It's taken me awhile to post this photo, but it gives me a chance to talk about how much my mental illness fucking sucks. So as I had posted before, I had no money to afford going to warped tour to see them after being sick and missing their show in New York awhile back. Well by some miracle this amazing band gave me and a friend free tickets to get in. I was so happy I was crying. So the day comes and I'm sooo fucking excited and then I see all the people and I start to feel it. The pressure and the anxiety and it was completely overwhelming. Then I got to see them perform and they were amazing, and I couldn't be happier but I was so scared of the crowd that I couldn't outwardly express how elated I was. So that my friends is how annoying mental illness is. I was so petrified by my social anxiety that I seemed miserable at a show I had been looking forward to for a very long time. #mentalillnessawarness #dontdownplayit #alestorm










