I am so done with this day. I cannot stand when people chew and I can hear it. If the people in the room with me right now don’t stop chewing on their chips, I might do or say something I’ll regret. I. Can’t. Do. This. Right. Now.

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I am so done with this day. I cannot stand when people chew and I can hear it. If the people in the room with me right now don’t stop chewing on their chips, I might do or say something I’ll regret. I. Can’t. Do. This. Right. Now.
Trying to sleep next in the same bed as someone who is my main source of anxiety (my mother we're sharing the guest room and my aunts) is making me understand my freind with mesophonia so much more.
1. my mother constant wet mouth sounds and swallowing and while I hate it its very uncomfortable its not making me want to commit murder
2. Her breathing is giving me anxiety, me being able to here Her breath is making feel like I gonna die like this can not be a safe blood pressure or heart rate. I think I would feel more safe sharing a bed with a corpse.
(I wanna explain why my mother causes me anxiety cuz its not like she beats me im just autistic and have problems with touch especially if it's unexpected, and my mother doesn't understand boundaries or the words no or stop or screaming)
I'm tired of eating by myself all the time but if I do then I'll get all anxious and then get intrusive thoughts
عل سمعتم يوما ب #الميسوفونيا #Mesophonia ؟ وهي من مركبين #ميسو #meso اي #بين . و #فونيا #Phonia #الصوت . وتعني التحسس من الاصوات كصوت الذين ياكلون بجنبك وغيرهم . #اتموبيدياEtymopedia https://www.instagram.com/p/BxU5aBThPdD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sh8saeq2319p
#Mesophonia is no joke... The #anxiety I feel when #triggered will truly give me homicidal thoughts and create fantasies of real harm. I'm scared of it... To be honest. It can consume me, and that's scary. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvdp_1RgjLz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=z43thklihxpl
im really positive that i have mesophonia but my family wont take me seriously and i finally convinced my parents to take me to see a therapist for real but my dad still wont belive me and my mom agrees with everything my dad says so its a really shitty setup. i hope once i get a correct diagnosis they finally will believe me??
my dads too hank hill to be a dad like christ please listen to me
Mesophonia
THis shit sucks ass. i can barely sit in the samew room with anyone if they have food or dinks and theres no other noise to hold my attemtikon.
if i hear someone chew or smack thier lips, drink or swollow loudly, breathe heavy for no resson, i tense and start to shake. i tear up and my heart will race, i grind my teeth and if i dont leave thje room i snap.