#message fs

[pearl-tarotist]

☄ 18+! PAC: The dynamic of your FS and you⋆｡˚:

"Do you think that there is a corner of this Earth that you could travel to far away enough to free me from this torment?(...)You are the bane of my existence, and the object of all my desires. Night and day, I dream of you."

This PAC will consist in two parts. (i. what you bring to the relationship/what's your position. ii. What you bring in the sexual ambience; this part is nsft, not for kids.).

Pile 1-2-3 are referred to your future spouse. Pile A-B-C are referred to you.

1-2-3//A-B-C

PILE 1

i. His position = The Romantic Extrovert.

(3 of Roses – 2 of Shells – Princess of Roses)

              In this dynamic relationship your future spouse will be the one making the efforts to meet new people, to engage in new social connections. They will be the one creating the most spontaneous fun. They will be aware of the opportunities that allow him/her to create fun experiences to live together.  Your FS will be the one to maintain the spark and the feelings of happiness without even needing a reason in the relationship.

              They will be the one organising all the dates and making sure they are romantic and heartfelt. Your FS will be the one to also find the most adequate moments to be alone and to be able to listen to the other, to make sure you both feel supported by the other. I think your fs will like to find the most romantic and secluded spots just to have a romantic day/night. Also, they will do this randomly, they could look up a restaurant in another city and to bring you there the same night, even if they have to drive all afternoon to reach there. They like to bring excitement and adventure to the relationship. They won’t let your relationship become a routine or something “boring”.

Your FS brings: energy, trips, enthusiasm, romance and spontaneity.

From now on, no minors allowed.

ii. In the sexual ambience = a devoted worshiper/ a pleasure dominant.

*Due to facilities in the writing, I will assume your fs is a man and you are a woman, if that’s not the case please change the pronouns as you please, thank you.

(Page of  wands – Queen of cups – 2 of wands)

Your Fs is a giver in all ambiences, he’s a giver in all circumstances.  And you are the one he wants to give his all. He sees you as a sensitive and emotional queen that deserves all she wants; almost as if he was your charming knight. He wants to fulfill all your needs and to fulfill you too… If you get what I mean.

              In a sexual ambience he could be described as a “pleasure/gentle dominant”. Don’t get me wrong, he’s not a sub nor he wants to be submitted to you.  It’s just that he thinks he knows what's best for you and wants to give it to you. He has the power, but he uses it to make you feel really good.

              Getting into it. Your FS loves your legs and he likes to play with them; rubbing them, grabbing them, forcing them apart, kissing them, biting them… Without you being able to use your legs, you are at his “mercy”. He likes to make you feel a lot of things and making you swing side to side in your place; unable to keep your hips still. And, obviously, he likes to get in between them (the legs) and play with your folds and clit, he has a restless tongue. He likes to get on his knees. (Lucky girl ✨).

              He does also like to play with your boobs and having your nipples in between his teeth. Just to get his head in between your boobs/ chest and feel you right there, even your smell could turn him on. You could even scratch his back while he’s sucking you and he will be happy.

Everything in this pile talks about sensations and pleasure, mostly, using you until your eyes fall heavy and you have no energy anymore. This is due to the fact that everything in the relationship is balanced and equal between both of you; you could even tease him endlessly in other topics or in public without him being able to do anything about it; he wants to take “revenge” because of it on you in the sexual ambience.

Your FS will show devotion, passion, a lot of teeth and friction.

Channelled song: Watermelon Sugar by Harry Styles.

First time doing a 18+ reading… was it too explicit or not explicit enough? Feedback please.

PILE 2

i. His position = The mature motivator

(5 of Wings – King of Roses – 9 of Shells)

Your FS will be wise and supportive, they will be the one advising and making the effort to do the research to try to pick the best outcome possible. They will be, the logical one, always making sure you both pick what you need at the moment while not making anybody feel down. You know, sometimes what we want is not what we need. But, in the case you feel disappointed by the choices you have made or the circumstances, they will be there to support you and make you feel better.

              They could be older than you or act in a more “paternal” way (😐😏). Your fs likes to be in command and make sure that their self-knowledge is of use to both of your advantages. They have the confidence and the honesty to accept other's opinions while making sure they choose the one they like. And they are successful, they are able to fulfill both of your needs and to fulfill the relationship in an emotional way. Your FS could be rational and good with words and in this way they achieve the trust and loyalty that they need to make the relationship work, I think this position does allow your fs to protect you from the world in a financial/social way.

Your FS brings: confidence, motivation, security and a good eye for opportunities.

From now on, no minors allowed.

ii. In the sexual ambience = The sexual cuddler…

(Knight of Wands – 7 of Pentacles – The Lovers)

*Due to facilities in the writing, I will assume your fs is a man and you are a woman, if that’s not the case please change the pronouns as you please, thank you.

              Your FS is really lovely while having sex, he’s someone that does not aim for detached sex or someone that just wants to reach his orgasm. He wants to have you as close as possible while making love, he literally wants to take care of you and enjoy the act from the beginning to the end… the end being aftercare and cuddling, not just the orgasm.

              He has a lot of energy, like a wild horse, he wants to have you glued to his body; your back into his chest so in that way he’s able to grab your boobs, push one of his hands into your clit or even being able to grab your neck/jaw from time to time. Reverse cowgirl it’s one of your favs positions.  He likes to be the one taking control or at least, to control the rhythm and the thrusts, it’s easy for him to do it from behind. He wants to feel your weight against him, ¡just lean into him!  He wants you on top, riding him, but he still wants to put the limits and to control your hips.

              He likes to work hard for it, for the sex, he could be at it for hours because he knows that it is worthy. He knows the more effort he puts, the bigger and harder the orgasms will be for both of you. Edging is in the house. He likes to see the way your bodies move together, the way the bodies move, twist and stretch; and he has a fixation on seeing how his dick gets in and out of you.  He owns you lovingly.

There is a lot of attraction in this couple, he’s obsessed with a lot of things, he loves your hair and its softness in his hands; he does also like your smell, the sweat and the smell of sex too. That’s why he does also enjoy the aftercare and the cuddling after it; he just loves the intimacy that comes from making love.

Your FS will show stability, strength, hand movements and a need to keep you close...

Channelled song: Adore you by Harry Styles.

First time doing a 18+ reading… was it too explicit or not explicit enough?Feedback pls 🙂

PILE 3

I. His position = the tightrope walker

(4 of Wings – 2 of Wings – Prince of Wings)- So many wings!

Your FS is someone private and that understands about the personality and inner self of people. They are someone wiser in that ambience, they know how people work and how to get out the best from them (the people). They are good at balancing others and makes them fix or face their personal problems.

That’s what your FS will do for you and for the relationship, he will know when to bring balance and calmness to the relationship. She/he/they will know when it’s time to talk in private with you about various problems and when to face them at the exterior, like physically, to face fears and insecurities. Your FS is balanced and good at guessing people strengths, they are not afraid to show their limits, I think your fs must have a serious but friendly aura. Really good with words and with their approach to people, they are thinkers.

 Your FS knows how to walk in the limb/tightrope of people, he knows when to push or when to calm them, it’s a great skill to have. Your FS will probably never embarrass themselves in front of people 😭.

Your FS brings: intelligence, communication, knowledge and bravery.

From now on, no minors allowed

ii. In the sexual ambience = The unapologetic taker

*Due to facilities in the writing, I will assume your fs is a man and you are a woman, if that’s not the case please change the pronouns as you please, thank you.

(9 of Pentacles – Ace of Cups – 2 of Cups – The Devil)

Well, that took a turn, Your fs is literally that sentence that goes like “Princess in the street, a bitch on his sheets”. But in his case it is “ the hermit in the street but the devil in the sheets”.

So, he likes to take, he likes to be on top and he likes to dominance. He likes to exhaust you, he likes to take all from you. He looks at sex as a competition and your moans and reactions are his prizes.  

              He likes it messy, he likes it dirty. He literally wants to “forcefully” extract all of you and everything that’s in your mind until you can only think of him; about his dick inside of you, about his hands on your chest and about his kisses and whimpers in your neck. He wants you to be his, you knowing it or not.  It’s as if he wanted his aura over yours, so they know you are his at first look. (alpha male indeed). He’s always covering you with his body because he wants to touch everything about you.

              It appears as if there weren’t any preparations; once he has his eyes on something he does not like to play games. He likes to be in between your legs and inside of you as soon as he can. There is no time for any of you to get on your knees nor to tease. He gets excited quickly and he acts, it’s not about jealousy but about instant and huge love and passion, everything comes from a place of love and a need for union.

              Kisses are important, as aggressive and sexual everything can get, he likes to kiss you romantically. It’s a touch that he searches for. It’s a way of showing he appreciates your whole self being there, physically and emotionally. And plus, once everything has ended, he still stays there, hugging you and kissing you in bed.

Your FS will show strong sexual urges, possessiveness, need and love.

Channelled song= Shameless by The Weeknd

“Ooh, said you wanna be good but you couldn't keep your composure// Ooh, said you wanna be good but you're begging me to come over// Ooh, saying who's gonna fuck you like me? Yeah”.

First time doing a 18+ reading… was it too explicit or not explicit enough? Feedback pls 🙂

PILE A

i. Your position = The softest leader

(2 of wings – Princess of gems – 6 of Wings)

In this relationship you will be the partner that will apport balance and calmness. You will know when to take a break to reorganize the direction of the relationship. You will have a good sense to know when to calm things down. Example: if you both have been too focused on your jobs, you will be the one deciding to take a vacation or a rest. To be able to focus on new ideas or on how to make things work, giving to the relationship a sense of gentleness and hope (giving the dreamy vibes to the relationship). The position of the one that knows how to work on the relationship so that it is not affected by the changes of both of your personalities and circumstances.

          You will also be able to make everything better and to keep the enthusiasm even when things may go down from time to time.  Hard-working and communicative. You will be also the one starting the “important” conversations as having kids, buying a house, or adopting a pet.

You will bring communication, change, work and balance.

From now on, no minors allowed!!

ii. In the sexual ambience = The femme fatal

*Due to facilities in the writing, I will assume your fs is a man and you are a woman, if that’s not the case please change the pronouns as you please, thank you.

(The Hierophant – Page of Pentacles – 7 of wands)

In the sexual ambience, at least with your future spouse, you will have the power (apart from power play and who’s the “top” or the “bottom”), you will always have the last word on everything. In a way is giving “daddy” vibes, a dominant aura; and you like it.

I have the feeling that you are someone really attractive and that has a lot of proposals, this is something that makes you feel hot and sexy. It’s something that could turn you on easily, to know you are adored and wanted by many. You are a powerful jealous maker.

You like making your future spouse jealous, it’s also giving brat energy. It is a “I know I have the power, and I will make you aware that you have me just because I want you too”.

So from this perspective I sense that you will like to be conquered in a sensual and slow way, spoiled; even recreating a few scenarios: you looking really hot in a bar and your future spouse inviting you to a drink, touching your legs and the upskirt secretly under the table.

But in a strictly physical way you will be the one being manhandled, pushed and “forced” (always with consent!) to take everything your spouse gives you; you like to make him so jealous and for him to show you his angriness! And you will like it, you will like how much effort and reactions you can take out of him. His actual feelings do not matter, or they are not serious, it’s all a game for you. You laugh at him.

Now, the positions, your future spouse has a fixation with your mouth, he will like to make you drink and to push a glass of wine into your lips, making the drink fall into your cleavage and chest. He will also like to put his fingers into your mouth and to grab your shoulders with his hands, pressing you into his chest.

You will be the “pretty one”, the most attractive one and you spouse will show with strength that he could be at the “same level”, won’t work out. You are already laughing at him.

You will show confidence, mischievous, power and sassyness.

Channelled song: Maneater by Nelly Furtado.

First time doing a 18+ reading… was it too explicit or not explicit enough? Feedback pls 🙂

PILE B

i. Your position = the romantic

(6 of roses – the Wheel of fortune – Ace of Shells)

You will be an extreme nurturing energy in this relationship. You will be a good friend and a good spouse. You will be the one in the couple to bring the warmness and softness of each love story. You will be the one to remember the good times and to try to recreate them once more. Your position is apparently not one of “responsibilities” but it is really important! You are a winner! You are the light, the soul of the relationship.

It's possible that the relationship is formed around you. I feel that no matter what you do, you will always find a way to make your connection feel romantic and lovely, no matter the cycle or step of the union you are in. Your position is also the one to make the relationship evolve and to step out of the comfort zones. But in a really longing way, I think of you as one of those poets that are always writing their dreams; that need to be taken into actions but never are. I feel that you will put the important ideas out while your future spouse will possibly make them come true (in physical reality).

You will bring softness, light, magic, energy and fantasy.

From now on, no minors allowed!!

ii. In the sexual ambience = The anchor

*Due to facilities in the writing, I will assume your fs is a man and you are a woman, if that’s not the case please change the pronouns as you please, thank you.

(Strength – The Magician – The High Priestess)

          Your sexual position is one of strength and creation. You will be the one guiding the most “aggressive” or “sexual” fantasies of yourself or even of your future spouse. To make sure they never get out of hand and because you have a lot of skills to create great sexual relationships. This pile probably is experienced or at least, has a lot of sexual knowledge (let it be through sex, books, movies or by other people’s experiences). Dominance is the word, dominance over your fantasies and over your future spouse.

You will be really passionate, and you will have a high libido. To the point to tease your partner in public, you won't risk doing it in the city, but you will have fun at beaches, gardens, balconies, (nature)…places where people could come but that are mostly hidden. And not by penetration but mostly with handjobs and fingerings. It could even be oral sex, but not as often. It’s important for both of you to keep your heads and gazes on a similar level/height.  

You could like to use sexual toys, not just for you but also for him, you don’t like to go just for the usual/ “basic” sex, you want to try to incorporate different things to your routine. I mostly see dildos of different sizes, lubes, the small vibrators that could be fun outside (always with respect 👀) and even cockrings. The male energy I think it’s more prone to use them on the female energy but! The toys are mostly chosen by her. Also, you both won’t be shy to investigate things or to look up sexual stuff that calls both of your attention.

Last but not least important, intimacy is a key element for you! That’s why I think you like to guide or lead the most “wild fantasies”; you are someone that does not want to erase the emotional or even spiritual part of sex, that’s like the base. That’s why eye contact is so important for you too; and to keep the equality between both of you.

The position that you have is one of canalizing the most savage fantasies/kinks and made them become something intimate, spiritual, magical, soft, nurturing and that unites both of you in a deeper bond.

You will show fun, dominance, magic, spirituality, goddess realness, royalty and raw sexuality.

Channelled song= Disco tits by Tove Lo. "Come on over tonight, take a hit//You can follow my bloodstream, wild //No, I don't have a type(...) // I'm sweat from head to toe //I'm wet through all my clothes// I'm fully charged, nipples are hard// Ready to go". Listen to the song!

First time doing a 18+ reading… was it too explicit or not explicit enough? Feedback pls 🙂

PILE C

i. Your position= The loved manipulator

(Prince of wings – Ace of Roses – The Devil/ King of Wings)

So? You know those type of women that look really nicely and lovingly (and they are) but they know how to “manipulate” or which buttons to touch to get what they want. I feel like that’s your position in the marriage. You are really clever, you get a lot of idea, and you know how to start them up and making them work.

You are also really good with communication, you could have a direct but loving way of speaking, excellent at communicating your feelings and clever enough to know when to “lie” or let “white lies” come through. I feel you will be the one taking the steps to make the communication easier between both of you and to turn the “sparks” on.  You could also be really good at flirting hehe. I feel like this is a badass marriage like the one in the “Mr and Mrs Smith” movie. And you could also be reflected in the character: Margery from Got (Game of Thrones).  She was really clever and really knew which words and acts to do to get what she wanted and to make her husband happy. Peace, calmness and still get the reward.

You will bring action, communication, peace, manipulation and status.

From now on, no minors allowed!!

ii. In the sexual ambience = The vigilante

*Due to facilities in the writing, I will assume your fs is a man and you are a woman, if that’s not the case please change the pronouns as you please, thank you.

(Page of Cups – Justice – 2 of Cups)

              I have the impression that your future spouse could be someone that gets jealous easily and that maybe, that’s why you have to use your words in such a calming way. (Obviously, if in any case this person gets toxic use your logic and leave). But in general, you are the one to put a stop to actions that you don’t like, in a sexual ambience this could be translated in a game of  “tug of war”.

              If you do something, you would like your future spouse to do the same and if your fs does something, you will do that too. I guess this is a: “ If you eat my pussy, I will suck your dick”; and “if you make me cum, I will make sure you cum too”. It’s a relationship of balance, of learning to trust on the other.  There will be a lot of approaches from your future spouse, and you will have fun knowing that you can stop him or fuel his approaches, if it is not something he has not “won”, you will have fun denying sex from him. If you do not think that the sex is equal and pleasuring for both of you, you will stop it and discuss it with him. I think you will be the one teaching him how to really make love to a woman and making it feel good.

Ohh, this is kinky. For a few of these readers, there is a theme of “hermaphroditism”. Of equal between the genital parts, so it’s possible that there is something about “strap-ons”, of both of you being the giving and receiving end.

In general it is a position of excess, love, balance, equality, passion and fun.

You will show balance, equality, fun, passion and calmness .

Channeled song = Hot in it by Tiesto and Charli XCX

First time doing a 18+ reading… was it too explicit or not explicit enough? Feedback pls 🙂

🦪&🌛

[pearl-tarotist]

ೄྀ࿐ PAC: What do they love about you that they do not tell you?⍣ ೋ

“If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more.” (Jane Austen, Emma)

Piles 1-2-3 will be referred to your FS, what does your Future Spouse love about you that they do not say? Choose one of them. 🌷

Piles A-B-C will be referred to your friends/family, what do they love about you that they do not say? Choose one of them. ✨

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PILES 1-2-3 (from left to right)

PILES A-B-C (from left to right)

PILE 1

(Prince of Gems – King of Gems – Justice -The Magician – Devil in the back - Let it be – True love)

They love how hardworking you are. They admire the fact that you can put your mind into something and create it from the beginning to the end. You are not the type to stop half-way, you go all the way. You could also have a pure hearth and mind. You do things with a lot of genuineness.

I have the feeling that they love to see you work, they love being able to look at you while you are sitting in your desk. I think their heart flutters at the thought of knowing “you are theirs”. They love to see you concentrated and focused on something.  They love to admire you (as if they were a secret lover), they like to pass their gaze from your hair to your lips. I think you may have long eyelashes and when you look down, they are gently laying on your cheeks, they love it. They love your eyes and its gaze (you could have doe eyes). They love how pure and soft you look in those moments. The duality, looking soft while being so capable and clever.

They also love how your ethic stands out, you may be someone honest and truthful. This may be hidden because saying to someone: “I love your principles and values” may be a bit weird. 🤣🤣. But I think your principles match, so they love that. You could be great matches to each other. They would also love your energy and how they feel around you, you tick the right boxes in their brain. Cleverness-wise.

They do also love your body, mostly your legs. They think you have a toned and pretty body, a slender one. You could look taller than not what you really are. They love it, they are really obsessed with your body and the things they want to do to it.  You may seduce them without even knowing. Your body and your soft aura are a kill for them. It’s as if they could not understand how something like you exist.

They do feel it could be true love with you. They could have had bad relationships in the past. It’s possible that they were confused about the feelings they had for their partner, but with you, they know it’s real and true love. They will start to understand a lot of things from the moment you enter their lives. There’s an admiration that comes from them that you could find difficult to understand. But it’s just that you were the spark to start their peace.

PILE 2

(Prince of Roses – Four of Wings – Seven of Shells – Six of Gems – Express your love – Let your ex go)

With the cards I got, I am seeing a story. It feels as if in this couple there are an extroverted and an introvert. The extrovert could be a bit of a flirt, could be expressive, open-minded and with a fresh energy. The introvert is calmer, does not express their love or does not confess their crushes. It’s a way more private person.

I think that both people like the other for the qualities that they themselves do not have. If you are the introvert one, your FS would love how you are private and you do not need to show everybody else how much you love them. I think your FS understands and likes the fact that you think he’s the only one you must show your love to.  And you do express your love!! I think that you try to enjoy the things that your FS wants to show you as the extroverted in the relationship. You have learnt to take a few risks and you have growth with them.

You are generous and kind. A good person, it may look simply, but that’s what your FS likes in secret about you. It could be a bit weird, but they like the comfort and security that it brings him. Your FS feels safe around you.

I think your FS would rather express their love for you with compliments about your beauty and how sweet or how pretty you are. But they do also like the comfort that they get when they hug you or when they kiss you. I think they are happy that what you have is not a mere illusion; not for them. They would love you so much. It’s as if you were their little treasure that they must protect. It’s as if they wanted to keep a string attached to both of your wrists, so your fs will never lose you. Your future spouse could be a little more possessive that what lets you see. Maybe, for other people it could be weird because they do not understand what you have from an outside point of view. You will create your own form of communication and comprehension. It’s really cute.

PILE 3

(The Magician – The High Priestess – Ten of Wings – Six of Shells – Two of Roses - Confidence)

Your FS likes that you take responsibility for your own actions. They like that you are feminine and in tune with your intuition. You are someone magnetic and a bit mysterious to them. It feels as if you appeared to know more than not the average person.  It’s possible that you have had bad experiences and you have decided to trust more your hunches; in hopes to stop yourself to get into toxic relationships.

I think they like the rush they get from your energy and your personality. You make them really happy, and they love your bad jokes. They think you are also a bit childish, a bit of a brat, a cute one! They like how much attention you demand from them. They may be serious, probably older than you.

They do also like how you were the key to a new part of life. I think you have showed them that love is funny and mischievous. Some of your FS past relationships must have been really serious and not romantic. I think they focused more on what to do than not on how to do it. Casual things can be as much or more romantic than not big gestures of “love”.

They do also love the fact that they can trust you with their whole heart. They know you are trust-worthy and that you will never lie to them. (It’s possible that they got cheated on before?). I think they could be healing their inner-child; they got hurt and they did not had people around them that supported them but with you they feel as if they had heal and that they are ready to start taking some risks and enjoy their lives a bit more.

I think they do always ask for your advice and thoughts, you could become one of their greatest counsellors and they love you for it. You are an unchangeable part of their heart.

PILE A

(Three of roses – Judgment – Ten of wings – Princess of Wings)

I think the first two cards are mostly related to your family. You could be responsible and you yourself are used to reflect on your situation and your options, I think it’s mostly based on your studies/job. It’s possible that you have a clear view on the opportunities that you have.

I think they are proud of the choices that you have done trough life. Some of them could have been really complicated and hurtful at some points but they and you know that it’s the best at long-time. They do not express it but they feel it. They know you are someone responsible and preventive.

They do also love how strong you are, you have been able to free yourself from certain situation, possible betrayals from friends or being able to cut people off that were toxic to you.

They do also think that you are good with words or with communication. I think it’s possible that you speak more languages than your friends or family. You are someone that’s always receptive to their approaches, maybe a bit too much (learn to express your boundaries). They can always come to you to express their problems and doubts.

A lovely aura. Clever but soft.  

PILE B

(Justice – Six of shells – Five of gems – Princess of Gems)

You are honest, they love and appreciate your honesty and the way you are always truthful. I think they see how you calculate your acts and its consequences. You are a clean-fingered person. You could make them evolve with your words and views on things.

I think that what they most like is the way you calculate your actions with good intentions. You are a good person, and you always act in a way to try to make your friends and family happy. It’s an act, a performance, you decide to act in a childish way for protecting them and to make them happy.  I think you are an observer and much cleverer that what you let them notice.

You could have a bit of anxiety, they notice that: but still, you are also hard-working. They notice how you try to push your limits and how you try to grow and expand your limits. You are not afraid to get your hands dirty working hardly and honestly. I think these impressions comes mostly from your friends.

They do also see, mixing my last words, that you are someone naive with the work that you do. You are always excited and eager to learn more and to explore. I think you still conserve the innocence of a growing child. They get happy to do anything new, no matter how much it will cost or how tiring it is.

PILE C

(The Lovers – Prince of Shells – Seven of Gems – Two of wings)

DAMN, you are so beautiful!!!!!!! Aren’t you? You are really attractive and passionate. You are a charmer; you are really loved! You are a little star; I think some of you are so beautiful that you get pretty privilege (sorry not sorry for saying it). Your friends and family truly think that you are pretty.

The first thing I have noticed, as I said, it’s your beauty and your passion. You could be a bit of a brat, always searching to stir feelings and small dramas. Passion is a good thing; you do like to find the best way to get to your objectives or the things that you like. I do think you have a mix between water and fire signs (even a bit of air). You do always fight for what you want in a really strategic way. They could even get frustrated about how much you try.

The second thing I notice is balance. You are someone balanced between brain and heart. You do keep a diary on your mind on what you have done, and you always try to be the fairest.

I think you always keep your options open or that you always have paths for everything. You are the person that your friend go to when they need to find something or when they need to buy something, etc… You are a really cool older sister for them, always having the resources that they need.

But at the same time, you have the vibes of an adorable and bratty young sister, you do always get away with it.

[pearl-tarotist]

LOVE LETTERS FROM YOUR FS through Sappho poems

Sappho is one of the most romantic poetess ever. And once I read a quote that was: “Her broken form (poetry) cannot be more human; the same way we are broken, alive, fragmented, and intimate memories of our lives”.  

Sappho and her poetry will help us to understand your FS messages towards you; the same way her poems are just a small part of her memories and life.

PILE 1: Fragment 16 – Helen of Troy

"Everyone can understand this – consider

That Helen, far surpassing the beauty

Of mortals, left behind

The best man of all

To sail away to Troy. She remembered

Neither daughter nor dear parents

As [Aphrodite] led her away”.

   (The moon – 3 of shells – king of gems – Prince of wings – 9 of roses)

   I want to run away with you, I want to leave all our obligations and obstacles behind. I wish we could hide in the dark, just enlightened by the moon; I want to kiss you under the stars. I want to caress you and hug you forever, I wish I could take care of you and never let anybody hurt you. You are my only moon and muse. You are the one that makes my darkness disappear. With you, I’m able to celebrate the smallest victories, there’s never a bad day or night next to you. I want to build a home for you; I know it’s complicated, I know it’s a challenge but I’m willing to become someone mature and respected to protect you. I love you with my whole heart and soul and I will always put you first. I will become someone powerful, so we never lack anything. But, I wish I didn’t have to become someone else to protect you, I wish we could just be happy and together alone; I don’t want to fight anybody else just for our happiness. I want to spend all my time with you, I hate how society wants to interfere in our lives. I want us to have our home protected and secured, I wish you didn’t have to worry about anything, I want us to live together and create a family. I want us to have our happy ending. The moment I find you, I will never depart from you. I feel that I love you too much. I want you all for myself. Take care until the moment we see each other, form that point on, I will be the one taking care of you. I would like to marry you as soon as I can.

(So much warmness! That was so intense; I think he’s from a hot country because I was feeling so much heat..)

PILE 2

“With his venom irresistible and bittersweet that loosener of limbs, Love reptile-like strikes me down.”

(7 of gems- Princess of gems – The Devil – The Emperor – The Chariot – The wheel of fortune)

“I’m sorry, I am so sorry. I’m just feeling really frustrated, you could think I’m stupid for saying this: but I am just so young. I don’t know what I am doing or what I want to do. I’m still trying to find my place and path; I hope you understand. I’m trying to do my best and discover my likes and dislikes; I still don’t know and I am so confused.  Some may say I am a playboy or a ghoster but that’s not true, I am trying to discover myself and I am not willing to fulfill people expectations, just mines; but still, a part of me hopes I can fulfill yours.

I want to seduce you; I hope I can become someone attractive in your eyes because you are a goddess in mine. You are so beautiful; I cannot wait to put my hands on your body. I want to touch your waist and hips and press them against my body. I want to be someone powerful and a match to your power and strength. You are an empress and I just want to make you mine, I don’t want your “Kingdom” or place, I just want you. I also must be this powerful emperor/ king that can match your spirit. God, you are so clever too. I’m so determined to have you and make you mine. I will take you on so many pretty trips. We will feel like we are flying. We are the king and queen of the whole world. I don’t know, I just feel so lucky to know you are my spouse, I can’t wait to meet you.

PILE 3:

“I love delicacy, and for me Love has the sun's splendour and beauty”

(8 of gems – 7 of roses- The devil- The hierophant – 8 of shells – The high priestess + more)

I think you are beautiful; I think you are perfection. You are so pretty, I feel as you are the perfect couple for me, but somehow…I feel insecure next to you. I’m sorry, I will have to recollect some courage before meeting you. I need to be brave to speak to you, you are so pretty I stand speechless every time I want to greet you or conversate with you. My feelings for you are also so strong, I like your body and face so much, sometimes I am scared of my own emotions because this is not how I have been raised. You make me feel so lusty about you, I feel sorry about it sometimes. I cannot stop myself from thinking about your body, and face, and lips, and my hands all around them.

I think it’s a sacrifice I must do, you will teach me so much, you will change my believes. You are so intuitive and clever and you have all these ideas about the afterlife and energies and rocks?? You make me think that maybe not everything is as it seems. I have to thank you too for having so much patience with me. It must not be easy to try to explain these tings to me. But it brings us so much joy, I love to spend time with you and I love to see how happy it makes you, that someone listen to you in those matters, I don’t think I will ever forget your shinny eyes and pink lips. Sometimes, you must repeat what you say, I’m sorry, I focus so much on your pretty lips that I cannot contain myself from kissing them. I hope you are happy while we are apart, I want you to grow, spiritually or however you say it, so you can teach it to me while we are together, even when we are old. I hope we can meet in our next lives too, is that how you would say it? (And I just heard some laughs and a caress on my cheek) .