#menty b

[ellewantsrevenge]

[is-a-cryptid]

Hair turned out great, menty b postponed.

[hellhathfrozen]

Having a mental brrrickety-eakdizzown

[beautifullittlefool1999]

How your email finds me.

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[daily-daydream]

Hey guys...I may not be able to write for the foreseeable future as I seem to be in some sort of mid-college crisis I'm going through some life changes right now and realizing (with such great timing) as I'm about to transfer that I don't like my current major and literally have no clue what I want to do with my life

Usually, I'm a goal oriented type of person who knows what they want and goes get it. Now that for once I have no direction, it's really shook me and made me feel like I'm not myself. Right now, I don't even feel like writing (I WILL get back to it when I can, I swear) or anything I enjoy until I can lock in and figure out my life. This whole thing has caused a lot of stress for my mom, which I feel terrible about, and has left me really shook. None of this is like me at all, and I don't feel like my usual self

Before anyone asks, I am fine, just at a point I need to figure stuff out and confused, so this isn't some sort of mental breakdown or anything

Please keep me in your thoughts and if you pray, do that too. I need help figuring out what I want to do with my life and soon, or else my scholarship will run out. Rushing into anything is obviously a bad plan, but taking a break could derail all my opportunities, so I need answers asap - I just feel like I'm not myself and also have no clue who I am or what I want to be

I hope you all can understand this, and I'm so so sorry

<3 Dream

[zephyrodd]

I know im having a bit of a mental health crisis when I have days like today where I post 1000 times and have deleted or re-worded posts 10× that. If I start thinking "will this post make strangers on the internet fear for my saftey" its time to text the therapist.

Im probably headed back into an IOP... Hopefully not an in-patient stay. I dont have time to be locked up for 3-4 weeks in an under funded and understaffed facility.

[notes-on-beauty]