Nov 4, 2024
There's just too many mental conversations with you inside my head, for them to ever actualise into the concrete world...
Random Xpressions
seen from Philippines
seen from United States
seen from Singapore
seen from Iraq
seen from Mexico
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seen from Türkiye
seen from Canada
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seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from Malaysia
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There's just too many mental conversations with you inside my head, for them to ever actualise into the concrete world...
Random Xpressions
Gratification: Hey you should put frosting on the cookie.
Indigo: No, that's too much sugar.
Gratification: Tasti
Indigo: NO you know what fine but if I get in trouble I'm blaming you.
Rational: He's a part of you but fine if it makes you feel better.
Life.
I obviously can’t let myself have everything 😂
Family life? Check!
Love life? Big fat check!
Work? Actually got a job so check!
Eating on plan? A fat no. And haven’t for nearly a week now.
My working out tends to go in line with eating. I’m kind of an all or nothing person - which I’m trying not to be.
I’m allowing myself the rest of this week. My partner isn’t well so I’m not sure what this weekend will be like but I’m chilling about that.
Food and weight isn’t the be all and end all. I need to relax and forgive myself for this time. REALISE I DONT NEED FORGIVENESS FOR PUTTING ON WEIGHT. (Fuck sake)
Monday I’m starting my new job and I want to be on plan and on track on Monday. Start as I mean to go on sort of thing.
Mental Conversations with Poe
Me: [eating See's candy] Mmmm. I love nut clusters.
Poe: Hell yeah you do!
Me: I was talking about the chocolate you horny little shit! Do you ever stop?!
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Poe in my mind is a horny little shit that behaves like pubesant teen.
Anyway
I've gone insane. I'm constantly having mental conversations with fictional characters and I can't stop....might need to talk to my therapist about this.
X: Do you want a job? Me: I just want money.
Sitting at a dock by a lake, little fish just swam past. I mentally said Dude, don't go to the end of the pier, they're waiting with food but they're lying to you, fishy.
Me (While listening to the Hamilton sound track after 4 months of not): James, please... we need to finish these drafts
James: -whispers- I wish to give that american a piece of my mind.