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the guy I liked asked me if I have any plans on Sunday alsjxhabalb someone tell me how to do this adult dating thing™ because I am l o s t
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the guy I liked asked me if I have any plans on Sunday alsjxhabalb someone tell me how to do this adult dating thing™ because I am l o s t
@fusronyaa omg THANK YOU we shall see how it goes, we matched at speed dating and connected over podcasts and video games and he seems super sweet and I’m still a little floored tbh??? He matched with my good friend too so I was kind of surprised when he asked me AHHHH we’ll see how it goes, he probably thinks I’m much cooler than I actually am ahahah
Right now I just want soft kisses, back rubs and handsy cuddles. But the cute man is busy/not returning calls or texts. And I just feel icky and weird and I want someone to hold me. The mere fact that I feel this way makes me sick.
I need to go to sleep. Put my phone down and sleep. I need not overthink things. Nope. Nope. Not gonna do it. Everything is ok.
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What would Angelica do? Well... More like WWATMTD: what would Angelica tell me to do? So. Instead of being weird and overthinking, I'm just gonna relax. Shower. Read. Cuddle with my little bunny and go to sleep. Yes. Self sabotage doesn't live here anymore. I had a great time with the cute man today. And if we can have sweaty naked chubby sex then it's ok that he saw me looking gross and sweaty when we went on a walk. It's ok that I let a little more of my sexual side out when we were intimate. It's ok that I felt comfortable making my silly jokes with him. It's ok to like someone. It's scary to like someone. But it's ok. Nothing serious is going on. I just need to go with the flow. Breathe in, breathe out--everything is ok. motherangelica
So today I saw the cute man. Went to his apartment this morning for snuggles and stuff. Before we parted we had a quickie. And when it was over there was a pool of blood under me. My period started. All over him and his white sheets. And I panicked. Just panicked. And he just grabbed me and told me it was ok and that it was a normal body function. He said it wouldn't even stain because he was gonna treat it. He actually felt bad for not putting a towel down (I warned him that there was a slight possibility of me starting). So even though I was mortified, I just, I'm so happy he's a good guy and he handled it so well. I kinda like him a lot more now. And I don't know what to do about that. Bleh.
Sex always has and always will make me feel like garbage. Every time I have sex I feel like trash after. I’ve just had a couple unpleasant experiences and I just can’t shake the association.
I can’t handle it. And how do you tell someone you really like that?
Got kinda dolled up to go to the restaurant where the cute man works. It was AWESOME. And from where I sat I got to watch him cook the whole time 😊😊