Yes, it's been a week when I stopped exchanging messages with Fade. I admit I can't get him out of my head and I badly missed him.
I was glad to see his message popping on my messenger last night, I honestly dunno what to reply since I am trying my best to distance myself from him, as I am staring at his messages his name suddenly appeared on my phone, he was trying to call me. I was undecided if I'll answer his call or not, because if I do, it's like I will let myself fall for him and will definitely end up hurt again. To my surprise I accidentally reject his call.
Messaged him right away that I am with a friend partying and hardly answering calls. He immediately replied a bitter message, saying sorry and he will stop messaging me.
I quickly sent him a bunch of chats but I got seenzoned and even texted and tried to call him but he keeps on ignoring it, basically he left me hanging. I had a sleepless night waiting for him to respond but got no any notifs from him.
As I am staring at the beautiful view of Crosswinds Tagaytay, I can say today is quite gloomy as my mood, so calm and yet so dark.
