me I should be freed. Being set free is just a memory and suffering is my destiny as it constantly burdens me. 

 -AmeyCT

[in-lieu-of-freedom]

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[adam-k-fox-blog]

I look at her, so innocently. Enjoy every beginning, where's no end in sight and the time together seems infinitely. M.K.A.fox

[lrissy]

"Round & Round In A Circle..."

Ever watched "Triangle"? Makes me wonder if that really happens in people's life today...

[saturnsdaughter]

Joseph Wright of Derby, Study of a Melancholy Woman, 1775