Still podcasting/ still handcrafting / art at the cost of life/ countless days and nights/ spent creating/ myself I'm hating/ wondering if I'm spending the time wisely/ thinking of another life I might be/ living if I did things differently/ another way to the top living magnificently/ not grateful enough for the time I have/ still I believe the life I live makes me glad/ but I only have one foot in/ need to go #ballsdeep start fully living/ if art is my life why don't I do it all the time/ creation vs consumption is having fun a crime/ or maybe I don't even like what I'm doing/ myself I'm screwing/ living the ways of younger version/ myself I'm hurting/ not rediscovering the truth/ whether I find it or not time I continue to lose... #podcast #meliawrightart #barz #rhymes #poems #booshlife