#memorial box

[posthumanwanderings]

[stinkywrinkles]

We got Roxy's ashes back this week and we're so happy she's home. ❤️ I customized her memorial box in the same style as Hurley's and Bear clear-coated it, and we've tucked her in nicely with her favorite sweater (which lasted her from puppyhood to old age). Now she and Hurley can rest together. 🥹💕

[banjjakz]

I loooove arranged marriage + affair fics! Are we thinking reader being younger than gojo? I kinda have a thing for poor young lovers dmdmkkd

[arranged marriage au og post]

“poor young lovers” well you’ve come to the right place anon!

arranged marriage AUs are in & of themselves quite compelling. however, it wouldn’t be a banjjakz story™️ if there wasn’t a twist — in this verse, i’m convinced that is is gojo himself who orchestrates the arrangement. subtly slipping your family portfolio into the thick file of potential brides mulled over by clan elders; bribing various transport companies to cancel certain train times so you are forced to meet him “by chance” while riding a different line than your normal choice; he might even go so far as to directly proposition your parents & involve them in the scheming from the beginning.

with this in mind, you could honestly be any age & still would he consider you his fated beloved.

certainly, a younger betrothed comes with all kinds of salacious implications: that you’re too naïve to recognize your husband’s obvious manipulation of circumstances, that you think the way he treats (read: controls) you is commonplace.

if you were significantly younger than gojo, your affair with yuuta would provide her a necessary learning curve into the cunning, brutal social ecosystem of powerful jujutsu sorcerers. you might even learn how to sway some currents, yourself.

[banjjakz]

Wait sen… I would actually be so seated for bottom maki…

okay so basically like yes

the thing about maki is that, while her peers were busy partying, she Studied the Blade; as such, it is unsurprising that she's a turbo-virgin (affectionate).

the thing about maki is that, despite her intimidating physique, gnarly battle scars, impossibly sharpened reflexes, and peerless battle prowess, she's quite inept when it comes to matters of interpersonal connection. even before her Power Up Moment (read: Zen'in Katana Massacre) she was still a brusque, self-centered (affectionate), straight forward, blunt individual with a single-minded focus on revenge. little time to explore anything else besides combat & curses.

the thing about maki is that, the first time you make a move on her, it might register as a threat -- after all, the only other circumstances under which her pulse skyrockets and perspiration beads at her temples is when she's in active battle. are you mocking her? challenging her, even? are your half-lidded eyes and low intonations a trojan horse concealing some unknown horrors, meant to tear her down the very moment her guard falters?

the thing about maki is that once she gets it through her thick skull of hers that you are genuinely, actually coming onto her, all logical thought halts in its tracks. she knows how to wield a cursed weapon with such precision that the admiration of her deft maneuvers are often times the last bit of pleasure left in her enemies' last moments. it's been a long time since she's felt like a fish out of water. it shouldn't be as exciting as it is.

the thing about maki is that she's had to be in control and all-seeing, constantly watching her own back since the moment she stumbled upon self-awareness. how do you think she responds to a gentle touch, the ghost of a kiss along the shell of her ear, a soft pressure at the fleshiest, most vulnerable part of her?

the thing about maki is that she melts in your arms, reluctant at first and then all at once, an avalanche helplessly collapsing in on itself in the wake of an unstoppable force of heat. years of self-imposed, fear-driven solitude are chipped away at, bit by bit, through tender loving and care. it's enough to make her vomit. it's more than enough to make her cum.

the thing about maki is that she's no less a capable, formidable, and devastating combatant -- even if, behind closed doors, she's driven to her knees by no more than a few heated, whispered words. but no one else has to know about this, of course.

because, the thing about maki is that she's private, quiet, guarded -- until she unfurls for you like a belatedly blooming flower in the last few breaths of may: desperately reaching towards the sky, begging to be fed, sustained, admired, uprooted for safekeeping by capable, practiced hands.

[banjjakz]

Sen I just want you to know that was the most insane yuuta fic I have read and I am screaming crying throwing up literally like... the feelings of dread I experienced throughout each chapter like I haven't been made uncomfortable by a fic in forever and just thank you so much for blessing us w your writing especially during finals week... I will not be sleeping just completely shook............... I'm w aleks like truly yuuta fic of all time

giggles cutely

"feelings of dread" "uncomfortable" "i will not be sleeping" seriously stoooooooop i'm blushing ^/////////^

wa... thank you so much for reading !!! and spilling your thoughts too hehe i love reading ppl's reactions

especially when aleks posts,,,,, he kills me every time 💀

suspenseful thriller is my ultimate comfort genre & it feels like coming home every time i work on something in that wheelhouse. to launch a project out into the digital abyss and receive a wealth of confused-and-terrified eldritch horror screeching in return is the actual blessing here, my friend

manifesting a fruitful finals szn for you!!!!! we are almost there!!!!!! we can do it!!!!!!!!!

[banjjakz]

Hey I really enjoyed your Shokohime fic. Are you planning on updating soon ^.^?

awhh, thank you! i appreciate this,,

tbh i've been wrapped up with pursuing other projects (re: final girl, yuuta brainrot, etc) and shokohime was more of a passion project to ease me back into writing after an extended hiatus. i have the whole thing outlined and the next chapter is in a rough rough draft stage. definitely not an abandoned work, just lost the motivation to prioritize it over other interests!

glad you enjoyed it though ~ please look forward to future updates ^///^

[banjjakz]

Hi! Im the girl who made the 'banjjakz story' comment on ao3, and just wanted to pass by and say that ur really an inspiration for me as a writer 😭 u have a way with words that makes each story of urs unique and so, so distinctive.

also, as a tbhk fan, man, you really capture so way the whole -yeah hananene cute also hanako is fucking insane and a walking red flag and nene loves the color red' dynamic.

no one writes horror like u do

wurhfhdkjfsjhfks PLEASEEEEEEEE rolls around on the floor and clutches face and squeals

very crazy that you're a tbhk fan as well, because that fandom was the first time i felt safe/encouraged enough to start writing what actually interested me -- horror + gothic lit !! idk if you've ever heard of it, but the hananene hub discord server singlehandedly gave me the motivation to get off of my lazy ass and actually write during the pandemic :") without their support idk if i would've written any of my tbhk stuff after 404. a lot of them are ia or no longer into jshk but i am forever indebted to folks like sincerelyand, piyo_nii, milkteamoon, insipidenvy, rapid, indigo, hammsters, lilaflo, thebonezone (i am sure there are some important names missing here)!!!!

aha anyways sorry for the ramble ^^;; thank you very kindly for your encouragements -- it's truly made my week T______T

[banjjakz]

first of all I just wanted to tell u ur writing skills are godlike. Got my eyes glued to the screen n kept me on the edge of my seat while I was reading the first chap 😭😭😭😭 ‼️‼️‼️ so good ‼️‼️ anyways im very suspicious of shoko 👀 strikes me as someone who would have written such alarming letters to reader. Can't quite put my finger on it ... she's just got the 'aesthetics' for me HAHAHA gloomy women >>>

ehehehehe thank you for the praise!!!!!! i'm a simple person; you say nice words to me, my body threatens to implode (with JOY)

standing with you in solidarity as a fellow gloomy women enjoyer...... gege can't write his own female characters to a satisfactory standard so *sighs* *rolls up sleeves* *wipes brow* someone has to, i guess

as for your theory.... lol i enjoy reading people's predictions. i missed writing plot-driven thrillers.... it's like performing a sick and twisted version of the Rorschach test or something

pls stay tuned for future updates ദി ˉ͈̀ ꒳ˉ͈ ́)✧