Am I crazy?
Lately, i've been watching a South Korean reality-variety show that airs on KBS2 (but I just watch through Youtube), it is called "The Return of Superman". The concept is that, the babies get to spend time with their dads for 48 hours without Mom, this means that the dads will also have to take care of household chores such as cooking, cleaning up, etc. It is very entertaining, the babies in particular are very cute and in their little own ways show their wittiness in every episode and its an awesome way of reducing stress levels (haha! This may sound like i'm promotion, but yeah, whu don't you try watching it. It is also touching and heartbreaking at the same time sometimes (for me!). Because I can't help but think, what's happening behind the camera? Are they still doing the things they do? Are they really happy as a family? And then my inner self comes in and she answers me with, "at least they see their father and they get to bond with their father even just for 48 hours every week, you? When was the last time you saw your father?" And then, it leads me to a thought that maybe i'm going crazy for watching someone else's life when I have my own life to watch over. But then, I remembered, maybe I feel envious of this kids. Maybe I love watching them because at least when I watch them i forget how messed up our family is with a father who is always missing in action. Yes, he is there to provide, but it is not enough.
