I only take a half share in the civil war; I am willing to die, I am not willing to kill.
(Or: you bastard <- derogatory, where did you disappear off to? 🧐)
(Félix Tholomyès ~ melpomeneprose to Fantine)
@meerawrites / @melpomeneprose (thank you!)
His statement harkened back to the days of their courtship; of grandiose prose and hours of senseless poetry. Where there was once... admiration, Fantine instead felt a steadily rising anger.
It had ignited that day he'd left her, his words equally as meaningless. Where he had given it no further thought, Fantine watched her life begin crumbling around her. How many letters had he written since? How many other Cosettes had there been? Fantine knew his ilk; he may be married, but men like him were never faithful. Fantine learned such between their legs, their wedding bands always seemingly cutting into her skin.
"You're a coward, Félix," she stated plainly. Metaphorically cutting him down from his high horse. "You would die for nothing because you value nothing." She could forgive him for not valuing her, for whatever it was they shared, but she could never forgive him for doing the same to Cosette— his child who had not asked to be born.
"You kill carelessly. Our child nearly paid with her life because of your callous apathy." Fantine hadn't acknowledged that before. True, the Thénardiers claims of sickness has just been a ploy to rinse Fantine of money, but the very real possibility was there. If Fantine hadn't paid, then Cosette would have been cast out. She would have succumbed to the cold and the elements. She would have starved, and all while wondering why her mother had not returned.
The reality of it all set Fantine on edge. The anger she felt reignited with passion, Fantine's teeth clenching painfully together. "You made us collateral in a war between yourself and your parents. I will never, ever forgive you, Tholomyès." He wasn't worth being called by his first name. They were no longer friends, let alone lovers. "Do you understand?"















