5 years ago, I got a phone call that changed my life, left me drowning and crying so hard I literally dropped to my knees and couldn't get back up on my own. Hearing what my dad was saying on the other end didn't process for a second, but when it did, it hit me like a knife hand to the throat, and even then, I still didn't want to believe it. There have been a lot of discoveries since that day, a lot of new information made known, but either way... Grandma and Grandpa Van, Thelma and Van, I miss you both so much more than I could ever put in words. Rest in peace, and I hope you both are together somewhere beautiful. I love you (And Grandpa: semper fi) #restinpeace #imissyouboth #todaysahardday #memorialpost #mentalhealthawareness #griefishard