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✨The Mandalorian Episode Posters✨

CHAPTER 3: THE SIN

"Here’s what I’m gonna to do: I’m gonna walk to my ship with the kid, and you’re gonna let it happen.”

#starwarsedit #swedit #themandalorianedit #star wars #the mandalorian #hello back from the dead like seven months later to bring you the third in this series #i really fucked myself by establishing ten posters per episode as a baseline cause god it's time consuming #i think i'm gonna need to scale down but also maybe not until season two cause uuuuuh i need them all to match hjdsgfhsd #anyway this was a pain in my ass cause it's been so long since i made these that i forgot my formula and had to relearn it #mess!!!!!#mine #graphic #photoset #mando posters

as i watch little clips for the creation of my fanvideo i’m 1) struck by how badly i want the time to officially start my rewatch this weekend and 2) vindicated by how right i am about giles and his hands-off approach when it comes to the kids and how literally in season four he’s saying shit to walsh about how it’s important not to Guide children but to let them find their own way

#celia watches btvs #IM SO FUCKING RIGHT. I AM RIGHT #season six was COMPLETELY in character for the man!!!!!!#he does not want to be a dad to any of those kids because he doesn't think himself capable of it #and then simultaneously he badly wants the kids to see him as a dad but like in a way where he doesn't actually have to support them #mess!!!!!

in theory I'm totally down to be vulnerable and express my feelings and needs. in PRACTICE I'm constantly on edge and don't want to risk being "in trouble" it abandoned so i literally just don't say anything. and if i do i feel like a terrible person (manipulative, demanding, annoying, Burdensome, etc). esp when ppl do actually react kinda badly.

like it prob wouldn't matter to them but I'm! traumatized! i thanked my roommate for doing smn a few weeks ago and she was like "yeah of course any time" and i was like??? in my head just thinking 'uh? you usually get upset if i ask you to do anything?? tf you mean???'

ik some of it is probably an autistic tone and figurative language thing. but also i think ppl just aren't that affected by it. she prob genuinely forgot every time she's reacted unfavorably, whereas for me it's informed my entire relationship with her. (which is wild).

anyway i just expressed feelings to someone, felt guilty, then apologized for it, which i now also feel guilty about (like oh no what if I'm only apologizing so they comfort me?) etc. which is a wild thought and prob untrue. and the exact thing that just makes me withdraw from everyone. which is not the plan!!!!

on the bright side, leaving then was a lot easier yesterday than normal! I've had some SCARY drops After having to leave their place (yk like it gets late so i gotta go). aaaaah

#bpd #mess!!!!!#bpd posting

if someone appears repeatedly in your dreams are u meant to take that as a sign??? like does that mean im in love????

#i am such a MESS #MESS!!!!!

why is my girlfriend like this

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